you know i have your back, you don't even have to ask me
you know who
but i don't wanna leave this room without you
i wanna see you up there, you wanna see me too
just stay true
but i might have to spend some time, dear, without you

you have everything that it takes
trust in me, i know you'll be okay
it'll shine through you and i someday
you make me talk like i'm insane

wait for me

call it off

i might pull the plug on em, my life always fuckin up
detach from the promises, unless you wanna try your luck
i can't let you in, baby you don't want a taste of it
you're above the water, honey please just let me drown in it

i aint ever gonna be shit
rng gonna bleed bitch
it's just me and my hatred
lost my critical timing
why the fuck are you crying
i bit the bullet, don't try it

painful offers

what the fuck am i doing anymore

illicit dreams

Talk To Me

prod by me 

I got so much to do and imma show her that she could
I just wish that I could hold you and just tell you that you're good
yeah ive done the impossible ill do it again
and again til I RIP it will never end
I can see all your cuts and I know where you've been
every morning just wishing you could never wake again
you don't gotta worry baby imma make you bulletproof
i know that you're wondering if theres a time for you
i promise there's a time for you let me be your friend
yeah you've always hated me im here until the end
im sorry that you're me and not someone else
imma make you love what you hate though
keep your head up and just lay low
they don't really know bout your hustle
they don't really know what I know
you don't really know what I know	

letter to pariah

July was a powerful month of learning for me. The only thing consistent about that month both outwardly and inwardly was my music. I've never quite felt the wave of inspiration that struck me in that month. About mid way through the month, i sat down and decided i was gonna work on 3 songs over the next 3 weeks, each week being dedicated to each of those tracks. Around 5 days in I realized the work that i thought would take 3 weeks was already done. The music that I had recorded evolved in my eyes as some of the best things I've ever been able to record. Every floating feeling, opinion and thought i had during that desolate summer all found itself poured into these 3 songs.


This is by far my most precious piece of music and the best thing I've ever recorded. The personal connection I have with it has been the main reason I've tried so hard not releasing it as for months it has felt to be "not the right time". Now is the time and I am blessed to gift this piece of me to you and let the world hear what I consider to be the best thing I've ever made up to this point.
credits


Recorded From July 18th-July 22nd

All recorded elements done by me. Numerous samples used on all 3 tracks(Thank You Beyonce).

Special Thanks to: Solana, BEAV, MoonByAir, Stickerbush, Rishii, Mac Sutphin, Desofusiony, and of course my Mother. for all giving me feedback and advice on this record before it released.

I love all of you guys who decide to give this a listen this record means the world to me.

If you want to give your thoughts on the album and leave a review do so here:

https://www.albumoftheyear.org/album/1511163-highsenberg-superman-reach-the-sun.php

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Beav

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