you don't love me is about my ex. things were always fuzzy, unclear, and undefined. we weren't dating, but i had enough feelings to consider him an ex. i tried taking a further step, but he wouldn't let me. his words didn't match his actions and it confused the hell out of me. the song is about me realizing the feelings were never reciprocated. it's over, but i miss him to the moon and back. feels like there's a gaping hole where my heart is supposed to be. weird, huh?

you don't love me.

bipolar is about my friend and her boyfriend that cheated on her. she claimed that he was bipolar and was constantly changing her mind. in reality, she was a hypocrite. she was bipolar too, cuz she kept taking him back over and over again. she couldn't make up her mind. the story's about two hypocrites, blaming each other for their madness. woulda been easier if they broke up earlier.

bipolar.

this song is about me moving on to better things. toxic friends, exes. everything. i pushed everything behind me and took a leap of faith into a new me. new friends, new relationships, new everythings. in the moment, it seems like you need something in order to function. in reality, you don't need it at all. all you need is yourself. solo.

sunshine.

this song is about a special someone i caught feelings for. he knows who he is cuz i sent him the song as soon as i recorded it. after he moved, i confessed and told him how i felt. i liked him for a minute. we got along well, had the same interests, and we were always there for each other. i just didn't want to ruin our deep friendship and what we had. there was a line. and it was never crossed. it's a shame, because he felt the same, but we never got to it. you should shoot your shot cuz you never know.

indecisive.

originally, another song called "solo" was supposed to be the album. i wrote this song for someone else to tell her story, but i manipulated it to be my own story to tell. it's about moving on and being set free from a relationship. you're moving onto better things.

occupied.

this was the hardest song for me to write. i'd never been in love before, so it was difficult to write. but, between you and me, it's about a special someone back = in missouri, my home state.

confession.

this song was inspired by my friend and her toxic boyfriend. they were on and off constantly. we were on vacation in galveston and i finally convinced her to breakup with him. we finished writing the song, and then right after they got back together.

the song is about two people losing interest in each other and are scared of hurting each others' feelings, causing them to hurt themselves. you don't want to hurt them, so you keep it to yourself. but at the end of the day, feelings fade and people change. you can't force yourself to love someone if it's not genuinely there.

feelings fade people change.

cold blooded is about someone who used to be my other half. fate tore us apart and we drifted apart. it wasn't a clean drift, it was dramatic and toxic for both of us. the song is about my anger towards them and it was my way of getting over it. the song is pretty straight forward. we're cool now and keeping things civil, but things will never be the same. 

im not the best rapper, i know. but, i tried my best lol.

cold blooded.

this was the first song i ever wrote. funny story, actually. my ex and i had just fought and i was having the worst day. our relationship was literally holding by a thread. he promised he would call me, but that night he never called. i spent about an hour crying my heart out, swearing to myself that i would break things off with him, but then he called me, after all of my crying. i wiped my tears, and answered the call. and on the call, i acted like everything was fine, when obviously it wasn't.

the song is about how i never faced and accepted the reality that things wouldn't work. but, i really missed him and had hope to stay with him.

b.e.y.

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