still alive [tonari +metis]

w/ https://soundcloud.com/nferior

I’ve been off amphetamines (*´-`)
do you even care
you act like you don’t know me
rather be on my own
don’t want you to hold me (￣^￣)
you just like the guys that treat you like a trophy

that’s okay with me but it kinda hurt my feelings
need to max my HP I really need some healing
questioning my actions looking at the ceiling
I have all these weird dreams idk the reason
and my moods been changing up like the seasons (-_-)
I hate all my illness I hate my bipolar
tryna fix myself but I can’t be sober
she’s been scaring me it feels like october

nferior:
its feels like october
cuz im growin closer
to the fukkin edge cuz u acting colder
need a jacked cuz my tears still frozen
rip my heart i cant keep holdin 
onto my sanity i feel like the bosun 
i wont pick up please dont call
please hold my hand cuz i don wanna fall
back to my roots but i still ball :ppp
scars on my wrist and i think i need sum gauz

october ft. nferior (mercyyy + waystalker)

https://open.spotify.com/album/4eage0hA14IuvZPfU8WDlo?si=adRpJyETSdq4lat9LRJeQA

https://music.apple.com/us/album/enlightenment-feat-bvrden-cr/1703173029?i=1703173031


@faketalency
@bvrdencr

(*˘︶˘*).｡.:* luvvvv ♡(˵ •̀ ᴗ - ˵ ) ✧

[b]
I'm so lost
can you help out
I don't know the cost
of what I want now
looking for that person that I'm missin
and it's me
never been the same 
since I took that LSD

I just stared at the sun 
'til I figured it out
what this life is all about
It's much less scary 
from the top down
I'm never alone
I won't drop out
all white dress
like a wedding gown
In love with the game
love to ballout
post-apocalypse like it's fallout
𝐞𝐧𝐥𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭 tear my heart out

lookin for another path in life
I haven't found it yet
askin God for strength 
and he's like that's a bet
putting my willpower 
to the test 
Ima die in the church in my sunday best

[v]
It's no secret now that I'm tryna die
spend the whole night tryna not lose my light
If I lose my hope then that's suicide
I'll pray to my god then I'm fine

𝐞𝐧𝐥𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭
I can't understand it
In the infinite
It's an abyss
that's something that we never get when we kiss
nothing we can do to deserve this

since I felt it
I don't really know where to go now
I'm so dizzy I'm so scared
gonna fall to the ground
oh my god jus tell me now
what it's all about

𝐞𝐧𝐥𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭 tear my heart out
 
𝐞𝐧𝐥𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭 what's it all about

ˋˏ° enlightenment ∘ˎˊ +bvrden〔p. faketalency〕

get up out my head
get up out my head
get up out my head
get up out my head

wake up in the morning
im not gettin bread
im not out bed
struggling to get up
check my fuckin my phone
but she left me up on read
wish u didnt choose him
over me
wish id be the best 4u

when i ask u out
dark clouds over my head
when u shot me dwn
fallin right up out the sky now
think i changed my mind
ion want no bitch
ion want a relationship
i dont know what i want now
i dont know what i want now
i dont know what i want now
20 plus bitches
and i left them in the past now
i dont know what i want now
i dont know what i want now
i just hate that bitch
and she drag me down to hell now

never had my 1st kiss
so dam nervous
will she even treat me right?
toss and turn im scared
its another nightmare
shes out with another guy
lay in bed i scream and cry
mobbin through dark nights
take some drugs i blackout
my face hit the asphalt
head resets back to default
tell me what i learned tonight
never trust a girl
yea they always wanna start fights
lowkey want u back
so i can catch the last flight

when i ask u out
dark clouds over my head
when u shot me dwn
fallin right up out the sky now
think i changed my mind
ion want no bitch
ion want a relationship
i dont know what i want now
i dont know what i want now
i dont know what i want now
20 plus bitches
and i left them in the past now
i dont know what i want now
i dont know what i want now
i just hate that bitch
and she drag me down to hell now

idkwhatiwantnow!(snorkatje)

stop me! w/amira

hold me down ft. 51five (april21/garasu)

(if yall know the artist @ lmk)

diamonds on my neck
crystal clear like water
hey how u doin sir
im here to meet ur daughter
she walks downstairs
she looks so pretty
park the car outside
brand new mercedes
whippin it around again
come on girl lets go
losing my mind
always gotta stay 10 toes
wake up in her bed again
gta wasted
vomit on my clothes dam
wish i just stayed in

pulled up to the spot
come on girl lets go
i just wanna dance
untill we homeee
im so tired
im all my ownn
bottom of a tier list
thats where he goess

grippin on the mac
and i cant let go
bullets tearin up his face
ima eat his souuul
held on tight
just like my love 4 u
u always treat me wrong
when theres nothing to do

walk into the place
theres a table 4 2
if u never cared
why should i with u?
never wanna let u down no
yea push me to the fuckin ground woah

(daria bridge idk)

diamonds on my neck
crystal clear like water
hey how u doin sir
im here to meet ur daughter
she walks downstairs
she looks so pretty
park the car outside
brand new mercedes 
whippin it around again
come on girl lets go
losing my mind
always gotta stay 10 toes
wake up in her bed again
gta wasted
vomit on my clothes dam
wish i just stayed in
diamonds on my neck
crystal clear like water
hey how u doin sir
im here to meet ur daughter
she walks downstairs
she looks so pretty
park the car outside
brand new mercedes
whippin it around again
come on girl lets go
losing my mind
always gotta stay 10 toes
wake up in her bed again
gta wasted

DATENIGHT!!(xani)

"angel" produced by @prod-kiv & @dimpleb

Performed/Written by @counterxo

angle

angel

angel (kiv + dimple)

@1akura
@neohnq
@yashio20k
@decago

0:00 - solo
0:38 - w/ akura
1:17 - solo
1:55 - w/ yashio
2:36 - solo
3:15 - solo
3:53 - w/ akura
4:32 - solo
5:10 - solo 
5:49 - w/ yashio, neohn
6:28 - w/ akura
7:06 - solo
7:43 - w/ neohn
8:26 - solo
9:05 - solo 
9:44 - solo
10:23 - solo
11:05 - w/ decago

end of summer 2k23 clips + akura, neohn, yashio, decago

@imyfridvy @0k1ro

lyrics:
It’s the struggle ‘fore the shine
Told my brother it’s the struggle ‘fore the shine
I tell you that i love you, know i’ll always get you right
Had to pop a perc before the motherfuckin flight, wait

Smoking gas with my brothers it’s a good day
I just made a couple hunneds it’s a good day
Smoking gas with my brothers it’s a good day
I just made a couple hunneds it’s a good day
Smoking gas with my brothers it’s a good day
I just made a couple hunneds it’s a good day
Smoking gas with my brothers it’s a-
yeah yeah yeah yeah

Can’t get my mind off you baby, swear you hit just like the drugs
He get hit up in his tooth tryna hit my double cup
And life’s a bitch but i’m a bigger one so yeah i run it up
ever since we started jacking M.O.B they wanna be us

They wanna be jus like us
(Jus like us)
They wann’ be jus like us
(Jus like us)

Got a lil molly, baby tell me what the word is
Way you talking bout me, swear you really on some hurt shit
Pull up on his fat ass, got him sweating from his man-tits
P.R.I.N.C.E.S.S.M.O.B the gang bitch

I don’t know what happened
Old hoes tryna fuck up on my best friends
Tell me i go crazy i just say you ain’t seen shit yet
It’s the struggle ‘fore the shine but lil fridvy make it happen

It’s the struggle ‘fore the shine
Told my brother it’s the struggle ‘fore the shine
I tell you that i love you, know i’ll always get you right
Had to pop a perc before the motherfuckin flight, wait

Smoking gas with my brothers it’s a good day
I just made a couple hunneds it’s a good day
Smoking gas with my brothers it’s a good day
I just made a couple hunneds it’s a good day

jus like us!

jus like us! ☆ prod. k1ro

Do I Exist? (Prod. Wiley)

20
self hatred mixed w/jealousy 
#AMG





linktr.ee/bedframeee

DATENIGHT!!(xani)

bedframe

Recent comments

au6ment

BloodyMargielas(@blxxdm0n3y)

nferior

murktaz archive

Related tracks