thank u so much 4 being here is an ep by bedhead and witchclique
all songs were written and recorded by bedhead
all beats were produced by cassie and exxiiiyyaaa
art drawn by bedhead
out now on all platforms
lyrics in descriptions

ALL PLATFORMS

tysm4bh

this stand was the last, the fall of the past
the king is dead! long live the goblin queen!
the final chapter in the goblin trilogy and the end of the bedhead saga. this album is about overcoming adversity starting from within yourself and spanning all the way to the very reaches of people in powerful positions. the goblin queen is a symbol of hope to her people that even comfortability under a broken system is scary to break away from, but to change the ways of old is to allow us all to begin again anew. it took from september of 2022 until now to complete the largest body of bedhead songs compiled to date and these songs survived on the hard drives of multiple failing laptops to finally make its way to your ears. as a statement piece, this is the emo bedhead album of exclusively homecomingqueen beats that was always meant to be. as a step toward a larger journey, this ending to what has come before is only the beginning of a new beautiful life full of possibility. i hope the messages within this work resonate with you, i put everything i had left of the me i was into this. it’s yours now to make of how you will, r.i.p. bedhead 2018-2024 and thank you for everything this journey has brought me <3

written, performed mixed and mastered by bedhead
all songs produced by homecomingqueen and associates where listed
recorded @ the gloss temple in 2022-2023 and the microwave in 2023
art by @worm_sludge on ig

long live goblin queen

official music video: https://youtu.be/Z__f86LJ2P0
written performed and mixed by bedhead
produced by remghost
recorded @ goblin haven

nightscape (+ remghost) *VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION*

recorded @ goblin haven
written, performed, mixed, and mastered by bedhead
produced by remghost

its ok 2 eat fish (+ remghost)

written, performed, and mixed by bedhead
produced by nezu
recorded @ goblin haven

slowdance (+ nezu)

written performed and mixed by bedhead
produced by nezu
recorded @ goblin haven

crimson dawn (+ nezu)

originally written, produced, and recorded by zedd and hayley williams
performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by malori
recorded @ goblin haven

stay the nite (+ malori)

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead
featuring sophie as mrs. claus
produced by tekki1k
recorded @ goblin haven

i am santa (+ tekki1k)

originally written, produced, and recorded by owl city
performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by bedhead and Colby Rue
recorded @ goblin haven

fireflys

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by keyblayde808 and remghost
recorded @ goblin haven 3/2/22
art by bedhead

a nest in my room (+ keyblayde808 x remghost)

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead & wstdyth
produced by donttrustlando & tgwog
recorded @ goblin haven
art by bedhead
lyrics:
I don’t wanna talk bout drama
Baby get money not mad
And I raised you all if I’m honest
Calling me mommy not dad
I keep it true to the facts
Don’t gotta thank me for that
I was asleep at the pad when my power was cut and my blankets were trash
My heart is could to the touch
Hotter than yours is too much
I’m only saying it once
If you listen closely you’ll be stunned
See me on a TV when I stunt
Rock me like a riff that’s hella grunge
Thought that I could be your only one
But I never thought that that would be enough
Drink a redbull slowing down the clock 
Got these wings like a albatross 
I wander but I'm not lost 
I wonder if these dice are tossed 
Will I roll snake eyes 
I can read your mind so don't say lies 
It's always up and down I guess c'est la vie 
That V on your shirt looks so lame brah
Feel like the Citadel how I got all these ricks yeah 
I'm at the wishing well Imma throw in my chips yeah
I luv the kush smell resin over my lips yeah
Walk on my tiptoes by the light of the moon
Why you wanna see me lose
Imma cash in all my blues 
Feel so sick catching the flu 
Fashion piled up in my room

if u listen closely w/ wstdyth (+ donttrustlando x tgwog)

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead and Colby Rue
produced by Colby Rue
recorded @ mirrorville. HQ
art by Aaron Kilgore & bedhead
lyrics:
Sometimes it’s hard to trust everything you say to me
It seems just like these situations play out on repeat
Nothing good ever happens after 2:00 am they say
But when you live in different time zones it gets hard to get through
Days for me so could you wait to be
This bitter with your hints of sweet until I’m able not to seem
Like such a condescending freak reading the lines you’re feeding me
And even when said perfectly they’re so sarcastic way too mean
And not to be another burden but scars you left on me still hurt in
Ways you can’t just clean and bandage how’d I manage to deserve this
Took a little bit of tylenol but the cracks aren’t healing on my skull
To the beat of my heart I pound the walls but I can’t just trust anyone at all
And if I let you in my guard will fall and if I stand up for myself so tall
You could knock me down like a bowling ball and I will have no one else left to call
This is urgent can’t you hear the urgency I emerge from sleep to emergency
With my lungs so full from the dirt I breathed I was barely alive when they buried me
I was born in the dark any light I see at the end of the tunnel has gotta be
From an afterlife that I don’t believe still the voices of angels are calling me

nothing good ever happens w/ colby rue

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead & spiral
produced by benjithemachine
recorded @ goblin haven
art by Allen Rogers
lyrics:
Said I’m going down to the grove are you with that
Would you do it for a kiss or a kit kat
I ain’t really one for the chit chat
Small talk cause you know I get a big bag
Crosswalk gotta stop at the red flag
Short walk to the store we could pop tags
Got tired got bored got whiplash
You’re fired I quit gotta split paths
My tires get ripped by the dirt path
You might as well sit we can talk fast
You’re tryna move in with a nomad
Go fast don’t speed don’t slow that
And she don’t like beats with the hi hats
And my songs aren’t sweet when I’m so mad
I don’t get no sleep if I yawn that’s why
Pay it off infinitely cause it cost that
These are just words with no concept
So say something to contradict that
I had to distance myself I went way back
Don’t wanna tell u I’m out of my element
Don’t wanna talk in the room there’s an elephant
Walked in the room now I think that she’s heaven sent
Always the lies in the night with your innocence
Speak with your chest when you talk to me talk with some confidence
I wanna know what it takes
For you to see me the same
You already know i always plan to change
I dug myself in graves 
It doesn’t matter where I run to
If I’m gonna fall back in the same place
It always ends in vain
Why you talk so loud
I can hear what you’re tryna say but it’s like the words just don’t come out
I don’t wanna let you down

infinite cost w/ spiral (+ benjithemachine)

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by homecomingqueen
recorded @ goblin haven
art by Allen Rogers
lyrics:
Find me at the airport girl I’m coming home
And I got it in my jansport they don’t even know
I was tryna hit the pavement til I hit the road
But I’m chasing down a payment loan it for my soul
The collateral damage security deposit
Don’t know how I manage I wish that I could stop it
Got me on your homescreen he was in your locket
Keep me at a distance can’t breathe in your pocket
You know that I’m unsafe both of us in danger
Didn’t anybody tell you stay away from strangers
Ever since I met you I’ve been feeling stranger
The thing is that I felt you when you were a hater
And I understand why you’re wanting me to quit
But if I was given choices it would take a minute
I cannot decide if I'm out or I’m in it
I’m on and I’m off one don’t wanna admit it
Tracking every move staying on me like a fitbit
Couldn’t tell a lie to you wouldn’t wanna risk it
Couldn’t cut me off it would take more than a wrist slit
I’m never really gone but I’m always gonna miss this
This is how it’s always felt for me
I’ve fallen for your apathy
My fallen order friends that leave
You’ve never not been there for me

at the airport (+ homecomingqueen)

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by colby rue
recorded @ mirrorville. hq 7/10/22
art by bedhead

vi (+ colby rue)

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by mileage
recorded @ goblin haven 8/17/22
art by @kickfliptommy

u r not the moon (+ mileage)

u dont seem 2 notice u say titles when theyre wrong
long time friends i dont feel like i belong
family sends sumbody similar their luv but
i cant let em know it isnt me or itll stop
get it where i can all my time spent at a job
could u hold my hand mine arent close enuff 2 god
u dont understand that yr everything i want
wish that i could b u instead of sum1 that u taunt
5 hr drive not a chance that id see u
gotta look alive hit yr town like i need 2
hit u up at nite but i kno that yr asleep 2
leavin when its lite maybe next time ill meet u
made me feel alright when u say it i believe u
bby hold me tite i got bad times 2 speed thru
miss u everytime im alone and when im not 2
no 1s coming close 2 the way i feel i kno u
keep me in yr mind but just enuff 2 not control u
leave me on the line u gotta show me i dont own u
such a long time since the start not gonna hold u
as long as were alive our souls r tied theyre gettin old 2

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by rotel
recorded @ the gloss temple 11/29/22
art by bedhead

5 hr drive (+ rotel)

hey wait up i need u rite by my side
dont fly away dove i could join u when u cry
so take all my love and then join me 4 a ride
nobody by my side i could wait 4 all my life
u cant look me in the eye
or youll see rite thru my lies
every open door is a window in disguise
saw it thru the floor there was water there 2 dive
i could never die by living my life in spite
hey wait up i need u rite by my side
dont fly away dove i could join u when u cry
so take all my love and then join me 4 a ride
nobody by my side i could wait 4 all my life
why wont u look me in my eyes 2 hear me talk
am i even human 2 u or not @ all
i have become comfortably numb 
ive become so numb
how can u see into my eyes 
and miss every point i make
u kno i wont tell u lies
i could have never been fake
i dont wanna show my face
im so very much ashamed
u kno every point i make
u dont trust a thing i say
bring me back 2 life
how could u do this 2 me darling
what does it mean 2 b yr lover now
i am not the only 1 who knos how this goes
play yr game wear yr mask 
but please keep on all yr clothes
nah fuck it take off all yr clothes
its getting hot in here
bring me back 2 life
take off all yr clothes
bring me back to life
nah fuck it take off all yr clothes

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead and rit
produced by colby rue
recorded @ the gloss temple 6/27/23
art by bedhead
original photography by lil wet wet

bring me 2 life w/ rit (+ colby rue)

(30 in my cup i can feel my heart beat
i just wanna make u mine
came 2 the party just 2 c u
but its dark and i cant find u and i realized i wasted my time
we were on the molly and u didnt turn the lights off
talking 2 u felt like a ghost
it was like a nightmare or a fairytale
thinking i could hold u close)
u sit there w yr arms wrapped round yr knees
wanna scream so loud in the library
hot pink dyed hair hope no one sees
staring off into nothing but the neon green
1 cough 2 hi not a clear lung
public spaces u dont rly fear none
u would trade places if u knew sum1
made the same paces less close 2 the sun
boxes ive packed myself in
release my soul for profit
dont kno just y it happened
think i need 2 get off this
train on a loop of a track going 1 way
always never coming back around in the wrong way
right time 4 it but i saw it on the wrong day
next stop on the timelines such a long way
away from me u moved yrself
i had 2 b w sum1 else
2 realize the mental hell
yr in is where i am as well
and if its in yr interest well then
hope the leave yr taking will treat u well then
im a whole other person than how i felt then
treat me like u deserve me i never felt it
i guess i just dont deserve 2 b treated well then
holding grudges like yr climbing out a well then
mix the metal w fire just like im welding
i just never know what 2 do cuz i cant b selfish
familiar w the feelings u felt 4 the fact i held them
longer than the hope that i had 4 u c it seldom
anything thats valuable 2 me yr saying sell them
u kno u would b the lowest bid at the auction
how low will u go now
yr hands dirty the ground
yr on shakes @ the sound
u scream but never loud
enuff 4 them 2 hear
check back w u in a year
c where im @ cuz i kno that
neither of us can stay here
(how will i get 2 u and tell u heart 2 heart
theres a 30 in my cup
and i need u and i need u 2 feel my love
how do i get 2 u and tell u heart 2 heart
theres 30 in my cup
and i need u and i need u 2 feel my love)
trash bag like yr throwing me away
bagged up bagback i’ll be gone for days
i still smell your clothes here i’m want for waste
i can’t tell if ur sincere in trauma chased
on gang i’m rolling the wrong way
your holding on to my face
i’m blowing like pompeii
swerving the marque
it’s always a dark day
read it all in my face
i’m trying i can’t change :/
i found a way to be with someone
who would never leave me for
that seasons that became before
ur still moving the same way
of course
i still touch in the rain
the force
scars can’t measure the pain
we walked over the lane
it’s in the back of my brain
i can’t give up anything that i claim
forever the same

written by bedhead, lil wet wet, and Reghan Patynski (borrows from heart2heart/30inmycup https://soundcloud.com/2envii/h2hfinal)
performed, mixed, and mastered by bedhead and lil wet wet
produced by cascadia
recorded at the gloss temple and the dollhouse 03/04/2023
art by bedhead

neon green w/ lil wet wet (+ cassie) [2envii sample]

find me a topic 2 talk abt now
i guess we can talk about whatever u want
what do u wish 4 us?
the both of us the both of us
the greater good will never understand
y u leave every1 behind 4 all yr selfish plans
and u need every1 2 help 
cuz u dont have the hands
thank u so much 4 being here
u dont kno what it means 2 me
hope i get it across clear
u dont kno what u do 2 me
u been moving with no fear
i dont kno why yr moving me
i kno it can be unfair
when its only the truth u seek 
theres a lot more 2 find here
than the lies u chose 2 believe
theres no rzn 2 b scared
my biggest lie is i choose 2 b
(find me a topic 2 talk abt now
i guess we can talk abt
what the truth? if its all the same 2 u
i wish i could have told u something
that youd believe 4 me bcuz 
its all just gonna stop
the world is turning round 2 fast
and i cant beat the clock
i been killing time and i dont have enuff 2 stop)
red handed and bruised feet
danced til we were washed clean
u said yr not into torture
so why the hell do u watch me
im running out of my time here
i cant tell what my watch means
i got nothing 2 say left
but u got something 2 tell me
i couldnt wait im impatient
tell sum1 else who can help please
im only here 2 b comfort
drag me 2 hell im uncomfy
thank u so much thank u so much
it means so much it means so much
its been unclear its been unclear
udkwud2m

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by cassie
recorded @ the gloss temple 06/05/2023
art by bedhead

udkwud2m (+ cassie)

catch me w/ a flashlight in the dead of nite
when u c us on sight we turn out the lite
i would never do u wrong lemme treat u rite
u might miss me when im gone kiss me here 2nite
right here theres nowhere else
do u feel like yrself
when yr with sum1 else?
(i would never) i couldnt tell
throw me away u might as well
already on my way 2 hell
w/out u here its hard 2 tell
if its crystal clear as i make it out
in the day time u can find me
in the sunlight staring blindly
idly pass time by
hope the next life is better than this am i right?
but i kid if its wrong then im glad that im right
r u glad that u came? can u open yr eyes?
i should make myself try 
2 keep myself from self destructing every single time
lets convince myself of something horrible tonite
and ill make u feel like the only person in my life
i dont isolate i just stay inside
i just like the nite i dont like the light
put me in a grave burry me online
i might die on live u wont even cry
did u c my face? didnt even try
i am not ok u r not alright

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by cassie
recorded @ the gloss temple 05/23/2023
art by bedhead

am i right (+ exxiiiyyaaa)

im trying again
pardon my displeasure
i might have been sent
2 relieve the pressure
u put on my head
cant measure displeasure
im left w/ in the end
so say we all
i say that it stops
right here bcuz
i think that i dropped
my fear a long time ago now
i wish that u could have gone down
2 the surface youd c that its worth it
u would kno everything that im cursed w/
i cant read yr thoughts like its cursive
in yr own world w/ u so immersive
1st in line 2 b yr next door luver
moved away from me try again next summer
could never b w/ her never felt above her
butterflies r only beautiful when they flutter
keep yr freedom i dont wanna choke u
if i lose u it was cuz im sposed 2
u said i need u dont kno what i go thru
i dont kno what 2 do 2 get it thru 2 u its old news
and ill show u
everything i said i had to prove it was all tru
i couldnt have spent my life w/ u if i wanted 2
but i wanted 2 i guess i wanted 2
back when u wanted me back
when i wanted u 2
and i wanted u bad u just wanted me 2 do
anything that u would ask me 2
wouldn't change it 4 me but i changed myself 4 u
and i do it and i dont kno y cuz i dont c the use
i only luv my luv life when im being abused
yr flicking yr lighter right up by my short fuse
short story ends special thanks 2 the crew
(do it all 4 u i dont c the use im being abused
im wasting my life away just trynna make u chose
short film cut away the breathing room

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by exxiiiyyaaa
recorded @ the gloss temple 05/29/2023
art by bedhead

displeasure (+ exxiiiyyaaa)

i heard he want that dead girl luv
i just want that hell hot lava
bby come pick me up
we can ride around in yr mazda
u kno i stay in the cut
just like alcohol and gauze does
my whole beings givin up
but my body doesnt wanna
wanna come and clean me up
in the morning when im gone?
ill b gone b4 u kno it 
ive already moved along
in heaven no 1 writes a song
we just sing our words as 1
its the harmony u notice 
when the process is 4got
ive been tryin hard 2 focus
i been out my head a lot
idk the voice im throwin
in my throat there lives a knot
if im not the 1 u notice
do i even have a shot
idk just how to show it
but i think of u a lot
lets make it hot in here
i wanna feel it out
after a couple beers
youll kiss me on the couch
i wanna face my fears
dont wanna talk about
how the last couple years
instilled my chronic doubt
b still my beating heart
i have no self esteem
maybe ill fall apart
maybe youll fall for me
maybe it isnt worth
all of the effort weve
already put into this so
maybe ill leave
maybe ill get out
imma get the the fuck out

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by cassie
recorded @ the gloss temple 05/22/2023
art by bedhead

alcohol and gauze (+ cassie)

i just wanna show u how this goes
i just rly wanna let u kno y i cant ever seem 2 take it slow
the bottle in the hand thats letting go
the glass under the foot and in the toe
shards of u my mind aint letting go
its harder 2 b happy when i kno that
u couldnt have had me anymore
and i just think its funny that i dont
smile anymore when im alone
im trying hard to grow
im trying to be stable but i wonder if its worth it
i have never loved a single fully stable person
who i have become is so inspired by the worst in
me and all i write abt is how i dont deserve it
i kno u deserve a chance 2 do a little learning
i dont wanna do this dance 4ever its been hurting
obvious ill love u til im dead and im certain
but u cant afford it in my head u arent working

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead & lil wet wet
produced by m0thlab
recorded at the dog house 2023
art by bedhead and lil wet wet

bedwet ~ glass meets foot + m0thlab

new skin, not even new clothes
i took my sweet time to see where that goes
to see without eyes, does anyone know?
to truly be blind you'd have to lose hope
lights in my eyes, kinda like how it blinds me
i stand aside til you push from behind me
onto the tracks and it kinda reminds me
of in the past, only held on to bind me
but i'm proud that you could let go, it isn't easy
i'll be hard to find, harder than it was to please me
i just hope you know in the end what it means to me
taking my life in your hands so to speak
so it’s cheap like everything you talk
i’d buy it at the store but it’s just way too far to walk
and i don’t want you anymore cause i cannot be stalked
and i cannot be stopped, and you can never stop me now
i’m on tour, you got yours, i got more
i got everything i ever asked for
you got left in the dust that’s for sure
come and see what the dirt has washed up ashore
kinda fitting now how i’m washed up of course
i just sent a message in a bottle to your door
and you won’t even read it lest the glass hit the floor

written performed mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by homecomingqueen
recorded @ the microwave
art by @worm_sludge on ig

lightsinmyeyes2

through love we find power
through power we find love
through love we find revenge
long live goblin queen
when the mouth to the cave opens up
at the bottom of the mountain to the top
you’re sure to get there when the others flop
they say it’s not fair girl go do your job
if i wore moncler out then i’d get robbed
an easy lick so i’m dressing like a bum
queen of the goblins overthrew the scum
fill up the goblet and drink it til you’re numb
you’re steady gossiping, i’m just on my own
don’t think you exist if you’re not in my phone
gotta do this quick if i wanna take the throne
only want it for a bit before i leave it all alone 
gotta leave it all behind, gotta put you out my mind
and a piece of me has died and i know you think im lying but
i was always trying like all of the time and
i can’t put the time in, i just need the quiet
the peace that im missing
the piece of my soul that you took from me’s splitting
off into parts cause i know that you’re listening
i don’t have to start giving out my forgiveness
it’s not something that’s coming to you
to me it’s just not a virtue i carry
i don’t wanna hurt you, it was scary
but i had to desert you
for both of us, it’s not just me
i know you trust that society
will know what’s what, what’s right for me
i can’t be lost up in your dream
long live the goblin queen
oh, oh, long live the goblin queen

written performed mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by homecomingqueen
recorded @ the gloss temple
art by @worm_sludge on ig

LLGQ

learned too much just a little too quickly
move too much and you’re gonna get dizzy
loves’s like drugs saying “baby do you miss me?”
can’t be touched think i want it til you’re with me 
i wanna be perfect, you don’t want the power
don’t think i deserve it, share it like it’s ours
so ready to force quit, lost so many hours
save it with a purpose, burn it if it sours
tell it to the queen but don’t forget about the prince
if the universe in which he is the king really exists
he can get down on a knee 
and on my ring give me a kiss
i made a vow before i leave 
to oversee the damage fixed
but it was never cause of me 
they found the worship that they missed
you could sail the seven seas
you’ll never find me where i hid
and i’ll go back to hiding before 
they know everything i did
the king is dead long live the haters
thank me later for my sins
for my sins, thank me later for my sins
you can thank me for my sins

written performed mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by homecomingqueen
recorded @ the gloss temple
art by @worm_sludge on ig

my sins

i took the train from underground
to get away, i’m skipping town
the mess i’ve made, the wedding gown
the cherry stain, my bloody mouth
there’s words to say, can’t get em out
you thought i’d stay, it’s all going south
reaching for your projection
i’m not in your collection
i could never be sentenced, nah
i’m not one to be messed with
you better finish your sentence
before i get arrested, yeah
i don’t clean up my messes
i can’t tell if i meant it
i just hope you can let it go
sounded bad when i sent it
knew that i had to say it
if i was gonna let you know
i can tell when u listen
ain’t seen that in a minute
do i need to say this more?
i prescribe your prescriptions 
but i am no politician
and you don’t have your cast that vote
clearest windows, not tinted
motivation not hidden
what’s there to be sorry for
what’s there to be sorry for

written performed mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by homecomingqueen
recorded @ the gloss temple
art by @worm_sludge on ig

srry4

don’t know what to call that
don’t know if you saw that
sky is falling down 
and everybody wearing ball caps
look into the future 
but i never counted on that
what you’ve said in the past 
will count against you if they want that
they don’t wanna build you up
they want to break you
always take your name in vain
it’s beautiful to say you
everybody asks what dreams are made of 
and i thank you
you showed me the way
i have to kill you off to save you
god is not an alcoholic mom
that’s just an excuse
that things will never really get
better when they say they do
put a lot of work in what i’ve made
but i can’t stay with you
your vision of me’s flawed
in your eyes i tried to play you
i could play whatever side i want to
i was made to
you hate marijuana
but sip bottles likes it’s grape juice
got a taste for you
its been hard enough to shake you
oh you stir me up
don’t even know who i should pray to
pray tell
what was that you’re saying in the bedroom?
praise hell
you were on your knees and had a breakthrough
breaking cellphones
the only thing that made me hate you
now i’m all alone
i’ve found a different kind of faith too
faithful to a cause 
that doesn’t pay off how it should do
shrug your actions off
when i don’t understand how could you
there’s no other option 
said you’d die without me soon too
told me in the end
there’s nothing for me if i lose you

written performed mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by homecomingqueen
recorded @ the gloss temple
art by @worm_sludge on ig

praise hell

hit the bottle quick, don't think about it much
looking for you never quit, all i wanted was your touch
though you knew me for a bit cause you thought you did too much
i think i just did too much cause since you've been gone
i can't breathe, there's no one to talk to that i'd wanna need
i've been letting my thoughts stew like you did for me
i hate that i want you more than you hated me
on the surface it seems like a couple of deeds
i could do would get past you but i'd have to be clean
i've been meaning to ask you are you friends if you're mean?
justify it in the end or whatever it means, whatever the means
stay down with me at the safe house
lay down, you’ve been in the rain but i got towels
made it out alive a couple times always raised hell
city’s on fire in my eyes but i was raised well

written performed mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by homecomingqueen
recorded @ the gloss temple
art by @worm_sludge on ig

city's on fire

sometimes when i sing i think i'm wasting beats
and these nights i don't wanna walk on city streets
most times i be jumping off the balconies
of my loves just to get up out of what i need
but i don't need you, you're just haunting me
i'm not gonna taunt you in case you believe
that i'm gonna stop you from death in my dreams
i'm not wearing a costume but it's tearing the seams
you keep staring at me, why's it so hard to believe
that i could really be someone i wanted to be?
i'm not a bee to be kept, you're not a promise i'd keep
don't have a tear to be wept so cry another for me
you keep staring at me, why's it so hard to believe
i'm not a bee to be kept, you're not a promise i'd keep
don't have a tear to be wept so cry another for me
yeah, yeah i brought a couple monsters to the rave last night
and i drove without a problem officer, it's just the light
and for two more days i couldn't hear you from the
right side of my face, i didn't see you in the nighttime

written performed mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by homecomingqueen
recorded @ the gloss temple
art by @worm_sludge on ig

a beekeeper's promise

unfounded hate, find me at the bottom of the lake
why do only beautiful souls take
to your grave here's a promise i could make
secret's safe, imma leave it in the bank
worked hard now you get to take a break
i see through you, i can see the fake
a redo with you i could never take
can't fake a need for you, never got to say
look on the bright side, everything's okay
everybody's fine and it's just another day
and you'll wake up every time thinking "oh what a disgrace
i am to everyone in life that i love and push away"
we're one in the same cause my state of mind's
exactly like the ways that you describe when we always type
at night and i don't get to sleep a wink cause i turned out the lights
but you don't give me any chance to think about my dream tonight
i don't have a dream i gave up when i started living life
push your propaganda on me i'm just not the reading type
type but never send, you'll not respond ever again
why would i wanna talk as friends if it's just means up to your ends?
you gotta kick me in my knees if imma buckle to the trends
i used to feel so small and weak and here you're saying it again
i don't know what i should believe the thought police are in my head
so now i gotta get my sleep so i can put these thoughts to bed

written performed mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by homecomingqueen
recorded @ the gloss temple
art by @worm_sludge on ig

oh what a disgrace i am

uh, lights in my eyes, kinda like how it blinds me
i stand aside til you push from behind me
onto the tracks and it kinda reminds me
of in the past, only held on to bind me
but i'm proud that you could let go, it isn't easy
i'll be hard to find, harder than it was to please me
i just hope you know in the end what it means to me
taking my life in your hands so to speak
new skin, not even new clothes
i took my sweet time to see where that goes
to see without eyes, does anyone know?
to truly be blind you'd have to lose hope
same eyes but need a new nose
i need to eat more so my same thighs grow
i hate to waste time i spend like i'm broke
my friends will be fine, they never gotta know, uh

written performed mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by homecomingqueen
recorded @ the microwave
art by @worm_sludge on ig

lightsinmyeyes

i gotta show em why i do it how i do
why i gotta explain myself when i walk in the room
i thought i had trained myself to handle your abuse
you see that i'm changing now and think it's cause of you
but i'm kind of inspired by the way you got me mangled
all up in your life i can't believe how long you've tangled
me up in your lies but girl tonight i think i'm able
to get myself untied and excuse myself from the table
might not be too nice and i'm sorry if it's painful
to hear it but between us neither one of us is stable
and i couldn't take care of myself with you i got hateful
save for the times you were mine and not an angel
uh, everybody dies old faithful
out of sight, out of mind, blind every angle
dead to the world, deaf to the unfaithful
unholy sinner from the cradle

written performed mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by homecomingqueen
recorded @ the gloss temple
art by @worm_sludge on ig

mangled

my jaw hurts, i can't talk right
and it's so hard just to sleep at night
need to suck it up, need to get a bite
i just lost it all, why i feel alright?
i've been feeling fine
you can't get me off this cloud cause it's number nine
i be walking round my town automatic lights
turning on when i'm around but you won't see me twice, nah
i need surgery but it's hopeless
you're still hurting me and i know you know this
everything is going wrong but no one noticed
you're the only one i'd ever bear my soul with
but you can't handle it, and i can't handle it
took up the mantle lit the candle and dismantled it
i'm in a tandem with a random its so romantic
you only know the me i banned it only took one click
one shot, you just say you're sorry but i know you're really not
i know how you saw me yeah you put me on the spot
yeah you put me on the spot, told me things you should have not
you should keep your mouth shut, imma live my life
i know what i want now i'm not thinking twice
spent too many times trynna get you to be nice
i'm not ever playing nice again you gave me good advice

written performed mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by homecomingqueen
recorded @ the gloss temple
art by @worm_sludge on ig

my jaw hurts

can't even forgive you won't ever forget you
sorry for the things that i said that upset you
you were never sorry cause your head was such a mess too
least i tried to fix you how i'd never let you
i'm not who you thought but you were right about a lot
hardly an adult but i can't get the clock to stop
maybe imma fail but i can never give it up
when the ship sets sail away from neverland i'm gone
keep me in a box i didn't fit in when it closed
i still couldn't breathe even after you poked the holes
i don't wanna see anymore cause i know
that the only one for me is who is left when i'm alone
but i still see the shape of your cheeks and your haircut
someone every week tries to whisk me off to their spot
sweep me off my feet but i don't feel a thing at all not
cause you can't be beat but cause that's something i would never want
everything we did imma relive til i'm dead
greatest hits and worst cases playing out up in my head
i can't sleep up in my bed it's as perfect as i've said
but the doubts you had me sold on have me chained to my debts
to my debts to my debts, to my debts, to my debts, oh

written performed mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by homecomingqueen
recorded @ the gloss temple
art by @worm_sludge on ig

4giv 4get

there's a million reasons why you shouldn't trust me
i don't know why imma try to make you love me
in the fall it's my time it'll get ugly
i've gotten sexy, i'm getting slutty
and i don't even gotta walk around in cuffed jeans
can't pretend i'm not about it you can trust me
if it's something i'm about i'll wear it on my sleeve
you can take it up with me but i don't think you wanna speak
nah they can't even speak to me now
see the numbers got em beat now
i could even make a beat now
but i never sold a lease out
i'm at the party imma peace out
i got a sign you're wanting me now
i give a sigh but i don't freak out
we all gotta get our release somehow
how you gonna try so hard to keep me pinned down
i thought you were good at bartering the deal went sour
i'll be with my new favorite person in an hour
kinda like your soul but it's your heart that i devoured
yeah i blacked out but i didn't lose power
i just act out cause they never won't allow her
pull me by my hair you can meet me at the tower
make the first move i could never i'm a coward

written performed mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by homecomingqueen
recorded @ the gloss temple
art by @worm_sludge on ig

meet me @ the tower

on my own terms
living slow burn
really it don't hurt
i can tell you that it's worth it now
with the confidence that i just found
but am i allowed
to say something mean
i might make you cry
and i know it might seem
like for all of this time
there was no honesty
i'd tell you the truth 
but you like lies you believe
can you believe in me 
when i say who i am
you don't believe in anything 
and i just can't understand
i really love everything 
you hate the world in your hands
i hid the world from your plans
i had to pay your demands
seven hundred fifty i don't have
i probably gave you double that
said you didn't wanna be selfish still
but i wanted a spoiled brat
every single time you came my way
you left same day and doubled back
and i know that you wanna be friends
but i keep my friends close and we're so much more than that
i got so much more than money i got honeys coming over
i got something in my system cause it's so hard to be sober
but it's over, oh thank god its over
i'll live without the closure
oh thank god its over, i'll live

written performed mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by homecomingqueen
recorded @ the gloss temple
art by @worm_sludge on ig

lies u believe

the king is dead
the bloods been bled
lay down to rest
the dirt will spread
this stand was the last
the fall of the past
they’ve broken the glass
and rode home so fast
so that’s why you’re so sad?
you’d forgotten what you had
til you can’t bring it back
and to take that away feels bad
but just look what we’ve got back
all our freedoms that we’ve lacked
the questions left asked
needed answers at least we got that

written performed mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by homecomingqueen
recorded @ the gloss temple
art by @worm_sludge on ig

the king is dead!

after her untimely departure, the bedhead estate wishes to bring you her final words on her behalf. with some help from longtime friend and collaborator lil wet wet, and some blatant my chemical romance influence on full display, "sleep song" is a last will and testament that will serve as the beginning of a new era for bedhead. she is survived by her estate manager who may be reached on socials @fallgirlxx and will take on the task of releasing brand new recorded music through bedhead's channels in the next year! as we celebrate her life and the time we had together these last months of her 7th year in action, we will be compiling other works of hers from various points in time to continue to deliver her songs to you in her name just as she would have wanted. stay tuned, stay pretty, stay sad, and stay loved. <3
~ fallgirlxx

i'm gonna hit it til i like myself
i'm trynna hit it til i like myself again
i blur my vision when i'm by myself
i think i might just go and blind myself to them
my baby thinks i need to get some help
but i can't help myself around her or our friends
i let them hit til i dont like myself
i never liked myself enough no helping it
no fun if you won't stomach
when i go numb under the fist you love me with
i got a gun i don't take out in public
take it in your jaw i'll shoot whatevers left from it
i got a different way i'll tell it to you now
i'd never say it to your face no way no how
but you did everything that i was worried about
said what you thought i'd wanna hear didn't hear me out
no tunnel vision when you cut me out
still nothing draws my heart back like your mouth
you wanna talk about me when i'm not around
i only know because my ears are burning out
you're no god you're just another puppet
in somebody's crusade someday you won't fuck with
and i would have stuck with you if we were something
i just can't keep coming up and feeling nothing
i feel nothing
i feel nothing
she said i feel nothing
(don't feel bad about it)
can't keep feeling nothing
she said nothing
(just close your eyes)
she said nothing
(kiss me goodbye)
she said i feel nothing
(and sleep)
can't keep feeling nothing
she said
(and through it all)
i wore the jeans and you walked away
(how could you cry)
i fought the feeling you fought today
(for me)
[REDACTED]
(cause i don't feel bad about it)
my fall was fleeting i saw the flames
(and through it all)
my heart was beating you missed a vein
(how could you cry)
we walked the waters up to this deep
(for me)
my shining treasure was washed away
(cause i don't feel bad about it)
i'm losing things that i wanna keep
(just close your eyes)
off to the side to watch the parade
(kiss me goodbye)
wait til the nights over to sleep
(and sleep)
[REDACTED]
(don't feel bad about it)
[REDACTED]
(just close your eyes)
[and through it all]
(kiss me goodbye)
[how could you cry]
(and sleep)
[for me]
(cause i don't feel bad about it)

sleep song (+ 20prettyhusky)

https://soundcloud.com/kaceylind
vox: bedhead, kacey lind
guitar: bedhead
synth: bedhead
mixing: bedhead, trashboy

u hate when i run w/ kacey lind

OFFICIAL VIDEO: https://youtu.be/fU28WqbVibE

https://soundcloud.com/bedhead2001/sets/private-playlist/s-HOot2SSDTyk

private playlist (p. drosh) *VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION*

i sense when u freeze up, tell me whats the rzn
i can b a diva and u cant keep a secret
and i think yr complacent so i dont wanna stay
tell me im complaining 2 much when nothing seems 2 change
and i rly hate the way that we r
but i luv u so i dont wanna cause any harm
is it my name that youve been scratching into yr arm?
it isnt ok but u kno how 2 stop the alarms
when they go off, and u just wanna blow off
everything i bring up so i just sit alone in the dark
and u show off cuz u dont want me going very far
and u show off im not going far
im a secret, u dont wanna keep it
seems im only yrs whenever its most convenient
can u say u luv me, only if u rly mean it
broken down so many times im still in pieces
ride me like a carousel, i could make u dizzy bby
i got all these study drugs, im going 2 use em and
i mite fry my brain 2 mush, she mad i put dope in it
i dont think ahead no more no i dont even hesitate
i miss her face, she m.i.a. like i dont kno her
ive made mistakes, u break me babe cuz im not sober
but i wish i was 4 u and me
but i cant change shawty, gotta chase this dream
i been wearing the same fit for like a week
i been doing the same shit and its all on me

u only get so far showing off u kno w/ lilbearshawty (p. remghost + sanctuary)

lyfegu4rd b4by w/ 8485 (+ nezu)

way2much (+ remghost)

swing badder badder w/ jackie platinum (+ homecomingqueen)

https://soundcloud.com/goblinhaven/guarddown

on guard! w/ 8485 (+ remghost x twintailz)

music video: https://youtu.be/-LUpKJNiumY

i like the way the lights look in the rain
makes me think about the time u looked me in the face
told me everything was fine and we'd end up ok
it echoes in my mind
i hear yr voice in my brain
i wish u were here but i kno that yr safe
and thats all that it takes for me to survive the day
if u left i would cry but i would still feel the same
if i left i would die bcuz theres no other way

yr my nicotine
yr not my drug u got me clean
and yr all that i need
wut i say is wut i mean
dont look away
just keep both of yr eyes on me
u say its hard 2 be brave
4 me u make it hard 2 breathe

ALL PLATFORMS + VIDEO

lightsintherain (+ remghost x twintailz) *VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION*

featuring https://soundcloud.com/keyblayde808
prod https://soundcloud.com/remghost and https://soundcloud.com/crybabycam
recorded @ key's house 
writen, performed, mixed, and mastered by bedhead and keyblayde808
produced by remghost and crybabycam

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