thank u so much 4 being here is an ep by bedhead and witchclique
all songs were written and recorded by bedhead
all beats were produced by cassie and exxiiiyyaaa
art drawn by bedhead
out now on all platforms
lyrics in descriptions

ALL PLATFORMS

tysm4bh

official music video: https://youtu.be/Z__f86LJ2P0
written performed and mixed by bedhead
produced by remghost
recorded @ goblin haven

nightscape (+ remghost) *VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION*

recorded @ goblin haven
written, performed, mixed, and mastered by bedhead
produced by remghost

its ok 2 eat fish (+ remghost)

written, performed, and mixed by bedhead
produced by nezu
recorded @ goblin haven

slowdance (+ nezu)

originally written, produced, and recorded by zedd and hayley williams
performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by malori
recorded @ goblin haven

stay the nite (+ malori)

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead
featuring sophie as mrs. claus
produced by tekki1k
recorded @ goblin haven

i am santa (+ tekki1k)

originally written, produced, and recorded by owl city
performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by bedhead and Colby Rue
recorded @ goblin haven

fireflys

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by keyblayde808 and remghost
recorded @ goblin haven 3/2/22
art by bedhead

a nest in my room (+ keyblayde808 x remghost)

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead & wstdyth
produced by donttrustlando & tgwog
recorded @ goblin haven
art by bedhead
lyrics:
I don’t wanna talk bout drama
Baby get money not mad
And I raised you all if I’m honest
Calling me mommy not dad
I keep it true to the facts
Don’t gotta thank me for that
I was asleep at the pad when my power was cut and my blankets were trash
My heart is could to the touch
Hotter than yours is too much
I’m only saying it once
If you listen closely you’ll be stunned
See me on a TV when I stunt
Rock me like a riff that’s hella grunge
Thought that I could be your only one
But I never thought that that would be enough
Drink a redbull slowing down the clock 
Got these wings like a albatross 
I wander but I'm not lost 
I wonder if these dice are tossed 
Will I roll snake eyes 
I can read your mind so don't say lies 
It's always up and down I guess c'est la vie 
That V on your shirt looks so lame brah
Feel like the Citadel how I got all these ricks yeah 
I'm at the wishing well Imma throw in my chips yeah
I luv the kush smell resin over my lips yeah
Walk on my tiptoes by the light of the moon
Why you wanna see me lose
Imma cash in all my blues 
Feel so sick catching the flu 
Fashion piled up in my room

if u listen closely w/ wstdyth (+ donttrustlando x tgwog)

happy birthday lil wet wet <3

written and performed by bedhead, lil wet wet, vito, & eunhae
mixed and mastered by bedhead & lil wet wet
produced by homecomingqueen
recorded @ the batcave 3/16/22

birthday cypher w/ lil wet wet, vito, & eunhae (+ homecomingqueen)

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead and Colby Rue
produced by Colby Rue
recorded @ mirrorville. HQ
art by Aaron Kilgore & bedhead
lyrics:
Sometimes it’s hard to trust everything you say to me
It seems just like these situations play out on repeat
Nothing good ever happens after 2:00 am they say
But when you live in different time zones it gets hard to get through
Days for me so could you wait to be
This bitter with your hints of sweet until I’m able not to seem
Like such a condescending freak reading the lines you’re feeding me
And even when said perfectly they’re so sarcastic way too mean
And not to be another burden but scars you left on me still hurt in
Ways you can’t just clean and bandage how’d I manage to deserve this
Took a little bit of tylenol but the cracks aren’t healing on my skull
To the beat of my heart I pound the walls but I can’t just trust anyone at all
And if I let you in my guard will fall and if I stand up for myself so tall
You could knock me down like a bowling ball and I will have no one else left to call
This is urgent can’t you hear the urgency I emerge from sleep to emergency
With my lungs so full from the dirt I breathed I was barely alive when they buried me
I was born in the dark any light I see at the end of the tunnel has gotta be
From an afterlife that I don’t believe still the voices of angels are calling me

nothing good ever happens w/ colby rue

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by colby rue
recorded @ mirrorville. hq 7/10/22
art by bedhead

vi (+ colby rue)

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by yung skrrt and sphere merchants
recorded @ mirrorville. hq 7/23/22
art by bedhead
lyrics:
i just wanna get so hi i forget my own name
and this happens all the time so i treat it like a game
something eats away inside of me way deep up in my brain
knife fighting w/ anxiety i brought a gun today
brought a yung buck body never more ready 2 play
i’m a pop punk shawty even born down by the bay
mother says imma make it and i trust what mother say
running man i can’t fake it any longer in this place
something is about 2 give but this time it will not be me
i don’t wanna have 2 live inside of this hypocrisy
i kno who i am and what it is is what it used 2 b
u just hold me back u hold me down u couldn’t grow w/ me
everybody wanna glo w/ me
that’s why everybody want shows w/ me
everybody thinks they’re gonna blow w/ me
cuz it’s me becuz it’s me
everybody always wanna glo w/ me
that’s why everybody doing shows w/ me
everybody thinks they’re gonna blow w/ me
cuz it’s me but u don’t kno me
u could never rly kno me sorry but it’s tru
im not sorry cuz it’s u everything we said we’d do
imma get it on my own raise myself up out the roof
had me climbing out yr chimney i was covered in the soot
had me covered in the smoke wearing stupid man suits
all my homies lmk girl this doesn’t suit u
and i said that i would go but it was hard 2 choose 2
it’s so hard to b alone but it’s easier to do

what's my name again? (+ yung skrrt x sphere merchants)

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by colby rue
recorded @ mirrorville. hq 5/21/22
art by bedhead

shooting star (+ colby rue)

u dont seem 2 notice u say titles when theyre wrong
long time friends i dont feel like i belong
family sends sumbody similar their luv but
i cant let em know it isnt me or itll stop
get it where i can all my time spent at a job
could u hold my hand mine arent close enuff 2 god
u dont understand that yr everything i want
wish that i could b u instead of sum1 that u taunt
5 hr drive not a chance that id see u
gotta look alive hit yr town like i need 2
hit u up at nite but i kno that yr asleep 2
leavin when its lite maybe next time ill meet u
made me feel alright when u say it i believe u
bby hold me tite i got bad times 2 speed thru
miss u everytime im alone and when im not 2
no 1s coming close 2 the way i feel i kno u
keep me in yr mind but just enuff 2 not control u
leave me on the line u gotta show me i dont own u
such a long time since the start not gonna hold u
as long as were alive our souls r tied theyre gettin old 2

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by rotel
recorded @ the gloss temple 11/29/22
art by bedhead

5 hr drive (+ rotel)

no 1 wanna txt me i cant get it rite
wanna say im sexy but i cant spend the nite
lookin 4 the check then i gotta catch a ride
i been hitched 2 the game stay commited every time
i dont wanna tell u bout myself w/o a rhyme
u dont gotta ask me how im doing always fine
u could lose yr soul 2 somethin u wont ever find
nothings rly like that in the real life
when r u gon realize when will u open yr eyes up
lookin @ a watch but u cant tell me that the times up
trynna let the clock tick down w/ the small talk
i dont wanna stop right now til u show up
im just trynna show u how i like 2 show luv
but i like 2 b alone 2 just tell me if im 2 much
i dont wanna own u u could have control of us
cant picture w/ any1 it would go 4 long enuff
if my nrg is misplaced dont u give it back
i could keep a str8 face if it made u laugh
saying grace @ the table 2 appease yr dad
im not passing u the salt yr already mad
meet u @ yr place if u wanna chase that
frozen on yr face single tear so sad
couldnt stay awake on the road so i crashed
i saw every1 i love in a flash u were last

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by the sound clown
recorded @ the gloss temple 12/18/22
art by bedhead

misplaced NRG (+ the sound clown)

couldnt pay it off in the time u said u needed
srry 2 b short im not trynna make this heated
u kno im a demon bby im a monster
maybe i deserve nothing good an imposter
lurking in a hoodie w/ my friends til i lost her
coming out the closet 2 whoever i could muster
trust me wouldnt b here if i didnt get 2 trust her 
lost me 
i cant make it clear enuff and u kno that itd cost me
anything more than an arm and a leg and an eye
had i not seen everything was doomed 
from the times u would act sweet 2 me
knew u wouldnt do it but u did it 4 me
didnt wanna do it but u still adore me
howd u put up w/ this 4 me
all this time yr w/ me so deep in my mind
u cant let me unwind
and now theres nothing left 2 find
its all lost 2 me
every breath u breathe
the secrets that u keep close 2 yr chest 
come out 2 me when u sleep
u dont kno just what yr saying 
but so deep down in yr brain
u kno its all u need 2 say 2 me
2 prove exactly what im thinking
at the time my heart was breaking
but u knew id b this hard 2 keep

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by mead0ws
recorded @ the gloss temple 1/7/23
art by bedhead

lost2me (+ mead0ws)

i been thinking bout trust
u were thinking bout we
when i was thinking bout us
and everything that we've seen
u don't know where i'll go
don't know where 2 find me
and i hope u never know
u will follow blindly
if i ever let u go anywhere near me
anymore i kno u would have 2 fear me
cuz i kno i don't have 2 kneel down 2 nobody else 
no more no more no more no more
u said of course
u thot i mite go down this path
if i did not correct my course
i'm on the correct track now
u don't ever have to track me down
u don't wanna see the life that i made cuz
baby its just me and i don't misbehave anyway
thot i saw u last nite
it was only just a dream
i was thinkin bout us
and u we're thinking bout we
i been thinking bout trust
and we lost a lot of it
and i kno u got lost
so i dont find it
funny anymore cuz i don't think about it much
u been breaking down my door when i've been out 2 take a lunch
and i called it all b4 but i would not call that a hunch
i guess i just knew how u were so i don't think about it much
i been thinking bout us
while u we're thinking bout we
it was something bout trust
but i could never even see
how you'd trust me after i told u
that i thot u loved me even tho i felt u
falling from my grasp and i could've never held u down
not down enuff 4 u

written, produced, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead
original sample by nelly
recorded @ the gloss temple 5/12/23
art by bedhead

just a dream

hey wait up i need u rite by my side
dont fly away dove i could join u when u cry
so take all my love and then join me 4 a ride
nobody by my side i could wait 4 all my life
u cant look me in the eye
or youll see rite thru my lies
every open door is a window in disguise
saw it thru the floor there was water there 2 dive
i could never die by living my life in spite
hey wait up i need u rite by my side
dont fly away dove i could join u when u cry
so take all my love and then join me 4 a ride
nobody by my side i could wait 4 all my life
why wont u look me in my eyes 2 hear me talk
am i even human 2 u or not @ all
i have become comfortably numb 
ive become so numb
how can u see into my eyes 
and miss every point i make
u kno i wont tell u lies
i could have never been fake
i dont wanna show my face
im so very much ashamed
u kno every point i make
u dont trust a thing i say
bring me back 2 life
how could u do this 2 me darling
what does it mean 2 b yr lover now
i am not the only 1 who knos how this goes
play yr game wear yr mask 
but please keep on all yr clothes
nah fuck it take off all yr clothes
its getting hot in here
bring me back 2 life
take off all yr clothes
bring me back to life
nah fuck it take off all yr clothes

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead and rit
produced by colby rue
recorded @ the gloss temple 6/27/23
art by bedhead
original photography by lil wet wet

bring me 2 life w/ rit (+ colby rue)

(30 in my cup i can feel my heart beat
i just wanna make u mine
came 2 the party just 2 c u
but its dark and i cant find u and i realized i wasted my time
we were on the molly and u didnt turn the lights off
talking 2 u felt like a ghost
it was like a nightmare or a fairytale
thinking i could hold u close)
u sit there w yr arms wrapped round yr knees
wanna scream so loud in the library
hot pink dyed hair hope no one sees
staring off into nothing but the neon green
1 cough 2 hi not a clear lung
public spaces u dont rly fear none
u would trade places if u knew sum1
made the same paces less close 2 the sun
boxes ive packed myself in
release my soul for profit
dont kno just y it happened
think i need 2 get off this
train on a loop of a track going 1 way
always never coming back around in the wrong way
right time 4 it but i saw it on the wrong day
next stop on the timelines such a long way
away from me u moved yrself
i had 2 b w sum1 else
2 realize the mental hell
yr in is where i am as well
and if its in yr interest well then
hope the leave yr taking will treat u well then
im a whole other person than how i felt then
treat me like u deserve me i never felt it
i guess i just dont deserve 2 b treated well then
holding grudges like yr climbing out a well then
mix the metal w fire just like im welding
i just never know what 2 do cuz i cant b selfish
familiar w the feelings u felt 4 the fact i held them
longer than the hope that i had 4 u c it seldom
anything thats valuable 2 me yr saying sell them
u kno u would b the lowest bid at the auction
how low will u go now
yr hands dirty the ground
yr on shakes @ the sound
u scream but never loud
enuff 4 them 2 hear
check back w u in a year
c where im @ cuz i kno that
neither of us can stay here
(how will i get 2 u and tell u heart 2 heart
theres a 30 in my cup
and i need u and i need u 2 feel my love
how do i get 2 u and tell u heart 2 heart
theres 30 in my cup
and i need u and i need u 2 feel my love)
trash bag like yr throwing me away
bagged up bagback i’ll be gone for days
i still smell your clothes here i’m want for waste
i can’t tell if ur sincere in trauma chased
on gang i’m rolling the wrong way
your holding on to my face
i’m blowing like pompeii
swerving the marque
it’s always a dark day
read it all in my face
i’m trying i can’t change :/
i found a way to be with someone
who would never leave me for
that seasons that became before
ur still moving the same way
of course
i still touch in the rain
the force
scars can’t measure the pain
we walked over the lane
it’s in the back of my brain
i can’t give up anything that i claim
forever the same

written by bedhead, lil wet wet, and Reghan Patynski (borrows from heart2heart/30inmycup https://soundcloud.com/2envii/h2hfinal)
performed, mixed, and mastered by bedhead and lil wet wet
produced by cascadia
recorded at the gloss temple and the dollhouse 03/04/2023
art by bedhead

neon green w/ lil wet wet (+ cassie) [2envii sample]

find me a topic 2 talk abt now
i guess we can talk about whatever u want
what do u wish 4 us?
the both of us the both of us
the greater good will never understand
y u leave every1 behind 4 all yr selfish plans
and u need every1 2 help 
cuz u dont have the hands
thank u so much 4 being here
u dont kno what it means 2 me
hope i get it across clear
u dont kno what u do 2 me
u been moving with no fear
i dont kno why yr moving me
i kno it can be unfair
when its only the truth u seek 
theres a lot more 2 find here
than the lies u chose 2 believe
theres no rzn 2 b scared
my biggest lie is i choose 2 b
(find me a topic 2 talk abt now
i guess we can talk abt
what the truth? if its all the same 2 u
i wish i could have told u something
that youd believe 4 me bcuz 
its all just gonna stop
the world is turning round 2 fast
and i cant beat the clock
i been killing time and i dont have enuff 2 stop)
red handed and bruised feet
danced til we were washed clean
u said yr not into torture
so why the hell do u watch me
im running out of my time here
i cant tell what my watch means
i got nothing 2 say left
but u got something 2 tell me
i couldnt wait im impatient
tell sum1 else who can help please
im only here 2 b comfort
drag me 2 hell im uncomfy
thank u so much thank u so much
it means so much it means so much
its been unclear its been unclear
udkwud2m

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by cassie
recorded @ the gloss temple 06/05/2023
art by bedhead

udkwud2m (+ cassie)

catch me w/ a flashlight in the dead of nite
when u c us on sight we turn out the lite
i would never do u wrong lemme treat u rite
u might miss me when im gone kiss me here 2nite
right here theres nowhere else
do u feel like yrself
when yr with sum1 else?
(i would never) i couldnt tell
throw me away u might as well
already on my way 2 hell
w/out u here its hard 2 tell
if its crystal clear as i make it out
in the day time u can find me
in the sunlight staring blindly
idly pass time by
hope the next life is better than this am i right?
but i kid if its wrong then im glad that im right
r u glad that u came? can u open yr eyes?
i should make myself try 
2 keep myself from self destructing every single time
lets convince myself of something horrible tonite
and ill make u feel like the only person in my life
i dont isolate i just stay inside
i just like the nite i dont like the light
put me in a grave burry me online
i might die on live u wont even cry
did u c my face? didnt even try
i am not ok u r not alright

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by cassie
recorded @ the gloss temple 05/23/2023
art by bedhead

am i right (+ exxiiiyyaaa)

im trying again
pardon my displeasure
i might have been sent
2 relieve the pressure
u put on my head
cant measure displeasure
im left w/ in the end
so say we all
i say that it stops
right here bcuz
i think that i dropped
my fear a long time ago now
i wish that u could have gone down
2 the surface youd c that its worth it
u would kno everything that im cursed w/
i cant read yr thoughts like its cursive
in yr own world w/ u so immersive
1st in line 2 b yr next door luver
moved away from me try again next summer
could never b w/ her never felt above her
butterflies r only beautiful when they flutter
keep yr freedom i dont wanna choke u
if i lose u it was cuz im sposed 2
u said i need u dont kno what i go thru
i dont kno what 2 do 2 get it thru 2 u its old news
and ill show u
everything i said i had to prove it was all tru
i couldnt have spent my life w/ u if i wanted 2
but i wanted 2 i guess i wanted 2
back when u wanted me back
when i wanted u 2
and i wanted u bad u just wanted me 2 do
anything that u would ask me 2
wouldn't change it 4 me but i changed myself 4 u
and i do it and i dont kno y cuz i dont c the use
i only luv my luv life when im being abused
yr flicking yr lighter right up by my short fuse
short story ends special thanks 2 the crew
(do it all 4 u i dont c the use im being abused
im wasting my life away just trynna make u chose
short film cut away the breathing room

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by exxiiiyyaaa
recorded @ the gloss temple 05/29/2023
art by bedhead

displeasure (+ exxiiiyyaaa)

i heard he want that dead girl luv
i just want that hell hot lava
bby come pick me up
we can ride around in yr mazda
u kno i stay in the cut
just like alcohol and gauze does
my whole beings givin up
but my body doesnt wanna
wanna come and clean me up
in the morning when im gone?
ill b gone b4 u kno it 
ive already moved along
in heaven no 1 writes a song
we just sing our words as 1
its the harmony u notice 
when the process is 4got
ive been tryin hard 2 focus
i been out my head a lot
idk the voice im throwin
in my throat there lives a knot
if im not the 1 u notice
do i even have a shot
idk just how to show it
but i think of u a lot
lets make it hot in here
i wanna feel it out
after a couple beers
youll kiss me on the couch
i wanna face my fears
dont wanna talk about
how the last couple years
instilled my chronic doubt
b still my beating heart
i have no self esteem
maybe ill fall apart
maybe youll fall for me
maybe it isnt worth
all of the effort weve
already put into this so
maybe ill leave
maybe ill get out
imma get the the fuck out

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by cassie
recorded @ the gloss temple 05/22/2023
art by bedhead

alcohol and gauze (+ cassie)

Lyrics

What's the point in moving on
I don't have anyone
I have myself 
I hate myself
What's the point in growing up
These growth spurts have me throwing up
I hate myself
I don't have anybody else

It's getting harder
To live
In a place that's given all it
Has to give
I spend my time
Flashing light
Into my eyes
To see If I go blind
I'd rather be
Than face another night

My road ends at a bridge
And it's been I while since I learned how to swim
All my senses fail to tell me what's ahead
Don't have the foresight so I'll end it here instead

i named the black hole in my chest andrew jackson (prod. killedmyself)

https://soundcloud.com/kaceylind
vox: bedhead, kacey lind
guitar: bedhead
synth: bedhead
mixing: bedhead, trashboy

u hate when i run w/ kacey lind

OFFICIAL VIDEO: https://youtu.be/fU28WqbVibE

https://soundcloud.com/bedhead2001/sets/private-playlist/s-HOot2SSDTyk

private playlist (p. drosh) *VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION*

i sense when u freeze up, tell me whats the rzn
i can b a diva and u cant keep a secret
and i think yr complacent so i dont wanna stay
tell me im complaining 2 much when nothing seems 2 change
and i rly hate the way that we r
but i luv u so i dont wanna cause any harm
is it my name that youve been scratching into yr arm?
it isnt ok but u kno how 2 stop the alarms
when they go off, and u just wanna blow off
everything i bring up so i just sit alone in the dark
and u show off cuz u dont want me going very far
and u show off im not going far
im a secret, u dont wanna keep it
seems im only yrs whenever its most convenient
can u say u luv me, only if u rly mean it
broken down so many times im still in pieces
ride me like a carousel, i could make u dizzy bby
i got all these study drugs, im going 2 use em and
i mite fry my brain 2 mush, she mad i put dope in it
i dont think ahead no more no i dont even hesitate
i miss her face, she m.i.a. like i dont kno her
ive made mistakes, u break me babe cuz im not sober
but i wish i was 4 u and me
but i cant change shawty, gotta chase this dream
i been wearing the same fit for like a week
i been doing the same shit and its all on me

u only get so far showing off u kno w/ lilbearshawty (p. remghost + sanctuary)

https://soundcloud.com/goblinhaven/guarddown

on guard! w/ 8485 (+ remghost x twintailz)

https://youtu.be/E-OoMut-ung

Glory to the goblin who has less trouble with being honest than I do
And if it's all the same to you, I care about you too much for me to say the truth
And do you really need proof that I've been doing everything that I'm supposed to
If I'm not better yet at least I'm close to being who you want, don't believe me than I'll show you
Imma show up to your house when you least expect it
I know where we're heading I don't need directions
Sections of my brain are intersecting with my heart
Insane the way it messes me up
I see us leaving in a beat up Prius
Or whatever means necessary for my end game
You can take all I have even my last name

The sorrow that I'm in, it might never end
My mom asks if I'm in my head again
I just said I'm fine and I went to bed
She'll know I was lying in the morning
How I feel is not as important as your trust in me so ignore this
But I've been losing sleep pre-contorting what you'll say to me if I'm up in the morning

Glory to the chosen few who don't shake things up when they're boring
Wish that I was you, I always choose a path without reading the warning

prince goblin

glory! glory! (+ homecomingqueen) *VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION*

music video: https://youtu.be/-LUpKJNiumY

i like the way the lights look in the rain
makes me think about the time u looked me in the face
told me everything was fine and we'd end up ok
it echoes in my mind
i hear yr voice in my brain
i wish u were here but i kno that yr safe
and thats all that it takes for me to survive the day
if u left i would cry but i would still feel the same
if i left i would die bcuz theres no other way

yr my nicotine
yr not my drug u got me clean
and yr all that i need
wut i say is wut i mean
dont look away
just keep both of yr eyes on me
u say its hard 2 be brave
4 me u make it hard 2 breathe

ALL PLATFORMS + VIDEO

lightsintherain (+ remghost x twintailz) *VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION*

featuring https://soundcloud.com/keyblayde808
prod https://soundcloud.com/remghost and https://soundcloud.com/crybabycam
recorded @ key's house 
writen, performed, mixed, and mastered by bedhead and keyblayde808
produced by remghost and crybabycam

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