hate me now (ft. POPSTARBILLS, Kennedyxoxo, Jackie Platinum, & Yung Scuff)

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead & spiral
produced by benjithemachine
recorded @ goblin haven
art by Allen Rogers
lyrics:
Said I’m going down to the grove are you with that
Would you do it for a kiss or a kit kat
I ain’t really one for the chit chat
Small talk cause you know I get a big bag
Crosswalk gotta stop at the red flag
Short walk to the store we could pop tags
Got tired got bored got whiplash
You’re fired I quit gotta split paths
My tires get ripped by the dirt path
You might as well sit we can talk fast
You’re tryna move in with a nomad
Go fast don’t speed don’t slow that
And she don’t like beats with the hi hats
And my songs aren’t sweet when I’m so mad
I don’t get no sleep if I yawn that’s why
Pay it off infinitely cause it cost that
These are just words with no concept
So say something to contradict that
I had to distance myself I went way back
Don’t wanna tell u I’m out of my element
Don’t wanna talk in the room there’s an elephant
Walked in the room now I think that she’s heaven sent
Always the lies in the night with your innocence
Speak with your chest when you talk to me talk with some confidence
I wanna know what it takes
For you to see me the same
You already know i always plan to change
I dug myself in graves 
It doesn’t matter where I run to
If I’m gonna fall back in the same place
It always ends in vain
Why you talk so loud
I can hear what you’re tryna say but it’s like the words just don’t come out
I don’t wanna let you down

infinite cost w/ spiral (+ benjithemachine)

u say we were made 2 b like this but i dont rly like it
cant think what 2 say 2 explain where my mind is
i try every day 2 escape being silent
everything i make just makes me feel like i'm behind in line
everybody cuts me y the violence? im
doing what i can 2 b the nicest, time
keeps slipping away and i cant find it
all i kno is that theyll luv me if i spend it rhyming
i cant take a break no more, im always reminded
i tried 2 do that b4, 4 months i was hiding
forced me not 2 find myself i was fine w/
focusing on sum1 else im desping
u do not control me now, i dont wear disguises
always looking @ the ground, dont kno where the sky is
minus the pain that i felt now im smiling
oh yr so sad abt me now well heres yr violins
blah blah blah la la la im not listening
4 no 1 else not @ all or id b living in a hollow shell
of myself and i dont think that they cant tell when i live in hell
mite as well b honest w/ em now
i dont want it but i'll give it out

nitecore mix: https://soundcloud.com/time4bed/made2b

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by tracstar & tracbama
recorded @ the gloss temple 10/7/22
art by bedhead

ALL PLATFORMS

made2be (+ tracstar x tracbama)

firearm, bang bang


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https://soundcloud.com/dreamworldtony
https://soundcloud.com/spaceboyry
https://soundcloud.com/7starz
https://soundcloud.com/joshiguess
https://soundcloud.com/oritachi-sama
https://soundcloud.com/counterxo

headfirst! feat. dreamworld tony, spaceboyry, 7starz, joshiguess, nokia2k (🌀counter)

life goes on [prod. shinju]

remember from within
existence will cleanse me from my sin
i ask myself like, "where do i begin?"
i might teach myself to jump out of my skin

so busy and numb
i guess it's better than down bad
the realest shit that i wrote was a moment that i had
i'm where the gold outflows, where's the exposure at?
you got those sold out shows, so where your owners at?

you cannot speak on the addict
you think you're better than me, okay
can't you see me how i'm laughin'?
fuck all the powers that be, okay
i like to think i do magic
i like to think i do magic
i like to think i do magic

i'm tryna do more with less
fall turned to wintertime, you said "i'm ride or die"
i put that shit to the test
on the clock all the time and i'm not stopping
you'd think i'm not getting my rest
i'm really not getting my rest
not until i get all my respect
he was looking like me and i blocked out the memory
i know that i was a wreck

i go to sleep before everything all starts making sense
i shoulder the weight, oh my god, the pressure's so immense
i'm fighting the ache, all of the pain is so intense
every song i'm creating is only at my expense

magic

this song is completely non profit
*only posted on soundcloud*

claire redfield (prod. augury x sunrisess)

I carry this pain
Underneath my eyelids
Spitting out my teeth

Searching for somewhere to place the blame

A river tainted
With the blood that i have lost

Cant see the sunshine when im feeling the rain pouring
Down on me
Im begging please
Im on my knees
The angels help me
Fall asleep
When the rain is pouring
Down on me

Looking in the mirror
I dont know what i see
Disconnected 

Stressing over things i cant control

This cant be the end
I have to find a better way

Cant see the sunshine when im feeling the rain pouring
Down on me
Im begging please
Im on my knees
The angels help me
Fall asleep
When the rain is pouring
Down on me

Here i lay broken
The crows pick at my bones
As im rotting away
Theres nothing left here to say
Thats how the story goes (x2)

The rain is pouring 
Down on me
Im begging please
Im on my knees
The angels help me
Fall asleep
When the rain is pouring
Down on me

Im sick of hiding
And crawling in my skin

This is no way to live
I feel it in my chest

downpour

Not Upset + ybcmiley [xgatteora]

shinigami - boyz don't cri :'( // prod. 5v [nitecore]

MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VSFrequ3oxw&lc=Ugzmr75cA06S2Be2lMF4AaABAg

STREAM HERE: 
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/brody3/its-whatever

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