prod. flesh 

lyrics: 
another cold night but I know I know that 
ruin my life, I get so high, I just wanna 
do what feels right, do it realtime 
it's a lot of input, I don't know a lot, I just tow the line 
I remember everything, don't even gotta write 
wait until it settles in, don't know why it takes so long 
want a better life, don't know what to do now 
I don't wanna end up wondering where I went wrong 

I still see my breath, I'll freeze I bet 
but I won't give it up 
barely feel my legs, I killed my head 
if I could have one wish 
make it all just stop for a second 
I just need to figure out a whole lot 
all at once, why am I not enough for myself 
I don't know, I just wanna let go, let go 

Camertin lyrics coming soon I'm not 100% about a few words I need to ask him lol

let go w/ camertin

new skin, not even new clothes
i took my sweet time to see where that goes
to see without eyes, does anyone know?
to truly be blind you'd have to lose hope
lights in my eyes, kinda like how it blinds me
i stand aside til you push from behind me
onto the tracks and it kinda reminds me
of in the past, only held on to bind me
but i'm proud that you could let go, it isn't easy
i'll be hard to find, harder than it was to please me
i just hope you know in the end what it means to me
taking my life in your hands so to speak
so it’s cheap like everything you talk
i’d buy it at the store but it’s just way too far to walk
and i don’t want you anymore cause i cannot be stalked
and i cannot be stopped, and you can never stop me now
i’m on tour, you got yours, i got more
i got everything i ever asked for
you got left in the dust that’s for sure
come and see what the dirt has washed up ashore
kinda fitting now how i’m washed up of course
i just sent a message in a bottle to your door
and you won’t even read it lest the glass hit the floor

written performed mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by homecomingqueen
recorded @ the microwave
art by @worm_sludge on ig

lightsinmyeyes2

i could love you like tomorrow isn't promised
don't think the future ever comes if im honest
brought a chocolate to you at the college
i want all this, we can skip the falling
i need to be calling up someone who wants me too
and i would ask who's up but wouldn't talk to you
by now i've given up, there's nothing left to do
your name is in my phone, i'll walk a mile with you
and when there's nowhere left to walk and there's nothing to do
i hope you know that we can talk when it's just me and you
built to spill all of my problems and it's all i do
making music doesn't solve em i just think it's cool
you got problems, i don't have a problem
telling everyone about the scars or how i got em
totally forgot you, then i went and lost you
all my thoughts are consumed
by you but they're not true
don't know who we are now, i think it's alright though
you just had a rough day i got in a life boat
always sailing sideways, wont see me outside though
surfing on an interwave, find me with no telescope
talking bout a winter day, i just think it's always cold
i don't got a lot to say, i got away from being bold
god, but you even had games on your telephone
playing with my head i even bought you the nintendo
friendship should last in the end it depends though
i'm not keeping friends around that wanna act just like they know
everything that's better for me in my life than what i've chose
i know i could never be your wife cause i'd have nicer clothes
can't admit it to me but i'm right and you know it though
i think you know, i hope you know, i know you don't
i hope you will, i know you won't

written performed mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by homecomingqueen
recorded @ the gloss temple
art by @worm_sludge on ig

tomorrow isn't promised

i miss your toxic talk your texts were constant always on my phone
i can't seem to put you off and you just can't ever leave me alone
and it doesn't hurt my head as much if i just hit it off the dome
but it hit my gut like a sucker punch, i'm never going home
and i guess i miss bedhead even though i'm not dead yet
i miss having a set to rep, i miss the way that the homies met
why can't it ever go back to that, it feels like i'm stuck in the past i guess
i miss acting like a hazmat but i'm as toxic as i've ever been
and i just got good at unmasking that 
so now i don't let anybody else in
the people that love me that asked for that 
are now the ones asking me where i've been
but i can't go out looking like a mess 
and i'm such a mess i just shut myself in
i'm leaving my car on the street for the rats
when driving i think of the crash i'm not in
when sleeping i think of the life that i have 
and i daydream of one that i'll never live
when i'm making a bunch of songs in the lab
that i love i never end up dropping them
and there's not a reason i have for that
except thinking i'm not good enough to exist
as the person that they used to love for that
when i'm gonna force em to watch it switch
watch the way i fall apart, tell me that it's lovely
pick myself up in the art and now you think i'm ugly
i don't wanna play a part i just want you to love me
being an adult's so hard, nobody here to hug me
being here alone i saw you every night
i thought about you lots, i wish i had the light
the forgiveness i lost, the feeling that i'd fly
away from you, the cost i paid for you to try

written performed mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by homecomingqueen
recorded @ the gloss temple
art by @worm_sludge on ig

always on my phone

i gotta show em why i do it how i do
why i gotta explain myself when i walk in the room
i thought i had trained myself to handle your abuse
you see that i'm changing now and think it's cause of you
but i'm kind of inspired by the way you got me mangled
all up in your life i can't believe how long you've tangled
me up in your lies but girl tonight i think i'm able
to get myself untied and excuse myself from the table
might not be too nice and i'm sorry if it's painful
to hear it but between us neither one of us is stable
and i couldn't take care of myself with you i got hateful
save for the times you were mine and not an angel
uh, everybody dies old faithful
out of sight, out of mind, blind every angle
dead to the world, deaf to the unfaithful
unholy sinner from the cradle

written performed mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by homecomingqueen
recorded @ the gloss temple
art by @worm_sludge on ig

mangled

prod @neohnq

pop another tab wassup w u ??
ion feel alive but drugs will do 
forgot how2feel i didnt choose
im hearin lies from ur breath guess im the fool

i cant tell u x3 how it shoulda been
like u evr gave af , how it rly endz''
im off xans x3 n klonopin
ik yall tired of this sht , its how it rly is

i cant do it by myself , think that ima need u back
dope replenish all my health , call that sht a stimpak
i been missin all my dogs wish i didnt relapse
if u h8 me ima die soon chill relax

can i go now can i go now
got a lot2say , but im slowed out
ion feel the same , unless im smoked out
pray4shit 2change, where is god now>?

burberry on ,my jacket bitch i feel like @6dogsgnarly
made2 many plays , pigs think dat ima ball hog
evrything the same , which day is it ? i forgot
ima pessimist but i love the dope a lot //

stimpak demo freestyle [neohn]

prod. by me https://soundcloud.com/luv_armor
featuring https://soundcloud.com/luv2messy

drink 'til i die

prod @bloodcryy

bae im so alone , , i thought u woulda known
tha way u treated me i shoulda known2 go .. 
i found a way2 get thru , ,
wit none of it involving u  ..

xanax in my pocket i wont say im sry
i have no other option u took it all from me
ur alwayz talkn nonsense no stoppin it for me .
u thought tht u would change how u act
switch tha story ,,

im glad tht i was out of it
i was hella high i cant rmrbr sht
get out of my life u dont got membership
im sry u aint 4 me im sorry

i was hittin stains same time i wna kms
who am i to blame me or u we both gon go 2 hell
xanax in my pocket i wont say im sry
i have no other option u took it all from me

4am im feelin bad again i might js take another1
im so mf high u wont find me under the sun
they say im the 1
ive only jus begun
they said i wouldnt make it now dey h8 wat i become

fck tht im on this , u could stand wat im on , sht
yall was h8n on me back then , now im on top u wna tap in ?
fuck tht u wont happen , im on tragedy til my death bed
i wont even read wat u said ik its gon b stupid

its my last night i got some time to kill
oh i js fell down i hope my cup aint spill
feelins is fr , ya u kno da deal
it doesnt matter y dey hurt u , js now dat dey will

xanax in my pocket i wont say im sry
i have no other option u took it all from me
ur alwayz talkn nonsense no stoppin it for me .
u thought tht u would change how u act
switch tha story ,,

xanax in my pocket
i got no other option
ur alwayz talkn nonsense
u thought tht u would change how u act
switch tha story ,,