say that you need me (prod. idle tears)

prod skyboy x @curtainss ft @kennedysucks

goin up! w/kennedyxoxo (skyboy x curtains)(all platforms)

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead
featuring sophie as mrs. claus
produced by tekki1k
recorded @ goblin haven

ALL PLATFORMS

i am santa (+ tekki1k)

I tried to pick up the pieces, now there's blood on my hands
7 tracks
1/20/22

I tried to pick up the pieces, now there's blood on my hands

fridvy x bedhead - in the rain ☆ prod. internet joe x joist

in the rain w/ bedhead ☆ prod. internet joe x jolst

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by benjithemachine
recorded @ goblin haven
art by bedhead
lyrics:
All I wanna do is hold you for one more night
Tell you everything I told you before we had to fight
And I know it isn't right baby Imma make it right
If I learn the dark side I could save your life tonight
And you broke my heart but I’m still alive
I don’t wanna be without you I don’t wanna do the time
I don't think that I could face you at the end of the line
If you wanted I could chase you to the edge of my mind
This is my world now it was written in the sky
You could read between the lines if you really wanna find out
How I got where I am where I’m at now
I don’t wanna go back down to the background
Finally found a way to save you from my nightmares
I could see the future every vision you were right there
We were twin blades doesn’t mean that you fight fair
All I ever wanted was a life up in the arm chair
Don’t tell me you don’t care baby I’m so scared
We’ll split up no pairs lets just not go there
Let’s get away now before it’s too late
Before we end up stuck between the line of love and hate

splinter of the mind's eye (+ benjithemachine)

w/ @23kingdom & @lovujay 
prod @benjithemachine

synthetic 4evr <3

-benji

did it again w/ kingdøm + j4y ☆ prod. benjithemachine

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead and Colby Rue
produced by Colby Rue
recorded @ mirrorville. HQ
art by Aaron Kilgore & bedhead
lyrics:
Sometimes it’s hard to trust everything you say to me
It seems just like these situations play out on repeat
Nothing good ever happens after 2:00 am they say
But when you live in different time zones it gets hard to get through
Days for me so could you wait to be
This bitter with your hints of sweet until I’m able not to seem
Like such a condescending freak reading the lines you’re feeding me
And even when said perfectly they’re so sarcastic way too mean
And not to be another burden but scars you left on me still hurt in
Ways you can’t just clean and bandage how’d I manage to deserve this
Took a little bit of tylenol but the cracks aren’t healing on my skull
To the beat of my heart I pound the walls but I can’t just trust anyone at all
And if I let you in my guard will fall and if I stand up for myself so tall
You could knock me down like a bowling ball and I will have no one else left to call
This is urgent can’t you hear the urgency I emerge from sleep to emergency
With my lungs so full from the dirt I breathed I was barely alive when they buried me
I was born in the dark any light I see at the end of the tunnel has gotta be
From an afterlife that I don’t believe still the voices of angels are calling me

nothing good ever happens w/ colby rue

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by homecomingqueen
recorded @ goblin haven
art by Allen Rogers
lyrics:
Find me at the airport girl I’m coming home
And I got it in my jansport they don’t even know
I was tryna hit the pavement til I hit the road
But I’m chasing down a payment loan it for my soul
The collateral damage security deposit
Don’t know how I manage I wish that I could stop it
Got me on your homescreen he was in your locket
Keep me at a distance can’t breathe in your pocket
You know that I’m unsafe both of us in danger
Didn’t anybody tell you stay away from strangers
Ever since I met you I’ve been feeling stranger
The thing is that I felt you when you were a hater
And I understand why you’re wanting me to quit
But if I was given choices it would take a minute
I cannot decide if I'm out or I’m in it
I’m on and I’m off one don’t wanna admit it
Tracking every move staying on me like a fitbit
Couldn’t tell a lie to you wouldn’t wanna risk it
Couldn’t cut me off it would take more than a wrist slit
I’m never really gone but I’m always gonna miss this
This is how it’s always felt for me
I’ve fallen for your apathy
My fallen order friends that leave
You’ve never not been there for me

at the airport (+ homecomingqueen)

[prod wstdyth]

lyrics:

lighting flowers 
couple ounces in the bag 
sitting in my car and she pull me to the back 
they don’t know my real face 
putting on a mask 
and if i was u 
then i wouldn’t wanna ask 

and we rolling out the crib if i say so 
guayaki i don’t need any faygo 
no facts u just reach like its halo 
goin south hit the mall in vallejo 

marks on my eyes 
and i feel like it’s a bad trip 
see sum undercover 
and i know i gotta have it 
looking like an angel 
gucci on her belt clip 
i just started feeling kinda down 
and i can’t help it 

she lift me up now 
i don’t want a buss down 
this is straight silver 
never gonna rust out 
pull up in a race car 
im not on the bus now 
pull up in a race car 
im not on the bus now 

wait 
i just want a moment when i’m looking at ur face 
i don’t have enough time 2 be feeling any hate 
living in the dark 
i be playing with my fate 
i can see a ghost and he’s creeping in my place 

try to use the time that i have can’t waste 
feeling like a god i been feeling like i’m based 
wanna talk shit 
better get up 2 my pace  
only 2.8 man this packs underweight 

lighting flowers 
couple ounces in the bag 
sitting in my car and she pull me to the back 
they don’t know my real face 
putting on a mask 
and if i was u 
then i wouldn’t wanna ask 

and we rolling out the crib if i say so 
guayaki i don’t need any faygo 
no facts u just reach like its halo 
goin south hit the mall in vallejo

halo

@blackwinterwells
prod wstd
[wstdyth]
cold feet 
why u backing away from the trophy 
hopping out 
raf simons with the soul speed 
they be running their mouths but they don’t know me 
u know i won’t kick it with fakes 
that why i’m lonely 

rolling up that smoke all the time 
diamonds in the 9 
think that i just found a secret door feel like coraline 
get back into my life 
u shouldn’t even try 
dior sit on my wrist 
that gleaming hit my eyes 

every time i get lit 
these demons in disguise 
they be fucking hard with the kid 
but i dont socialize 
i don’t wanna look at my phone 
i’m seeing all these lies 
i can’t fall asleep in the night 
the sun is on the rise 

[wells]
and im flying under white light 
under hi speed cameras
baby hold tight and there wont be danger
try as i might, i know i cant change her
im a demon, not a savior
alchemy in a white room
wait and see how i transmogrify you
into red fumes, clock the speed of your soul
im so rapid you're like dough
and i dont need anyone who's never even opened a spellbook!

[wstd]
i been goin round and round a dark star 
and i’m tryna find my self that’s the hard part 
so i wrote what feel as fell far 
and i know that the end is always at the start

soul speed w/ blackwinterwells

@joshuasageart (1st verse)
@scoobisalright (hook)
@yung-jza-shawty (2nd verse)
#DigiCore

splinter of the mind's eye (+ benjithemachine)

bedhead

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