cold air

why am i still wide awake
i can hear in your voice youre still irate
ive got too much on my plate
but ill js shut up n stuff my face
i realized its pointless to try again
walk away from me n go on to talk to your friends
i dont know why u tried making amends
i hope that one day all my suffering will end

go stream!

stuff my face till im sick of eating

i want your mind, can it break right through?
can you gimme a chance to stare at you?
just one last time, you gotta hear it
it’s our last dance before we're through

i want your mind, can it break right through?
can you gimme a chance to stare at you?
just one last time, you gotta hear it
it’s our last dance before we're through

you weren't mine, but that's okay
and it broke my heart that you couldn't stay
just one last time, you gotta hear it
there’s so much that i couldn't say

i want your mind, can it break right through?
can you give me a chance to stare at you?
just onе last time, you gotta hear it
it’s our last dance bеfore we're through

i want your mind, can it break right through?
can you gimme a chance to stare at you?
just one last time before you hear it

i miss u and im at this point in my life cvr

(i promise ill try better and ill do better... please)

@ripouturmolarsforme
i need to get this off my chest
i realize im slightly obsessed
you wave me off like im some pest
with you, dont know what to expect
but do you think we can love again
i dont think we could just stay friends
cuz all our memories fill my head
take ibuprofen and get some rest
i know you clowned on me for last time
that’s a shame cuz i tried my best
i know you’re still stuck on the last guy
(you) got with me, settled for less

(i wont do nothing stupid)

@stopbitingyourtongue
was it worth the lies
was it worth the lies
i still question all the reasons that you gave
i know you’re tired, baby ill give you a break
but this dont give you an excuse to say you’re drained
you’re fuckin up my head, all i wanted was some change

@ripouturmolarsforme
do you think we can love again
i dont think we could just stay friends
cuz all our memories fill my head
take ibuprofen and get some rest
i know you clowned on me for last time
that’s a shame cuz i tried my best
i know you’re still stuck on the last guy
(you) got with me, settled for less

taking ibuprofen for these migraines

babe you crushed my heart
why do i still want you back?
her love will have you questioning your worth
and that's a fact
i feel my mental going
why'd u have to be so damn controlling?
i find myself in pain
girl why'd u leave me in despair?
put me in a broken place
maybe i can take you there
claiming that you needed space
while im the one pleading for air
i still remember what u said
i wish that you were dead
but i can't get you out my head
this shi had me seeing red

babe you crushed my heart
why do i still want you back?
her love will have you questioning your worth
and that's a fact
i feel my mental going
why'd u have to be so damn controlling?
i find myself in pain
girl why'd u leave me in despair?
i know it looks scary
but girl im right here
treated me unfairly
but girl for you i still care
i can tell by your eyes
that you don't really care
pondering about suicide
cuz im not mentally there

can i take u to my broken place

i know that you're scared and you're tired of waiting
realize there's no point to keep on berating
i feel like this bond is begrudgingly fading
thinking of us is so damn irritating
cuz you-

i know that you're scared and you're tired of waiting
realize there's no point to keep on berating
i feel like this bond is begrudgingly fading
thinking of us is so damn irritating
cuz you make me feel some type of way
now the one who had my heart is just a friendly face
but i don't really want nobody else to take your place
i don't need nobody else to be a saving grace
take it back for a minute
swear this bitch act like the devil she a baphomet
with a attitude like yours, how could i forget
even with your imperfections making my heart skip

love's a beauty
but sour for some
i got the short end of the stick
guess i'll never find the one
this ain't a sappy story
im just as real as they come
don't bother asking "what's up?"
i'll take my pain by the cup

take my pain by the cup

it took all of my strength
to hold tears back and not cut my wrist
"tomó todas mis fuerzas"
to not give in to scarrin my shit

im this close to givin up
you never really gave a fuck
wait
i hope that you learn from us
or else your next will see you fuck it up
why cant you just turn to dust?
our memories just turn to dust
dont you act like you know bout trust
what could you know when you broke us?
i hope you know that you broke me
see that one night so vividly
it took all of my strength
to hold tears back and not cut my wrist
"tomó todas mis fuerzas"
to not give in to scarrin my shi
i know it pains you to see me ending up like this
don't think of running back
im sick of you, you stupid bitch

tomó todas mis fuerzas

girl youre my other half
girl youre my cup of tea
i dont see my life getting worse as long as youre with m-

d: (um, hi, can you text me back?
like, why do you hate me?
why do you want me to die?
like...
nothings funny
shit is not sweet)

girl youre my other half
girl youre my cup of tea
i dont see my life getting worse as long as youre with me
phone calls all the time
baby will you please come and see me
isolation still constricts my throat
and youre the air i breathe
know you tend to get cold
so baby let me warm your heart
i don't think me losing sleep over this is smart
girl im almost done
my last left me numb
then you came around and showed me youre the missing one-
girl youre my other half
girl youre my cup of tea
i dont see my life getting worse as long as youre with me
phone calls all the time
baby will you please come and see me
isolation still constricts my throat
and youre the air i breathe
youre the air i breathe (know you tend to get cold)
youre the air i breathe (so baby let me warm your heart)
youre the air i brea- (i don't think me losing sleep over thi-)
yea
(girl im almost done)
(my last left me numb)

youre so goddamn wretched

theres no one else id rather have u be

@ripouturmolarsforme
girl i know how hard your life's been on you
i hope it's not too much
but i'll see what i can do
last breaths on the leaves
i'm hanging from a tree
girl have patience with me
see how loyal i can be

@ateurheartout
i can promise you'll find no one better (no one better)
don't you dare lie to me
need air to breathe
i know how hard it's been (i know, its been)
let me ease your pain (let me ease your pain)
reach from within (from within)
cuz i
i know

@ripouturmolarsforme & @ateurheartout
girl i know how hard your life's been on you
i hope it's not too much (not too much)
but i'll see what i can do (but i'll see what i can do)
last breaths on the leaves (last breaths on the leaves)
i'm hanging from a tree (hanging from a tree)
girl have patience with me (have patience with me)
see how loyal i can be
(ooooooh)

(what the f**k)

(um, hi, can you text me back?
like, why do you hate me?
why do you want me to die?
like...
nothings funny
sh*t is not sweet)

(you're so goddamn wretched)

last breaths on the leaves

yuhh, aye
you should know that actions speak louder than words
do you really love me back?
yuhh, aye
don't think i wanna try, cuz i tend to get curved
please don't treat me like that
yuuhh
try to stray myself from this pain
it's not right to live fast, yuh
shouldn't take my anger out on you, cuz of hoes in the past

woah
been from coast to coast
had to step away from pills, cuz we got way too close
almost overdosed
she said i do the most
healing with promethazine and oxycodone
they saying "holy grown"
i been getting blown
i can't stand the fighting, lately i been so alone
baby i don't know
where else to go
man i wish all of the struggle was just for show

i have no clue what kinda music people make in this genre

i’d write u a love song in my bed
but the message wouldn’t reach ur head
she complained i didn’t see she bled
no girl, you ain’t seen real blood yet
i’d write u a love song in my bed
but the message wouldn’t reach ur head
she complained i didn’t see she bled
no girl, you ain’t seen real blood yet

guess it's a sign of the times
put myself in danger with every step
don't go around telling your lies
don't let my effort go straight to your head
guess it's a sign of the times
think i'm better off not knowing what you said
another word and i'll cry
i really meant it when i said, "i want you dead"

admit my time with you was a nightmare
nightmare
it's a sign of the times
think i'm better off not knowing what you said
another word and i'll cry
i really meant it when i said, "i want you dead"
don't go around telling your lies
don't let my effort go straight to your head
guess it's a sign of the times
think i'm better off not knowing what you said
another word and i'll cry
i really meant it when i said, "i want you dead"

have you seen real blood?

when you became a stranger
i knew that you'd be leaving me
then you became a danger
i felt sadness pour into me
i'd do anything just for you to be mines again
but now i have to wait for you
i'd do anything just for me to see you again
i felt sadness pour into me
i'd do anything just for me to see you again
i felt sadness pour into me
i'd do anything just for you to be mines again
i felt sadness pour into me
when you became a stranger
i knew that you'd be leaving me
then you became a danger
i felt sadness pour into me
i'd do anything just for you to be mines again
but now i have to wait for you
i'd do anything just for me to see you again
i felt sadness pour into me
i'd do anything just for me to see you again
i felt sadness pour into me
i'd do anything just for me to see you again
i felt sadness pour into me
i'd do anything just for me to see you again
i felt sadness pour into me
when you became a stranger

strangers cvr

mixed by @ripouturmolarsforme
vocals by @notsyelol

all of the times that you said that you cared
i'm still asking, why?
you're never there
baby
my life in your hands, girl
what can i say to you?

all of the times that you said that you cared
i'm still asking, why?
you're never there
baby
my life in your hands, girl
what can i say to you?

we're staying underground forever

prod @ilovemaxfr

i thought that i was done tryna believe in love until i saw your face
had planned on giving up on giving you my trust one day
worried you're messing up i wouldn't have it any other way
and yes i know it's selfish but i really want you to...
stay

am i being selfish?

gonna drop real music soon enough guys <3

(yuhh, aye)
(yuhh, aahh)
(ahhh)
(yuhh)

i think it's finally time for you to go
it's okay let me help you make your way out of the door
it's obvious you're stalling can you please stop walking slow
i think that i'd be better off not seeing you no more
i guess it's just a sign of the times a season of loneliness
thought i was alright, but i still can't seem to forget
i'll ponder each night cuz you wasn't like the rest
the more that we fight, i know that you love me less

(yuh)
(yuhhh ahhh)
(yuh aye)
(taha)

i still have no clue what kinda music people make in this genre

@1sickboi

i don't think you told me if you were even sorry
why'd you let me OD off those drugs at that party?
it's killing me slowly
don't know how it started
i wish i had knowledge
of how you could be heartless
i needed your shoulder
but you only got colder
i'll try to get over it
but only once i'm sober
been looking for closure
all the secrets i told her
i'm living a nightmare, it's not even october

needa know what i'm doing?
losing track of me and where i'm moving
hold each other watching horror movies
yeah i miss but won't get into it
why you needa know what i'm doing?
can't keep track of where I've been moving
feels like your trust i been losing
but i know my faith is gonna get me through it

horror movies

faye webster - kind of (cover)

guitar: @beenhostile

who loved you first? who loved you last?
why do I even think of these things?
cuz I've always been the type to see
all the bad before all the good things
haven't written a song in a minute
haven't been in love in forever
but I'm looking at you, you're looking at me
at every single possible angle

i kind of wish i was faye webster but i suck

prod. mercenary

@ripouturmolarsforme
you still have a lot to learn
take no regard and let my heart burn
I know that somehow I'll end up hurt
if I didn't know better I'd say,
"It couldn't get worse"
you're plaguing me with nothing but confusion
kick me to the curb and just render me useless
plaguing me with nothing but confusion
I've gained nothing, this bond is so fruitless

@lyfelxss
you're so fruitless
can't tell what I want
am I stupid?
tell me what you know
how far will you go?
I've seen you lie about the things before
do you have a soul?
and do you have control?
cause I know you're falling down again
I need you to move on
I need you to go
I need you to move on
I need you to go

@ripouturmolarsforme & @lyfelxss
you still have a lot to learn (a lot to learn)
take no regard and let my heart burn
I know that somehow I'll end up hurt
if I didn't know better I'd say,
"It couldn't get worse"

burn

@ripouturmolarsforme
oh, i wish i found
about how you had felt about me early
your voice has turned into a piercing sound
i wish that it was like before you hurt me
and every lie that comes out of your mouth
if only it was worth all of the pain and flashbacks i have now
and yes, your lack of empathy caused us to go south
but maybe you could learn patience, patience baby
i suffer while i'm waiting
and you watch
take your eyes off of the clock
your words had my heart drop
i been begging you to stop
but you just don't get the hint now, do ya?
every single time
you call me while you're crying
i listen to you whine
until you're satisfi-

@ateurheartout
until you're satisfied
i'll still be here
fulfilling all your wishes
until the end of time
do you hear the sound?
do you hear me crying out?
huhh, uhhh, ahhh, uh, ahh, uh, ahh (4x)
you know it's alright
you don't gotta worry
you know it's alright
you don't gotta worry

@ripouturmolarsforme @ateurheartout
oh, i wish i found
about how you had felt about me early
your voice has turned into a piercing sound
i wish that it was like before you hurt me
and every lie that comes out of your mouth
if only it was worth all of the pain and flashbacks i have now

until you're satisfied

vocals by: hostile
mixed by: hostile
produced by: @1nvaydn

yuh
yeah, you're constantly proving you never needed me
regardless of your words I don't know what you see in me
I should've known it was an act, you didn't believe in me
did you believe in me?
oh, I know the pity will subside
so much to say but my gut tells me, "keep it inside"
if I get another lovey-dovey text from you I might die
know I'm expendable you're distant but won't ask why
she's the girl who claims she, "has it all together"
he's the boy who just wants back his green sweater
I'll handle you with care like a feather
I'll write my dying wish in this letter

girl don't worry about me
yeah, go live your life without me
explore the world without me
there's no need to doubt me, I know
my time has come... so I...
harbor my feelings for you
I gave this thing a chance
yes, but now this chapter is through
the way you look at me with disgust gets under my skin
you said every time I open my mouth I push your buttons
the way you look at me with disgust gets under my skin
but I just want my green sweater back from my ex-girlfriend

my green sweater

@rottingunderurskin

you're so much better off without me
girl quit being dense
and I'm so much better off without you
no we can't stay friends
you turned me into your punching bag
no we can't make amends
you talk about me behind my back
i think i see a trend
oh, should I hold my tongue
or should I air you out
I'm not the only one
you claim you care about
hope it comes back to bite you
I pity and despise you
girl, yes, I really liked you
didn't know I was being lied to

punching bag

vocals by: hostile
mixed by: hostile
guitar by: @1nvaydn

givin' my all to you
I need voices to guide me through
there's a pattern in dating you
you try to neglect me, I'll see you soon

neglect

vocals by: hostile & @creepiess
mixed by: hostile
produced by: candy

@beenhostile
I can't bring myself to say I love you
Cuz I don't know how to love myself
Girl, how am I supposed to trust you
If I've been hurt by everyone else
This pain is rooted deep and deeper
If you relate, it's nice to meet ya
No, you don't see your every feature
Stare at me like some worldly creature

Oh, I can't get their eyes off me
Yeah, I tried to comfort and do as she pleased
Oh, I can't get their eyes off me
Give me an audience, watch me bleed

@creepiess
I'm such a lovely monster in your closet
Baby, why are you asking me to stop it?
Bringing up that sh*t, just drop it
Heart snatching thief, made me run my pockets
You know that I know that you're wasting my time
Delusions, I'm in the clouds, still think our love is sublime
Just started walking together, how'd we run out of time?
So now I gaslight myself I wont admit you're not mine

So I learn to live with myself baby
All these eyes glued to me daily
So I just can't call you baby
Cuz I

@beenhostile
I can't bring myself to say I love you
Cuz I don't know how to love myself
Girl, how am I supposed to trust you
If I've been hurt by everyone else
This pain is rooted deep and deeper
If you relate, it's nice to meet ya
No, you don't see your every feature
Stare at me like some worldly creature

Oh, I can't get their eyes off me
Yeah, I tried to comfort and do as she pleased
Oh, I can't get their eyes off me
Give me an audience, watch me bleed

creature

vocals by: hostile & @creepiess
mixed by: hostile & @creepiess

@creepiess
Imma hang myself a Halloween
When the kids walk by they'll never know it's me
They'll all say, "Creepies found dead at 19"
Slamming Adderall all day, I'm a fein
Woah woah
I'm traumatized by what I've seen

I wanna get shot in the head
I know that everyone around me wishes I was dead
I hate that girl
I hate the things she said
I wish that she had just killed me instead
I wanna get shot in the face
I know that everyone around thinks I'm a disgrace
I miss that girl I can't forget her face
So baby come back, I feel out of place

@beenhostile
I'm just a Halloween decoration
The neighbors' kids won't tell that I'm faking
My body's tied to the roof, I'm hanging
I'm a skeleton, no, I don't need saving
Don't really care if they notice, I'm patient
Crack my head open on the pavement
The neighbors' kids won't tell that I'm faking
Nobody will know that it's real blood
They all think it's a costume but I give up
And I'm still yet to feel love
Last Halloween, I can't heal from
Nobody will know that it's real blood
They all think it's a costume but I give up
Ain't no point in telling me pick my head up
Cuz "Imma hang myself a Halloween"

@creepiess
I wanna get shot in the head
(When the kids walk by they'll never know it's me)
I know that everyone around me wishes I was dead
I hate that girl
I hate the things she said
(They'll all say, "Creepies found dead at 19")
I wish that she had just killed me instead
I wanna get shot in the face
(Slamming Adderall all day, I'm a fein)
I know that everyone around thinks I'm a disgrace
(Woah woah)
I miss that girl I can't forget her face
So baby come back, I feel out of place
(I'm traumatized by what I've seen)

halloween hanging

vocals by: hostile & @creepiess
mixed by: hostile & @creepiess
produced by: @1sickboi

@beenhostile
October 31st
Go door to door till lights out
Some say this night is cursed
Or that it's  lost its touch now
But pumpkin carving, apple bobbing, fall festivities
All these things I look forward to, on this Hallow's Eve

Sugar rush, we'd look for candy, get our buckets full
The jack-o-lanterns smiling at us, with burning candles

Scary movies tonight
Haunted houses call our name
Hope our costumes gives you a fright
Still wish Halloween felt the same

October 31st
Go door to door till lights out
Some say this night is cursed
Or that it's  lost its touch now
But pumpkin carving, apple bobbing, fall festivities
All these things I look forward to, on this Hallow's Eve

@creepiess
Finally get to dress up how I've always wanted to be
And I'm gon' kill my teeth by eating copious amounts of candy
The pumpkin spice smell fills the hair
Fake blood all up in my air
No judgement, nobody cares
That your skin is green

Are you ready for Halloween?
It's so exciting, you'll see what I mean
The monsters come out when the sun goes down
Down

@beenhostile
October 31st
Go door to door till lights out
Some say this night is cursed
Or that it's  lost its touch now
But pumpkin carving, apple bobbing, fall festivities
All these things I look forward to, on this Hallow's Eve

(buddha's realm)

31st

inspired by: https://soundcloud.com/liamaparsons/hard-to-love?si=94bb3eeda63646c9954ca3292fd0171a&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

vocals by: hostile
mixed by: hostile
guitar by: @liamaparsons

(I'm just a boybug)
(shoutout Liam)

(oh, I know it's futile)

see, I know it's futile
inevitable, one of us goes
do you notice my fake smile?
you've been hurtful
my heart's still broke
you put me through countless trials
can't react
I need to man up
berate and have me defiled
can you please be gentle?
I'm your boybug

(your boybug) x2

my shell and dreams are shattered
you're bludgeoning my hopes and heart
both my wings are tattered
the stitches in them came apart
did any of this matter?
I'm only getting sadder
did any of this matter?

I guess not

I'm your boybug
I want back my lady
it's more than a crush
she blatantly saved me
I'm your boybug
I need back my lady
it's more than a crush
it's driving me crazy

another comes along to promise loving
you said that I have your word
but I'm not trusting
I'm just your plaything, you have fun with
and then you toss me like I'm worth nothing
wish I could tell if you were worth cuffing
I had to get to know you, no assumptions
I turned a blind eye to your presumptions
why did I fail to see you weren't bluffing

(pin the blame on me)
(it's my fault)
(losing sanity)
(it's almost gone)

(did any of this matter?)
(I guess not)

I'm your boybug
I want back my lady
it's more than a crush
she blatantly saved me
I'm your boybug
I need back my lady
it's more than a crush
it's driving me crazy

(moth)

boybug

vocals by: hostile
mixed by: hostile
guitar by: @rottingunderurskin

(don't tell me what to d-)

yeah
I'm in bad health, but you can't tell
you think this time will pass
poison myself, won't ask for help
fingerprints on this glass
put me through hell, this succubus
another's crossed my path
drain me of energy and passion
what more will you ask?
wish I could hold my younger self and tell him "it'll be okay"
he's way too overzealous, but I can't lie to his face
you tell me that I'm selfish, but I'm just tryna be safe
this suffering is hellish, play your part and go away

(go away satan)

go away satan

vocals by: hostile
mixed by: hostile
produced by: @1nvaydn

don't look her way, she's medusa
she won't hesitate to turn you to stone
she'll contradict herself and confuse ya
I think you're better off staying at home
I tried to warn ya
as not to scorn ya
but now I mourn ya
it looks bad for us
it's not looking good
you misunderstood
if she could cut you, she would
you'll bleed out on your hardwood

I feel sorry for what's coming
but even so I have no regrets
oh, this experience was humbling
it made me and for that, I'm in debt
I'm in debt, I should be dead
reliving every word you said
I should really be more upset
but I lay my feelings down to rest
I feel sorry for what's coming
but even so I have no regrets
to learn and grow, required gumption
it made me and for that, I'm in debt

don't look her way, she's medusa
she won't hesitate to turn you to stone
she'll contradict herself and confuse ya
I think I'm better off staying at home
I tried to warn ya
as not to scorn ya
but now I mourn ya
it looks bad for-

don't look her way, she's medusa
she won't hesitate to turn you to stone
she'll contradict herself and confuse ya
I think you're better off staying at home
I tried to warn ya
as not to scorn ya
but now I mourn ya
it looks bad for us

medusa

vocals by: hostile
mixed by: hostile
produced by: @1sickboi

I can hear the shift in the tone of your voice
now you don't care to listen, treat my talking like white noise
you used to find our talks exciting
you'd light up every time I call
your smile, it felt so inviting
but now you don't perk up at all

I don't think I want a new girlfriend
I don't think I'm ready for relationships
you're leaving me alone while I'm hurting
I still don't understand that we got like this
I don't think I want a new girlfriend
I don't think it's in my best interest
realized all this time I've been learning
treat me like dirt even if I was perfect

I can hear the shift in the tone of your voice
now you don't care to listen, treat my talking like white noise
you used to find our talks exciting
you'd light up every time I call
your smile, it felt so inviting
but now you don't perk up at all

white noise

vocals by: hostile
mixed by: hostile
produced by: @1sickboi

anyone could see we're stagnant, getting nowhere with this
and I can't tell your true intentions, why'd I waste my first kiss?
now I'll start over with another
guess I'm taking a risk
and if you heard what people say bout me I know you'd be sick

they always talk and talk and talk
talk and talk and talkin
they always talk and talk and talk
talk and talk and talk
they always talk and talk and talk
talk and talk and talkin
they always talk and talk and talk
talk and talk and talkin

so if I gave you a reason to stay away
then why does it seem like you would get closer?
and if I gave you more reasons to love me
then why does it seem like our story's over?

talk and talk and talk
they always talk and talk and talk
talk and talk and talkin
they always talk and talk and talk
talk and talk and talk
they always talk and talk and talk
talk and talk and talkin

talkin'

vocals by: hostile
mixed by: hostile
guitar by: @stopbitingyourtongue

you bite the inside of your cheek
while I lie stagnant, no better than the weak
I'd walk 10 miles, and get calloused on my feet
just to see your eyes and have our stories meet

you have no idea how bad (x4)

weak

vocals by: hostile
mixed by: hostile
produced by: @mercenarychild

(I won't forgive my last one)

you want a taste of my love?
it costs nothing to receive it
said you're "prepared to be cuffed"
baby, I barely believe it
you want a taste of my love?
it costs nothing to receive it
and I wouldn't make a fuss
but you're here begging and pleading
don't you try to guilt trip me
the words you threw around were nothing short of filthy
don't you try to come back, I'm healing
I know my touch is a surreal feeling

(to my new lover)

baby you're changing my life up
I'm so addicted but it's way too early to wife ya
get you anything that you need, I don't wanna fight ya
and baby there's nobody else who's doing it like ya
baby you're changing my life up
I'm so addicted but it's way too early to wife ya
best keep your eyes off of my girl or I'll have to fight ya
apologizing to my fans, I know they despis-

(for the one I led on)
I know that I'm such a jerk
I swear that I'm just so  cursed
why am I leaving you hurt
why did I treat her like dirt
I swore that I'm not a flirt 
but that seemed to make it worse
I swore that I'm not a flirt 
but that seemed to make it worse

you want a taste of my love?
it costs nothing to receive it
said you're "prepared to be cuffed"
baby, I barely believe it
you want a taste of my love?
it costs nothing to receive it
and I wouldn't make a fuss
but you're here begging and pleading
don't you try to guilt trip me
the words you threw around were nothing short of filthy
don't you try to come back, I'm healing
I know my touch is a surreal feeling


filthy

vocals by: @beenhostile @stopbitingyourtongue
mixed by: @beenhostile @stopbitingyourtongue
produced by: @1sickboi

@beenhostile
I'm done with pleasantries
so disappointed your choices lead you right back to me
yes, at the right that we're going we'll turn to enemies
although I struggle with voices won't let them get to- get to-

(buddha's realm)

I'm done with pleasantries
so disappointed your choices lead you right back to me
yes, at the right that we're going we'll turn to enemies
although I struggle with voices won't let them get to me
I know the root of my problems now
and it was you from the start
you from the star- start
I tried to find out what crushed my soul
and it was you from the start
you're breaking my heart- my heart

I'm done with pleasantries
so disappointed your choices lead you right back to me
yes, at the right that we're going we'll turn to enemies
although I struggle with voices won't let them get to me
I know the root of my problems now
and it was you from the start
you from the star- start
I tried to find out what crushed my soul
and it was you from the start
you're breaking my heart- my heart

@stopbitingyourtongue
why is it I'm detached?
I still feel your heart
I know I can't go back
can we restart?
cuz you're still in my head
it's so hard
running it past
who would've thought it was a passion
I hate your face
I'm running from it, no reaction
girl tell me what happened
I must be drunk or am I laced?
stuck on the past tense
I know it won't change what had happened
I know the root of my problems now
and it was you from the start
you from the star- start
I tried to find out what crushed my soul
and it was you from the start
you're breaking my heart

@beenhostile
I know the root of my problems now
and it was you from the start
you from the star- start
I tried to find out what crushed my soul
and it was you from the start
you're breaking my heart- my heart

(buddha's realm)

vocals by: hostile
mixed by: hostile
produced by: @4reignheartz

heard your voice
miles away
you're my favorite noise
at least you were anyway
still never seen snow
we would joke about frostbite
and now my heart's gone cold
like it's "Disney On Ice"

you were lying, had me dying
time and time again
on the floor, you'd leave my crying
when will it end?
all this fighting's not subsiding
I have wounds to tend
now I know why your last stopped being your boyfriend

I talk too much?
no girl, you don't talk enough
with the way you're out of touch
there was nothing getting done
I was not being fulfilled
you weren't gonna let me heal
there was nothing getting done
I wasn't your number one
you would never make me
you, you would rather break me in two
I'd rather you hate me
you won't even replace me
you made my heart be hardened
you didn't put your all in
there's no point in calling
please don't get me started

I learned your voice (learned your voice)
it won't go away (go away)
I loathe your noise
you insist that you stay (that yo stay)
still never seen snow (never seen snow)
on a late winter night (winter night)
you've been so cold
like you're "Disney On Ice"

you were lying, had me dying
time and time again
on the floor, you'd leave my crying
when will it end?
all this fighting's not subsiding
I have wounds to tend
now I know why your last stopped being your boyfriend
made my heart be hardened
you didn't put your all in
there's no point in calling
please don't get me started
made my heart be hardened
you didn't put your all in
made my heart be hardened
let me know when you're departing

disney on ice

vocals by: @beenhostile @stareintoursoul @ateurheartout
mixed by: @beenhostile @stareintoursoul @ateurheartout
produced by: @1nvaydn

@beenhostile
life hasn't been too kind to me
there's scars on me if you care to see
don't know if you're even listening
you tell me it's common courtesy
life hasn't been too kind to me
there's scars on me if you care to see
don't know if you're even listening
just tell me, it's common courtesy

please tell me, it's common courtesy
not making your mind up's hurting me
everyday's filled with uncertainty
you don't help my pain it's worsening

@stareintoursoul
you're making it worse, I can't get out of my bed
I don't wanna hurt, I'm way too in my head
I'm way too in my head
I'm way too in my...
if I keep thinking I'll be dead
if I keep thinking I'll be...
I don't know where I should go
baby all these doors are closed
I'm looking for you girl cuz I been tryna find my own
you hurt me once before, I pray it won't happen again
I can't do this no more girl, I can't stand th-

@ateurheartout
that one photo of me in
your room was I even
in your life
just tell me, it's common courtesy
baby, yea you're hurting me
you're using my commodities
I'm begging you, I'm on my knees
just tell me, it's common courtesy

@beenhostile @ateurheartout
life hasn't been too kind to me
there's scars on me if you care to see
don't know if you're even listening
you tell me it's common courtesy
life hasn't been too kind to me
there's scars on me if you care to see
don't know if you're even listening
please just tell me, it's common courtesy

hostile

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