Name: ²⁰ ˢᵐᵗʰ by ‮‫fourfour‮
Duration: 2 min 29 s
Description: a century from now will this decade be known as the 20s ?

a century from now will this decade be known as the 20s ?

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love this song i hope this flip did it justice @beenherebefore @qthemusicc
https://soundcloud.com/beenherebefore/alive

Resampled the art made by been and @quinn-is-mad

I want to thank everyone for giving me all your love and support. I appreciate all my friends, my inspirations and everyone who enjoys listening to the stuff I make.  Be seeing you all soon..
Take care and love yall so much <3 (lmao the hiatus shit didnt age well but im gone next year tho like fr)

alive

not a love song

[2022]

jon_faded_af.mp3

thank u @artbyhooptie for additional production <3 my brother

sometime in june, faded

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fr though ty for the people that are blessing me with a follow i love every single one of you <3
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lyrics:
so hard to please i can’t stand that
how I'm sposed’ to be for someone who don’t want it
i’m sick and tired of going through the motions
lock away emotions i been on my own shit
before i met you i had nothing
sorry to guilt trip i’m just being honest 
i wasn’t ready for everything i wanted
i really don’t know why i’m still frontin’ 

no we still running still running
i wasn’t ready for everything i wanted
i don’t know why i’m holding back you know i don’t deserve it
i don’t mean to disturb ya (i’m sorry i’m sorry)

it always hurts less rolling with the punches 
already been too used to not being the only one 
baby tell me what you want 
don’t call me a friend
you know that it’s more than that
tell me that you tired of me
spit in my face and lie to me
all for you baby you got the key
sounds like summer my peach tree 
and i’m still thinking bout this shit like “nobody gonna miss you”
“am i really just the issue?”

so hard to please i can’t stand that
how i’m sposed’ to be for someone who don’t want it
i’m sick and tired of going through the motions
lock away emotions i been on my own shit
before i met you i had nothing
sorry to guilt trip i’m just being honest 
i wasn’t ready for everything i wanted
i really don’t know why i’m still frontin’

wanted

8/24/24 🗓️ ✩44✩
https://soundcloud.com/beentherebefore
http://beentherebefore.cargo.site

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Computer birth

Roses

Mama gave too much for one soul to hold,
Poured her heart out warm, and it turned me cold.
Her hands were mercy, her voice was prayer,
But her kind of love left me gasping for air.
She meant it holy, she meant it deep,
But you can drown in the tears she keeps.

I got the War Child Blues, caught between what’s right and what’s true,
Half of me reaching, the other half through.
Every scar’s a map that don’t stay drawn,
Seems my sorrow’s what the world feeds on.
Yeah, I got the War Child Blues.

My old man’s ghost don’t make a sound,
Still, his shadow’s always hanging around.
A chair at the table, an echo in the hall,
He ain’t gone — he just don’t call.
Some roots don’t grow, they twist instead,
And bloom inside your head.

I got the War Child Blues, a war I never chose,
Peace and anger tangled close.
One side wants to lay me down,
The other side keeps holding ground.
Yeah, I got the War Child Blues.

There’s a line that cuts through every name,
Between love and loss, between pride and shame.
Somewhere I’m both storm and field,
Both the wound and what it healed.
And when I sing, I don’t choose a side —
The pain just opens wide.

I got the War Child Blues, walking where no one stays,
Both the reason and the haze.
I carry more than I was made to bear,
And still got love to spare.
Yeah, I got the War Child Blues.

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‮‫fourfour‮

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