Don’t impede the greed stampede.

From earlier this year.

The Greed $$$tampede

So near the beginning of 2020, I just lost faith in music and quit. The world changed from a pandemic, and I just didn’t want to do it anymore. In 2022, I started scratching the itch a little bit with synthesizer music that would be soundtrack type stuff and did several collections of songs that nobody will probably ever hear. It was how I began to cope with everything. In 2024, at the lowest I’ve ever felt in my life, I’ve found my way back here…ten years since I started Behold the Sludge…playing…singing…trying to find myself again. 

“Rabbit”

The rabbit is rabid 
Baby, why can’t you see? 
You let down your guard 
And he’s now came to feed 

The rabbit is rabid 
Now, what could it mean? 
Redefining the lines 
Nothing was as it seemed

This betrayal baby 
It’s nothing new 
I knew long ago 
You were rabid too

How many more hares are caught in your snare?

Rabbit

🤷‍♂️ I’m not overexplaining it.

Come have a seat, I need a favor 
Incensed craving, a need to savor 
An intense yearning, an urge to please  
Want you to feel the pleasure of 
Release (release)

One more time and check the box 
One more grind and pick the lock 
It’s coming on now, so don’t you stop 
Explode on me and feel the shock 
Release (release)

Let it flow, let it flow, let it flow
Let it….

Release

You woke yourself today with a sadistic glow 
With the cruelest of intentions that nobody can know 
When the lights go out, the dirty deeds will commence 
And the fight for survival will begin again 

Bring your torch, set the fire 
All the lies you’ve conspired 
No way back from the choice that you made 
I’ve seen what you are 
You can hide it no more 
All I want is to survive the day 

Gave me some false hope in the dark 
But I still know what you are 
And now I can’t forget the harm
The bloody mess that you’ve caused 
You sucked the blood from me 
And tried to watch me drown 
In a cave, we’ll decay
There’s no good to be found 

The glowworm, it squirmed 
And then I watched it turn
And then I watched it turn…

Glowworm

"Lost" is a joint effort with Tainted Icarus (@taintedicarus, check out his stuff!), a good friend of mine I've made over these past few weeks while working on this and "The Tear Remix". As much as he may not want to take enough of his due credit for it, this is his baby, and I'm just the catalyst that started it on the path to the finish line. These lyrics came to me making coffee one morning, and even before I knew how to structure them within the music, I jotted this down in about ten mins. It is hands down the most rewarding poem/set of lyrics I have ever written.

At some point or another, we all know this feeling...to be lost. Whether it's from confusion, doubt, or just misunderstanding, to live this life is to find one's self lost at some point or another. Sometimes, you just want to leave and lose yourself. The premise here is pretty basic. A man (or woman for that matter) essentially goes on a walk and never comes back.

When I've left this world behind me
Don't you even try to find me
Maybe I've made it to the coast
Found myself a boat
And set out on the open sea

When I've left it all behind me
Don't you dare try to remind me
Maybe I found myself a book
Took a good long hard look
And then found a fantasy

If you find the crack at all
When you open up the hole 
What you thought was so small
Has taken complete control
It's different for you and me
When you find you're lost and gone
You escape this dream, and then you see
You were always lost all along

When I've left this world behind me
Stopped letting the rut bind me
Maybe I walked into the woods
Left my loved ones for good 
Found solitude with the trees

When I've lost my sanity 
At that point where I just cracked
You know I never even knew 
All the things that I could do
I am never coming back

When I've left it all behind me 
Don't you even try to find me
I may be lost deep in the woods
Or be dead and gone for good
Maybe one day you'll see
One day you'll see
See!

Lyrics/Vocals: Sludge
Guitars/Bass/Drums/Mixing/Mastering: Tainted Icarus

Lost - Behold the Sludge & Tainted Icarus (lyrics in description)

check out her stuff!
https://soundcloud.com/scorebroad

Last Train to Wonderland (with ScoreBroad)

All Vocals: Sludge
All instruments: Joey Millz
https://soundcloud.com/joey-millz-723493059/
 
From his original instrumental "Rock Star"https://soundcloud.com/joey-millz-723493059/rock-star

Take the fabric and rip it
Say it's fine and stitch it
Put it in the drawer 
Say a prayer and forget it 
Torch the gas soaked rags 
Reduce it all to ash 
This everlasting grasp 
I'm never gonna last 

Misfortune is a hole 
But maybe it's a fool's gold 
Time takes its vicious toll
And now I just feel old 

 It never fully shatters 
Just a partial fracture 
Can't be reassembled 
But does it even matter
The tone gets shorter 
And ever so distorted
Comfort is a nuisance 
I can rarely afford it 

Maybe I'm just bitter
Missing the bigger picture
Clinging to metaphors 
To be some tragic figure 
Monotony is suicide 
Stuck in the old routine 
Chugging coffee at daylight 
He was dead at the scene

Monotony is Suicide (Collaboration with Joey Millz)

BtS & Joey Millz - Waves

“...with me”

When we’re gone, all alone 
So furious and proud, pressing on 
Staying true, pressing through 
A purpose in all the things we do 

Higher and higher, never gonna stop 
Grab the world by the balls and squeeze it til it pops 
The purpose, the mission, the journey to the top 
I never really got it til I saw what I was not 

When we’re done, feeling numb 
Longing for the touch of someone 
In my head, my heart, I’m home 
You were with me, I was never alone

...with me

“Burning Out”

When the world burns, you’ll choke on your hors d'oeuvres
When the world burns, you’ll get what you deserve 
When the world burns, you’ll stop strolling through 
When the world burns, you’ll be broken too

(Come on down, expend some energy 
Let’s discuss a little synergy 
Reprogram your proclivities 
Do away with negativity)

Chorus

(All the fake money I earned now 
The useless skills that I learned now 
Look how the fable all turned out 
I didn’t quit, I got burned out)

Burning Out

An unnecessarily long song with no true chorus (thank/blame R.E.M. haha!) and, for the first time ever in the whole Behold the Sludge catalogue, no kind of rhyme structure whatsoever. Taking cues from everyday life, the title simply comes from me and my wife telling my daughter to stop mumbling so much. 

“Mumble”

If I told you where I’m going 
Would you say you’re on your own 
And if I knew what I was doing 
I swear I’d let you in 
If the thoughts all made some sense 
I’d tie it all together  
To try and explain the madness 
In one package  

But I never could quite fathom 
Just what they all were chasing 
It never seemed within our reach 
kept drifting farther away 
Through solace and dumb comfort 
The safety was a mirage 
It torched our sanctuary 
Exposed it for what it was 

Mumble, mumble away....

Embrace the aftermath 
The end of the saga 
Whatever comes after 
We still won’t understand it 
So much to comprehend 
Ignorance of common sense 
A voice beneath the surface 
You can’t escape the beast (relent)

And sometimes things just happen
We will never understand 
Put our hands on the glass 
And squeeze it til it cracks 
In our nature was a fear 
Magnifies the gaping void 
Dwells on the blunt trauma 
Brings the motion to a stop 

Mumble, mumble away 

If I told you where we’re going 
Would you even see it through 
No sense of understanding 
Just bleed until it’s all dried up 
No purpose in all that tragedy 
Not one single point 
A hatred of the unknown 
Falling into that hole...

Rise up and shine bright, kid 
This ain’t gonna be a grave 
If the sludge was such a friend 
Why’d it leave you behind?
Below the surface is a bruise
It’s defined you too many times 
Never even got the point 
Just gave up even trying 

Mumble your life away 
Mumble, mumble 

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Mumble

Greetings from Rural Alabama! I’m just a husband and dad approaching 40 with a guitar and an iPhone.

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