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So I’ve let go of everyone I knew
and here I am, so what will you do?
This heaven of yours despises me
nothing worthy in all I see
It all reminds me of what was before
Salesman again, close the door
Here watch TV with me let it wash
we don’t need thoughts, tell them to hush

So I’ve let go of everyone I know
and here I am, where will we go?
The sounds you here, they’re not real
find time, find it now and let them heal
The monastery up ahead, there you can rest
something to eat, and not the best
Mc'Donalds are for free today
I made dinner, so will you stay?

So I’ve let go of everyone I’ve known
and here I am, what will be shown?
Another circus of war of blood
another image of man forging a god
Stars shining on the earth
watch the scene, watch the birth
Just a cell, small as that
I want to be just like that
And…

So I’ve let go of all I had
here I am now, and now I’m mad…

LettingGo

Fantasizing every peace possible in life.

Piano

Life, I've found to be a little complex.
It is filled with sorrow and joy, that's what fills it. without them  the bottle will be empty, and life is a bottle on the ocean.
on the surface of the ocean there are thunders, but deep beneath the ocean everything is calm. The bottle of life will sink down if it's filled with joy and sorrow. joy and sorrow are intertwined, thus, as much as we like joy, there is no way to prevent sorrow from entering the bottle. That's why we will be tormented, will suffer loneliness, will be forgotten, and by all these hard times, the bottle of life is being filled to a more peaceful situation.
I can never fully understand what life is. It's full of sufferings and yet, you can't help loving it...
This is an illustration of life in my point of view, like the light at the end of a tunnel...

The Light At The End Of The Tunnel

Anxiety disorder is when you feel so anxious, afraid, often about things that may seem simple to others, but this anxiety is so deep that might interfere with daily life. As an example one might be afraid of police, because of a previous experience, that he or she might decide it's better not to go out at all, because simply seeing a police car, even from a distance, makes them anxious.
Anxiety disorder often coexists with depression, agoraphobia, PTSD, etc. Most of the times the affected persons decides to isolate themselves, they don't go out, they can't stop their minds, even when everything is going well they are afraid that something will go wrong. This sometimes ends in their friends to leave them, because they don't know how to help, because they think the affected person is not willing to get better, but the truth is it's not about their will. They need help and support, they need to know that they deserve to be loved, they deserve to have good things happen to them.
It's hard to help people with anxiety disorder, but the worst thing to do is to desert them. They need your support. They need you.
This is me, trying to image what anxiety disorder feels like, what I hope you'd never experience outside of this song.

AnxietyDisorder

Originally composed as a soundtrack for a short film about HIV, this song is a struggle to find hope in a very troubled atmosphere. The first tracks were considered too dark by the staff, and so I came up with this one in the end, trying to remind myself that in everything, no matter how dark, there can be a light of hope.

Employee life reminds me of being in a suit. You look more responsible and this look costs you your freedom, your dreams. While an employee you no longer have the time or energy to go after anything. Your dreams fade away and you melt in the routine. Instead every day, all your memories, they're no longer vivid and spectacular. They become dreamy.
That's what this song is about. A frame of employee life in my view.

FunnySuitman

It is finally time to do something. You know, like to finish something. To get it to the last stop, where you are comfortable to say this is what I am capable of. That’s why I’m working on an album. A mind blowing story based album with 8 tracks. Yes. It’s right. It will be out some time soon. And guess what. There’s more… I’m publishing a demo today. Something to get you to feel what the album will be like. Not the final material of course, perhaps not much like it either, but something to give you the feeling of what the environment of the album will be like. So delve in. And don’t forget to tell me what you think. I’ll be glad to know.
The denial is the most common reaction when human beings first encounter a tragedy. They deny it's existence, but for it's existence it does not need approval. It exists because it's effects are already in motion.
Please listen with headphones to get the best experience.

A Week After Demos

Day One:The Denial(T1Demo2)

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متن و دکلمه: بهروز پهلوانی

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