I Need Help

Bok Choy

LoveSick

this is what ____ feels like (Vol. 1-4)

this is what sadness feels like

Dying Inside (prod. TheJan)

@sorrow x @no.cape - a kiss goodbye (prod. kiyoto)

@sorrow x @thebootlegboy x @luciiniite - taking my life back

Antisocial

idtwcbf (friends)

this is what sadness feels like (shortened)

What Was I Made For? [From The Motion Picture "Barbie"]

@sorrow - the end of the world (prod. sundwn & pizzle)

@rxseboy - are you happy enough? (prod. sundwn)

Lucid Dreams

Babydoll

@rxseboy - PSYCHO (prod. heydium)

I Sent My Therapist To Therapy

I dont condone suicide these were just the thoughts on my mind at a point in time...
prod by:@mental
MIxed by:@lofeetunes
art by:@oddyssi

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Dead And Cold

Alec Benjamin - Narrated For You available now https://lnk.to/NarratedForYouSo

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Water Fountain

Some boring, Love Stories

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i can't sleep (Prod. Sarcastic Sounds)

Lyrics:
[Hook]
sorry that im not enough
sorry that i just give up 
when the going gets tough
all i ever do is run
sorry that im not enough
im not enough
x2

4 am in my room and im high again
always treading cautious society's a lions den
feelin pain im just wishin that the shit would end
no one listens so im cryin on the internet
wont lie i dont know where should i go
got walls and a roof but this house aint home
rollin up dope ive been outta my zone
im drownin in issues im outta control
tell the reaper to take my life with a scythe quick
whi is the pain the only thing my brain can siphon
ive been on a journey tryna find some enlightment 
and why is death the only concept that gets me excited
so should i stay or should i go thats been on my mind
cause i feel like youll get bored of me ill be waste of time
and thoughts of you leaven been keepin me up at night
tell me we'll be alright 

[Hook]
sorry that im not enough
sorry that i just give up 
when the going gets tough
all i ever do is run
sorry that im not enough
im not enough
x2

Not Enough (prod. Ryini Beats)

Available on Spotify now - https://open.spotify.com/track/7BrbGr8S8rjrnlGLqtfFwA?si=K-sCRPvbTFSiiQhQTVzskw

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i hope that i come out alive

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Scared of the World

Just a Lost Boy Suffering In Pain, Hurting Myself Instead Of Others

“Because it's my life, if I give up now, I'd feel sorry for myself." ~KM

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Death is a very hard concept. The dark is a very scary and lonely place, but I've found that no matter what i do, I will always end up in the dark alone. I've decided just to accept the fact that i belong here and that this is all there is for me. I will make friends with the dark and demons that i have to deal with and get past my fear of being dark and alone. Being alone is the safest way to live. If everyone were be by themselves and stop bothering each other, we could prevent almost every problem with the world. No more wars or murder, just peace and darkness. I hurt myself instead of others. The world is a better place that way. Love doesn't exist for me. I've tried but just can't understand the concept of "love". I don't really know if it's that I'm Asexual or just have had bad experiences with love. Anyone that I've ever tried to love has left me and never came back. I don't know if it's a problem with me or that i just can't love anymore. 

If i could sum up life in one sentence i would say, “The pain of having it might be better than the pain of losing it.”

Things To Know About Me:
Name: Bennett
Age: 15
Birthday: October 5
Favorite Color: Blue
Favorite Food: Ramen
Favorite Anime: One Piece and Violet Evergarden
Favortie Artist: Rxseboy
Favorite Video Game: Anything Pokemon
Love Is Hard To Understand
Depression Is A Prison That I'm Stuck In
I'm Just A Lost Boy
I Hurt Myself Instead Of Others
I Like Anime
I Love Pokemon
I am a black belt in Tang Su Do

I Need Help

Being Alone Is Safe