what i call my own

Lyrics:
You thought you saw me
watching you through the glass
But I was just checking my reflection
Maybe I make myself up as I go,
looking for a character arc
And it’ll all have been worthwhile

Everything I do is just to kill time
What am I holding out for anyway?
Once the novelty dies,
there’s a new vacancy

I'm pulling shelves down on myself
when I can’t take the words from everybody’s mouth.
Everything I want could never be enough
You can’t be her,
I can’t be anybody

I just want to skip to the end
Well, I wouldn’t if I could.

Bel Cardin