Гори, моя любовь

I don’t really know how to talk about Everything But Goodbye without feeling like I’m giving something away. It’s the kind of album that doesn’t just tell a story—it pulls you into one you didn’t realize you were still living.

Every track feels like it was written in the dark, for the kind of heartbreak that doesn’t come with closure. You don’t get big dramatic moments or explosive choruses. You get quiet devastation. You get what it feels like to reread a text thread you never deleted, or to hear the creak of a door someone left open without saying goodbye.

There’s this space between the lyrics—between the guitar lines even—where all the grief lives. And R.U.D.Y. just lets it stay there. No rushing, no over-explaining. Just presence. Stay a Little Longer hit me harder than I expected. It’s so simple and raw. Like, you know the person’s gone, but you still keep the porch light on. Until You Close the Door is another one—it’s so still. Like it’s just sitting in the moment before someone finally walks away.

And then there’s the title track, Everything But Goodbye. It’s unreal how restrained it is. It’s all the things that were never said, folded into something that doesn’t even feel like a song anymore—it feels like breath. Like memory.

This isn’t music you throw on in the background. It’s something you sit with. Something you feel in your chest. Especially if you’ve ever loved someone who left without looking back.

This album doesn’t try to heal you. It just stays beside you in the quiet. And honestly? That’s what makes it unforgettable.

everything but goodbye

[Vers 1]
Listen now, baby — do you hear me, darlin’?
I let my six-string shout with that vintage charm in.
Playin’ licks from a past-time song,
Then I rip those rockin’ riffs, feelin’ strong!
Come on, baby, won’t you sing along —
To this wild and rollin’ rock’n’roll song!

[Refräng]
Just turn me back in time,
To that wonderful rock’n’roll sound!
Where the heroes of the past
Played it slow and played it fast.
Still alive in the world, still goin’ strong —
Ooooh, I just love that rock’n’roll song!

[Vers 2]
I turn the dial on that old tube tone,
Let it howl like a wolf till the break of dawn.
From Memphis nights to a backyard show,
We keep the fire burnin’, let the good times flow!
You and me, baby, where we both belong —
Right in the heart of a rock’n’roll song!

[Refräng]
Just turn me back in time,
To that wonderful rock’n’roll sound!
Where the heroes of the past
Played it slow and played it fast.
Still alive in the world, still goin’ strong —
Ooooh, I just love that rock’n’roll song!

[Vers 3]
No need for diamonds, no need for gold,
Just give me rhythm and a groove to hold.
With a stand-up bass and a backbeat tight,
We’re dancin’ through the day and into the night!
Life’s alright when the beat rolls on —
Oh baby, let’s ride this rock’n’roll song!

[Refräng – sista]
Just turn me back in time,
To that wonderful rock’n’roll sound!
Where the heroes of the past
Played it slow and played it fast.
Still alive in the world, still goin’ strong —
Ooooh, I just love that rock’n’roll song!


Listen now, baby

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ROTTENBRAIN ‘When Dead Overcome (original)

🩸🔥Inept Healer - Embersworn Blues
Thurma Emberworn didn’t wait to be ready — she just showed up.
In the chaos of war, she’s the dwarves’ last hope with shaky hands and stuttered spells.
Not every blessing lands clean, but when your insides are outside, you’ll thank her anyway.

🎮 Inspired by Splinterlands, the tactical TCG autobattler where every miscast can still save a life.

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🎧 More frontline frequencies: Splintervibes

Inept Healer - Embersworn Blues

A new song, dark blues rock this time. I hope you like it!

Lyrics © Señor Barends

Oh oh  
You’re in deep  
Knee deep  
Deep in sleep  
Eyes stitched shut with greed  
You don’t even hear the scream

There's frost in the blessing, the fire's gone cold  
The silence you cherish was bought and sold  
Hands that once built now just claw for more  
Eyes glazed over, blind to the war  
You praise the lie, but curse the whore

There’s so much distress  
The world’s a rotted mess  
They treat truth like trash  
Feast on the clash  
They’ll betray you for cash  
And call it finesse

You’re in deep  
Knee deep  
Wading through sin in your Sunday best  
Open your eyes  
But you just confess

You sleep with your pockets turned out  
Pray to gods who cash you out  
What you reap, you sow  
But you never plowed  
No sweat on your hands  
Just blood from your mouth

You’re in deep  
Knee deep  
Deep in the bones of the deal you made  
Open your eyes
Now your future’s delayed

They’ll betray you for cash
And laugh while they do
Ain’t no saving grace
Coming back for you

You're in Deep

Can't Back Up

Veil of Kindness

This is the energy of the Hunter's Moon 
This Full Moon calls us to step out of fear and into faith to stop holding back and move boldly toward what lights us up. It’s a time to act from the heart, not from habit.

To honor this energy, I wrote a new song, “Go All In,” inspired by the courage, fire, and clarity of the Hunter’s Moon. It’s an anthem for anyone standing at the edge of change, ready to trust their instincts and leap into something greater.

Join me for this Full Moon EnergyWorks class, where we’ll work with the same frequency, courage, release, and renewal through movement, breath, and heart connection. You’ll learn how to shift from fear into passion, align your energy, and let the light of this moon illuminate your next step.

✨ Go All In.
Trust your heart.
Let the light lead the way.


The fire rises, the night is clear,
The Hunter’s Moon is drawing near.
Heart over mind, the call begins,
To shed the fear, to shed the skin.

Go all in no turning back,
The past is dust upon the track.
The heart knows where the wild winds roam,
Follow the flame it leads you home.

Old doubts whisper, “Stay the same,”
But courage dances in your name.
What once was heavy starts to fly,
The harvest glows across the sky.

Go all in no turning back,
The past is dust upon the track.
The heart knows where the wild winds roam,
Follow the flame it leads you home.

Lay down your armor, lift your face,
This moon is fire, this moon is grace.
From logic’s cage, the soul breaks free,
To live, to love, to truly be.

Go all in no turning back,
The future’s calling, bright and vast.
The heart’s the bow, the dream’s the stone,
Shoot for the stars they’ll guide you home.

Join us: kimbellisimo.com

Go All In- Hunter's Moon

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Kim lives in Mill Valley, California. She is a Life Transtions Coach and author of the book From Chaos to Creativity: The Art and Practice of the EnergyWorks Method. 


Kim Bellisimo MA, is not your typical life coach, counselor or energy worker, although she is all of these things. Starting with a master’s degree in Life Transitions Counseling, Kim has developed a unique approach to personal empowerment based on a lifetime of diverse experience and profound intuition.



Kim specializes in teaching her clients about the human energy system and self-empowering behavior patterns, based on spiritual, psychological, and scientific research.



Her skill lies in identifying psychological beliefs (both conscious and subconscious) and fields of negative energy that keep you from achieving your life goals:



"I can reveal why you attract the experiences you do, as well as which personal patterns repeat themselves in your life and create blocks that prevent you from making positive changes. I can help you clear away these energy blocks so that you can create new fields of possibilities for success in your work, your relationships, and your family. I teach you the tools that are necessary to release negative energy and manifest your desires in reality."

Go All In- Hunter's Moon

Kim Bellisimo

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