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Nightcall

破碎 = Broken
Beat & Vocals By ℒund

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Lyrics

will you end my pain 
will you take my life
will you bleed me out
will you hang me out to dry
will you take my soul 
in the midnight rain
while I’m falling apart
while I’m going 
(insane) (2nd time)
x2

can you break my bones
will you tear my skin
can you taste my lust
can you feel my sin
see im a waste of life
i should just kill myself
yeah i could slit my wrist
but it really wouldn’t help

wouldn’t fix my issues
or change your mind
cause i broke your heart
and you buried mine
now I’m six feet deep 
and i can’t breath 
i got dirt in my eyes 
and blood on my sleeves

but ill dig my way up 
through these roots and leaves 
so i can get some air 
so i can finally breath
now i on my knees 
oh baby begging please
will you
will you

will you end my pain 
will you take my life
will you bleed me out
will you hang me out to dry
will you take my soul 
in the midnight rain
while I’m falling apart
while I’m going
(insane) (2nd time)
x2

goodbye (background singing)
don’t you miss me when I’m gone
cause your the fucking reason that I’m not around
bitch your the fucking reason that I'm 

破碎 (Broken)

demons (prod. by yung isvvc)

made this track and wrote to it today - i really just need to put this out so i can feel like i've completed something cuz i did absolutely nothing but lay around and make music all day

i hope you like it

(lyrics!)

i need to not pick up my phone
i’ll go straight to airplane mode
find something to do i know
i can be a little bit cold

but my third eye
is going blind
i’m unaligned
with my body and mind
its playing tricks
i say "i’m fine"
but really it's hurtin' me deep inside

cuz
i’ve been dreaming bout you
i’ve been wishin that i was next to you
i've been dreaming of us
i've been thinking this is not a need or a must

but
love has treated me so so wrong
this year all i've got to show are songs
and i want to be 
super duper true
to you 
but god i don’t know what to do
cuz last year i was just 22
feels like it up and flew
so far away and out of view
but 23 seems like me and you  

cuz
i’ve been dreaming bout you
i’ve been wishin i was next to you
i’ve been dreaming of us
i’ve been thinking this is not a need or a must

i know sometimes i make you feel insane
i'm sorry thats just how i play this stupid game
i can't act like a child and disobey
all that you want from me and that you say
im sorrryyyyy baby
pleeeese puppy 
i’m trying to be
ultra mega happy
and show you my smile 
and send you my feelings 
and fuck - it is so hard 
being so damn far
i guess i’ll just stay here 
and..
stay singing in my car?
(i'll sing in my car)

i’ve been dreaming bout you
i’ve been wishin i was next to you
i’ve been dreaming of us
i’ve been thinking this is not a need or a must

but
i've been waiting on you
i've been waiting for you to tell me those three words too
cuz
i've been hoping it's true
that one day i'll feel like i am something real for you

airplane mode

what happens now? (prod. by 93feetofsmoke)

i don't know why i'm still alive (prod. by charlie shuffler)

nowhere ep

written, recorded, & produced by whoispax

broken (prod. by whoispax)

creep in the night
stay away from the light 
they dont see me lurking 
hate it a lot 
give it all that you got 
but it still aint working
life is a bitch
dont know why i exist 
if i have no purpose
back to the road
when my body turns cold
we will know for certain
i just go harder than most
i just go hard with the flows
came in the game for the cash
im leaving this bitch with your souls
they just gon count up the bread
but that wont mean shit when youre dead
fuck all the money and fuck all these bitches
id rather be lonely instead
but listen now i be the one with the moves
you do what you can 
while i do what i do 
they say im the man
i would say it was true
but im just a ghost
and thats nothing new
but listen now 
i be the one with the flame
they call me the punk 
ill take that to my grave
i light up the blunt
now im fading away
yeah thats how it goes
and ill never change

cr33ps (prod. by kakashi)

i've been super excited to release this one
hope u all enjoy !
check out maia's other stuff here it's amazing i promise:
https://soundcloud.com/mxmtoon
lyrics, so you can sing along :) ~
i was hanging with you
and then i realized
i didn’t think it was true
i was surprised

when i found out i’d fallen for you

i didn’t wanna believe 
my feelings for you
i didn’t wanna believe 
i could lose you

if i told you just how i felt

i can’t help it
i’m falling for you 
and i can’t quit it 
cause i’m stuck on you

it might be pathetic
and you might be skeptic-al
but i just want to be with you

please tell me boy can you
get a clue or come thru
cause i just want to be with you

i’m scared...
of telling you how i feel
maybe
it’s better
if i try to conceal 
the truth
for me
and for you

but i-
i’m still stuck on you   
i-
i’m still falling for you

Falling For U (feat. mxmtoon)

Vocals and production by Zach Farache (verzache)
s/o @imgoldwater for helping me with the mix!

Yo!!! So excited to show you guys this one! Just wanted to start the new year off on a good note :) I got a lot planned for the rest of 2018 so stay tuned. 

buy / stream : https://fanlink.to/losingmylove

Losing My Love

buy / stream

Thinking Every Night

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nightmares

spaceships mixtape

sunday

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Love Songs Mix 2019

am in love
/////////////////////////////
sunflower -rex orange county
https://soundcloud.com/rexorangecounty/sunflower

melting - kali uchis
https://soundcloud.com/kaliuchis/melting-2

slow dancing in the dark - joji
https://soundcloud.com/xinwi-iii/joji-slow-dancing-in-the-dark-2

untitled - rex orange county
https://soundcloud.com/melvinonoza/untitled

boredom - tyler the creator (ft rex orange county)
https://soundcloud.com/tylerthecreatorofficial/boredom

evanie - bearface
https://soundcloud.com/daysbeforeblonde/evanie

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