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The laziest day of the year was today
Lethargy within me was wild
Restless night filled with fright 

Lucid nightmare
Lucid nightmare 

A little dog lead me to a house
Where demons lie in wait
From them there's one escape (Jesus)

Lucid nightmare 
Lucid nightmare 

Take command of the dream
There's hope, it seems
Telekinesis to rip 'em to pieces 
Palpatine lightning, I can smell 'em burn
Losing control, going blind, I'm falling out 

Lucid nightmare
Lucid nightmare 

The laziest day of the year is today
The lethargy within me is wild
Restless night
Filled with fright

Lucid Nightmare

Track twelve on Ben Mercedez's album Hollywood Idol, "Marilyn"

"Hollywood Idol" the album, out MARCH 7TH

Ben Mercedez's new project "Hollywood Idol" is a three part album that documents the rise and fall of an aspiring star trying to navigate their way through Hollywood. Through the perspective of alter ego Marilyn Mercedez, the album questions how far you will go to achieve what you truly desire.

Produced by: Ben Mercedez
Written by: Ben Mercedez
Performed by: Ben Mercedez

Lyrics:

I'm the LA hero, keep the weight zero
Epileptic always symmetric
I'm the primadonna, higher than life I'm the drama
Starlight I'm so electric
You're the obsessive, you get so aggressive
My life has become so hectic
You're the big spender, keep your veins tender
Hollywood's full of skeptics

Oh miss MARILYN
Hollywood priestess
Catch her on the billboards
Always being adored
Oh famed MARILYN
So addictive
America's new queen it's objective
It's a cruel world, not made for me or you
Some were born to be seen, enjoy piles of green
They say I've lost my soul
It's the price you pay for total control

I'm the diva front screen, had this dream since fifteen
Magazines I tore
We're the bourgeoisie, the elite and supreme
Oh boo you WHORE
Riddle me this, is ignorance bliss
Am I even human
VIVALDI plays, I live for your praise
California weather getting so humid

Oh miss MARILYN
Hollywood priestess
Catch her on the billboards
Always being adored
Oh famed MARILYN
So addictive
America's new queen it's objective
It's a cruel world, not made for me or you
Some were born to be seen, enjoy piles of green
They say I've lost my soul
It's the price you pay for total control

The orchestra plays, I'm in dismay
Contract with the devil gets you in trouble
The public turns affray, a star's final betray
We all started off as just another rebel
Will you watch as I spiral down under
Will you awe at the crowds deafening thunder
Am I just your commodity
I lost my own autonomy

Oh miss MARILYN
Hollywood priestess
Catch her on the billboards
Always being adored
Oh famed MARILYN
So addictive
America's new queen it's objective
It's a cruel world, not made for me or you
Some were born to be seen, enjoy piles of green
They say I've lost my soul
It's the price you pay for total control

Released: Nov 8 2024

Marilyn

Track eight on Ben Mercedez's album Hollywood Idol, "Touch me"

"Hollywood Idol" the album, out MARCH 7TH

Ben Mercedez's new project "Hollywood Idol" is a three part album that documents the rise and fall of an aspiring star trying to navigate their way through Hollywood. Through the perspective of alter ego Marilyn Mercedez, the album questions how far you will go to achieve what you truly desire.

Produced by: Ben Mercedez
Written by: Ben Mercedez
Performed by: Ben Mercedez

Lyrics:

Lies, deceit
Essence, of greed
Idol, star
Toy, for your satisfaction

In this age of cheap relation
All I want is real flirtation 
Face on but they don't see beneath 
They just want to TOUCH ME T-T-TOUCH ME
Go down the hole to wonderland
Ill take you places you won't understand
Famous last words before I flee
Do you want to TOUCH ME T-T-TOUCH ME

Don't need your feeling
Our loveless affair
Don't need desperation
Or a billionaire
I want it all
Is it a crime to want it all
You want to touch me
A sweet relief
You want a monster in the sheets
You want it all
Oh it's a crime to want it all 

In this age of cheap relation
All I want is real flirtation 
Face on but they don't see beneath 
They just want to TOUCH ME T-T-TOUCH ME
Go down the hole to wonderland
Ill take you places you won't understand
Famous last words before I flee
Do you want to TOUCH ME T-T-TOUCH ME

I need real love
Or is it too much (to ask)
I need the full deal
These men aren't real
I want what I can't have
I want what I can't have
You want satisfaction, at my expense 
You want a sexual reaction
You want a piece of me
You want a piece of meat

In this age of cheap relation
All I want is real flirtation 
Face on but they don't see beneath 
They just want to TOUCH ME T-T-TOUCH ME
Go down the hole to wonderland
Ill take you places you won't understand
Famous last words before I flee
Do you want to TOUCH ME T-T-TOUCH ME

I want your love, and you want my touch
I want your love, all you want is to touch
If I could speak, I would cause a havoc
But you've silenced me, you've silenced me
I want your love, and you want my touch
I want your love, all you want is to touch
If I could sing, I would cause a havoc
But you've got my tongue
Ripped out my tongue 

In this age of cheap relation
All I want is real flirtation 
Face on but they don't see beneath 
They just want to TOUCH ME T-T-TOUCH ME
Go down the hole to wonderland
Ill take you places you won't understand
Famous last words before I flee
Do you want to TOUCH ME T-T-TOUCH ME

Released: Dec 9 2024

Touch Me

Track eleven on Ben Mercedez's album Hollywood Idol, "Conceited"

"Hollywood Idol" the album, out MARCH 7TH

Produced by: Ben Mercedez
Written by: Ben Mercedez
Performed by: Ben Mercedez

Lyrics:

Everything, I do lust
In time, I have to trust
Every man is a good man until he sees the one
Then I pull his trigger, I release his gun
Deception and protection are all he knows
Unravel them all I expose
Brewing inside my lonely heart
Soon I'll make him my sweet tart

Jealousy
Soon I'll release

'Cause I'm CONCEITED, CONCEITED
I'll take the throne, I'll be the one
'Cause I'm CONCEITED, CONCEITED
I want it all, I'll shoot the gun

(Shoot the gun, I'll be the one)

Fire in the rain, on a hell beant summer night
Ice in my veins as I take the final bite
It's all very lovely, when we get to know each other
Call me the parasite as I inject my, CYANIDE 
Birds flying out of my mouth voodoo doll to use
I'll take him down south, where I later introduce
A lovely new adventure where we get to know each other
Calls me his lover oh you better take cover

Jealousy
Soon I'll release

'Cause I'm CONCEITED, CONCEITED
I'll take the throne, I'll be the one
'Cause I'm CONCEITED, CONCEITED
I want it all, I'll shoot the gun

'Cause I'm CONCEITED, CONCEITED
I'll take the throne, I'll be the one
'Cause I'm CONCEITED, CONCEITED
I want it all, I'll shoot the gun

I have an infatuation for the untouchable
I only want what I can't have
Envy, won't, leave, me
I guess you could say that I've gone to shit
You would never understand my pretense
Jealousy, won't, leave, me

Now the boy he has to decide
Which road he will soon reside
Put on a brave face and lose control
Or wear the mask and bare her soul
Deep down I know the truth
The dark kind I don't dwell on
This game will never last
Kiss me goodbye I'm in the past

'Cause I'm CONCEITED, CONCEITED
I'll take the throne, I'll be the one
'Cause I'm CONCEITED, CONCEITED
I want it all, I'll shoot the gun

'Cause I'm CONCEITED, CONCEITED
I'll take the throne, I'll be the one
'Cause I'm CONCEITED, CONCEITED
I want it all, I'll shoot the gun

Released: Jan 10 2025

Conceited

Track seven on Ben Mercedez's album Hollywood Idol, "Hollywood Idol: ACT II"

"Hollywood Idol" the album, out MARCH 7TH

Produced by: Ben Mercedez
Written by: Ben Mercedez
Performed by: Ben Mercedez

Lyrics:

Idol, they all want you
Idol, starlight it's true
Idol, in the flash of the lights
Idol, I hide the fright
Idol, they all want you
Idol, what a rouse 
Idol, the monsters at night
Idol, takes the bite got that glam on

I got that glam on, sexed up
MARILYN, all discussion
Quarry of sin, corruption
All goes, I suppose
See me in magazines, getting seen
Don't believe the, media 
Illuminati In my maserati

'Cause they want you
And they need you
You're the icon, you're the elixir
'Cause they want you
And they lust you
You're their lifeline, money endless supply

Idol, they all want you
Idol, starlight it's true
Idol, in the flash of the lights
Idol, I hide the fright
Idol, they all want you
Idol, what a rouse 
Idol, the monsters at night
Idol, takes the bite got that glam on

Idol, they all want you
Idol, starlight it's true
Idol, in the flash of the lights
Idol, I hide the fright
Idol, they all want you
Idol, what a rouse 
Idol, the monsters at night
Idol, takes the bite got that glam on

'Cause they want you, and they need you
(Give me what i want)
(No talk back)
'Cause they want you, and you need me
(This was your dream)
(It's no fantasy)
Your fans need you, and they want you
(In the public eye)
(You always comply)
MARILYN it's time
Front stage now
(Don't fuck this up)
(Or else you'll end abrupt)

Idol, they all want you
Idol, starlight it's true
Idol, in the flash of the lights
Idol, I hide the fright
Idol, they all want you
Idol, what a rouse 
Idol, the monsters at night
Idol, takes the bite got that glam on

Don't fuck it up, don't fuck it up, don't fuck it up
MARILYN
The industry's corrupt, the industries corrupt, wake up
MARILYN

Released: Jan 5 2025

Hollywood Idol: ACT II

Track ten on Ben Mercedez's album Hollywood Idol, "JFK"

"Hollywood Idol" the album, out MARCH 7TH

Produced by: Ben Mercedez
Written by: Ben Mercedez
Performed by: Ben Mercedez

Lyrics:

Curtain call
Behind the scenes we have a ball
Our bodies dance we combine as one
Our hearts throb to the beat of my song, is it wrong
Camera lights 
Like our own moonlight 
Elegant, glamorous and best of all
You kept my fire burnin'
Answer my final question

Will, will you be my JFK 
Will, will you be my JFK 
Will, will you be my real baby 
Starstruck lovers oh we pla-a-a-a-ay
Will, will you be my JFK 
Will, will you be my JFK 
I'll be MARILYN for you baby 
Starstruck lovers oh we pla-a-a-a-ay

Private show
You booked seats in the front row
Wanted a slice of famous Monroe
Melodical so logical 
You set me free
Vatican
Play with me like im a mannequin
Devils tango I shed my skin
Durable, rubber
Let the games begin 

Will, will you be my JFK 
Will, will you be my JFK 
Will, will you be my real baby 
Starstruck lovers oh we pla-a-a-a-ay
Will, will you be my JFK 
Will, will you be my JFK 
I'll be MARILYN for you baby 
Starstruck lovers oh we pla-a-a-a-ay

Love and war
It isn't fair
I only wanted you boo
Riches, bouquet  
Won't save me from dismay
Now I ask the final question

Will, will you be my JFK 
Will, will you be my JFK 
Will, will you be my real baby 
Starstruck lovers oh we pla-a-a-a-ay
Will, will you be my JFK 
Will, will you be my JFK 
I'll be MARILYN for you baby 
Starstruck lovers oh we pla-a-a-a-ay

Released Jan 10 2025

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"HOLLYWOOD IDOL" the full album out NOW.

Ben Mercedez's new project "Hollywood Idol" is a three part album that documents the rise and fall of an aspiring star trying to navigate their way through Hollywood. Through the perspective of alter ego Marilyn Mercedez, the album questions how far you will go to achieve what you truly desire.

CONTACT ME: mercedezentertainments@gmail.com

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Ben Mercedez

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