KEEP IN MIND Ft. G.I.B (prodjwill)

Figured Out/Figure It Out

SmoormanSBS x soLuvSig - ONTHEREAL (flesh golem x jolst)

I Miss You ft. LiL SALEM (prod. DeadRetire)

Spent

Production, mixing, mastering:
Vagabond

Vocals:
Vagabond, WhiteWitch & False Eyes

Lyrics:
(Vagabond)
Hiroi sekai you know it’s us 3 in the cold,
Up in the clouds, here in the rain,
Keep to the code, deal out the shame,
Musashi Miyamoto when I come with the blade,
Vagabond committing seppuku because I feel I’ve betrayed you,

Hiroi sekai but I still feel so alone,
But I still, never forget,
Feeling like Kohh, leave me alone,
My life still feels just like a Mellow Dream,
Floating along, above the waves, blue flashing all in my face

‘Cause I feel like it’s all over and I’m dead,
I feel I’m burning up inside my head,
All over again,
Still here tryna pretend,
That I can fit in with everyone else,
Faking smiles to my friends,
Like I don’t want my life to end,
Why can’t I get these women out of my head,
Thinking ‘bout all the pictures that they sent,
And I’ll do it again,
Burning up in my bed,
All the blood that I’ve bled,
I won’t break I won’t bend,
I don’t fake I don’t blend,

(False Eyes)
Lately I've been feeling like I live in an abyss.
Just let me calm down, maybe go and write a movie script.
I'll build a cabin in the woods then disappear, but don't trip.
See these occasions are reoccurring, so my presence just slips.
I gotta move on for the people who might miss me like my father and mother so I go on.
Take account for every moment that I've fucked up, but also take account the people I put trust on...
One day I hope it makes sense.
I need to take a step back and think bout' what I need to be.
In the end all this life is a tragedy.
I don't wanna stir in make-believe.
Let it capture then you'll see,
I'll be the first and last to bleed.
Was lost at the start and have never been found.
I got all these pages but still I can't flip them,
this life's overrated, I've always been vacant.
Replace every feeling with emptiness, face it.
And everyday, know that it fixates, erase it.
I don't wanna leave.
But how could I stay?

(WhiteWitch)
im not strong enough to break all these chains off 
Feel the pressure in my face i turn my brain off 
everyday it feels the same it don’t get better 
they don’t care about you 
don’t care for your effort 
in every way they’ll doubt you til the day u take off 
i couldn’t count how many friends i had to break off 

Too depressed to text 
don’t ask why i don’t answer 
Black long sleeve white tee underneath 
The coven comes out when it’s this kinda weather 
In the woods they playing follow the leader
Because they all want features 
Sacrifice myself for people I never needed 
Now I got a reason too be this conceded 
But Deep down I don’t mean it 
I contradict all my feelings
My wounds will never stop bleeding 
or at least thats how its been feeling

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Ben Patrick

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