control

why you gotta talk like that, you doin' this for your amusement
why you gotta be like that, you know exactly what you doin'
bitch, I let you go, I do not give a fuck who you're screwin'
I can see the toxicity bubblin' up, it's somethin' brewin'
got these scars on me eternally, like a tattooing
I'm in the middle of the ocean, all alone, canoeing
you say you love me, that's somethin' I'm supposed to know, and
but look outside, the rain is pourin'
and it's gone cold, you see it snowin'

see a tomb, and I think that I wanna go in
in the same town you feel unknown in
they slept on me like melatonin
I need some better to kick in
ET, he brought the phone in
martian gas got me lifted
Satan, that I'm overthrowin'
my soul, it got shifted
I used to tell 'em shut the fuck up, and now I listen
I would get tired of these dumb cunts, my mind too big
I got so tired of the explainin' with lies in it
I look outside, it's not shinin' like it used to get
it's all grey, like your souls put in environment
y'all all want fire, we gotta call firemen
you play with me with that dumb shit, shoot out your tire, man
long range with a pistol, western sniper, man
all black on me, I'm a Black man
with a white girl, 'cause I'm a white man

why you gotta talk like that, you doin' this for your amusement
why you gotta be like that, you know exactly what you doin'
bitch, I let you go, I do not give a fuck who you're screwin'
I can see the toxicity bubblin' up, it's somethin' brewin'
got these scars on me eternally, like a tattooing
I'm in the middle of the ocean, all alone, canoeing
you say you love me, that's somethin' I'm supposed to know, and
but look outside, the rain is pourin'
and it's gone cold, you see it snowin'

you know (prod. ninjuhs + buggy)

( prod. slugwurf )

know you got a problem with me
certain problem be specific
shoot a gun i bet it miss me
when im dead you better miss me
im alive right now so kiss me
fall time the leaves are falling
it is windy
dont you think its pretty
youre the only one who gets me

so let the air take the words from your mouth
i know laying in my bed is all that you think about
youre picturing shadows of my silhouette on the walls
an angel that came down from heaven
answering my calls
i cant care bout the world
how could i care about them all
they all running in circles
until they run into a wall
and im getting incapable to having patience for you
they be cheering for the worse shit
its a dance of the dumb

know you got a problem with me
certain problem be specific
shoot a gun i bet it miss me
when im dead you better miss me
im alive right now so kiss me
fall time the leaves are falling
it is windy
dont you think its pretty
youre the only one who gets me

dance of the dumb ( prod. slugwurf )

noahs ark

hear the wind

pebble (my lord)

nae nae nga

love goes nowhere (end)

serpent

forget where you came (paper planes)

it was a long night (with no one around)

im not perfect

toxic (just burn)

life with no god (sing high)

make sure (like rnb? stupid ahh)

ever1` hate us (short song fyo)

angels

awfultown

we luv VEGITO XIII

it all makes sense now

girl dont be scared to be selfish

nights i cry and cry

nazi

creeping in the night time
drugs inside my system
i juss wanna die
i guess its a symptom
of all my depression
always got me guessing
lately i been stressing 
not knowing what im doing

my past got me so messed up
at last someone i can talk tooo
oh you shoulda known that i was soft
so rude did you really have to cut me off
that dude he gonna go hurt you
im blue, i dont wanna fall through
mind skewed i think im going crazy
a statue and nobody can change me

creeping (2018)

she_had_no_name_demo_2 (2019) ft. bino

this the end (prod. snorkatje) <3

PRESS R FOR REPENTANCE☦️

i grip on my holy sword and i cut the head of a pagan
(slice, cut)
was playing deadly games and i dun wanna play again
(whats that smell?)
i fell down again, my cross sizzling like bacon
(im in hell)
if you think you prayed enough, you mine as well go pray again

are you bleeding, oh you might need a bandage?
are you speeding, just speeding in the deep end?
are you talking, talking to your demons?
are you leaving, so many damn questions?
am i undeserving like a peasant?
is everything nice, got be nice, like mount pleasant?
am i undead, just a zombie, i need head?
im in rock hill, im with peter the keys on me
are you in rock hill, you know rocks kill, you need crack?
are you on seroquel cause youre depressed and you need that?
are you a saint mary, you know mary had a little lamb?
are you a saint john, you know john was in that water?
are you a saint isaiah, do you say "god is my salvation"?
are you a saint moses, did you do transfiguration?
did you see revelation, did you see obliteration?

i grip on my holy sword and i cut the head of a pagan
(slice, cut)
was playing deadly games and i dun wanna play again
(whats that smell?)
i fell down again, my cross sizzling like bacon
(im in hell)
if you think you prayed enough, you mine as well go pray again

and add me to the list of your prayers, so i can get saved
its my own choice, but you still gon make my day 
wishing death on me, go talk to satan hater
you fall into temptation, i bet you goto the grave
i must admit it, im addicted like a slave
we all love sin, wont ever win, thats just the way
you said you'd be here forever, didn't stay
please close your mouth before you lie to me 
with yo dirty mouth need to goto the dentist
haven't confessed in awhile i need repentance 
(no)
the world was getting to me they said i need therapist
(don't talk)
i talk to god hes written on the walls
and on my heart is written all the law 
i now can cry, you know i used to ball
quit acting tough, you know we don't like that at all 
you sin on me, ill leave your blood on the ground floor and
i talk to god hes written on the walls

are you a saint? / rock hill (prod. snorkatje) 1/4/2026

(and ill always miss you) x2 

and ill always miss you
i just had to say this to you
you're dying i don't want you to go
i can't explain this all to you
devil wouldn't want you to know
to save your soul
let you go 
watch you glow 
in white heaven with white robes
your soul is clean, you don't need soap
trip my ankle with the lowest blows
(blow me then)

pain in my chest, it's like a bomb explodes
what's in dark come to light, its all exposed
wipe them words right out your mouth, you're writing with expos
they say i'm being cold, but thats the way that cold wind blows
its obvious you're doing coke, you need to blow your nose
i'm the one who knows what no one knows 
i'm in hell and thats the place where i think no one should go
i'm raging on the road, i spit on my windows 
for lack of better words, its lack of control
yeah, yeah, i'll paint a better picture my skin got black mold
my moat got alligators, don't bring a boat 
yeah, yeah, i'm praying all alone but i'm not alone
(i'm not alone at all)

and ill always miss you
i just had to say this to you
you're dying i don't want you to go
i can't explain this all to you
devil wouldn't want you to know
to save your soul
let you go 
watch you glow 
in white heaven with white robes
your soul is clean, you don't need soap
trip my ankle with the lowest blows
(blow me then)
oh you think that you the one who chose
 
(oh you think that you the one who chosen)
(i just had to say this to you) x2 
(devil wouldn't want you to know)
(the devil wouldn't want you to know, god wouldn't want you to go)

spit on my windows (prod. snorkatje)

(prod. bendreary)

lyrics: 

logans outside and hes throwing up
ima go comfort him and see whats up
then i started singin bet i need to shutup
ask if its alright and then he throws a thumbs up
all my friends hate me and i gotta realize that
im so dumb and my girlfriend knows that
make her sad and i dont wanna do that
heart so squished like its stuck up in a mousetrap

why u gotta lie saying that im the cool guy
my best friend gave me a black eye
atleast i think hes my best friend
i dont really know anymore
wanna live but dont know what for
life is like a slippery wet floor
slip and fall know that youll fall more
live and die life is a great war

u cant win (x16)

got no one to talk to i think i need a therapist
friends aint there feel like im here for the hell of it
im so scared that when we grow we gon grow apart
its not fair to feel like i am gonna fall apart
(x2)

tired of being ugly
i dont think theres much of me
with love just come and smother me
i just need recovery
baby thats a summary
of how im feeling suddenly
hate myself so utterly
burn my brain with gunnery
cut my face with cutlery
dress me in that luxury
gucci on my mummery
rapping is my drudgery
i just took a sudden leap
hope i die when were asleep
suicide is hidden deep 
take my life and do not weep

if its ok then ima pull up fast
im so lonely and im so upset dont know whats next
you were there when i was sad and i was cutting myself
but i never asked for help i never asked for help
now i got scars i hide cause i dont like to my show pain
now i got scars of my past thats imprinted in my brain
if u cared even cared would u tell me anyway
cuz im scared oh so scared that u dont like me anyway

logans outside and hes throwing up
ima go comfort him and see whats up
then i started singin bet i need to shutup
ask if its alright and then he throws a thumbs up
all my friends hate me and i gotta realize that
im so dumb and my girlfriend knows that
make her sad and i dont wanna do that
heart so squished like its stuck up in a mousetrap

february failure

PRESS ~R~ TO PAY HOMAGE
🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

lyrics:
throwing my heart out to you
i just get shut down
i cant take it no more
i swear i give up now
i love our love so much
i wish i could shut down
i can`t stay sober
so mind is so fucked now

u hating im skating straight thru yo crib
my patience is super thick
dont test it or i mite flip
my necklack cost 50 cent
but women still think im sick
confessing to god for all of my sins
progressing 
im stressing to work and be my best
im on guest list to all events
no passes im getting in
im brennan im super sick
they love me i hate me 
i hate myself

keep a watch cause i cant keep track of time
xannies in my bod i juss swear i wanna stay alive
they want me to die they juss to go and kill my vibe
juss tryna to get by when my life gets criticize
make me wanna cry im falsy penalized
lsd in mind im tripping onna vibe
certainly alright but kinda petrified
zombie in the night and angel in the light

throwing my heart out to you
i just get shut down
i cant take it no more
i swear i give up now
i love our love so much
i wish i could shut down
i can`t stay sober
so mind is so fucked now

i give up (prod. ylrae x jgoth)

(prod. kevin katana)

PRESS ~R~ for RESPECT
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
im off the martian gass finna go up to the ozone
im in the party blasted everyone know me cause im well-known
im off the martian gass finna go up to the ozone
i had to cut the grass all of the snakes on they own

im off the martian gas puff it and pass it 
leave notes in my casket 
all of these notes that i leave while im rapping
pay attention to the crumbs in the basket 
ill leave my tongue to the ones who should have it
all this damn practice for nothin` but trash shit
problems i add it i should be subtracting
death in my lungs exhale with some pa$$ion 

old yeller take you to the shed i thought youd know better
no sweater i aint sweating on the track my flow wetter
trend setter like the way i dress know ima go getter
full sender ima send that shit under no measures 
(x2)

im off the martian gass finna go up to the ozone
im in the party blasted everyone know me cause im well-known
im off the martian gass finna go up to the ozone
i had to cut the grass all of the snakes on they own

highschool is boring id rather be snoring
girls keep adoring drinks keep on pouring
life sentence shortened stress keep destroying
hoes r annoying dont stop their toying
all disappointing im tired of annoyance
so i keep avoiding annoying annoyance
old enjoyment now im not rejoicing 
pain im enjoying why dont u come join in

pack is too loud i cant hear you
jesus on wheel tryna steer you
i cannot see you in rear view
im off a pill ima pass you
paying for life for past dues
my fucked up past it cant match you
if u want smoke i can match you
come take a toke let it snatch you

im off the martian gass finna go up to the ozone
im in the party blasted everyone know me cause im well-known
im off the martian gass finna go up to the ozone
i had to cut the grass all of the snakes on they own

bendreary

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