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  lyrics:
ill follow you into darkest of the moon 
i know that everything was ok as long as i had you
i know the demons are just chasing they been coming after you
ive fought a couple in struggle told her it aint nothing new
id followed in into the depths of the ocean
left me hanging on the cross 
it aint my fault when im haunting
you inside your sleep ill give you heart palpitations

curse my name with a torch of flames
and i`ll hold the blame cause i`m
not the same as i
once would say and its a
bad omen
black hole growing
laws of motion

xans and ectasy
more amphetamines
life been going down
i can blame myself
needed mental help
put it on shelf
not one to ask for help
not one to scream and shout

ill follow you into darkest of the moon 
i know that everything was ok as long as i had you
i know the demons are just chasing they been coming after you
ive fought a couple in struggle told her it aint nothing new
id followed in into the depths of the ocean
left me hanging on the cross 
it aint my fault when im haunting
you inside your sleep ill give you heart palpitations

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Darkest Of The Moon (prod. VINCI)

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lyrics:
i just put the bat the batman
riding all black with da sackman
lil big planet its my world
shawty fell in love spend da night girl 
ghost in my house its halloween
eyes all on me can`t stop a thing
searching my name onna bing bing
bro on speeddial issa ring ring

i feel like a jay in the deep blue sea
shawty suck my balls like its DBZ
kommehahe if he pull up fuck with me round of applause 
for this joke u barely touching me

really got me thru off,
rednose on me like tha boy was a rudolph 
i used to be rude often, now im cool bruh
what you tryna do life a zoo i get into 
watch me loosen screws i get mental

staring at pot of gold i get it up n` get it out
split it up in digits we get plenty what tripping bout
had to stop da pills cause i get high up to the ceiling and
hella niggas dying bullets flying like a ceiling fan
aint to type to lack i got protection im the bigger man
hella dumb ass niggas thinking that they are the taliban
turban on your head is made of coogi what you rocking man
same ripped jeans white tee im a rocker man

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``like wtf i scratch my head im not a slacker bruh ``

acura hackera ! 🚗 (prod. shamgod!)**MUSIC VIDEO in DESC**📷

she say that she love me but its Ecstasy
you say that you love me but its Ecstasy
think this bitch is off crack she obsessed with me 
know inside your dreams you having sex with me 

im on the road to go get cash
im on the flow like sick sick sesh
fell to the floor shawty so dead
get on your knees shawty like yeah
you gotta fee shawty like no
got it for free yak
got it for free yak

tear me down with all your lies and demise 
tell me that i got the prettiest eyes 
throw me to ground, and take what you want girl
send me in the sky, and get what you want girl

she say that she love me but its ecstasy
you say that you love me but its ecstasy
think this bitch is off crack she obsessed with me 
know inside your dreams you having sex with me

ecstasy💊

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mixed by @bendreary
mastered by @proderis 

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📃:
tell me secrets. that i already knew
think im going crazy mind split in two
you think you want me baby scared to get close
i think youre tweaking baby coke up your nose 

( yeah, pull up )
baby i just wanna 
i just, i just wanna fuck 
just wanna make you cum
you got me sexually frustrated 
baby i just want your love ( uhuhuh )
i had to tie you down in laces
you got nowhere to run
you got nowhere to run
girl tell me im the one
girl youre shining like the sun
is everything done?
i hold my knife i cut my wrist covered in blood
i fertilized i fuck this bitch i cover her face up in mud 
i cover my pain up with drugs
( i ask her what do you wanna do? )
cover your love up with lust
( and i had to cover you ) 
cover your face up with bust 
( and i had to cuddle you ) 
know that losing me is tough 

are you losing it i think youre confused ?

tell me secrets that i already knew
think im going crazy mind split in two
you think you want me baby scared to get close
i think youre tweaking baby coke up your nose 
(x2)

hearts💕 (prod. eris)

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take your clothes off and remember me
bite my tongue i wanted everything
tear me down with all your agony
cool me down i am below degrees

i fell in love with myself
i fell in love with myself
she feel like feeling herself
i pick u up finna bust
i make you come out for nothing
i make it rain, a rain forest
look at that boy he retarded
shooting at me lika target
gotta eye on yo bitch finna mark it
you talking bout smoke, ima crackhead
talking the most, you will end up dead
i hang with animals, eat off your head
im doing voodoo, im placing a hex
astral projection, im inside your bed

sex with me amazing, like breakfast eggs im making
she gon get complacent, in my arms, she want tame me
told her ima lion, im biting, im stalking waiting
im the main supplier, i want it, im gonna take it
im the main sensation, you wonder how benny made it
told her brain got power, i want it so gimme head doe
told her ima angel baby you just gotta let go
told her ima stack it baby i got few legos 

take your clothes off and remember me
bite my tongue i wanted everything
tear me down with all your agony
coool me down i am below degrees

fell in love w/ myself 💙

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⬇️
lyrics:

long road, i'm holding on, hold you close
i'm floating on, float along, i sing along
sing my song, can't change a thing
right my wrongs

shawty wanna fold, my piss turning to gold
i think that i'm chose, yeah
she sucking on my toes, i said that is gross
i'm feeling the flow, yeah
it's a waterfall, i'm unleashing my ball sperm
it's a free for all, ffa
inside of your eyeball, she turn to a ragdoll
and i got your phone call, i had my ringer off

ss fascist get in line with me
moving to it fastest, socialism when i'm with my team
playing blood knuckles, come and fight with me
riding round with sticks, repentance
you should just get on your knees
existential dread, drown in your agony
stuck like your on ketamine
you would not do anything, need methamphetamines
i could think bout anything, my mind ahead of me
take away your thinking power onna' guillotine
i bet you cannot breathe

long road, i'm holding on, hold you close
i'm floating on, float along, i sing along
sing my song, can't change a thing
right my wrongs
i bend your back, rip your thong
you suck my sack, rip my bong
i'm high as fuck, this shit strong
i'm fly as fuck, cheech and chong

see how much that you could take
everyday i gotta' pay
paying for my selfish ways
god told me, i gotta' change
devil told me, stay the same
feel the stress, everyday
feel depressed, in everyway
she dumb obsessed, she loving me

ride my d and cuddle me
bubble you, i'll make you queef
titties like a w
personality is smooth
personally wanting you
not for the world, just me and you
bonnie and clyde, make a move
ride in the night, beautiful moon

i could've died without you
i lost my sight, i can't see
lost inside of the sea
and i cried so much, i lost you both
and never is worth it, suicidal
i use for protection, homicidal
yeah yeah yeah
i been working hard i broke the cycle, i'm psycho
i been writing bars, i wrote the bible, with typos
i don't want you to fall, you gotta' walk on the tightrope

right my wrongs

right my wrongs (prod. vegito xiii)

prod. @proderis

lyrics:

I pop out, konnichiwa
I'm popping out with sticks
I popping her vagina
I pop it, like a cyst

You can tell me anything
But I'm just gonna make a way
We gon' come and ship it quickly
Like we doing takeaway
I'ma make yo body, body rock
I make you levitate
I'ma tell you everything
While you telling me everything
Only thing I worry bout
Is bout my money and my gang
I'ma make some cash
Spread it out fast, Im spreading sickness
Well I'ma put some right inside your wrongs
You filled with pityness
Well I'ma grab yo boobies baby
Filling me with tittyness and tetanus
Well I'ma kill yo pussy
I been killing shit
AR 55.6 they rip thru shit
They chopping it

I pop out, konnichiwa
I'm popping out with sticks
I popping her vagina
I pop it, like a cyst
I popping her vagina
I pop it, like a cyst

You can tell me anything
But I'm just gonna make a way
We gon' come and ship it quickly
Like we doing takeaway
I'ma make yo body, body rock
I make you levitate
I'ma tell you everything
While you telling me everything
Only thing I worry bout
Is bout my money and my gang

cystic (prod. eris)

@deadbeatvillains

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📝:
Lately I been over you
Tell me, are you tired of me?
Choices that I gotta choose
Something deep inside I cannot say
Lately I been so confused
Chop my head off, stab my heart with a stake
You tell me that I'm such a loser
I find it funny, baby that's ok

Yeah I really messed up, putting my heart up for sale
She just want my money, I just want something to feel
Dealing more damage, I can't take no more for real
New scar anytime another one just healed

She getting closer
I'm getting closer ledge
Really been over
Really been over this
Never been sober
Know I be getting too lit
Bust ya head open
Dangling off of the edge

Hate me lashing out, but like to taunt me
Oh you killed me now, now hide the body
Oh I killed myself, but I said sorry
I look up, I see my bros so starry
I stretch my bones, I stretch my arms for far reach
I try to catch up on my bullshit, trust me
You try to race with me, I leave ya dusty
Been lost his sense, he went senseless a monkey

Lately I been over you
Tell me, are you tired of me?
Choices that I gotta choose
Something deep inside I cannot say
Lately I been so confused
Chop my head off, stab my heart with a stake
You tell me that I'm such a loser
I find it funny, baby that's ok

r u tired of me? feat. DeadBeatVillain (prod. eris)

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📝:
It get hard to hold my tongue
And it get hard to hold my breathe
I got ghost inside the hallway
I can hear them take a step
It get hard to hold my head up
Thinking better would be dead
Think its best if I don't show up
Got me hanging by a thread

Oh you not full of love then spread
Think you full of black, the dread
Think I went berserk, bloodshed
My green soul turned blood red
I look around and I'm appalled
What could go on?
I look up to the sky
And thinking is god gone?
I got left in the darkness
Think Im'a black swan
I look up to the light
Got no-one to count on in the end
Ben, I hope you would come by
Your my only friend
Fuck what they all say
He's just a pile of shit

Ben, most people would turn you away
I don't listen to a word they say
I'm so sure that they would think again
If they had a friend like ben

I said, I said, I said
You know
If you want me dead
Just cut off my head
Take it slow
Not just for sex
You want me in your bed
Well, you want me in your head

So I'm diving in your legs
Cant breathe, I hold my breathe
Cant think, I hold my head
This my payback, foot on your neck

hold my breathe (thread)🧵(prod. JR !)

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prod. @vegito-xiii

📝:
You're chasing me but,
You're chasing me but,
You're chasing me but,

You're chasing me but,
Everything is not what it seems
You came onto me,
Clearly this is something deeper
nothing I'd miss
I'm a man of my word,
So mind your manners
You're chasing me but,
Everything is not what it seems

What you do to me
I think you know
Black magic voodoo
She'll put demons, deep inside you
Medusa turned to statues
Poison you like black mold
Your life turn into fiction
My dreams turn into visuals

You can tell me anything
I'm a tell you what to do
I'm a primal hunter, I'm a have to stalk you
I feel like a dog baby, I'm a have to walk you
You wanna start a problem baby?
I ain't gonna stop you

Bitch I am unstoppable, Bionicle, My Omnitrix
Everything I do phenomenal
Something up my sleeve, a man of tricks
You never seen me angry, I'm a Satanist
I've never seen a dude so lame as him
I've never seen a nigga as lame as me
Keep copying me, keep copying me

Pop it, lock it, drop it
Knockers at the door
Possibly not what I wanted to do no more
Domino
Green eyes, red, something deep inside like animal
Break that bed baby, work that head

waverly place (prod. vegito xiii)

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prod. @proderis

📝:

Things, things aren't easy as they seem out to be
Death around, I feel it as he creeps
I made it hell, you felt my devilry
I'm turning out to be a deity
Karma rain down, I feel the agony

In hell, hear screams

I go crazy
I'm insane
I pop out a switchblade
Cutting up your face
Keep a cutter, big shank
I pop out my big dick
Fucking on her waist
Left your number on a page
Actually I think back
You a throwaway
Well your a little trash can
Domination make a claim
What you gonna do
When I'm all in your space
When I'm all up in her guts
And I'm making your girl scream
Anime moves hitting you with a nosebleed
Deep inside the grooves
I can feel the mold growing
Hell is calling me
I can feel that I'm chosen

You tryna fill the hole, you got something up your nose
Well I'm waiting till you die, and your body decompose
You tryna fill the hole, you got something up your nose
Well I'm waiting till you die, and your body decomposes

Things, things aren't easy as they seem out to be
Death around, I feel it as he creeps
I made it hell, you felt my devilry
I'm turning out to be a deity
Karma rain down, I feel the agony

devilry (prod. eris)

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prod. @proderis

📝:
No one's got your back
Like I did
Like I did
And now that I know
Your in a pit
If no one's got my back
Then that's fine
If that's how it is
Then that's how it is right?

Well I know it, I notice
I feel the pain too
There's blood on the walls
And I don't wanna paint you
Gun in my hand
And I think ima spray you
I look up to god
I got no one pray to
Send a few shots
And I hope that they break you
Ghost in my house
She said something it haunts you
Well then close up your mouth
I do things impossible
Well then put your piece down
Set up obstacles

No one's got your back
Like I did
Like I did
And now that I know
Your in a pit
If no one's got my back
Then that's fine
If that's how it is
Then that's how it is right?

backstabber 🔪 (prod. eris)

prod. @bendreary

📝:

I'm sorry, I lost my focus
I knew that I'd cause a grave end
Why would I pretend like
Like perfects what's, what's happening like

Exactly what you want me for
Whatever
Exactly what you think that I afford
And what do you think I'm worth
Exactly what you want me for
Whatever
Exactly what you think that I afford

And what do you think I'm worth
I'm worth like a mill too
And you look like a meal
Throw a milli on you
And I know what you want me to do
Know what you want me to be
I know what it's bout' to come to
You think I'm scared of defeat
Girl, let me tell you something
I love you, so I love leaving
I hope you think bout' everything
Just reel me in, can't reel me in
A sea of fish
My plate is full
And benny grew
The biggest ben

Like pacing the pool, do laps
And mind gone black, like the darkest sea
I'm lost in the middle of the ocean
I don't gotta map to tell me things
I don't really have no bleach
And my clothes filled with bloodstains
I really love all your features
But I can't stand your mind games

Damn you giving me migraines
I feel the pain like everyday
Lost both my bros
Gone separate ways
I hide my shame
Why separate
Guess I'm the blame
That's all ok-k
Always am
I always am
Always am
I always am
Said that I care I really can't

I turn to an animal
I'm turning to a cannibal
Blow you up, Molotov
I'll take your top off
Mozel Tov
Feel the flames from my exhaust
Staring at the bottle
You know that you lost
Looking at yourself
Should know what you cost
Gunning me down
Your strap got tossed
Well your hunting me down
Got Drake and Joshed
It's a mosh pit
So fuck you gon do mosh
Had to clock in
Like a brand new job
Had to cock it
Its like a brand new Glock
I'm a pop shit
I'm the brand new opp

love, leaving (prod. bendreary)

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📝:
Blood stained maroon
Blood stained my room
Blood stained maroon
Blood stained my room

Holding me down while I'm holding you up
And I thought what I knew was true
Darkness crept in my mind
I shouldn't have got so confused
Like a Martian bout to light up the night
Money on my mind, I'm bout to go boom-ze
Oh oh, I'm in my cocoon
Blood stained maroon

I said no no no no no no
You don't even know
I said maybe take it slow
Things that you done chose
I got to float so, I'm in slow-mo
Wipe off your nose
I got to plant my seed, my tree grows
Where you gonna go?

Damn

I look at myself, say it's a lonely road
I see the years pass by, things getting old
I see how the dark spreads like mold
Left marks, deep inside my skull

Well do you want me alive
Is that what you want from me?
Or do you want me to die?
Get me fucked like a Ponzi scheme
Smash open your eyes
Like your a lawn ornament
Bombs fall out the sky
Benny call in some ordnance
Break out of your cage
Benny a contortionist
She put me in a spell
My girl is a sorceress
Well do you want me to fry
Cremated in ashery
Then throw me in the wind
The air is passing me
Tragedy

And I really thought that I'd get to you
An arrow in my back
But I choose not to
Loosen things
A few loose screws
A snapped broke onna noose
So much that I could lose

bloodstains (prod. eris)

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📝:
She said baby, she said your cold, I know
She said we should try to just take it slow
Do you know me though
Guess not
I said baby why don't we just hit the road
Skrt skrt skrt
Once again she tell me that I take it too fast on the wheel
What's the deal?
I'm on the rush to going fast
I got stuck in the trap
On the rusher to the cash

Calm ocean, commotion
Why you gon' make that?
You got no focus, no brain
I ask where your heads at?
You don't change and I'm changing
Look at me I'm pro-gaming
Just grind, just grind
She used to grind on me, a pro skater
Now she don't fuck with me, a pro hater
Whisper the words in my ear
And I don't believe you
Look me in my eyes
And say I love you, I love you too

Baby
I'm murderous obsessive crazy
Say why you play me?
There's wings up on my shoes, Ill jay you
Acid
I was on it, had a breakthrough
It changed me, I hope that it changed you
The floor caved in
I watched horns come out my head
Like I'm Satan, heart racing
I felt wings grow out my back
Like an angel, what made you?
Black candles inside my house
And skulls on my table
Bleach coming in large amounts
I'm cleaning my face off
Leeches on my body, rip them off
They better off
All alone but it make my heart feel like its dissolved
Im bad to the bone
I tell em all to fuck off
Cause you all the same
Better of this way ?

She said baby, she said your cold, I know
She said we should try to just take it slow
Do you know me though
Guess not
I said baby why don't we just hit the road
Skrt skrt skrt
Once again she tell me that I take it too fast on the wheel
What's the deal?
I'm on the rush to going fast
I got stuck in the trap
On the rusher to the cash

do you know me? (prod. licketyyy)

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prod. @proderis
📝:
And let me ask you
Are you on what I'm on right now
Do you feel inclined to
I bet you wanna go back to the room
Spiders in my house
It's just a tomb
You know the things I want to do to you
I bet I'm doing circles in your mind
A hula hoop

Shoot it from the three, shoot it from the three

Baby let's go back to the place we used to meet, yeah
I'm slapping on yo cheeks, you know I turn to a freak, yeah
She said do you love me, and I said fuck yeah
I get really personal with you, I'm inside your head
Flashback on life, I'll be inside of your last breath
I'll be going fast, I hit a wall its my last wreck
God is gonna get you, das recht, hast
You got to look at everything from different aspects
Yeah and I'm a rest in peace at rest
The bomb blow, I turn into a terrorist
Hoorah
I'm holding up fist, proud of my heritage
And god said, oh you're a heretic
You parrot bird, 666
The devil told me kill two birds with one stone
Getting rid of the kid
Something deep inside my soul, need a exorcist
Probably cause I haven't cleaned the blood off my necklace
Probably cause I can't get all the mold out my mind
I've been getting sold to the signs
My beauty came, I'm feeling alright
Oh you raging getting mad, out of spite
Girl go smoke some weed, and have a good time
Mostly you're out of your mind
Lately you get out of my mind, baby is that how it goes
Its a Green Day, it's just a lonely road
Brrr
And the package came, it came off a boat
I bet you didn't know I hang with the bros
We got some bows
Chop off your legs, your eyes, your testicles
Break your bones, turn into vegetables
yeah, yeah, yeah

eat your veggies

eat your veggies (prod. eris)

prod me
mixed by lux
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used to pop drugs now i only pop zits
stress gave me acne now x out my face
used to want love now i only want hits
press on my heart piece ill fall through this place
feeling so lonely alone in my ends
cuts on my wrist i dont need no new friends
i dont make songs boy benny make hymns
sad lullably kill myself in a benz

its not fun to be alone
gripping on your bones
reaching for my tome
life is so drone
hope you picking up the phone
girl you all alone
heart is like a stone
i see that you grown

did you leave cause you wanted to
or was it me
wat can i be

what would you do without me
i was lost and you found me 
throw me on the ground
i juss wanna drown
please do not surround me
now you always doubt me
say im looking ugly
baby i can seee
that you dont wanna be with me
i wont disagreee
i am juss debris

used to pop drugs now i only pop zits
stress gave me acne now x out my face
used to want love now i only want hits
press on my heart piece ill fall through this place
feeling so lonely alone in my ends
cuts on my wrist i dont need no new friends
i dont make songs boy benny make hymns
sad lullably kill myself in a benz

4am slumber (prod. bendreary)

lyrics:

sorry if i missed your call 
i juss didnt wanna pick up
i feel obnoxious 
been stuck in my head
im sorry if i dont get outta bed
cause i do not care and i do not care
and you make me scared

grips all on my neck
baby make go dead
i got red all in my head
i got snakes all in mybed
walking outside in wintertime
make my life past the finish line
fake this time hate more life
play me again hate more life
you make alright
please be by my side
i need you tonight
i need you oh baby
why you always play me
why you always playing
you make me so crazy
too much smoke need ac
its too hot in az
play that frank and jayz
think bout you lately
thinking bout us baby
ur so perfect
u kno ur worth it
u kno im hurting
but im working
im working

sorry if i missed your call 
i juss didnt wanna pick up
i feel obnoxious 
been stuck in my head
im sorry if i dont get outta bed
cause i do not care and i do not care
and you make me scared

srry if i missed ur call (prod. bendreary)

ima mess
and im fed up
i wish dead yaa
life is wreck
mine is always wreck yeh
skin on your neck
while i rub on your chest
say im the best i see lies in your eyes
ready to death me my lord my demise 
i am so ugly but you make me fine
make me alright make me feel like i shine
baby so deadly my one alibi
i hope that you hate me
when im acting dry
why should i try i got nothing thrive

my heart cold and my fist broke
punched it thru a window
from anger last weekend
stuck in the deep end
emotions been peeling
losing my meaning
where am i going
cant see thru the snow and
u got me geeked
u got me weak
stuck in my sheets
grinding my teeth
acting so new 
dont know where it came from 
juss know where im going
and thats my hell hole
get clocked with my elbow
if u mess with me
dont mess with me
unstable so angry 
so why would u play me
why would act like we r juss homies
girl u should know me
girl u should know me

ima mess
and im fed up
i wish dead yaa
life is wreck
mine is always wreck yeh
skin on your neck
while i rub on your chest
say im the best i see lies in your eyes
ready to death me my lord my demise 
i am so ugly but you make me fine
make me alright make me feel like i shine
baby so deadly my one alibi
i hope that you hate me
when im acting dry
why should i try i got nothing thrive

reaper (prod. bendreary)

prod. @prodreaper
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art me

lyrics:
life is dumb and
im so stupid
ima nuisance
i should tie my
noose and do this
getting through this
write some new shit
 
i feel alright
we dont fight 
we can listen to mcr
in the back of my car
ill pull up to your yard
and show u my heart
i like the way the face looks
i like the way your lips shaped
kiss me on the lips babe
u make me so insane
stuck inside my membrane
how did you get there
ily like so much
ur my lil rosebud
we can smoke some fat blunts
sitting on a road huh
u make me wanna blow up
make me wanna throw up
shaking in my carcass
baby im artist
i can make ur heart twitch
dressed inside ur scarlet

life is dumb and
im so stupid
ima nuisance
i should tie my
noose and do this
getting through this
write some new shit

i been watching u for awhile
i just wanna see u smile
everdays been feeling vile
ripped jeans thats my style
black all on my vans
cuts all on my hands
lets go make some plans
maybe cop some grams
u make me feel so amazing
i want u to feel amazing
everytime ur here i cant breathe
talk to much our voice overlapping

i love you 
hope you get message
deadlock 
baby im some wreckage 
im sorry that i am always toxic
i dont think u get but i feel it when im nauseous
try to stay sober but i need it when im fiending
go and get some more and then i exercise my demons
you that i adore i always see you when im dreaming
always go and leave i guess u played me for some reason

life is dumb and
im so stupid
ima nuisance
i should tie my
noose and do this
getting through this
write some new shit

life is dumb (prod. reaper)

lyrics: 

logans outside and hes throwing up
ima go comfort him and see whats up
then i started singin bet i need to shutup
ask if its alright and then he throws a thumbs up
all my friends hate me and i gotta realize that
im so dumb and my girlfriend knows that
make her sad and i dont wanna do that
heart so squished like its stuck up in a mousetrap

why u gotta lie saying that im the cool guy
my best friend gave me a black eye
atleast i think hes my best friend
i dont really know anymore
wanna live but dont know what for
life is like a slippery wet floor
slip and fall know that youll fall more
live and die life is a great war

u cant win (x16)

got no one to talk to i think i need a therapist
friends aint there feel like im here for the hell of it
im so scared that when we grow we gon grow apart
its not fair to feel like i am gonna fall apart
(x2)

tired of being ugly
i dont think theres much of me
with love just come and smother me
i just need recovery
baby thats a summary
of how im feeling suddenly
hate myself so utterly
burn my brain with gunnery
cut my face with cutlery
dress me in that luxury
gucci on my mummery
rapping is my drudgery
i just took a sudden leap
hope i die when were asleep
suicide is hidden deep 
take my life and do not weep

if its ok then ima pull up fast
im so lonely and im so upset dont know whats next
you were there when i was sad and i was cutting myself
but i never asked for help i never asked for help
now i got scars i hide cause i dont like to my show pain
now i got scars of my past thats imprinted in my brain
if u cared even cared would u tell me anyway
cuz im scared oh so scared that u dont like me anyway

logans outside and hes throwing up
ima go comfort him and see whats up
then i started singin bet i need to shutup
ask if its alright and then he throws a thumbs up
all my friends hate me and i gotta realize that
im so dumb and my girlfriend knows that
make her sad and i dont wanna do that
heart so squished like its stuck up in a mousetrap

february failure (prod. bendreary)

lyrics:

tripping out and my friends are all laughing
am i insane or is trust what im lacking
do you think that im dumb or unattractive
cause i do i dont know why im crashing
thick clutch on my hand dont let go
i watch my life pass thru a window 
head cracked dont try to be hero
blood path sapped all over my pillow

cut wrist fall with blood
my life full of mud
everyone word u shoved
me right out of love

do you even care i ask myself everyday
when im sad i ask myself what to say
when im mad i try to hide away my pain
staring at wall tryna recalibrate
tryna look ahead hope for another day
looking at myself i like to see what i hate
hit upon my body try to get it in my brain
can u beat it in can u tell me im okay

bloody up jaw
skin my face till its raw
tell me ima dud 
that im anything at all
tell me ima die
because thats all i want 
i dont wanna live
leave me my body to rot
waking up in my bed with a soul that haunts me
hang me by my neck tell my that momma im sorry
fire up my room can u burn up my body 
im already dead im walking zombie

you know exactly
what you did to me

ik 
you hate me 
dont play me

tripping out and my friends are all laughing
am i insane or is trust what im lacking
do you think that im dumb or unattractive
cause i do i dont know why im crashing
thick clutch on my hand dont let go
i watch my life pass thru a window 
head cracked dont try to be hero
blood path sapped all over my pillow

do u even care (prod. bendreary)

a lil different track.. having fun and stuff
💕💕💕💕
lyrics:

struggling working hard gotta get my niggas bond
boy you is so lame u get played lika pawn
i grip on the flames gotta keep that thang tucked
cus if u pull up we gon smoke u lika blunt
and everywhere i go i swear i always gotta stunt
nigga acting foo foo had to go and get my gun
put it too his brain and i tell that boy to run
nigga ran off fast he dont want no fun

all yall niggas stupid i dont need no autotune
people always lacking so i gotta keep a tool
i run in yo trap and im taking all yo racks
i aint robbin u i dont want yo reggie pack
gotta gun but i dont even wanna use it
these other niggas abuse it
be shooting for no reason
errybody now juss demons
be scratching they drug fiending
gotta get it by any meaning
even if they baby screaming
they dont care they need it

struggling working hard gotta get my niggas bond
boy you is so lame u get played lika pawn
i grip on the flames gotta keep that thang tucked
cus if u pull up we gon smoke u lika blunt
and everywhere i go i swear i always gotta stunt
nigga acting foo foo had to go and get my gun
put it too his brain and i tell that boy to run
nigga ran off fast he dont want no fun


everybody clones i swear i got my own style
im in zone got it thru the mud pile
my mind blown i swear im acting too wild
aint noone real all i see is fake smiles
fake smiles and lies i hurt thru hard times
my boys livee hard lives
i hang with my kind
we some weirdos who stylish
dont flash no diamonds
we worked for what we gotted
we juss want some profit
so gimme dat

struggling working hard gotta get my niggas bond
boy you is so lame u get played lika pawn
i grip on the flames gotta keep that thang tucked
cus if u pull up we gon smoke u lika blunt
and everywhere i go i swear i always gotta stunt
nigga acting foo foo had to go and get my gun
put it too his brain and i tell that boy to run
nigga ran off fast he dont want no fun

bond (prod. cashmoneyap)

shoutout @proderis
even tho he dont love me

PRESS ~R~ TO PAY HOMAGE
🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
lyrics:

if i ever say it wrong i wish it wasnt said
breath the smoke inside my lungs exhale my bloody dread
can u take me in your arms and sing into my head
all the lullabies i sang to help you to goto bed
[x2]

keep me away from weapons
drugs got me depressing
i want to go to heaven
counted all my blessings
been lost all my essence
all black no light given
horns inside my halo
demon but an angel
in the dark im shivering
lonely and so stupid
guess i had to move quick
gotta keep the movement
hungry body dying
pain keep piling
in my natural climate
alone and crying

ill be yo nightlight in the nighttime
i got glazed eyes cause im so high
watch me fly by thru the night sky
i got red eyes need some visine
thru my mind suicide
i tried, almost died
i lost my mind
you lost your glow 
you know that im fine
juss hoping that you are 2

if i ever say it wrong i wish it wasnt said
breath the smoke inside my lungs exhale my bloody dread
can u take me in your arms and sing into my head
all the lullabies i sang to help you to goto bed
[x2]

what i said (prod. eris)

shoutout @proderis
even tho he dont love me

PRESS ~R~ TO PAY HOMAGE
🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

lyrics:
insane i been feeling great
u broke my heart u a snake
now all of my smiles fake
you haunt me everyday

ask me do i wanna live i guess the answer no
i been scrolling thru my timeline give af about your post
im gon cry away my pain with a blunt and a 4 loko
then i hop inside my moto hit my phone like motorolla 
cant talk, you need to holdup my mind throwed im bout to throw up
tossing me around play with my feels like  a controller
calling me the clown but im the one who kept it
real
and gives af bout how u feel
my heart is never gonna heal

insane i been feeling great
u broke my heart u a snake
now all of my smiles fake
you haunt me everyday

hop on the mic and im spitting that poison
u think that you talking bout something important 
shut up yo mouth cause you causing some boredom
listen to tracks if i like then support em
talk with my heart like im playing an organ
im high af with the planets in orbit
out of my brain my head is distorted
ugly im ugly im feeling so gorgeous
(x2)

insane i been feeling great
u broke my heart u a snake
now all of my smiles fake
you haunt me everyday

insane (prod. eris)

PRESS ~R~ TO PAY HOMAGE
🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

lyrics:
throwing my heart out to you
i just get shut down
i cant take it no more
i swear i give up now
i love our love so much
i wish i could shut down
i can`t stay sober
so mind is so fucked now

u hating im skating straight thru yo crib
my patience is super thick
dont test it or i mite flip
my necklack cost 50 cent
but women still think im sick
confessing to god for all of my sins
progressing 
im stressing to work and be my best
im on guest list to all events
no passes im getting in
im brennan im super sick
they love me i hate me 
i hate myself

keep a watch cause i cant keep track of time
xannies in my bod i juss swear i wanna stay alive
they want me to die they juss to go and kill my vibe
juss tryna to get by when my life gets criticize
make me wanna cry im falsy penalized
lsd in mind im tripping onna vibe
certainly alright but kinda petrified
zombie in the night and angel in the light

throwing my heart out to you
i just get shut down
i cant take it no more
i swear i give up now
i love our love so much
i wish i could shut down
i can`t stay sober
so mind is so fucked now

i give up (prod. ylrae x jgoth)

PRESS ~R~ for RESPECT
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im off the martian gass finna go up to the ozone
im in the party blasted everyone know me cause im well-known
im off the martian gass finna go up to the ozone
i had to cut the grass all of the snakes on they own

im off the martian gas puff it and pass it 
leave notes in my casket 
all of these notes that i leave while im rapping
pay attention to the crumbs in the basket 
ill leave my tongue to the ones who should have it
all this damn practice for nothin` but trash shit
problems i add it i should be subtracting
death in my lungs exhale with some pa$$ion 

old yeller take you to the shed i thought youd know better
no sweater i aint sweating on the track my flow wetter
trend setter like the way i dress know ima go getter
full sender ima send that shit under no measures 
(x2)

im off the martian gass finna go up to the ozone
im in the party blasted everyone know me cause im well-known
im off the martian gass finna go up to the ozone
i had to cut the grass all of the snakes on they own

highschool is boring id rather be snoring
girls keep adoring drinks keep on pouring
life sentence shortened stress keep destroying
hoes r annoying dont stop their toying
all disappointing im tired of annoyance
so i keep avoiding annoying annoyance
old enjoyment now im not rejoicing 
pain im enjoying why dont u come join in

pack is too loud i cant hear you
jesus on wheel tryna steer you
i cannot see you in rear view
im off a pill ima pass you
paying for life for past dues
my fucked up past it cant match you
if u want smoke i can match you
come take a toke let it snatch you

im off the martian gass finna go up to the ozone
im in the party blasted everyone know me cause im well-known
im off the martian gass finna go up to the ozone
i had to cut the grass all of the snakes on they own

martian gas ++** (prod. kevin katana)

"THANK GOD I GRADUATED"

05/24/19:
graduation is tommorrow and i always thought i wouldnt make it due to my own stupid decisions... suicidal, dumb, young stuff... my brother passed this year and its taken the biggest toll on my life... but its lead me to alot more creation and idfk pure pain... rest easy bro

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album by BENDREARY
ART. bendreary
VOCALS. bendreary
PROD. bendreary, ryan bevolo, tsurreal, silias, okthxbb, 40
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LYRICS:
saying that you got my back 
but when faults came you switching
i cant understand it
we is some family
i dont lost some family, 
somebody come save me
lately days get hazy
i just need some saving
 
aint looking for replacements
u cant replace shit
ive mastered the basics
now wanna make it
aint looking for replacements
juss needa fix it
lately i been jaded, lost in own head
juss wanna get faded, and fucking go dead
walking with skeletons and beaten corpses
through a field of daises and flying torches
lately i been tripping, feeling the forces

im still grieving everday, damn my brother passed
thinking bout the past, damn wtf was that
dont like feeling sad, lately feel like im a drag
am i holding you back, am i holding myself back
hole inside my heart, wtf is that
been had a fucked up past b4 i had a fucked up past
stfu with that, think u sad, not fucking rad
i juss roll up that, so glad im a fucking grad 

saying that you got my back 
but when faults came you switching
i cant understand it
we is some family
i dont lost some family, 
somebody come save me
lately days get hazy
i just need some saving

i gotta work and improve and u been stuck in yo groove
so dont be coming for me, lil nigga bet you move
want bread like sesame, but not no pbs tunes
im talking bout extra cheese, for all of family
green and pick out the seeds, upper echelon strains
me and my buddies insane, pick out pick out our brain
dig in dig in the paint, now shawty knowing the game
smash on the floor finna break
bad to the core ima snake

aint looking for replacements
u cant replace shit
ive mastered the basics
now wanna make it
aint looking for replacements
juss needa fix it
lately i been jaded, lost in own head
juss wanna get faded, and fucking go dead
walking with skeletons and beaten corpses
through a field of daises and flying torches
lately i been tripping, feeling the forces

saying that you got my back 
but when faults came you switching
i cant understand it
we is some family
i dont lost some family, 
somebody come save me
lately days get hazy
i just need some saving

switching (prod. silias)

💔💔💔💔💔💔💔
PRESS R for ~ LOVE ~
🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤

LYRICS:
all those words that u said wake up repeat 
yeh i feel dead
inside of me these demons yeh
haunting me inside of my head
breaking bread with those who dont give me shit
damn im stupid
do it again
ill make repence
ill make amends
judge by the cover but not look at the pen
ignorance
im writing again
singing my feelings sound fucking putrid
im so dumb
damn im stupid
say it again
say it again
say it again

i look for which door
cant find the angles
want more i want cant have it
im sore my hearts keeps aching
so broken whachu saying
im holding on keep patience
mind folding i cant take it
visions show me i cant fake it
tripping hold on me i cant take it
  
somedays 
i get caught inside a rut 
and i think so well
i guess so what 
my life no fucks 
yeh i give up
i gave up
put the gun upto my skull 
i said aims up
spilling blood
rain it falls
keep on falling
im so toxic
so obnoxious

say it again (prod. sean t.)

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