D - ID

я помню звук сирен и как пальцы посинели на его ладонях

мне больше не хочется повторять это и я хочу стереть это из своих воспоминаний потому что мне очень страшно

мне не хочется остаться одной и в конце концов в этой жизни мне не будет хватать вас но я пойму это после того как вас уже не будет

борись 


struggling

как часто вы теряете свои вещи?

как часто вы что-то забываете?

вы не обращаете внимание на это, правда же? 

"это простая рассеянность." - говорите вы.

у людей более взрослых это тоже рассеянность?

изменение восприятия информации.
нарушение неврологическое.
отсутствие контроля над эмоциями. 
забывчивость.
ложные события, кажущиеся правдой.
вы больше не узнаëте их лиц. 
вы больше не знаете кто вы.
вы одиноки.

этот процесс можно только замедлить. ненадолго. либо умереть, сохранив рассудок. 

mind Issues

A quick and simple cover of my favorite song ever written. 
Original song by Bright Eyes.

Poison Oak (Bright Eyes Cover) [prod. H01Ø]

*~ old me ~*
vox; okashe
prod; loxu
mix nd master; okashe

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/4jm10McGnzil5zs2A0yCsd?si=PuZzX-g9QLOWSeE25iztng


lyrics;


Huh,
Yeah,

[Prehook]
Guard my heart like you showed me
I ain't steppin' out sad that's the old me
Fake friends, fake everybody toxic
Stop right befo' I fckn leave, bitch I tucked it

[Hook]
Outta the cut of me nd you, yeah,
You know that im better
Had to grow the fuck up
Nd sever the fckn tether

Think I give a single fuck
Bout what you doin in your leisure
Go write that shi' up in yo' ledger
Bro you can't take the fuckin' pressure

[verse]
Blood on my white tee
Smoke 2 much I'll never whitey tho
You not on my team hoe
You ain't smokin' me

So many fake G's, Say u gone chase p?
You won't, that's fuckin facts
Independent type shi, Bug like a crackhead
Your life so sad

Yeah, 
On that psychopathic shi
Got them borderlinin' tendencies 
To fuck it up then dip

Fuck a cup never sip, 
Roll a fat blunt nd let it rip
Ion rap cap like u fuckin' cunts
I rlly live dis shi'

Told em shut the fuck up, If u wanna talk to me im taking first
I'll put your bitchass inna hearse, These my fuckin terms

Know that I see all
The sick shit you got goin on
I'll drop it to the whole scene
When you do me wrong

[prehook]
Guard my heart like you showed me
I ain't steppin' out sad that's the old me
Fake friends, fake everybody toxic
Stop right befo' I fckn leave, bitch I tucked it

[hook]
Outta the cut of me nd you, yeah,
You know that im better
Had to grow the fuck up
Nd sever the fckn tether

Think I give a single fuck
Bout what you doin in your leisure
Go write that shi' up in yo' ledger
Bro you can't take the fuckin' pressure

[verse 2]
I been growin, growin, Growing till im tall
Keep myself to myself, That's how I know I'll never fall
Imma talk shit, Talk my fuckin shit till im dead
Keep it two never gone bottle up dis shit
You know im better off having said

So lust controlled, Feel the yearning
I break out, My own seams are burning
Pop the clutch like im in, A Masarati 08'
To think I give a single fuck, Take two shots to the face 

[hook]
Outta the cut of me nd you, yeah,
You know that im better
Had to grow the fuck up
Nd sever the fckn tether

Think I give a single fuck
Bout what you doin in your leisure
Go write that shi' up in yo' ledger
Bro you can't take the fuckin' pressure

old me [loxu]

today i learned more things to put into my music! I'm still getting stressed and my hands are going down when something is not how i want it to be. I'm really annoyed at the moments where i have knowledge  issues to make an effect i want, sound i want and etc. i just don't know how to do it... but I'm learning... 

i made snowdrop, connected to a character itself, she's beed really bad after the war in my lore... so it also connected to me... you got this feeling, right? the difference is: she's dead for real, and you - not yet. whatever is going on, whatever is on your mind - keep safe, you are loved by friends around you, family, maybe person, with who you talk rare actually cares a lot. 


(:̲̅:̲̅:̲̅[̲̅:♡:]̲̅:̲̅:̲̅:̲̅) offtop info!
I don't want it sounds like an ad, if you have no one, you scared, i will be very welcome at my discord server, we also have "vent" channel |ω；｀)
look for the link in description!
⠀  ∧__∧
（｀•ω• )づ__∧
（つ     /( •ω•。)
  しーＪ   (nnノ) 
i will give you feedback as soon as i can. 

snowdrop

i cleanse my soul. sometimes i  fear, but i'm stronger, for now.

 can't wait to observe more effects and plugins. next song ill be working on my future collab with my friend ^^, i think i have more experience to do collabs and he is cool with that!

catharsis

i tried to make a good piano but its never be beautiful. its always a mess. this is the best i got after a mount of tries. i was watching news today, more things are gonna be blocked at my country. im so sad i forced to live here. nothing i can change right now, i will prepare for my next exam. i hope you enjoy my first try at making good piano.

D - ID

BENDYSH and The Dark Eyes

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