ay
just wait
i just needa minute
jus a lil bit of space
i been off them pills
i gotta pop em everyday
it’s all good
i been smokin on em joints n the backwoods
she jus switch the script up
yuh yuh
this ain’t even real love
yuh yuh
you were only playing my feelings like issa game
i keep poppin xanax to runaway from my pain
yeah i’m numbing all my feelings im never gun be the same
it’s already too late
my mind’s trapped inside a cage
and i won’t ever feel okay

oh oh
i’m lost
wont you please just hold me real close
i can’t get through this life all alone
i need you
think i’m jus a ghost
i’m see through
and empty
i need two more
please don’t tempt me ah
i’m in first bitch
you’re a runner up
i keep grinding
i can never stop
its perfect timing when im pulling up
ay
i jus chase that guap
she said that she love me but didn’t guess she a fraud
i keep all these drugs in my system to stay fucked up
‘cause i can’t trust love
i gave up on us
i’ll drown in my cup
‘cause life really sucks
it really does
i don’t got no time to pause
no brakes for real
i keep takin drugs until i’m ill

backwoods [prod. sneezii]

im lost
i wish that you coulda found me
im stuck
and only darkness surrounds me

is this real
real
i been off too many pills
so is this real

why am i even alive
i pop pills just to get by
but those same pills gun end my life
i just wanna make it
ain’t it funny
everybody knows ain’t shit mean nothing 
i ain’t nothing
it’s true
without a substance in me boo
i know that you fucking hate it
when i’m so damn sedated
i don’t think i can take this
everyday i’m fucking failing
i don’t know if i can take this
everyday i’m fucking failing
i feel broken without you
i feel hopeless
i doubt you give a fuck
i feel lost and outta luck
then again
i was never lucky was i ben?
just it make it end
oh fuck
i think i took too much
i’m passed out on the ground
and no one’s trying to help me up
i get lost in all my problems
maybe you can help me solve them
i don’t really know
take my hand and please don’t let it go

is this real
real
i been off too many pills
so is this real
real
cuz i can’t even really tell
oh
cuz i can’t even really tell
oh
lil shawty see you down in hell

4evrsedated

surroundedd [prod wellfed]

my life’s falling apart
wish i could jus restart
but it’s already over
my souls already gone
my life’s falling apart
there’s nothing left but scars
i’m staring out my window
while sitting in tha dark

i just wish this life was painless
pop more pills cause i can’t take it
no i can’t take it
life just sucks
i’m over this

you left me feeling empty
you left me feeling dead
i wish it’d just be over
my life’s a fucking mess
you left me feeling empty
and nows there’s nothing left
i do not have a purpose
i might as well be dead

my life’s falling apart
wish i could jus restart
but it’s already over
my souls already gone
my life’s falling apart
there’s nothing left but scars
i’m staring out my window
while sitting in tha dark

inthaDark

you were only tryna hurt me 
so i had to cut you off
cause i don’t give a fuck about a thing
no not at all
i be off tha percies everyday
i needa stop
but i don’t give a fuck about a thing
no not at all
i don’t give a fuck about a thing
so please don’t call
you were only tryna hurt me 
so i had to cut you off
cause i don’t give a fuck about a thing
no not at all
i don’t give a fuck about a thing
no not at all

dreaming of tha money
i was dreaming of tha bands
i was sitting in tha dark
until i finally made plan
i mix benzos with my fent
you ain’t my friend
n i know that
can’t take no more you’re a vex
my life is hell filled with regret
i’m jus wondering what’s next
but i keep on grindin
i never can ever stop 
this life is jus a pain
i fuckin hate it
thas why im always so sedated
i don’t know if i can take this
they tell me they love me
but i know they jus fuckin faking
oh well
thas life

idgafukk [prod quel]

you were so fake
numb my brain
to help me deal with it
i feel so dead
i’m insane
i am my own damn victim
you were so fake
numb my brain
to help me deal with it
i feel so dead
i’m insane
i am my own damn victim


bottomless pit inside my head
wish that i could get some rest
but nah
i can never pause
everything i try is not enough
well fuck
so i always turn to drugs
no duh
‘cause your love jus really ain’t enough
no it ain’t enough
i need pills my brains so fucked

gone
i needed you
you’re gone
i’m fiendin
for your love
i needed you
but you’re gone
guess im not enough

ohh
ohh
ohh
ohh
ohh
oh no
i can’t let go

martyr :/ [prod. spacecore]

let me outta my cage
i feel so stuck and now i’m enraged
might fuck you up
i’m offa tha uppers
you a slut
don’t call me no lover
ugh ugh
i’m gone
i was off tha percies with xanax and lust
it’s a bad combination
im outta luck
and the reaper is waiting
not playing
but i feel amazing yah
but i feel amazing yah
i be gettin to tha bag
where tha fucks it’s at
ain’t nobody care about me at all
so i couldn’t give a fuck about it
 -bout it
fuck
thas jus how it goes
thas tha world we live in
i would fuckin know

can’t get out of bed if i don’t pop a benzo
my nightmares are becoming reality
i'm really pushing my self to insanity
what’s tha purpose of a glock when ur throats already slit
you’re in shock you’ll bleed out quick
and now there’s blood all on my ricks
ya
and now there’s blood all on my ricks

IFEELAMAZING

scars

i got percies in my system 
got me tweakin hard
yeah she told me that she love me
but she was jus a fraud
i was off it but i missed em
so i relapsed hard
was it jus game? ya it must be
she jus played her-
percies in my system 
got me tweakin hard
yeah she said she love me
but she was jus a fraud
i was off it but i missed em
so i relapsed hard
was it jus game? ya it must be
she jus played her part
it was all fake from tha start
she a fraud
it was all fake from tha start
can’t believe she broke my heart
i’m so over it
i’m so over it
swear to god i wanna restart

restart
you can catch me In tha stars
i’m tired of this shit
i’m tired of you bitch
get tha fuck up out my life
i’m tired of these fights
oh my god i can’t take it
i can’t take it
goddamn your heart is colder 
than tha snow in antartica
on god
your love is jus not enough
your love
i’m lost as fuck
now that im that i’m own
i’m back in love in drugs
i’m so fuckin stuck
ion give a fuck about a thing 
cause i can’t now
shawty said she love me but she didn’t
she a fan now
she ain’t really even mean a thing that she said
she ain’t really even mean a thing that she said so
what’s that really even mean
ion know

4evrsedated

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