im lost
i wish that you coulda found me
im stuck
and only darkness surrounds me

is this real
real
i been off too many pills
so is this real

why am i even alive
i pop pills just to get by
but those same pills gun end my life
i just wanna make it
ain’t it funny
everybody knows ain’t shit mean nothing 
i ain’t nothing
it’s true
without a substance in me boo
i know that you fucking hate it
when i’m so damn sedated
i don’t think i can take this
everyday i’m fucking failing
i don’t know if i can take this
everyday i’m fucking failing
i feel broken without you
i feel hopeless
i doubt you give a fuck
i feel lost and outta luck
then again
i was never lucky was i ben?
just it make it end
oh fuck
i think i took too much
i’m passed out on the ground
and no one’s trying to help me up
i get lost in all my problems
maybe you can help me solve them
i don’t really know
take my hand and please don’t let it go

is this real
real
i been off too many pills
so is this real
real
cuz i can’t even really tell
oh
cuz i can’t even really tell
oh
lil shawty see you down in hell

4evrsedated

surroundedd [prod wellfed]

you were so fake
numb my brain
to help me deal with it
i feel so dead
i’m insane
i am my own damn victim
you were so fake
numb my brain
to help me deal with it
i feel so dead
i’m insane
i am my own damn victim


bottomless pit inside my head
wish that i could get some rest
but nah
i can never pause
everything i try is not enough
well fuck
so i always turn to drugs
no duh
‘cause your love jus really ain’t enough
no it ain’t enough
i need pills my brains so fucked

gone
i needed you
you’re gone
i’m fiendin
for your love
i needed you
but you’re gone
guess im not enough

ohh
ohh
ohh
ohh
ohh
oh no
i can’t let go

martyr :/ [prod. spacecore]

waste [prod. fewtile]

i don’t even know
i don’t even know
i don’t even know
i don’t even know
i don’t even know why i’m still fucking trying

i don’t even know
why i’m still fucking trying
think i sold my soul
and i’m not fucking lying
i’m alone
in my head
think i might be better dead cuz 
i don’t even know
why i’m still fucking trying
think i sold my soul
and i’m not fucking lying
i’m alone
in my head
think i might be better dead 

why tha fuck you keep writing love letters
i was high when we met i cannot remember
i was geekin off tha xans n tha percs boo
all i know is i felt it when i met you
ay
i be high like everyday
whoa
ain’t no time for breaks
so
why tha fuck you keep writing love letters
i was high when we met i can’t remember
i was geekin off tha xans n tha percs boo
all i know is i felt it when i met you
but i was clearly wrong
you played me
i played along
i’m so fucking clueless
i'm so fucking stupid
never thought that you would do this
i don’t even know
i don’t even know
i don’t even know
yeah

i don’t even know
why i’m still fucking trying
think i sold my soul
and i’m not fucking lying
i’m alone
in my head
think i might be better dead cuz 
i don’t even know
why i’m still fucking trying
think i sold my soul
and i’m not fucking lying
i’m alone
in my head
think i might be better dead 

in my head
think i might be better dead cuz 
i don’t even know
why i’m still fucking trying
think i sold my soul
and i’m not fucking lying

luv letterz [prod junhbeatz]

scars

shawty came to fuck and she ain’t play no games
i found myself another goth girl freak
i’m make her moan until she say my name
ooh ooh 
baby i know how you like it
you know thas true
yeah i guess i must be psychic
i be off blues
baby you know i be wylin
ah ah
baby you know i be wylin

gothgirlfreak

zombie [prod. YSL Mula]

заперт (xtasane+axry)

Love>Lust

i dont want to trust you i want paper  
they cant really touch me i got moves like mc hammer  
this not a lovesong baby i am no romanser  
shawty let me hit it from the back make a disaster 
im a motherfucker i dont want to be your lover
girl i dont wanna talk to much but you can keep my number
  i dont really say to much i like keeping it subtle
  i dont gotta prove myself that shit get you exhausted  

 im not tryna act hard im myself and my shit gangster 
i smoke so much ciggarettes i pray i dont get cancer 
 fucked around and found out many things still got no answer
 i dont wanna fight you stupid hoe your not relaxing
  i rather be by myself than doing all of that shit 
 i just wanna fuck her i dont care if she is ratchet 
 and i dont want to date her because all she do is yapping  
i dont care if she finds someone else i hope she happy

surroundedd [prod wellfed]

benedixhion