This hits hard man. Damn. i can feel the pain

you were always so fake
you’re so toxic
always tryna save face
never gave a damn babe
you jus wanna play games
i’m outta options
i’m fucking gone bitch
it’s your fault
don’t you fucking blame me
i’m so done
i don’t give a fuck bout what you want
for real
i can’t take this shit no more
i need like 5 more pills

till im feelin it
i jus mix benzos wit percies until im feelin lit
oh whoa
oh my god im tweakin
always geekin
i live in slomo
i don’t even really what to do tho
so damn lost
ya 
like what the fuck
ya
can’t sober up
oh well
i’ll see yal down
in hell

yah yah
til i’m feelin it
nah nah
til i’m feelin it
ya ya

itsurFAULT [prod. Ayo16]

whoa
i feel so sick of this
bitch you’re too much
my brain’s so dead
i feel like a rotting corpse
ya in my head
stuck in my head

i feel so sick of this
bitch you’re too much
my brains so dead
i feel like a rotting corpse
in my head
way too often stuck inside my thoughts
i’m fucked up
couldn’t even give a damn bitch
i love drugs
and i’m on a different planet
to run
damn bitch
i love drugs
and i’m on a different planet
to run

chasing down a bag
‘cause that shit gives me a distraction 
everybody knows this whole life has no traction
no real meaning

but i’m here for your love girl
my only reason
i’m always tweakin
monday to sunday catch me always geekin
ain’t gun lie
wish that i could make things right
but i can’t
too late
it’s too late
ain’t no way

brain’s so dead
i feel like a rotting corpse
ya in my head
stuck in my head

i feel so sick of this
bitch you’re too much
my brains so dead
i feel like a rotting corpse
in my head
way too often stuck inside my thoughts
i’m fucked up
couldn’t even give a damn bitch
i love drugs
and i’m on a different planet
to run
damn bitch
i love drugs
and i’m on a different planet
to run

corpse [prod. shades]

my life’s falling apart
wish i could jus restart
but it’s already over
my souls already gone
my life’s falling apart
there’s nothing left but scars
i’m staring out my window
while sitting in tha dark

i just wish this life was painless
pop more pills cause i can’t take it
no i can’t take it
life just sucks
i’m over this

you left me feeling empty
you left me feeling dead
i wish it’d just be over
my life’s a fucking mess
you left me feeling empty
and nows there’s nothing left
i do not have a purpose
i might as well be dead

my life’s falling apart
wish i could jus restart
but it’s already over
my souls already gone
my life’s falling apart
there’s nothing left but scars
i’m staring out my window
while sitting in tha dark

inthaDark

you were only tryna hurt me 
so i had to cut you off
cause i don’t give a fuck about a thing
no not at all
i be off tha percies everyday
i needa stop
but i don’t give a fuck about a thing
no not at all
i don’t give a fuck about a thing
so please don’t call
you were only tryna hurt me 
so i had to cut you off
cause i don’t give a fuck about a thing
no not at all
i don’t give a fuck about a thing
no not at all

dreaming of tha money
i was dreaming of tha bands
i was sitting in tha dark
until i finally made plan
i mix benzos with my fent
you ain’t my friend
n i know that
can’t take no more you’re a vex
my life is hell filled with regret
i’m jus wondering what’s next
but i keep on grindin
i never can ever stop 
this life is jus a pain
i fuckin hate it
thas why im always so sedated
i don’t know if i can take this
they tell me they love me
but i know they jus fuckin faking
oh well
thas life

idgafukk [prod quel]

you were so fake
numb my brain
to help me deal with it
i feel so dead
i’m insane
i am my own damn victim
you were so fake
numb my brain
to help me deal with it
i feel so dead
i’m insane
i am my own damn victim


bottomless pit inside my head
wish that i could get some rest
but nah
i can never pause
everything i try is not enough
well fuck
so i always turn to drugs
no duh
‘cause your love jus really ain’t enough
no it ain’t enough
i need pills my brains so fucked

gone
i needed you
you’re gone
i’m fiendin
for your love
i needed you
but you’re gone
guess im not enough

ohh
ohh
ohh
ohh
ohh
oh no
i can’t let go

martyr :/ [prod. spacecore]

lick it

waste [prod. fewtile]

i’m lost in my shadow
i’m losing this battle 
my brain just keeps rattling
in my head
it screams at me
“you’re better dead”
fuck this life i hate it
always so sedated
goddamn i can’t fucking take this
hope you find a good replacement
‘cause i’m gone
i’m so lost
and i know that you want to help
but i’m going straight down to hell
might as well just end myself
my life is worthless i can tell
ugh
i can tell
ya
might end myself
ya ugh

delete myself
i’m better dead
ain’t nothing helps
except my meds
expect my percys
love my 30s
i know they wouldnt hurt me
ugh
feel tha pain deep within lurking
for a purpose im still searching
i’m so lost 
fuck it all bitch
oh my god
why am i still trying
all this pain reminds me
we all fall
i keep wishing you would call
but you don’t no not at all

betterDEAD

when does tha pain stop
it don’t
wish i still had a soul
left inside these hallow bones
but i’m losing control
so i mix percs with lexipro
still don’t no better though
god im such a fuckin fool
should prolly let you go

tell me 
when does it stop hurting
everynight with death im flirting
it’s a painful end
for a painful life
guess that seems about right
is this what i deserve
please take me from this earth
i can’t take anymore
no
i can’t take it no more
oh

when does tha pain stop
it don’t
wish i still had a soul
left inside these hallow bones
but i’m losing control
so i mix percs with lexipro
still don’t no better though
god im such a fuckin fool
should prolly let you go

lexapro [prod the ushanka boy]

sotired

popped off
yeah i did it
i been making smoking weed and making music for a living
goddamn
i split designer on my fit bitch
i been tryna cope by spending thousands on my wrist it’s
lit
and lately i been on my mischief shit
cuz i been really tryna make it big
i wish i wasn’t such a misfit kid
i’m always bleeding so my wrist stay slit

these drugs may have cost my soul but it’s worth it to me boo 
so i’m over it
cocaine in the bathroom stall like it’s 1982 took two lines n dipped

she hates what i have become
and i hate that i am so damn numb 
i pack my bong and fill up my lungs 
lately i been feelin so gone
i wish that i would just die
‘cause i’m already dying inside
i hate this world i hate my damn life
might just end it all tonight
don’t waste your time on me 
i wish that you could see
we just aren’t meant to be
i guess that you should leave

waste [prod. fewtile]

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