i’m lost in my shadow
i’m losing this battle 
my brain just keeps rattling
in my head
it screams at me
“you’re better dead”
fuck this life i hate it
always so sedated
goddamn i can’t fucking take this
hope you find a good replacement
‘cause i’m gone
i’m so lost
and i know that you want to help
but i’m going straight down to hell
might as well just end myself
my life is worthless i can tell
ugh
i can tell
ya
might end myself
ya ugh

delete myself
i’m better dead
ain’t nothing helps
except my meds
expect my percys
love my 30s
i know they wouldnt hurt me
ugh
feel tha pain deep within lurking
for a purpose im still searching
i’m so lost 
fuck it all bitch
oh my god
why am i still trying
all this pain reminds me
we all fall
i keep wishing you would call
but you don’t no not at all

betterDEAD

my hearts been broken
way too many times
i cannot handle this life
cause i feel hopeless
so i cry
alone in my room bitch
i’m so lost without you here boo
and thas tha truth
you left me
feeling empty too
ohooohoooh

broken hearted
i wish you would be my fuckin bae 
broken hearted 
nowadays i only isolate
broken hearted
i wish you would be my fuckin bae 
broken hearted 
nowadays i only isolate

its too much to take
i’m gone
in this life there is no restart
lost myself to all tha drugs
i wish that i could give a fuck
i jus might be outta luck
thas jus life bitch
popped 4 percs
now i feel righteous
feeling right
it’s how i like it
i know that i cannot fight this
i’m so high
don’t know what life is
and i jus do not know why
i’m even still alive

whatevrr

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