Melodic and rhythmic singing-rap, telling a story of shame, guilt, and infidelity. Spanish guitar over heavy 808s with a vibe that's easy to fall into when accompanied by a blunt.

Blood Moon

Just like you wanted, 
You know you wanted
Me caught in your web
Mesmerized and hypnotized,
Blind sided,
Just like you wanted.

All the sand was gold,
Or so I’ve been told,
I never saw the waves,
Just the wine in your gaze.

Just like you wanted, 
You know you wanted
Me caught in your web
Mesmerized and hypnotized,
Blind sided,
Just like you wanted.

Cabin by the lake,
I was your chocolate cake,
Winter arrived and we
Were shoved in a deep freeze.

Just like you wanted, 
You know you wanted
Me caught in your web
Mesmerized and hypnotized,
Blind sided,
Just like you wanted.

I thought I’d knit you sweaters,
You liked t-shirts better,
I bought a bright red dress
But wore black instead.

Just like you wanted, 
You know you wanted
Me caught in your web
Mesmerized and hypnotized,
Blind sided,
Just like you wanted.

And now that it’s ended,
And I’ve been de-friended,
You said you’d lost that feeling,
I’m left here reeling.

Just like you wanted, 
You know you wanted
Me caught in your web
Mesmerized and hypnotized,
Blind sided,
Just like you wanted.

You got what you wanted
Just like you wanted.


Album - Hopes and Dreams (C)2019
Song - Just Like You Wanted
Music - Russell Lucas and  Susan Cantey
Lyrics - Susan Cantey
Vocals - Sumi (Sreyashi Mukherjee)
Arrangement and Production - Russell Lucas 
Mixing - Romano Erafficci

Just Like You Wanted (EP - Hopes and Dreams)

Music Video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dBs9snC7rtg

Lyrics:
Longing for a purpose
Enduring years of suffering
I can't take anymore
2x(I've lost all hope)
Why did this happen to me?
Everything was in vain
I lived for nothing
And now I die for nothing
Now I realize the meaninglessness of life

A Distorted Nihilistic Reality

It Was All For Nothing

Tribute to my music heroes The Smashing Pumpkins
Be kind. Be gentle. Everyone you will ever meet is fighting some kind of battle.
Demo based on vocals from an awesome cover by Enlia
https://soundcloud.com/enlia/enlia-eye-cover-the-smashing-pumpkins
Video at https://www.instagram.com/p/Ca_hC-jA3T1/

Eye (Smashing Pumpkins cover DEMO) Video in description

Cover Art by Alexander Krivitskiy (Pixabay)

All Music By Me, "Satellite" co-written by Dani Ford

Very Special Thanks To Dani Ford

Why The Hell Not

*UPDATE FOR THOSE WHO CARE* 

I have been really depressed and self conscious of my music as of late, but I really want to release my stuff. At least much more frequently. So look forward to that album I promised like a year ago lmao

I love y’all <3

Why The Hell Not

Benjamin Nix