live with my love

Verse 1
You were just so different
In your own beautiful ways
I was chasing some sort of stupid perfection
We’d go back and forth, I’d say I’d walk away
I never saw the way that you cared for me,
Never saw the tears you cried for me.
Maybe I just never knew the ways you could love me so dearly.

Chorus
Hope you don’t try to forget me,
even though you wont look at me.
Maybe I’ve hurt you i’m sorry
So do you think you could
Let me love you again

Verse 2
I’ve made my mistakes,
With all the words I said 
And when I turn to find you by my side,
You are not there, no longer mine
You’re with someone else who gets to hold you close
He might be better, maybe that is true,
And I’ll never know if he’s someone who could love you so dearly.

Chorus
Hope you don’t try to forget me,
even though you wont look at me.
Maybe I’ve hurt you i’m sorry
So do you think you could
Let me love you again

don't forget me

When A Girl Is Young

Your mother named you after someone bright 
and you play Lana on repeat at night  
You light me up, then you ghost in the dark
You shine so bright then you break like a spark

You’re Mr. Lightbulb, burning out slow  
Shadows in the night just don’t let me go  
You’re Mr. Lightbulb, flicker and fade
Just like my night light, can’t look away

I gave you names that never felt alright
A joke that I made that kept you up at night
You hide your thoughts, then you lock them away
I should have called you the right name that day

You’re Mr. Lightbulb, burning out slow  
Shadows in the night just don’t let me go  
You’re Mr. Lightbulb, flicker and fade
Just like my night light, can’t look away

Cuz im scared of the dark
And I can’t turn you off
Now your glow starts to fade
Please don’t leave me alone

Cuz im scared of the dark
And I can’t turn you off
Now your glow starts to fade
Please don’t leave me alone

Alone….

You chase a name that the whole world can see
The only one that you need was from me

You’re Mr. Lightbulb, burning out slow  
Shadows in the night just don’t let me go  
You’re Mr. Lightbulb, flicker and fade
Just like my night light, can’t look away

Mr. Lightbulb

SOMEONE NEW

Can’t see stars with all these bright city lights,
Same view tonight, so I just scroll till I'm blind.
Feels like I’m stuck in a loop i can’t escape from
Chasing a life that feels real, but just out of reach

City hum’s a rhythm that keeps my pulse from slowing down,
Every face reflects the same damn stupid ache that i can’t drown,
tell myself the noise I hear just still means i’m alive somehow,
But the feeling keeps on looping, I just don’t know how.

Chorus 
My desires are just like a 
High that never lasts forever
I keep falling just to feel it
Tell myself there's something better

Every heartbeat feels like static
Chasing highs through soft empty lies
Love’s a drug I take when I need
Just to feel a little magic

...

I wrote a book, but no one bothers to care.
They all forget, so I just drift to nowhere.
So I wrote this song to tell the world that I'm out there,
Still trying to feel something real in all this mess.

All these people moving like their time is always running out. 
Every dream feels so much cheaper when I see them chase it out.
I just keep my head down low and let the noise spin me around,
But the feeling keeps on looping — I just don’t know how, cuz

Chorus
My desires are just like a 
High that never lasts forever
I keep falling just to feel it
Tell myself there's something better

Every heartbeat feels like static
Chasing highs through soft empty lies
Love’s a drug I take when I need
Just to feel a little magic

Lift me higher
To a place, where the world can’t find me.
Lift me higher
To a place, where the world can’t find me.

All these people moving like their time is always running out, 
Every dream feels so much cheaper when I see them chase it out.
I just keep my head down low and let the noise spin me around
But the feeling keeps on looping — I just don’t know how.

My desires are just like a 
High that never lasts forever
I keep falling just to feel it
Tell myself there's something better

Every heartbeat feels like static
Chasing highs through soft empty lies
Love’s a drug I take when I need
Just to feel a little magic

Lift me higher
To a place, where the world can’t find me.
Lift me higher
To a place, where the world can’t find me.

desires

The morning dew, settles on my old childhood windows 
The people I loved are now like rain that falls on towns I’ll never see
Oh so far away, from my city

When I walk in the rain, it reminds me of life in late december
reflections I see in puddles still shimmer with faces I once knew
And maybe loved…

When the morning comes and love fades away…
And I just miss them more everyday and
The world moves on, as it always knew and
The clouds move softly, revealing the blue and 
I gotta feeling my heart will find something true
cuz every tear that falls will one day be morning dew

—
The evening rain drifting through my half-open window
And somewhere a song I used to love is playing softly in the distance
Oh, it fades away, like a memory

I miss the sun but it’s been hiding in a shadow
The days flow on like rivers that turn to rain and fall again on me
rain on me, so gently 

I lift up my face to the falling rain
Let it pour right over me
Every drop feels like a touch I once knew
That’s how they come back to me

When the morning comes and love fades away…
And I just miss them more everyday and
The world moves on, as it always knew and
The clouds move softly, revealing the blue and 
I gotta feeling my heart will find something true
cuz every tear that falls will one day be morning dew

ooooh
ooooh

Morning Dew

Summer has come,
but I'm all alone in my shadows
No one to hear
all my stories and sorrows

They keep saying, “it’s time to move on,
don’t look back where love is gone.”
Yes, you hurt me,
but I can’t let go if only so easy.

People say forget, it’s better this way,
cause' time will wash the feeling away.
Maybe they know what it feels like
but they can’t take my pain away.
Don’t need their saving, or their sympathy.
Just let me live with my love...

No way to sleep,
all these nights are endless without you.
It’s hard to breathe,
keep on checking my phone for you

You ignore me, and all my texts are
left unread for yet another day.
You won’t come back,
but i’m waiting here, still hoping for answers

People say forget, it’s better this way,
cause' time will wash the feeling away.
Maybe they know what it feels like
but they can’t take my pain away.
Don’t need their saving, or their sympathy.
Just let me live with my love...
Just let me live with my love...
Just let me live with my love...
Just let me live with my love...

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