I'm not tryna write a song 
I'm crying for help 
Caught me in the air caught me hanging from a belt
Living with the pain and I suck and reaching out 
I know this a sad song but I know its gunna help
I'm not tryna write a song 
I'm crying for help 
Caught me in the air caught me hanging from a belt
Living with the pain and I suck and reaching out 
I know this a sad song but I know its gunna help

And baby I don't know why you lie 
But I think I'm gunna go and lose me mine 
I been calling you and calling you 100 time 
Not a single think I do will ever change your mind 
On me 
Well now I know I don't belong 
I just saying how I'm feeling I'm not tryna write I song 
I be stressing everyday about the person I become 
You know I could do you dirty but ill never do you wrong 

I'm not tryna write a song 
I'm crying for help 
Caught me in the air caught me hanging from a belt
Living with the pain and I suck and reaching out 
I know this a sad song but I know its gunna help

help

all plats

help [drma x johnnyfriend]

ran away w/fridvy [benjithemachine]

@blackfridvy
@theacu1998
@asurxh

<3 <3 <3

Keep Walking +Fridvy [Asurah X Acu]

kiss me thru ur window >~< (prod.Emogotchi Lord Wavy)

featured artists @fijimar & @x_fujioka
prod by @brknglss & @kojowav

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for the first time fijimar + xfujioka (brknglss kojo)

shoutout @prodmichael the fucking goat

woah 
guess it didn’t work out 
oh my god 
you took me down a path that i didn’t really wanna go on
i was just trying to find myself 
find where i belonged 
i knew i’d end up by myself 
now i’m on my own 

and it hurts to say that i miss u 
really should have never forgave u 
after all the shit that we’ve but through 
yeah you hurt me but i can’t hate you 

all of the times that you told your pretty little lies 
yeah it hurt me inside 
yeah you make me wanna die 
yeah you make me wanna fly away 
no matter where i am it hurts the same 
i could be in paris , or i could be in space 
no matter where i go i still see ur face

paris (prod.michaelwarren)

w/ @imhxpeless
prod me & sample is 'People We Know Are Gone' by John Ward
mixed by me & hxpeless
cover by @bluelightt & me

-lyrics-
benji
i barely remember when
the trees had turned to red and I
hate how im stepping aside but I 
i know u love a goodbye so I 
baby I will try my best but
everybody left 
now I will never fall in love again
cause i hate all of ur friends
am i sorry it depends
now i dont wanna wake up

hxpeless
i just stare up in the night
thinking if this is goodbye
stg i hate my life
i wonder if she’ll even cry
tonight i just want u by my side again
ill die if u leave me and spend another night with him
and i been coping with my problems using substances
but waking up without u feeling like a death sentence
and its been so hard
with this pain on my chest and

i will never fall + hxpeless

benji the machine

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