feat @menthol100s
35 nights i been feelin like this
hope i die this time its my 85th attempt..

85th attempt w/ skeleton

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@menthol100s
original song: https://soundcloud.com/menthol100s/i-didnt-ask-to-be-this-way

i didnt ask to be this way cover

i need a boy who cries
wanna peel your skin and wear it like a sheep's enclosuring
i might've been a coward, but i'm just who i'm supposed to be
i've got a lot of problems, but i just cant share them openly
i know nobody cares as they all smile in my face knowingly
but all i knows, when you're with me
i wanna die, so slowly
and oh my mind, man it just bleeds
at just the thought, of you and me

boys who cry

thank you for the support it means the world to me i love each and every one of you

@prodpishogue on the instrumental show him love

lyrics:

cry me a river, im killing my liver,
im coughing my lungs out, the pills make me shiver
im pouring up liquor, i cant look in a mirror
that girl is a killer, i dont get why i miss her

it doesnt feel the way that it used to,
im used to love that is true, boo
im sorry but my worlds really changed girl
its a pain, but im moving on from you
i sit up in my room, looking at the stars
i wanna be a star, i wanna be a star
i wanna leave this gross town, and see better things
and see some pretty things, wont worry bout a thing

i feel like a dummy,
i always waste my money,
i always wanna seem cool,
im really such a damn fool

i really have no enemies,
you hate me youre a friend of me
you hate me well i do too
ill die before i end school

cry me a river, im killing my liver,
im coughing my lungs out, the pills make me shiver
im pouring up liquor, i cant look in a mirror
that girl is a killer, i dont get why i miss her

you make fun of me like i dont make fun myself every day

theres just no point at all
theres no one else at all

lets sit and watch the world burn together

i’m so sorry
i’m so sorry 
and i’m stuck
question if it’s even worth it
i feel like i fucking suck
and i’d rather kill myself 
than know that i’m a runner up
that's some subhuman shit
left me feeling disappointed 
yeah it was appointed 
but i feel i don’t enjoy it
why am i so pitiful 
i’m acting like a bitch
well then what fuck am i
is it even worth it
should i kill myself
i feel fucking worthless

(unprivated) i’d rather die than be a runner up

fool 

i know that i’m just your clown
wear makeup on my tears 
and all my honesty 
wish i could deal 
when your not around 
but i fear your becoming 
a part of me
 
i know that im just your clown 
tear my being 
for all of your
 comedy 
oh god
can you hear my vows 
don’t make me 
a part of this tragedy

im just ur clown 
makeup to hide
 all my insecurities 
you say that 
your never down
but i feel it whenever
 your fearing me 

come onto the dance floor
what you mean
you ain’t dance before? 
take one shot 
and take ten more 
took too much 
then throw up on the floor 
you said you just wanted more 
then you walked out that door
i can’t think 
my brains so sore
my eyes are tore
my wrists just pour 
FUCK

 i know that i’m just your clown
wear makeup on my tears 
and all my honesty 
wish i could deal 
when your not around 
but i fear your becoming 
a part of me

nothing you havent heard before

just experimenting shout out guitar bf for hopping on he goated asff prod bashful on yt cover meeeeeee333e

Guitarbf n Träsk (Fucking hate #hate #scum (ALL PLATS)

cut my brakez

this is what i heard from listening so this shit might not be accurate at all

saint peter and hail mary ive been waiting and preparing
i bought a barrel and some ammo soon my mind will be dismantled
imaginary fairies the reality is scary
as i rot alone and write another verse
i don't know why im talking i dont know how im walking
i fell like forty metres but im ???? (bro what)
just meet me at the middle my confidence is little
im running outta lyrics and my brain is growing brittle
just meet me at the middle likе malcolm in the middle
my confidencе is little so im alone singing riddles
oh no, oh no, fuck no

star - oh no (unmixed)

*67 - IVC IVC IVC

lyrics:
lemme cut in yo skin baby it wont hurt
lemme cut in yo skin baby it wont hurt
lemme cut in yo skin baby it wont hurt
U gon dig yo grave so baby turn that dirt
U gon dig yo grave so baby turn that dirt
Ur such a whore
Ur such a whore

U gon dig that grave, baby
Gun to yr head and up to yr face
I been going crazed, shrooms to the brain
Cart to the brain, feeling tweaked every day

I got meds, i dont take them
You got friends, imma take them
They gon prolly dig a grave too
They gon prolly dig a grave too

Yur gonna dig that grave U know that right }unloaded}

Where tf is keepsecrets (og)

produced by da holy fukcin ash

i was in lunch off the molly 
she said ima nobody
wish i had pills in my body 
wish she come thru do it sloppy 
i feel nothing when ur on me 
baby why u tweakin yk dat im jus a zombie 
i feel nun when ur on me 
see ur face its hauntin 
ruin our love so constant 
y u laughin at me ima zip my lips 
make me feel so dam useless
take my heart rip it to bits

wish i had pills in my body

would you die for me one (lucky mix)

its so #unreal really
add my discord benjiunreal

Yur gonna dig that grave U know that right }unloaded}

benji ⇱⊴⢾unreal

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gouge my eyes out

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