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written, produced, and arranged by Bennett Coast
additional production by Jah Landis

alongside Pizzaslime Records

lyrics:

last night sucked
i got drunk
started a fight
got fucked up
wont pick up
all your facetimes

making love
vacant love
with a black eye
losing touch
changing up
whats that feel like?

in your truck
you took me home
d-day in the morning
ash on my clothes
press your luck
till it explodes
thought he was my friend
dont say that again

last night sucked
i got drunk
started a fight
got fucked up
wont pick up
all your facetimes

making love
vacant love
with a black eye
losing touch
changing up
whats that feel like?

dont you find this place plain
this town drives me insane
im waiting for a change there's nothing here for me

putting makeup on
cover up my facial flaws
since a little one
i been putting makeup on
thought that i was strong
got arrested on your lawn
thought that i was wrong
you could say that

last night sucked
i got drunk
started a fight
got fucked up
wont pick up
all your facetimes

making love
vacant love
with a black eye
losing touch
changing up
whats that feel like?

my friends shit talk my friends its all out of control
your friends shit talk my friends its all getting so old
im alright
im alright
im alright
im alive

these are the ups and downs
these are the ups and downs
the hand i was dealt
no one to run to now, i know
these are the ups and downs
i know what i feel
and what i got into now, i know
these are the ups and downs
these are the ups and downs
these are the ups and downs
these are the ups and downs

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oly Night 11 is a quiet, contemplative chant designed for inner release—music for the “holy dark,” where fear can be placed down and something truer draws near.

This piece is part of our 12 Holy Nights practice (Dec 24–Jan 6): a rare spiritual window for reducing stimulants and distractions, cultivating darkness and quiet, journaling dreams, and meditating nightly. Each night is treated as a seed for the months ahead—dreams and impressions as gentle previews—music as a companion for listening.

Mantra:
“I let the old self fall away. I do not beg it to stay.”
“Into the holy dark, I place my fear— and something true draws near.”
“Release the false, rise in the true.”

Use it for evening meditation, sleep preparation, forgiveness practice, or any moment you feel ready to shed what’s no longer real.

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Holy Night 11 — Scorpio/November (Jan 3–4) _ “Let It Go”

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