Esidarap
2nd Kitchen Sounds
Hit Or Miss

Instrumentals:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e8knrkgzrew&feature=youtu.be

https://soundcloud.com/user-77550639/typebeat104?si=30462a72e2734700a317ccca39fe926f&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wVHOTPOJUI8

The Snake Tapes

Cashier

Recorded @ Second Kitchen Sounds

http://benholmesmusic.com

Pills prod by Chalk

C'mon Dog! Prod by CSPR Beats

What Is This Pt 2 Prod By willdeebeats

Beat https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3W2m7iT9QHg&t=3s

Recorded @ 2nd Kitchen Sounds

Please Dont Go To College Prod By bluewolf II

Beat: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xcwq5oF6EwQ&t=163s

2nd Kitchen
Esidarap
Hit or Miss

Benholmesmusic.com

Escobar's Hippos prod by Mothbox

Beat https://soundcloud.com/poorboy612/new-new11

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Lyrics
Bout to fuck around and make a whole Thanksgiving EP
Give you something to eat eat
Poorboy612 on the beat beat

I’m a bad dude I swear I’m a bad dude
Shoppin PETCO shelves for the most expensive cat food
And that’s per ounce
You turn up I’ll burn it down
Just existing till I come home and then get these words out
First down
For the away team
No ones cheering bro
Here he goes again when someone tells him he’s not lyrical
I’m about this
And they’re not about shit
I got the kind of vibe that says I’m the guy to match his mask to his outfit
Yeah
This is what we stay up all night for
This is why we store the sharpies in the knife drawer
Light four sticks of incense and extend six tenths of an inch
Even though it’s bent it’s been fun to keep up with the Joneses
It’s Ben at his wits end extending all the graciousness he can
Even when they wanna be shit friends
I don’t know everything
You don’t know shit though
Watch me use your whole nose
As a pogo stick yo
You don’t have the mind or the time to be mad at me
When the back of your head is a trampoline
And your fingertips are what I use to grab my cleats
Yeah
I’m in tune with the rhythmless
I’m off beat with the perfect pitch
Hit or miss
I named my company after that
I had potential
I don’t give a shit
I started all of this to get a kiss
Mwah
If it fits it fits
If it doesn’t then I’ll keep chuggin along
And you can suck a dick

I appreciate the feedback homie
I think you’ve got real potential
I think we all got potential
And I think it’s instrumental 
That I keep bangin the instrumental

All these beats were provided
And produced by Poorboy612
Big ups to Poorboy

I want a girl
Who will laugh for no one else
When I’m away 
She puts her makeup on the shelf
When I’m away
She never leaves the house 
I wanna girl 
Who laughs for no one else
No one else
Yeah

I already got that typa woman
She at the crib bout to give me some good lovin
I’m trying to be Adam Levining 
Meaning 
Everynight I wanna keep her comin
Woo
Maroon 5 on the trizzy
Mixed with Weezer and Benny keep em dizzy
Uh yeah
Poorboy612 and myself say happy Thanksgiving
Cancel that happy Indegenious people today
I’ma go listen to Weezer and play
Everything that I wanted to say 
Yeah

This is what you call a three in one (x3)
This is what ya
This is what ya

I’m about to be done
I’m about to be able to hit the stop button
But first I gotta do somethin

Gotta show you
What I’m tryin to avoid
Listen up
Every girl and boy

I’m a lyrical miracle animal 
And ya don't
Want a full handful
Because I be Benny B
As soon as I come up
Against all my enemies 
They be droppin
And they be like fleas
And they be like some flies
They be just like flies
And they be like me gettin denied
And they be like a lyrical spiritual animal
Everybody know that they gotta die
I’m a lyrical miracle spherical animal
Meaning I’m round
It’s meaning I’m fat
It’s meaning I gained some pounds
And then I never grew back
To my original size
I’m a lyrical miracle spiritual animal
Everybody wanna get a candle full of the wick
But they’re full of some shit
That’s what I’m trying to avoid
Yo
I don’t wanna go that fast
I’m just a man
That can rap
I’ve already had my chance
I’m not tryin to chase it 
Yo 
You could erase this
Yo
But hey holmes
You do give some really good feedback though
Thank you
Woo
Read the room

Uh I gotta go lay down
Fuck
I don’t know how old
It’s like this
It’s right here

I don’t know how old you think I am 
But I am so flattered by your misconception (round)

Poorboy612 killin them beats though
Poorboy612 killin them beats though

Turkey Day prod by Poorboy612

Beat: https://soundcloud.com/user-957474302/whole-lotta-1?si=6cc2df3323494ff298a83633f2de9681

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I dont need no promotion
I don't want special tratment
Just give me that
Just give me that
Unconditional love

Most of the time 
I know better than the notes that are lined
Up in the rows that I rhyme over with
Flows that I find up in the grocery line
Emotionless time
Holdin my own until opponents 'll die
I make believe a lot
I leave a lot out 
When I make believe 
To stop my self 
From chipping away 
At the blocks I need to bring 
To build it up
I build it up 
And every time I do
It's you that's there 
To tear me down again
Sometimes I swear
That's all you do

Hook x2

Hurt people hurt people
I'm on a war path motherfucker
We'll never be equals
It doesn't matter how much
You wanna put into the change drawer
You're still surrounded 
By the same four you paid for
The walls are closing in
My mind is playing tricks on me
It's no wonder why we get no sleep
Don't you get lonely
When there is no me
You aint gotta kick me out again
Bitch I'm gonna leave

Hook x2

Unconditional Love Prod by TastYMo$$

Beat https://tinyurl.com/eua47uu7

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2nd Kitchen
Hit Or Miss

Fantastic prod by JayP Music

We've said goodbye
Said goodbye
We've done all there is to do
We've cried
All there is to cry
Now the rests on you


He lived down in Ohio in an abusive relationship
Only wanted love but all his roommates hated him
Still kept a smile on him even when they didn’t 
Never understood why they turned that house into a prison
After a number of years he was so fed up he booked it
There wasn’t much to pack so he snuck out when they weren’t lookin
The streets were cold and lonely sometimes he’d doubt his decision
But each hour that would pass he grew to learn the systems
Where the food would be thrown out at different times of day
He scouted out some spots to sleep in that were out the way
The winter months were rollin in the leaves were turnin when
A concerned citizen must have spotted him and turned him in
When they came to get him he was underweight and messy
Brought him back to where they stayed to feed him and get ready 
For the new family to take him in with love and warmth and care
Not like his last arrangement when nobody knew he was there
A couple months of waiting and recuperating then
The door swung open one afternoon and there stood a young woman
Looked like she was from the city which was great he loved it 
Because where he had come from was a little shitty and Rustic
She picked him up and held him and the instant bond was formed
He felt comfortable around her and her aura was so warm
She told him with a smile she’s takin him home
to Michigan. Didn’t know where that was but they hit the road
While she drove he slept and was comforted by the sound
Of the tires on the pavement and he dreamed of this new house
He pranced inside when they arrived behind his mother
Around the corner came bounding a surprise. He has a brother
This is the kind of set up that he always wanted
Someone to hang out with and now he’s got it
They go to the park together and spend time playin round
Until they got tired out and came home and laid on the couch
Mom was there to feed em and look after all their care
Give em baths and cut their nails and their hair
He grew up and he grew stronger and more confident
Other family members would stop by and talk a bit
No complaints from him he was embraced wholeheartedly 
Everybody made him feel so welcome at the party see
The food was good the TV worked and the heat would keep them warm
The neighborhood they stayed in was safe and he felt reborn
But mamma had some boyfriends that would come and go as well
Sometimes they would fight and she would cry when they would yell
He would sit with her on the bathroom floor
And say mamma I’ma love you til you don’t hurt no more
You’ve done so much for us I owe you this for sure
As far as takin care of me you’ve got a perfect score
And everything we do as a family I love to my core
Look outside the sun is shining let’s go sit on the porch
One man started coming around more than the others
He could tell this one was nicer to his mother
So he approved of the relationship
They were a whole family unit now
In the summers they would go takin trips
He always got the best damn gifts
And the best snack chips
Some of y'all know how them stepdads get
He honestly couldn’t think of a better life
Sometimes it feels as if he got to live it twice
Never the smartest
He’d take a class and not ace it 
Still they’d pat him on the head and say 
“We love you. You did great kid.”
That kind of support is all that he had ever wanted
Pretty soon he was a teenager
And it was time for him to go to college
He didn’t take a favorite pillow or chair to relax in
Learned early on not to form material attachments
Wish we had more time 
This isn’t fair
Love you
We’re gonna miss you Blitzen Bear

Rainbow Bridge prod by Nicky Spacebum

Beat https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pDgklfw6QoM&list=PLYbEK4PpSVPIwsbfnjci1hznGHksI2L1M&index=4

Esidarap
2nd Kitchen
Hit Or Miss

Sweet Virginia prod by Julien

Beat https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O5JQTbvhzxU

2nd Kitchen
Hit Or Miss
Esidarap

Hook x4
It’s a wonderful day
Hope you’re feeling the same
If we’re doin ok we’re doin alright

I’m feelin colder than a Minnesota interstate
Driven naked in a Winnebago
With the windows open on a winter’s day
Chillier than a Tommy Hillfiger
Jacket that would be worn to mall in the 90’s
Or the cold sore on your sisters face
With a mind sharper than a long ginsu
I’m the fresh prince who
The kissed frog turned into
I’m a bear like Yogi
Quotable like Yogi Bera
Still hotter than calabrian peppers up in the marinara
You don’t wanna share a stage with us
Because our flair will tear up
Any credibility you got
Until it’s barely there bre
Now that’s embarrassing
I’m here for therapy
Watch their whole existence diminish to a baron era
All I’m sayin is that I feel amazin
Charly thanks for prayin
And to think I put this all together
With English being my second language
It’s not
I’m just playin

Hook x4

Now I spit bars
You better get back
Take feel good songs
And turn em into diss tracks
In my spare time I like to search Tik Tok
For tic tac sized nipple tit grabs
More of a boobie than an ass man
But I’m not tryin to throw that booty in a trash can
We can make it work
Let’s ask the women in the fan club
Which one they prefer
To be played with
Which ones they favorite
I talk bout philandering and Jackson fuckin hates it
Hahahahaha
But no she does not
She understands the creativity
And this is art
Plus I’m in the basement
Home is where I’m stayin
She has my heart
And she knows I would never take her for granted
Yeah
Fuck any kisses from other bitches
Because I know that my wife is amazin
Yeah

Hook x4

If We're Doin Okay We're Doin Alright prod by GoldenBare Productions

Beat https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Sx78r9RWzww

Esidarap
2nd Kitchen Sounds
Hit Or Miss

We don’t have to try anymore (x4)

Around here I’m the biggest fry
Everyone else is looking minimized in comparison
I’m the one they epitomize because I share the win 
Popeye on some spinach pie
Flows on some Brad Leone show, you know
It’s Alive
Skatin on the thinnest ice 
My persona needs to be winterized
(That’s how I feel) 
Kiss the vibe
Not talkin weight gain when I tell you that I mysticize
If you’re waiting on a verse from me get in line
Guests walk in the house and start to salivate again
I plate the creme brulee the dogs are chewin on alligator skin
Gotta cop that from a pet bistro
We only put stock in the stock stocked with the best misos 
Behold B. Holmes just as we know
The host of the evening crackin all the cheap jokes
Drinkin all the expensive beer
Ahh it feels so good that all of my friends are here

We don’t have to try anymore (x4)

We’ve been in this game we never settle we will love her
Their veil is thinner than a Weber kettle grill cover
Lookin outta place like a Nigerian white dude
Ben Holmes is colder than a Siberian ice cube
Try carrying my shoes for a change
Let me know if you wanna keep em
After a couple days
How can this even be the life
Jesus Christ B. is nice 
On the M-I-C Device
Old head in the buildin like does anybody need advice
Slicker than a sheet of ice
Quicker than the speed of light
Most of em never get to see the prize
Others of us never get to beat the vice
Some are smothered by the love of others
And succumb to meet the needs of life
At times I feel as if it’s not fair that I got here
After all those locked doors
After all those blocked roads
After all that hot air
They were talkin about how I’m not this
I’m not that and I never listened 
But some of em did
And I really miss em

We don’t have to try anymore (x4)

Emergency Room pt 2 prod by Perja Beats

Beat https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nWNKC5x3Ygk

https://www.thewordisbond.com/toroweins-and-benny-holmes-get-ready-for-some-frosted-flakes/

https://musicontherox.com/review/2022/notable-music-monday-releases-feb-14th-2022/

https://soundcloud.com/sensei-movement/sets/best-of-the-month

Esidarap
Hit Or Miss
Allowed Noise
http://benholmesmusic.com/

Crispelli's prod by Dylan

Beat https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EagroGKONdk

Esidarap
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http://benholmesmusic.com/

Benny Holmes
Check it
Check the levels
These are the levels
We’re so level headed
Check it yo

I keep doin more and more
I got the kind of prolific style
I have to pay for storage for
Sharper than a fork tine
I do four times
More rhymes
Than your mind
Pork rind crispy
I’m on a coarse grind
Ya followin the wrong process
You don’t want drama
Because you’re not all this
I’m done with dot com comments
F a bomb threat
I’m callin in a bomb promise
Out at your moms office
And there’s no stop on this
I wish I could tell you I get loose on a city scene
But I’m more about that reclusivity
I live in a younger mes fantasy
I’m a rapper that tries to say no to producers
And they just keep askin me
Passin me the fattest beats I’ve ever heard
Dappin me up
Hangin on every word
I stay with that Berkey water
What their sippins murky
And they only brought a Hershey bar to barter
Mercury’s in retrograde
They don’t even bother cauterizing the wounds
Until I’m brought up and leave the scene
Without being caught up
In any kind of trouble
Legally or mentally
Spiritually I let the artist stencil me
Art has been one of the bestest friends of me
Ostensibly
Back when Benny B was seventeen
Setting me
Up for a life of pain and anguish
I’m so vain it’s
Probably what it’s like to be famous
Without the accolades
Or the cars that go fast vroom
You can catch me probly vapin in the bathroom
Spent my early twenties tryin to get a backstage
Baddest rhyme I wrote is probly scribbled on the last page
Of a notebook I’ve never read or looked at again
Those who want to be the best at it
Also have to be the baddest friends
It just comes with the territory
I’m very sorry
That we couldn’t make amends
To this very poorly written scary story
That we’ve been written into
If I knew better I never would have met up at the venue
From bein a sales engineer
To designin the menus
This year I promise
There’s no way that we can lose
I spent my early twenties
Searching for some nerdy honey
Working till the earlies coming
Laundering this dirty money
I spent my early thirties
Denying every urge we see
Coming down the way
Except for when I’m always thirsty
I’ll spend my early forties
Mourning those dead before me
Soaring high above the competition
Never boring
I’ll spend my early fifties dreading my sixties
I’ll spend my early sixties
Reminiscing about this beat

And here we are
Let’s live in the moment
Let’s live in the moment
Yeah I also watched the superbowl mic’d up
Let’s live in the moment yo
Just do you just do you
For who you are right now
And I’ma do me for who I am right now
OK
And we’re gonna do both of us
We’ll both do each other
What?
I love you

A Rap To Nap To prod by ProdYear3000

Beat https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LVv3KTgNcok

Esidarap
2nd Kitchen Sounds
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http://benholmesmusic.com/

I’m on the payroll
So when the banks closed
The next day I stay up so late
And watch Bang Bros
And game shows
Puttin marijuanna in my face hole
Today I chose the gummy route
Walk around the house with my tummy out
And my boxers on
On the corner of my four post bed
You can be there’s a halo
Now they lay low
Like where the bass goes
Because they know
That my aims so ok
So so
Wait don’t go throwin shade
Cuz they don’t know
Who’ll catch that cold case
Toe tag
No place is safe though
OK Holmes they say
Till we leave em laid out
Like we’re bout to paint Rose
But this ain’t no Titanic show
This is that gigantic flow
This is this humongous
Teranisaurus tyrannical
Animal since the Danibles
Man’ll handle his mandible
Managed to brandish malice
Way faster than passes Stafford throws
I’m so rapalicious
And I’m so delicious
Some of these women love me
And they wanna give me kisses
I’m all about my business
I’m on the top of wishlists
I’m bout to fry they fishes
Light a candle do the dishes
This is what they call the man
Couple chubby office hands
In the peachy suburbs
Bumpin Stevie Wonder
I’ma dance
No need for a small advance
You’re about as tall as ants
And you think you keepin up with me
Oh brother not a chance
Everybody stop and freeze when I’m talkin
They wanna see the manager capish
Then I walk in
I’m on top
Better believe that I call shots
Puttin all the crosshairs
Right onto they bald spots
I buy a case of bordeaux
No more Four Loko
I’m bakin a Digorno
Watchin homemade porno
This is such a raunchy track
But I bet she call me back
Cause she’s lookin for a real one
And she knows I’ll be that
Miss me with the drama
Only kiss me and your mamma baby
I’m the greatest
Underappreciated accommodating
Premadonna crazy
Lead em on a lazy island with me
With no time for waiting
Tell me now
What are you contemplating
Hotter than some gas on fire
As a toddler my pacifier was a plastic lighter
I mean this mans a liar
Sometimes it’s hard to be balancing
Got these appointments with A&Rs
Scattered across my Calendly
Zoom meetings with publicists
New greetings and what is this
The true meaning of abundance
Yeah
And I’m still in love with it

Mwah
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2nd Kitchen Sounds
We do two then we out
Yeah
Happy bank holiday tomorrow
I’ll be napping
And rapping

Fish Sauce and Kewpie prod by Cowardly Beatz

Beat https://soundcloud.com/viewtifulday/jaded-instrumental

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https://benholmesmusic.com/

Bumpin 9 Crimes prod by viewtifulday

Beat https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ExntMnTmGZ0&t=1s

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Nothin But A Game prod by bluewolf II

Beat https://soundcloud.com/davidvine/sleigh-bells-jay-z-instr-184?ref=clipboard&p=i&c=1&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

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I'm on it
I'm on it 
I want it
I bought it 
I own it 
Drivin off the lot in it 
Haven't even drove it 
Then casually exposed it 
Whats happening with his homies
He wouldn't even know 
The road alone is cold and lonely
He travels along anyway
Fast as he can
And when he's lost
He panics
And goes back to the land
Vanity costs a lot 
Up out at fantasy  camp
I hack a piece off and eat it
Don't go challenge me that
Let's refer to this 
As the perfect time to burn a bridge
Or any other kind of turn of phrase  
Of words that works in this 
Wannna talk about your set all day
Oh yes I've heard of this 
Your sets been less effective
Than a blind Copernicus
As they cry and turn and twist
The guy behind em just like 
What is this 
Some kind of timed tied tourniquet kind of tournament? 
This is a baseball game
I'm sure it is 
Buddy
You can't pull a fast one on me
I'm too lucky

I'm Lucky
I have luck
Not too much
But enough
I'm Lucky 
I have luck
Good luck 
You're gonna need it 

They call me Hollywood Benny
Give your mommy good candy
Erotically probably 
And I'm proud to be your daddy
I gotta be work savvy
I'm bout to reserve happy
Get me? 
You got me? 
You copy?
Capeesh? 
I want you to understand me 
Catch me at the party 
Probly vibin by the door
Or residin on the silent side of safe
It's either or 
Stand in line behind em
I've been eyein all the guided tours
Try to silence all defiance
It's violence behind the boards
Whaaaaat?
Ya don't say
I'll take two the old way
I hide a can of crab under the driver's seat
Tryin to get banned from the cab with the finer things
Rollin down the block shovin music in my ear holes
Throwin what I've got at a problem 'til I'm the hero
I hop on a song and they're all complimentin me 
Now all the beats I wanna rap on are complimentary

I'm Lucky
I have luck
Not good luck
But I have some 
I'm Lucky
I have luck
Not good luck
But I have some

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Lucky prod by INSMNC **Lyrics Added**

Beat: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E42WRGj06hU

I'm bout to rap a lap on my Apple laptop
Till I'm so famous that I have to slap a paparazzi
Probably
Honestly that's not me
I'm the one in the back of the room that's screaming Yahtzee!
I already told you I'm lucky you say you got me
I said do you copy? 
And you said yes
Honestly I don't listen to anything
Anybody says unless it's that Ben's fresh
I'm a great listener
And I'm right up on your heels like a skate blister
I'm a shape shifter
Probly bout to go out on a date with her
She'll pay for dinner
Little bit of conversation and some great pictures
We Boomeranged the toast when we made it
It doesn't count unless your food isn't tasteless
We've got the game on lock like a gun rack
Birkenstock sandals and a sun hat
It's sunny in the D
I'm pickin money out the trees
Funny isn't sweet
And I'm honey to a bee
Serious as all get out
You're bout to head out 
Bet we got some minutes from the balance of your get down
I appreciate the challenge of increasing all our balances
And that is what the special occasion that you can stand or sit for
Is for
Or more towards support
Of course it's four courses
Does my Ford have four doors?
Pull my sword to gore
Too forceful for remorse
Floored when I hit em with a lyric at the door of the liquor store
It's four floors
I force the score North
The Porche horse
You're just a poor sport
On the porch of divorce court
Of course I'm nice
Corset tight
I drink Short's and more Short's
Explore in silence
Born to guide this tour tonight
Providing a whole bunch of poor advice
They salty like the oughtta be
They pray for a lobotomy
I wake up every single day it's like I won the lottery
I'm greater than I gotta be 
They say that I'm an oddity
Cause all of this has never really taken a lot outta me 
It's bada bing and bada boom
They wanna see what I can do 
And I can do a lot so they sit back and watch the mountains move
No shroom trip
Oh you rap too? That's woo sick
Wanna know where my flow's at right now? 
It's out on it's broom stick

I'm just like go go 
So pro pro bono
Whoa
And I bring it back like a yo yo 
On no don't flow
Whoa 
What is going on
I gotta go home
Yo
Get the Go Pro ready
Steady hold it close
Steady slope
Benny Holmes
Bet he knows
No spaghetti on any clothes
Ready to go

That's what it is and that's what it isn't

www.benholmesmusic.com

Rap A Lap prod by E.D.I.

Beat https://soundcloud.com/estepaxbeats/harpcore

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Expen$ive Beer prod. by Estepaxbeats

Beat https://soundcloud.com/wallygeba/gonzo-another-freestyle-unfinished

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OODA Loop prod by GONZO

Beat https://soundcloud.com/estepaxbeats/horsehead

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My day is spent creatively evading big major events
And evaluating what I'm able to take and then get
Save a bunch of people and forget a couple less
So when the day is done I'm able to come home and get some rest

Superhero Prod by Estepax

Beat https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wVHOTPOJUI8

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Fat Buddah prod by Andy Mitchell

Beat https://soundcloud.com/user-77550639/typebeat104?ref=clipboard&p=i&c=1&si=B5E2EB76B4BC40AFB03C6EEEB92D905D&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

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Mothers Day prod by Frame

Beat https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e8knrkgzrew&feature=youtu.be

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Pick Up
Allowed Noise

Cashmere Prod by Bleak Neon

Beat https://soundcloud.com/jake-hudak/a-damn-sandle?si=5ae78818ba184082bb82a772ee58d611&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

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2nd Kitchen Sounds
Hit Or Miss

Jared Fogle Rappers Prod by DjakeTheSnake

Prod by Estepax
Beat https://soundcloud.com/estepaxbeats/breaking-ground

2nd Kitchen Sounds
Hit Or Miss
Esidarap

Lyrics
All these rappers kickin rhymes thinking they special
All while I've been on the grind like a grey pestle
Paintin outside of the lines while they stay stenciled
Got my game on lock like a stray kennel
Kick rocks brother, sucker yeah spray pebbles
It's a lot of mother fuckers thinking they'd settle
For the fundamentals
And the grey temples
They look up to me
And they revel
I say what I'ma need to mean and remain mental
Happy Halloween you're green with them fake medals
They gotta scream when I heat up just like a flamed kettle
Where you at Estepax with the bass level?
Bring it back on the track we spray projectiles
They play wrestle
They barely break pencils
Buncha fake rebels
Salty
All of em
Must have ate pretzels
Fly around the spot like I drank Red Bull
I'm up at the top baby case settled
And I ain't that old
But they gassed me up so much in the past
I forgot about the break pedal
They say "Hey, Ben Holmes."
I say "Hey" then "No."
They say "Wait, lets go write amazing poems.
This is a great tempo for a basement flow."
And I say "Okay, just be on your way and go."
I'm worth my weight in gold
At the show they get way heckled
Buncha wasted potential
While I'm flyer than a space vessel
Bet I'll take your mammas to the crib
And bust a nut up on their face freckles
Better than the rest of em
They keep textin him
But I don't ever message em
Back cause the fact is I'm whack
With the lackadaisical attachments
I have with other rappers
I develop that
Sell it back to you
For some better cash
And when that is a fact
You're bound to never get it back
Get attacked if you try
Benny Holmes has been intact
Specially when rappin over a beat that's made by Estepax

Face Freckles prod. by Estepax *Lyrics Added*

Prod by https://soundcloud.com/toroweins
Cover Art by Toroweins and Benny Holmes

2nd Kitchen Sounds
Hit or Miss
Esidarap

Lyrics
1202 Mohawk where we first planted our flag
Had a lot to say about nothing and mad at my dad
The cuts were fresh not holding anything back
Gotta soundproof the booth we used my mattress for that
Worked part time in the Moosejaw warehouse
The holiday was over they said 'cool y'all get out'
Awoke around noon on a typical day
Stayed up underneath the moon like it would give it away
Out in the garage with a boombox 
Some beat CD’s two sweatshirts four tube socks
In the winter it was out there or in the attic
Others gotta wake up early they’re not havin it 
The roommates all loved what we were doin though
Buy our alcohol when we weren’t old enough
And listen to the music notes
Nothin but supportive and I hold that in a high regard
Incubator baby gave me life when I was trying to start
Drop out, no girlfriend no vehicle
Whole lotta swagger without really a reason to
I remember walkin into Panera with Davie
Like to eat here I’d have to dip into my life savings
Every other day I was leaving the bank
Livin below my means waiting for the seasons to change
Summer time was spent 
Walkin to the Custard Cup
Soon as the boss would leave
On his desk we’re rollin up a couple blunts
11 O'clock turn the sign off and lock the door
Bumpin Outkast Aquemeni we would mop the floors
Budding foodie
Fryin up dough from the Bisquick
Got a gig in the dish pit
Out at Big Fish
That era ended when Robert stole my laptop
I chalked it up to Robinhood givin back to the have not

(DJ Small)

I stay in Birmingham now downstairs from Ricky
I pay rent he owns the spot
And shares it with me 
Got some Casio keys 
Not a lot but a lot more
Than I had
In my head shit I was Scott Storch
My parents told me about recording school
Yeah right, I’m a musician and that’s boring fools
Get me on the mic
I’ve got this planned out 
Wait till I land down on my feet
Buy you a house you’ll see
What this raps about
Baby faced 08 didn’t give me no wreck
So I’m standing in the kitchen with my stimulus check
Bout to hit Guitar Center go get
Everything ya got
I’m bout to pay ya mortgage payment for ya baby no sweat
Did some travelin
Whoop
Unravelin 
Chicago, Illanois two hearts one javelin
Stuck the landin and then went back in and met nobody
Came home refurbished, introverted 
And not at all the parties
I’ma home body through and through
Nobody knows it’s you
And you got an advance!?
No but one outta two ain't bad for me
They paid cash to see me on stage
Took their paychecks and turned em into gasoline for me
To come see us live some people would drive miles
Worked all freakin night but the perfect weekend is my smile
I had babysitters makin 20 an hour off of my rhyme style
We’re movin to 9 mile

Era prod by Toroweins (scratches by DJ Small)

Produced by Ben Holmes

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Aint Nobody prod by Ben Holmes

This song was completed around 2013 maybe.

The producer Eddie Logix was getting into a lot of cool things with hand drum sounds on his releases at the time. So this beat was me trying to emulate that. I likely started the beat with the hand drum sample and did the rest of the stuff around that.

EILYOIUYFP prod by Ben Holmes

This song was completed around 2009-2010 in Eastpointe, MI.

I mention 3 people in the song, "Lacey, Meagan and Loopy." Lacey was my girlfriend at the time and Meagan and Loopy were her friends. I enjoyed hanging out with them one night and wanted to shout them out in a song. From what I remember, when they got around to hearing it, their feedback was "This is not good. Don't like it." or something to that effect. I have received that feedback countless times which I respect because the only way I can get better is to have people tell me that I suck a lot.

BTK prod by Ben Holmes

Prod by Ben Holmes

This was completed around 2009 maybe. In Eastpointe, MI. 

Tim was a friend from high school.

Heard About It ft. Timmy G prod by Ben Holmes

This song was worked from around 2008-2012. 

Hannah May
Joe Average
Tony Payola

Happy Birthday ft. Allowed Noise, Joe Average, Tony Payola prod. by Ben Holmes

Produced by Toroweins
Scratches by DJ Small
Lyrics by Benny Holmes
Mixed & Mastered by Toroweins
Artwork by Benny Holmes & @Toroweins

Lyrics
Hello everybody thanks for coming I am Hazelnut
Welcome in the party's getting started I am Hazelnut
Grab a seat a bite to eat need anything I’m Hazelnut
Nice to meet you make yourself right at home I am Hazelnut
(x2)

It’s my sister Sally’s seventh birthday and we’re gonna celebrate 
Invited a bunch of our friends over here for the special day
My mommies name is Jackie
My dad’s Benny Holmes
Earlier we went on a walk to the Pet Bistro
We got grass for the cats
And we got bones for the dogs
A bunch of sticks that they can pick up as they roam through the lawn
Waterbowls filled up
Bunch of them rope toys
Alligator skin snacks 
None of that Milkbone noise
I’m not much of a party planner
I’ve never done this before
But Sally I love you’re my sister
And I love that I’m yours
We’re gonna stick together
Never be lonely at all
My only hope is that I’m pulling this off
We got music in the basement
Humans for the face licks
Pup cups from Treat Dreams the best I’ve ever tasted
Pig snouts
Chicken and beef broth carrots
Who invited the parrot!?
Happy birthday! 

Hello everybody thanks for coming I am Hazelnut
Welcome in the party's getting started I am Hazelnut
Grab a seat a bite to eat need anything I’m Hazelnut
Nice to meet you make yourself right at home I am Hazelnut
(x2)

We got Hugo and Ludo the coolest puppies you know
Next to the hamster her name is Loophole
The puppy over there with the blue nose
That pit’s name is Bruno
The potbelly pig’s named Sumo
Kinda cool ya know?
Movin right along we got Jessica over here
Her dad’s a comedian, the one with the hair
My brother Blitzen’s home from college
And so Timo came too
As I look around the yard we’ve got a pretty great crew
Oh that’s my brother Chicken Nugget and he’s insane
That dad in the back, his name’s Chad. I forgot what his kid’s named.
Oh my goodness I’ve been havin so much fun
I didn’t know what time it was gather around everyone
I’d like to raise a toast
To my sister Sally Jesse Raphael I love you the most
Our little families life how wonderful it is
And may tonight go on until every butts been 
Sniffed! 

Hello everybody thanks for coming I am Hazelnut
Welcome in the party's getting started I am Hazelnut
Grab a seat a bite to eat need anything I’m Hazelnut
Nice to meet you make yourself right at home I am Hazelnut
(x2)

Ben Holmes & Toroweins - Hazelnut (scratch by Dj Small)

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Toroweins x Benny collab. Coming 2024
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