Not Feeling Myself, latest from Benson featuring N2o Prod by. Benson's Beats. Wrote this one whilst going through the worst years of my life.
This one was recorded 2 years ago only lately have we had a stable place to stay have I been able to give it enough attention for release.
Don't let anything stop you living your dreams and getting work done.
Ep & rando single's on the way.
More to come stay frosty
Engineered Produced Mixed & Mastered by: Patrick Benson.
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Not Feelin Myself - Benson Ft. N2o

Song Name - Robo Cybertronic Ninja Wrecking Ball
Artist - Benson
Album - Smart Arse Dumb Shit
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Uh oh now cower down this beats building while i break it down i bring this sound round from the south from underground now out ya mouth 
*so catchy*
Taking over mind control it's my time now but im boutta roll on out say bye bye time to fly on james bond shit like its golden eye.
Swoop down.
Never to be seen again i'll hide away in the deepest end like a great white shark never tan again i'm the coldest shit so chill my friend.
Get back get back frozen in time cant react you're fucked
Get back get back before i step on you all
So fucked
Get back get back before i go and react too much
Get back get back rampage on sony player one is back
(Bridge)
Im like a fuckin giant at the moment yeah stand up so tall stand up so tall
(Hook)
I am feeling ten foot tall
I dont give a fuck at all
I am like a robo cybertronic ninja wrecking ball
(Verse 2)
Nuh no stoppin this when i'm in this.
Damage is anybody's business 
I am gonna crack skulls with a tomb stone
Then i'm gonna kick foes in the back bone
Snap those when i hit with the big shit.
Sit there lookin like a silly big tit
Flop around on the floor for alittle bit
Seize the day not the floor or go and thow a fit
Get it if u want it you can really go and talk it but i'll be the one to walk it if you wanna get retarded be so stupid fuck yourself or cuddle cupid bitch i be the one to do it you dont wanna go and do it do ya go and be secluded
Go on go and hide away be so scared entire days
I don't care and i wanna say your not so big mr stomachache
Nervous lettin that belly shake.
Crumble down like a cadbury flake
Flake away like everyday when i am round you runaway.
(Bridge)
Im like a fuckin giant at the moment yeah stand up so tall stand up so tall
(Hook)
I am feeling ten foot tall
I dont give a fuck at all
I am like a robo cybertronic ninja wrecking ball

Robo Cybertronic Ninja Wrecking Ball - Benson

Song Name - Smart Arse Dumb Shit
Artist - Benson
Album - Smart Arse Dumb Shit
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(Verse 1)
Now Back with the kinda shit you wanna kick back puff on ganja with 
Another page from the wordsmith go back in time with a monolith
Want proof left a heiroglyph in egypt about a dog shit in a shitty time when i stepped in it and i slid around i nearly lost it see.
Only know how to mirk microphones 
Do it so easy lazy bones
Dip u in the see davy jones.
Hunger strike till i'm only skin and bones.
Dude i don't wanna hear another word from you.
Beat you black and blue like you eatin bamboo.
Wonder now how long until ya gettin it through that head see benson is ahead of the crew
(Hook)
Smart arse dumbshit smart dumb shit poopin out the idea of this bein better than what it is uh Smart arse dumbshit smart dumb shit anything that i ever did or ever said just contradicts yeah.
(Verse 2)
Get ahead of myself when i rip this 
Sick shit illnness is my buisness
So busy now for some biscuits
Cant quit when you lay apon a precipice
Afterlifes active if you live in a ditch
could it ever change? Never toggle the switch
Weighing on my brain no matter the pitch
If you found the way wonder what is the hitch
Exactly what to do?
This ol brain won't carry you it'll let you down and parry you then disengage and marry you to a demon. Think of what to do
Work it out before it's taking you
It Could be so dumb it could be the move
It could be so smart no mistaking poo.
(Hook)
Smart arse dumbshit smart dumb shit poopin out the idea of this bein better than what it is uh Smart arse dumbshit smart dumb shit anything that i ever did or ever said just contradicts yeah.

Smart Arse Dumb Shit - Benson

Song Name - Negative Shit
Artist - Benson
Album - Smart Arse Dumb Shit
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(Intro)
Had enough now had enough now had it.
Had enough now had enough 
back at it
(Verse 1)
Enough of this negative shit
I don't wanna keep living this
I just want something different
What matters what the difference is.
I could bout take anything anything slightly resembling better days and better ways to cope in hopes of managing myself.
Cause i all i ever see is hell and deceitful cunts aswell they can't get over themselves cause their small like little elves.
Keep away from me i just wanna be i don't wanna flee why can't you see.
I'd run and then you would just say who is the one we are runnin from? Me?
(Hook)
No Negative shit man i dont need 
No negative shit keep away from me
No negative shit man i dont need not near me no not near me
(Verse 2)
Not round me don't need this now
Its gettin outta hand how
Its poppin like its kung pow 
Im kickin arse and sayin chow.
You know i know the way how.
To aim right there between the brow.
I never tried punchin down
Thats hard when you are always round
Laters bitch i never see you again.
Comprehend hard to explain and not condesend.
Apprehend those feelins you feel in the end.
Recommend that you back up 
All the corpses stack up 
Try holdin me down settin me off and blowin me up now.
(Hook)
No Negative shit man i dont need 
No negative shit keep away from me
No negative shit man i dont need not near me no not near me

Negative Shit - Benson

Song Name - Fallout
Artist - Benson
Album - Smart Arse Dumb Shit
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(Verse 1)
Was the brightest day when the album dropped
All was blown away now it all will rot.
When the clouds went up as the beat dropped
Killer with the sound all in earshot
Lost all they hear and all near and dear still they endeer this fear now
The benson sound when it goin down never knowing if ya brain's blowing out
Radiatated gays in a rainbow haze.
get ya dad kissed with these wicked ways
I dont even care swear i'm really straight
Damn Son get off of my dinner plate
You dont want it when i wind this fucker up  gonna rip another hole 2nd to ya but
Pretty easy way out when you think you've had enough
But i cannot even hear you over being this rough.
Wha poosh when i go and slap u
Ya feel so soft le cordon bleu 
Takin you out with the kung fu
And i get to Dressin up as a ghost of you.
Then i take ya mum to chose where to bury you.
Then she says that theres no forgetting you
Men in black shit with the lazer too
Ask about you only answers who?
(Hook)
In the fallout you just melt away in the fallout radiate the haze in the fallout its a nuclear day in the fallout now ya beds are made in the fallout
(Verse 2)
Fall away in the mushroom
I dont need a day or need much room. 
To devise a way to destroy you.
Say what i say just like dejavu 
same same but nobody knowing different.
Lame lame coulda tried an independent
Shame shame mainstream is a business.
Tie it in with the easter bun and christmas.
Listeners ghosts have been haunting.
State of the show now its so daunting.
Shiny casper what's he flaunting
Middle finger only taunting
Psycho man in the flooded night.
Hide your neck or he'll take bite
Vampire hiding from the light
When the sun goes down better run and hide
Blood runs Colours do too who exactly fights for you?
I dont care for a government suckin on the souls of every man old fucks couldn't even comprehend this song
Never even knew where their bits belong.
Hook hits ill shit rip em all a little bit nothing to resemble anything that you could think of it.
(Hook)
In the fallout you just melt away in the fallout radiate the haze in the fallout its a nuclear day in the fallout now ya beds are made in the fallout

Fallout - Benson

Song Name - Hatred
Artist - Benson
Album - Smart Arse Dumb Shit
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(Verse 1)
I wonder why they run and hide when i say hi
Like its scary every thought of a goodbye
I'm really not that weird for a white guy
Nautredaume like i sit around and just cry.
Outcast on the brink of insanity 
Never once could i try to slightly fit in humanity.
What i am is what you get and sometimes that is profanity atheist my own god screaming fuck christianity appease this everyone can suck a fuck out a big dick couldnt care less of jesus or of saint nick its a ploy just for you to go and spend big you dont believe this you best believe it.
What i witness is a bunch of all these rich kids with a legal business parasitic witches modern day bitches milkin all the riches ringin out the rags that lay apon the ditches.
(Hook)
Hatred taking its toll on you taking all that you ever knew
(Verse 2)
Hatred went and took a toll on you you always knew the way but don't know what to do.
So lost in the doo dooscarys om the wall with the voodo
got a doll of you give a poke poke
Gonna burn the dude in the smoke smoke
When you feel the heat need a soak soak.
How bout i let you free now i joke joke.
Happens so fast when the world is burning you down. Change expressions when you try to smile only can frown. Keep ya head above your chin or you're likely to drown. Wonder when the end is coming fuck this fucking around.
Cheat codes for the mental games
Triple A but the shit is what they play.
Fraudulent with the word and these claims
Boutta change how they think that they always know the way
(Hook)
Hatred taking its toll on you taking all that you ever knew

Hatred - Benson

Song Name - Fitting
Artist - Benson
Album - Smart Arse Dumb Shit
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(Verse 1)
Everything that i ever learnt is now turnin up side down feel the earth turn round everything's unsound all we done unwound happenin year round goin down southbound.
From the hell to the heights of the clouds and the lights from the sleepless nights to the morning frights.
Stainin brown them whites shit the bed tonight.
You're not crying right? Grip ya blankey tight
Ooo yeah i get so scared 
I am not fitting in anywhere
Things are always changing and i'm never prepared. Someone is a knocking but nobody is there.
Whats this shit now i'm pulling my hair looking at a nothing and i blankaly stare if i went to hell maybe devil may care. Someone probably gotta cause i don't i swear.
(Hook)
The thoughts are always there and i cannot escape this feeling like i don't fit in and everybody is indifferent world is caving in and everyone is hiding indoors i wonder why we stay hidden away in this darkness.
(Verse 2)
Hidden away in the darkness i rock
Dont need to shoot ill smash ya face with a gunstock.
Sendin these microphones to hell with my cheap talk.
You wanna dance Ill lay you out apon the sidewalk
I never let up and everbodys fed up.
Sick of tryna keep up with the bense its such a g up.
Next you wanna be up slice your throat to see up
Once u was a bully now the one thats being beat up.
Ah huh
Choke slammin everyone in the playground.
They wanna tease a little kid about his birth now
And how the markings on his skin are patchy white and brown and how his sisters disability's a put-down.
So funny stick out like a sore thumb no money lookin like a poor bum.
Wheres mummy home you better run.
Socialise they said it'd be so fun.
(Hook)
The thoughts are always there and i cannot escape this feeling like i don't fit in and everybody is indifferent world is caving in and everyone is hiding indoors i wonder why we stay hidden away in this darkness.

Fitting - Benson

Song Name - On The Final Day
Artist - Benson
Album - Smart Arse Dumb Shit
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(Verse 1)
The day i realised the day i know.
Everybody now where'd they go.
Want respect i put on the show
Big notin now only woe.
Told myself i never need them.
But i need them yes i need them almost everbody feelin these feelings but i never know about these dealings with these bros.
I dont fit in fo sho! Thought i didn't give a flyin fuck but i did tho.
Now i'm on my own with the dial tone.
No one left to call why i need a phone.
I don't even know wish i had a wishbone snap it then im wishin for a whole new home put it underground fuck a garden gnome i don't need that shit in my mummy tome.
(Hook)
On the final the day, the day i woke up 
Spent majority of it wishin doors weren't closed up.
See On the final day, the day i woke up.
Yeah I shot my own foot while i'm burnin bridges up.
(Verse 2)
Pushin them all away put em in the back where they best stay.
Fadeaway out of my life is the best place for a good day.
Get on my wrong side give a fuck tell me your name upchuck vomit everywhere when i think of you whats there else to do when they mention you.
Bed and breakfast in flames burning pictures in frames forgetting all of their names no one needs a stupid friend named james. 
All they do is play games.
Actin all quite the same.
Shame we judge success on how we're liked by these lames.
(Hook)
On the final the day, the day i woke up 
Spent majority of it wishin doors weren't closed up.
See On the final day, the day i woke up.
Yeah I shot my own foot while i'm burnin bridges up.

On The Final Day - Benson

Song Name - Introoutro
Artist - Benson
Album - Smart Arse Dumb Shit
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(Verse 1 )
Started doin this shit ten years ago
When i was the age of nineteen years old
I didn't know one thing or was i told
Didnt give a fuck on ahead i rolled
Recorded all right there in my bed room
5 dollar mic clippin thru the headroom
N2o sayin this is good is that you?
Tell me what was a bense supposed to do?
So invested dollars for a better mic
Interface monitors we're set right?
Fell in love fallin out with the music 
Had equipment didn't know how to use it.
Tryna make something just to be seen.
Like almost everybody else in the scene
Just talk emselves up rap about boobs and green. Tiger blood crazy shit like charlie sheen.
About this the time that i wanna pack it up.
Got a job got a car even got a pup
Every night poundin down grog in a cup
Fuck around fuck around fuck myself up
Probably the time i needed music most 
Thought a 9 to 5's and easy way to chill n coast
Now my fuckin soul was toast and i'm burning most so i did my utmost but became a ghost.
(Hook)
Ment to be the outro ment to be outro this was spose to be the intro now its bout to be the outro chow
Ment to be the outro ment to be outro this was spose to be the intro now its bout to be the outro chow
(Verse 2)
A couple years went by and again im a listener.
Learnin instruments and again a beginner
Started up again so hungry for dinner getting passionate now now my chops are more chiller
I gotta van a little girl and a studio too
Somewhere to sleep and a backyard to poo.
Spent a couple years in the stix dude
Perfecting my craft its a prelude
Shoutout to n2o and all he's done for me
I only got this love for his family
Keepin me sane in this galaxy
Do anything for you practically.
I'm here to mirk this music let me do it
When the moonlit kill the fuckin movement
Meditate and practice self improvement
Dont rot away apon the shelf lets do this
Bounce, now i'm making my way out
Retiree gettin fat from takeout
Fall asleep in front of tv's stakeout
Dad bod's in this bitch tummy's break out.
Maybe i'll be back on another day until then its chow sayin laters babe.
Changes changin up on me in big ways i know that now till then it's music everyday
(Hook)
Ment to be the outro ment to be outro this was spose to be the intro now its bout to be the outro chow

Introoutro - Benson

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Latest Single from Benson, Everybody Needs You is a hip hop/alternative track produced by Benson@bensonsbeats8683
Heavy one, this is how I cope making this music, I hope it helps someone when needed, there's always someone to talk to, you're not alone.

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Everybody Needs You - Benson

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Oldie but a Goldie to me but new to all you. This one I wrote the hook and first verse 3 years ago with intentions of having other's feature with me. No one jumped on it so I recently wrote the second verse and re recorded it.
gonna take a break on this rap shit and adventure new sounds very soon, this isn't the end but only the beginning.

Fading Away - Benson

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