Yo, i'm sittin back, I'm in this Melbourne state of mind,
Past mistakes, replayin’ like I'm stuck in rewind,
Too many scars, too many I can't forget,
I wish I never hurt you, now I'm filled with regret.

Too many flaws, but I ain’t that guy no more,
I was lost in addiction, man, I was stuck on the floor,
Now I’m risin up, watch me flex, gotta grind,
Give me one more shot to show the man I’ve designed.

Bitches call me crazy, yeah, I was off the track,
But now I’m ballin’ harder, ain't no lookin' back,
You saw the low me, now  see the high,
I’m a king in the game, so give me a try.

Lost without you, can’t you see?
Without you I’m lost, don’t know who to be,
Could’ve been dead, before twenty-three,
But I’m alive now, just want you with me.

Thuggin’ through the nights, I was chasin’ that high,
But now I’m hustlin’ hard, got my eyes to the sky,
Flexin’ on the haters, I'm the man on the grind,
I wish you could see me, in this Melbourne state of mind.

Fucked up my chances, now I wanna rewind,
Show you the glow up, leave the past behind,
You still see the old me, but baby, I’ve grown,
Ain't that same guy no more, now I'm sittin on the throne.

Too many flaws, but I ain’t that fella no more,
I was lost in addiction, man, I was stuck on the floor,
Now I’m risin up, watch me flex, gotta grind,
Give me one more shot to show the man I’ve designed.

So here’s my confession, hope you hear the sound,
Melbourne state of mind, but I’m lost and I’m found,
You make me better, baby, can’t you see?
I’m a different man now, just come back to me.







Melbourne State Of Mind

Yeah… it’s me versus you.
Demons, addiction, voices in my head —
I ain’t runnin’ no more. So let's fuckin go head to head.

Yo, you thought you had me strung out, smoke filling my lungs,
Laughin’ in the shadows while you’re playin’ with my brain,
But I’m back with a vengeance, fists swingin’ with rage,
You were writin’ my death — I just burned up the page.
You’re the voice in my skull, sayin’ “hit it, don’t quit,”
But I spit in your face — you ain’t runnin’ this shit,
All those nights in the gutter, hearin’ whispers of death,
Now I’m rippin’ out your tongue, feel the heat of my breath.

This is war you know, I ain’t bowin’ to lies,
I’m the storm in the night, I’m the flame that won’t die,
Every demon in the dark better run from my sound,
I was lost in the fire — now I wear the crown.

Psychosis had me twisted, visions stalkin’ my head,
But I stomped on those nightmares, now they runnin’ in dread you know,
Drugs tried to chain me, drag me back to the grave,
But I cut through the shackles, I’m a warrior, brave.
You fed off my pain, every tear, every scar,
But I weaponized the struggle — now I’m shootin’ for stars,
So come step in the ring, I’ll dismantle your scheme,
I turned hell to my hustle and my scars to my team.

This is war you know, I ain’t bowin’ to lies,
I’m the storm in the night, I’m the flame that won’t die,
Every demon in the dark better run from my sound,
I was lost in the fire — now I wear the crown.

So demons, listen close — this the end of your song,
You ain’t breakin’ me down, I been strong all along,
You can haunt, you can whisper, you can scratch, you can bite,
But I’m the king of my soul — and I’m takin’ back my life.


This is war

yeah, get this right,  I was buried in the black where the light don’t live,
Heart cracked, soul snapped, nothin’ left to give.
Pop pills, sip poison, tryna muffle my brain,
But the shadows in the corner kept callin’ my fucking name.

Hallucinations, I’m swingin’ at ghosts in the mist,
Grip slippin’ on reality, I’m clenchin’ my fists.
Voices hissin’ in my skull like they own my fate,
Said, “Boy, you’re done,” — I said, “Bite that fuckin bait.”

I fight that hate with a blade made of blood and grit,
Every scar on my skin got a war tied to it.
I’m a product of the pain, now I weaponize rain,
Turnin’ storms into bombs when I’m breakin’ these chains.

From the ashes I rise — no disguise in the light,
Every demon in my vision gettin’ dropped on fuckin sight.
Yeah, I walked through hell with the fire in my veins,
Now I spit like a flamethrower meltin’ my chains.

Yeah, my crew fell off, I was left with the wreck,
Saw a corpse in the mirror with a blade to my neck.
Had to claw through the mud, had to gut my fear,
Spit truth in the face of the lies I hear.

Recovery’s war — ain’t no peace, no truce,
It’s a battlefield mind where you bleed for proof.
But I sharpen every scar till it cuts like steel,
Now my tongue’s like a weapon and my words can kill.

Speed flow venom, I’m ahead of my past,
Every nightmare I had couldn’t outrun fast.
Now I’m blastin’ through the pain, got my fate in my grip,
Turnin’ trauma to a nuke when I let that rip.

Now I breathe with a growl, got a crown on my scars,
Made a throne from the bones of my mental wars.
The man in the mirror’s not a ghost — it’s me,
Fully loaded, battle-coded, finally free.

From the ashes I rise — no disguise in the light,
Every demon in my vision gettin’ dropped on fuckin sight.
Yeah, I walked through hell with the fire in my veins,
Now I spit like a flamethrower meltin’ my chains.

so here I come breaking my chains, from the ashes I rise no disguise in the light Every demon in my vision getting dropped on fuckin sight!

Dropping my demons

Yeah, all I do is let you down,
Demons in my head still spinnin’ round,
But I’m climbin’ from the grave, no fear in my chest,
If I made it through hell, I can handle the rest.

Yo, I was lost in the shadows, seein' demons in my head,
Addiction was a beast, had me wishin' I was dead.
Poppin' pills like candy, feelin' so fuckin low,
But I rose from the ashes, now I'm ready for the show.

Wakin’ up shakin’, sweatin’ through the night,
Had the devil in my veins, but I still chose to fight.
Friends turned their backs, said I’d never survive,
Now I’m laughin’ in their face, motherf***er, I’m alive.

Somebody save me, I’m breakin’ these chains,
No more livin’ life in a psychotic daze.
Flexin’ on my haters, tell 'em f*** what they said,
I’m the king of my throne, let ‘em see me instead.

I was strung out, bitches takin’ my pride,
But I dug deep inside, now I’m ridin’ the tide.
Lost friends to the powder, lost years to the drink,
Damn near drowned but I climbed from the sink.

See the blood on my knuckles? That’s the fight in my soul,
See the cracks in my heart? That’s what made me whole.
I ain’t bowin’ to the pain, I ain’t chained to the past,
Every scar that I wear is a crown from my youth.

Somebody save me, I’m breakin’ these chains,
No more livin’ life in a psychotic daze.
Flexin’ on my haters, tell 'em f*** what they said,
I’m the king of my throne, let ‘em see me instead.

Cold nights on the floor, hearin’ voices in my head, 
Tellin’ me I’m worthless, feedin’ off my fear.
But I fought through the madness, fought through the lies,
Now I’m standin’ on the mountain with the fire in my eyes.

From the gutter to the stage, from the cell to the mic,
Every battle that I faced gave me fuel to ignite.
I’m the product of the struggle, the pain and the grind,
If you wanna see strength, b***h, look in my eyes.

No regrets, no chains, just war in my veins,
I’m the storm in the night, I’m the fire through the rain.
Told myself “you enough,” when nobody believed,
Now I’m standin’ tall, free from all the disease.

Somebody save me, I saved my own name,
Broke out the system, I ain’t playin’ their game.
Flexin’ on my demons, f*** the past that I bled,
I’m the king of my throne, let ‘em see me instead.


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