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Without them this track wouldn't be possible

|| lyrics ||

you keep your sunshine in a bag
you told me i could have some 
if i could find you hiding in this forest
you’re trying to play tag
(you)
brought baskets full 
(of lovely) 
food for us and the animals

i can barely breath the afternoon breeze 
taste the cherry red that covers your cheeks 
while the blankets lay under the leaves 
i can safely say, is all that i need

had to rest where the river bends
thought that i would choke 
well it was just a smokescreen 
and i’m ready to dive in
(you)
keep things rational
(what a lovely)
way to bath and cleanse my soul

i can barely breath the afternoon breeze 
taste the cherry red that covers your cheeks 
while the blankets lay under the leaves 
i can safely say, is all that i need

thanks for downloading my stuff <3

cherry red || prod. Rook1e & j'san

please go give the homie https://soundcloud.com/mc_pote some support. He is a great producer and was kind enough to let me sing over his beat <3

also a shout out to https://soundcloud.com/tsudaime who is backing me on the last hook <3

|| lyrics ||

turn the faucet on 
baby don't let me drown 
while i wash the pills down
wash the pills down
tap water in my cup
sick to my mother fucking guts
sick to my mother fucking guts

life before my eyes i rummage through these wise old wounds
took so many pills i'll plummet in my bed quiet soon
could be dead by noon
unless you...
(unless you)
lost my count of all the chances that have passed on by
all the phantoms keep on dancing round my tired eyes
they could take my life
if they want to...
(if they want to)

turn the faucet on 
baby don't let me drown 
while i wash the pills down
wash the pills down
tap water in my cup
sick to my mother fucking guts
sick to my mother fucking guts
(but i'm feeling like you wont)

turn the faucet on 
baby don't let me drown 
while i wash the pills down
wash the pills down
tap water in my cup
sick to my mother fucking guts
sick to my mother fucking guts

Stream

tap water || prod. mario

this is actually from an older project of https://soundcloud.com/nohidea tracks i was working with that, sadly, i never got the chance to finish. i still might someday but right now i want to put a track out from it that hits pretty close to how i'm feeling as i deal with some personal issues. thank you everyone for your support. it means the world to me <3

also please go support https://soundcloud.com/tsudaime who is a close friend, great person, and incredible talent

|| lyrics ||

my days feel so gray
when i'm not found
can't get my thoughts straight
my mind is sound

how'd these thoughts break in?
all they say
burns right through my skin
i'm thankful for the rain
i feel so nauseous 
bath in my sorrows
why can't i stop this?
long for tomorrow 

my days feel so gray
when i'm not found
can't get my thoughts straight
my mind is sound

my days feel so gray
when i'm not found
can't keep my thoughts straight
my mind is sound

i feel so nauseous || feat. tsudaime || prod. Nohidea

i know it's been a long time since i've uploaded. the loss of a close family member had really thrown me off course but now i finally seem to be making my way back. i want to say thank you to everyone who listened and supported me while i was down. you're all the reason i was able to get back up. i'm beyond grateful for that <3

also a massive shout out to @sugiwa who's track was the first to inspire a full song out of me. he was kind enough to let me use his production so give him all the love you can. he's worth it :)

|| lyrics ||

i've tried to. . . . .

i've tried to hide behind these garden walls
where i feel lush and though i cannot grow,
i know my roots are withered and old
they've lost the will to guide me home,
i loft below the lively oaks

palms on the pinewood walls
tears with the spirit of rainfalls
runs down the tears in my clothes
hold you cold but not close
there's no shade in a looming sun
frostbitten fakes only fool me once
gold rolled chains only fool me once
a few bad days till they come undone
often a quick eclipse 
locked in the risk of love
losing it hurts too much 
no need to live like this
i've dug my own grave
don't disturb me
leave me lonely

so i can hide behind these garden walls
where i feel lush and though i cannot grow,
i know my roots are withered and old
they've lost the will to guide me home,
i loft below the lively oaks

garden walls || Prod. Sugiwa

Music Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Oxp6O9SsKbo

Please go support the homie https://soundcloud.com/mvnitou 
He's such an incredible and underrated producer and he deserves all the love we can give him <3

Same goes for https://soundcloud.com/erameld who put together the mix and master on this for me 

|| lyrics ||

leave me buried 
by your lovely bones
they don't scare me
oh your lovely bones

leave me buried
all the creatures came to pray
put me in the earth
let the soil have its way
they don't scare . . . . .
(from the angel's strings)
why does time take all things?

it's long enough
oh this life, it's long enough

leave me buried 
by your lovely bones
they don't scare me
oh your lovely bones

these sirens are beautiful 
and vibrant as usual
this hybrid of indigo 
and silence is ever cold
cold

Singles

Lovely Bones || Prod. мvnιтoυ (Music Video In Description)

- Project coming soon -

Please go check out https://soundcloud.com/teeawgo and https://soundcloud.com/mvnitou both of them are amazing deserve so much love <3 

|| Lyrics ||

Flowers in the fields 
Love the way it feels she say
Ooh la la
Ooh la la
Ooh la la
(We're living)
Head over heals
I love the way it feels I say
Ooh la la
Ooh la la
Ooh la la

She lives so bougie
Drip like the sea 
Though she tease cuz she only sip fuji
Saphire and rubies
The beauty
All this blood rushing got me woozy
She so dope
I can tell by the fireflies though
She don't live for the nightlife or
She don't live for the sidelines though
She gonna aim for one hit then two hits
For a knock out till I black out with blue lips
Put my whole body in the tulips 
Check the blueprints before she abuse the fact there's

Flowers in the fields 
Love the way it feels she say
Ooh la la
Ooh la la
Ooh la la
(We're living)
Head over heals
I love the way it feels I say
Ooh la la
Ooh la la
Ooh la la

my baby bath bombing sipping from a bottle
she au naturel looking like a model
i think i found my el dorado ay you golden
i be back right round tomorrow
no need to hold me to it
she a gem topaz in her irises
i think that she a 10
really ain't no hiding it
flying high in a trance
she ain't even trying like
why would she play pretend
if this were my dying breath
by her side in the end

Flowers in the fields 
Love the way it feels she say
Ooh la la
Ooh la la
Ooh la la
(We're living)
Head over heals
Love the way it feels
Ooh la la
Ooh la la
Ooh la la

Ooh La La || Feat. Thiago || Prod. мvnιтoυ

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