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Title: CIVIL WAR (Status: Released)
Instrumental: Valhalla, produced by Encore (BPM: 136) C♯m
Mix and master by Trakz Miller
Lyrics written by BETHUEL

CHORUS

YOU CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE!
YOU'RE A FAILURE, CIVIL WAR!

That's all I'm hearing these days
Feel like I lost my ways
I can't keep a straight face
Do I just keep my pace?

Let things fall into place?
I'm the only one I know
Fighting against me and my case
Civil war raging in me always

1ST VERSE

It's been a while since I called a brother to see how he was
Time flies, but when it's live it never seems like it does
It's easy for me to adjust, I never get phased when shit changes
But I know I'm gonna be horrified if I ever get famous

I can't remember the last time I was this anxious
I might have lost my faith or maybe I just misplaced it
Regardless I gotta find it cause I know there's no replacement
Like friends I had that faded or feelings that felt amazing

I try to never depend on people for happiness
Or give my full attention to people deserving the half of it
Yet I keep loving people on accident, right now it's happening
But I'm terrified if I fuck it up, it'll never come back again

I'd rather try one million times with you, than one time with anyone else
You're the best there is for me, I'm with you or I'm by myself
When you're broken with no hopes to recover, I'll make you feel tougher
Everyone suffer, but trust my life ain't half as hard as my lover's

CHORUS

YOU CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE!
YOU'RE A FAILURE, CIVIL WAR!

That's all I'm hearing these days
Feel like I lost my ways
I can't keep a straight face
Do I just keep my pace?

Let things fall into place?
I'm the only one I know
Fighting against me and my case
Civil war raging in me always

2ND VERSE

Am I on the right track? Don't feel like myself, I might snap
It's a life fact, you can get anything except your time back
That's why I'm trying to be mindful of where I'm spending mine at
Cause the way I'm going I might get my hopes and dreams hijacked

So what was important before, ain't important enough
No more, that's it, hold up, I'm done ignoring this stuff
There's no way I'm a good person with these bad habits
Now when I look back at it, did I ever have a laugh lasting?

Did I ever get the last laugh in? Cause this ain't how I imagined it
So worried about people's thoughts, I never focused on my own happiness
I've always feared that I wasn't good enough, that I was inadequate
That I wouldn't fit into the little box of what you think a new rapper is

So fuck you and fuck your friends, I work twice as hard to get twice as lit
That way every single bag I get, is a bag I'm never gonna have to split
Now every time I drop, they all show me love and homie I never bragged a bit
But to say that I was always my own advocate is actually inaccurate

I might say I'm a little too passionate though
That I'm a drama queen sometimes, a real extravagant hoe
I don't know, I should go
No, there's still time to finish this show

CHORUS

I CAN'T LET YOU TAKE CONTROL!
ITS MY BODY AND MY SOUL!

I might be my own worst enemy
But I'm cut from a different cloth you see
I'm done with this feeling inside of me
I know who and what I'm supposed to be

I don't care what this what it is you're telling me
Its about time for me to be free
All fear failing so I agree
There's a civil war, but I'm not gonna flea

CIVIL WAR

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Title: DEADLINE (Status: Released)
Instrumental: Angels, produced by Encore (BPM: 160) (KEY: F♯m)
Mix and master by Trakz Miller
Lyrics written by BETHUEL

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CHORUS

I've been thinking for some time
Maybe I've already been in my prime?
Cause my motivation ain't alive
I feel like I'm paralyzed

Almost like I already died
Now I need to get a nine to five
Maybe it's my style and design?
I hope I make it before my deadline

1ST VERSE

Dear God, I wonder did you save me?
If all of this real or was I raised by crazies?
If its true the way I act should steal me from your grace
That when close my eyes salty tears I should taste?

But I don't wanna fall on my knees or on my face
Dad says put God first and everything will fall into place
You teach us "knock on the door and it'll open up"
Well I've been knocking, but I think your door is broken pop?

All these conversations got me thinking
But I only wanna give it a lifetime to let it sink in
I'm having fun right now, riding slow in cruise control
In my own mind making up the rules as I go

Nothing but lies, yeah I was living that
Took me a while, but I got my vision back
Never planned on being your entertainment
But lemme paint you this masterpiece, please lemme paint it

CHORUS

I've been thinking for some time
Maybe I've already been in my prime?
Cause my motivation ain't alive
I feel like I'm paralyzed

Almost like I already died
Now I need to get a nine to five
Maybe it's my style and design?
I hope I make it before my deadline

2ND VERSE

I'm certain I can't rap forever
But before the curtain call I gotta get my shit together
Never stood firm, I'm my own worst enemy
No need to wonder, I know only God can save me

Yet I'm not driving your way, I like steering
I like taking a couple of wrong turns, I got a selective hearing
But your people love to intervene, change subject and scene
Hand me an epiphany like I need to get clean

I don't like these people, they don't like my freinds
They really don't get why I spend time on some of them
My excuse is, my life is the only Bible they've ever seen
And somehow my friends still let me play on their team

They act like they're healing the sick and raising the dead
Like they fed thousands with two fishes and five loafs of bread
Motherfuckers better be preaching elsewhere instead
I know at some point I'm gonna have to stick to what's real inside of my head

CHORUS

I've been thinking for some time
Maybe I've already been in my prime?
Cause my motivation ain't alive
I feel like I'm paralyzed

Almost like I already died
Now I need to get a nine to five
Maybe it's my style and design?
I hope I make it before my deadline

OUTRO

I'm not a mover and even if I was, don't I at least deserve to be happy at my workplace, cause I'm not
I'm happy here, I'm happy making music, I wish I could make a living of this before I hit my deadline

CHORUS

I've been thinking for some time
Maybe I've already been in my prime?
Cause my motivation ain't alive
I feel like I'm paralyzed

Almost like I already died
Now I need to get a nine to five
Maybe it's my style and design?
I hope I make it before my deadline

DEADLINE

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Title: REPEAT (Status: Released)
Instrumental: Requiem, produced by BeatsCraze (BPM: 135)
Mixed and mastered by Trakz Miller
Lyrics written by BEHUEL

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1st. Verse:

These times are darker than this beat that I’m rapping on.
I don't know if I'm drowning in a ocean without a life jacket on?
All I know is that I'm a grown man now, but I feel so alone.
I miss everyone, in all honesty I just wanna go home.

Wasn't this supposed to be my big break, where I finally turn the tide?
Isn't this my dream job that I've searched for far and wide?
Is there a road to success I haven't already unveiled?
Or must I consider the possibility that I tried but failed?

If I could I would take back every foolish word I've uttered.
I owe that to family knowing how much they've suffered.
Please forgive me mom and dad, my sisters and brother.
You're my whole world, but I never really seemed to be bothered.

I wanna finish writing this song, but I can't see out of my eyes.
I have so much more to say, but for now consider this my last try.
Because tomorrow I have to.

Chorus

Wake up, remember to eat.
Work hard or end on the street.
Walk home, get some sleep.
The climb is steep, now repeat.

2nd. Verse:

I can't help it, I'm human, I dwell on the past.
And lately, I've been doing nothing but that.
Am I a lazy prick, don't I work my job, even if I don't like it?
Maybe I'm fucked up by the people I used spend my time with?

I can't talk with another loved one I can't hold in my arms.
It's too hard for me, I need a real hug, one that truly disarms.
I've been putting too much trust in my capabilities and skills.
I still believe in my craft, but faith doesn't pay the bills.

It's therapeutic but I blame everything on my passion for music.
My wins and losses, I hate but love it, I'm losing it.
This is my legacy, you're listening to all that I have.
I never gave myself a second option so I cannot fall back.

"I don't wanna make a living, I wanna make a life."
Those few words keeps me up late at night.
Why? Because it means gimme money, gimme fame, I got my life to lose or my life to gain.
But no matter what, the requirements of me remain the same.

Chorus

Wake up, remember to eat.
Work hard or end on the street.
Walk home, get some sleep.
The climb is steep, now repeat.

REPEAT

"YES TO A LOT" WRITTEN BY @bethuel1994
PRODUCED, MIXED & MASTERED BY @prodlasse
COVERART BY @prodlasse, @bethuel1994

1ST VERSE
I wanna make sure we're not starting off the wrong foot
I don't like this either, so please, don't gimme that long look
I'm sure we can see this through, quickly, me and you
Us against the problem, remember? Yet, you see reason to

Act unreasonable. Have you eaten boo?
Drank enough water? You mad now? Not tryna be rude
I just wanna get to the root of this situation, shit
Do whatever it takes to save this relationship

Look if you wanna cool off, just say the word and I'm gone
But don't you dare to come back with more shit to add on
If you're not ready to say, hey I'm sorry, yeah I was wrong
Then I suggest, instead you go back and listen to this song

Make no mistake babe, I love you with every piece of me
See the world with you, lean on me like the tower in Italy
But please do not belittle me, we can fix it right here
I want to change for the better, but first lemme be clear

CHORUS
I know it feels like I'm putting you on the spot
It just seems like you forgot, when you said yes to be with me
You said yes to a lot, yeah, you said yes to a lot

2ND VERSE
Like when I'm vulnerable my true colors shine through
So I bleed transparent, it's not exactly something I choose
Did we fall in love with someone, we could be, but isn't?
After the fight, do we expect solutions to work instant?

I don't wanna live without kissing you goodnight
I don't wanna wake up to see you nowhere in sight
I don't wanna live without you, my silly delight
I love you my ride or die, can we not have this fight

Look, I know we're ruined for life, with or without a strife
But that's not why I wanna marry and make you my wife
Nah, you're different type of dude, lives with me in the booth
You got the juice, but only I know that shit is old news

I believe in mercy, you know unconditional love
After we fight, I speak with the big man above
Since only he truly understands what I speak of
I need you to fully accept the both of us because

CHORUS
Whenever you want, you can put me on the spot
Promise I never forgot, when I said yes to be with you
I said yes to a lot, yeah, I said yes to a lot

YES TO A LOT

"EVERYDAY" WRITTEN BY @bethuel1994
PRODUCED BY @justdanbeats
MIXED & MASTERED BY @prodlasse
COVERART BY @bethuel1994

1ST VERSE
A friend of mine owns a grocery store
Employee of his, ran to the toilet and shut the door
I haven't seen him before, but when I went to the toilet
I'm quite sure what I found was blood on the floor

Seems like he hurt himself till he bled through his skin
I'm told he's suicidal, I'll have to let that sink in
How would I feel if I wanted to kill my own reflection?
I should say something, but I don't know where to begin?

His friends call him terrible things, while laughing at his face
Without knowing what's really happening at his place
I know in his room he screams and cry in pain
He won't eat or sleep, no he's completely drained

The friends couldn't care less, they're having fun
And fun to them, is about how rude you can be to someone
But his mom just died, his dad has a depression
His brother has to go through a ton of therapy sessions

BRIGDE
I can't escape, can't escape
Is this a bad dream, how do I wake?
My resistance would never work anyway
I keep bumping into a jerk everyday

HOOK
Everyday, everyday, yeah
Everyday, everyday, yeah
Everyday

2ND VERSE
He strives to become a man, it's not fair
This contempt towards him, I wouldn't be able to bear
And they don't care about his soul being broken
He never told anyone, and these words were never spoken

Because he swallowed his dad's pills alone in the dark
Everyone who cared for him got torn apart
His father falls to the ground when he hears, your son is dead
His brother cries as he falls asleep in his bed

Could I have saved him, I stopped trying
Buried on a Saturday, and everybody's crying
I can't believe they knew about his struggles
How come they had no idea he was dying

He was witty, he was awesome, he was cool, he was kind
He had a kitty, it was wholesome, just beautifully designed
I hope his body can rest easy now that it's free
From the prison that he believed his life to be

BRIGDE
I have escaped, have escaped
Too bad you didn't get it videotaped
My resistance would never work anyway
But now they have to live with this everyday

HOOK
Everyday, everyday, yeah
Everyday, everyday, yeah
Everyday, yeah

EVERYDAY

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1st. Verse:

A'ight, let's try and repeat this moment.
Good job Mr. Cold soul, now your heartbeat is frozen.
It's getting late, and it looks like your grey hair started growing.
Isn't life like surgery, maybe you should keep your mind open?

Great, now I'm stuck in a predicament.
In over my head, but you made me think there was nothing missing.
Ignored failures, didn't care, I wasn’t listening.
Now I'm out of gas looking for purpose to be driven with.

More tired than a Michelin.
I'm done, nothing serious, just went out of gas again.
But if I go alone, impossible is what my mission is.
It changed since back in the day, I'd wish I was a kid again.

But I'm not, so I gotta change now.
Do I get something out of this Godly relationship? I should lay down,
at the foot of a King, the God wearing the same crown,
that was once covered in blood. Cause I really need to get saved now.

Chours

Argh I'm self-conscious! I know I'm intelligent, but not a genius.
Man I'm self-conscious! Look I don't get mad nah, I get furious.
I'm self-conscious! This is anomaly music, rap and hip-hop we're bringing you to justice.
Yeah I'm self-conscious. I might not be a veteran, but either am I a novice.

2nd. Verse:

Seems like the rain stopped falling today.
Clear skies, and the clouds has gone far away.
Then sun came out, and it was bright and clear.
And the dew sparkled glistening with a radiant cheer.

Each flower were smiling at me, and some laughter appeared.
What a great timing, realizing this drunk guy, kinda weird.
Seems like he's lost in this world with no guidance.
Maybe he needs beauty in his life, but he doesn't know where to I find it?

I looked myself in the mirror, to figure out what I lack.
But a mirror has no opinions, it does not know how I act.
It only sees my appearance, it knows nothing more.
It doesn't know who I am, what I'm like on the inside of my door.

Although all the directions outside is better than the last.
I'd just wish I had my friends, some people from the past.
I'm told to go back to the beginning, that I'm starting off way too soon.
Only to realize I haven't moved at all, I'm still here, in the same room.

Why can't it go a bit faster, He keeps telling me to stay near?
I do ask for advice, but I then get advice I don't wanna to hear.
Maybe I should listen now, cause what if He's the cure?
My God ain't bound by time, space or matter, so I guess He's been there before.

Chours

Argh I'm self-conscious! I know I'm intelligent, but not a genius.
Man I'm self-conscious! Look I don't get mad nah, I get furious.
I'm self-conscious! This is anomaly music, rap and hip-hop we're bringing you to justice.
Yeah I'm self-conscious. I might not be a veteran, but either am I a novice.

I'm Self-Conscious (Prod. By TSURUDA)

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1st. Verse:

Aye if you must go, then you should go for a while.
Nothing comes easy, work hard towards that extra traveled mile.
Hopefully then you'll learn what lessons life has in store.
Because you don't have enough time to be opening each and every door.

But of course it's okay to experience something new.
I know each experience will definitely be a benefit to you to.
Just promise me you'll never live your life in the past.
No good comes out of that, enjoy your every day like it's your last.

It's inevitable to make mistakes along the way.
So as long as you learn from them, I'm pretty sure you'll be okay.
Then again what is this life supposed to be all about?
Is it money, fortune, fame or maybe just a big house?

Well when speaking to a wise man on his dying bed,
none of those unnecessary things are what he said.
Family, love and laughter are what we should seek,
cause those things are truly what makes our lives complete.

Chorus

That's why you better be happy, you better be happy.
It doesn't matter if you're skinny, tall or a tiny fatty.
Non of us care if you're pale, yellow, brown or black.
We just came to party, now everybody bring it back!

(You better be happy, you better be happy. x4)

2nd. Verse:

You better be kind, you better respect the people you meet.
I mean who knows, one of them might be the one to make your life complete.
Be great and sincere in absolutely everything you do.
And remember to treat others as you'd like them to treat you.

But do not fear, non of this is your fault.
Yeah lemme be clear life ain't easy, and it's like that by default.
So love it or leave it, but I will suggest you to.
Fight for what you believe in till the day your life is through.

Trusting someone, is like walking with your eyes closed.
Trusting no one, is a sure way to lose those you hold close.
That's why trusting a person is harder than you might think.
Like you wanna trust, but don't want to blink.

What I'm saying is you might wanna change how you live and behave,
cause without actions you might end up in the grave.
So if you must go, you might want to go for a while.
Then when you return, you better return with a smile.

Chorus

Cause you better be happy, you better be happy.
It doesn't matter if you're skinny, tall or a tiny fatty.
Non of us care if you're pale, yellow, brown or black.
We just came to party, now everybody bring it back!

(You better be happy, you better be happy. x4)

Better Be Happy (Prod. By Flybear)

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Composed by @dangertheproducer.

Chorus

Look either the rhyme's dope or the flow's fast,
doesn't matter just as long as you make some sort of an impact.
New school rapper rarely give their producers credit back.
They just listen to their beat, and say "you know what lemme hit that."

"Lemme hit that, lemme hit that, lemme, lemme, lemme hit that, please lemme hit that.
Sorry, not sorry, I won't give a rats ass 'bout how you react. Just lemme hit that."

1st. Verse:

"The producer didn't make me or my rap career."
Oh my god lemme tear this b*tch a new asshole, here hold my beer.
I go away, I reappear, but only when I'm needed or if I overhear
some dumbass rapper that acts like a queer.

"But I'm the biggest, badest, chemist cooking artist up in here."
No you're not, you don't mix sh*t so let's get some things clear.
Your parents aren't poor, your feets aren't soar.
Because you never walked though the pain and sorrow with money you borrowed while being at war.

But that's not what this is about.
That's more of an important life lesson you're gonna have to live without.
Now The Danger on this is very real, no doubt.
Something only a real man can handle, it's not made for it to sellout.

Sit down kiddo, lemme give you something to read.
It's called rhythm and poetry, this'll teach you something indeed.
Cause it sure seems like it's something you need.
Use it to get stuff off your chest, alright now, the chorus, let's proceed.

Chorus

Either the rhyme's dope or the flow's fast,
doesn't matter just as long as you make some sort of an impact.
New school rapper rarely give their producers credit back.
They just listen to their beat, and say "you know what lemme hit that."

"Lemme hit that, lemme hit that, lemme, lemme, lemme hit that, please lemme hit that.
Sorry, not sorry, I won't give a rats ass 'bout how you react. Just lemme hit that."

2nd. Verse:

"I mean it doesn't cost anything to ask right." No I understand,
but mostly you get rejected, don't you batman?
That's gotta be why the only action you get is your right-hand.
What did you expect? What was your plan?

Maybe you thought they'd like you? "Yeah I drop bombs like afghanistan."
And brought your dad's rollie too, like a cute tiny businessman.
Be like me, a juggernaut, shortener of rappers lifespan.
"He's a male model and astronaut." Just call me the zupah dupah man.

I'm low-key the biggest boss in the Danish music game.
You never heard about me though, since I don't care about the fame.
English isn't even my primary lango, I'm a dane.
Do I wanna keep doing this since I stopped giving a damn.

That's why ain't nobody's got anything on me.
Cause I got nothing to hide, I'm as real as can be.
And if I catch myself telling lies again.
I'd bid my career as a musician goodbye my old friend.

Chorus

Either the rhyme's dope or the flow's fast,
doesn't matter just as long as you make some sort of an impact.
New school rapper rarely give their producers credit back.
They just listen to their beat, and say "you know what lemme hit that."

"Lemme hit that, lemme hit that, lemme, lemme, lemme hit that, please lemme hit that.
Sorry, not sorry, I won't give a rats ass 'bout how you react. Just lemme hit that."

LEMME HIT THAT (RELEASED)

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Composed and produced by @almightynasa x Rovi.
Written by @bethuelwav

1st. Verse:

This is gonna be tricky.
Cause none of y'all was ever gonna pick me.
So I picked the locks, got through the back doors,
nothing happen, but still got my soul with me.

Put up or shut up, so what up, I'm here.
I got nothing to fear,
but gotta big smirk up to the both of my ears.
I've been doing this for years.

I just wanna start my career.
I'm tired of having to reappear.
Let's be honest, I don't really wanna be working
as a software engineer.

I wanna stage dive the big places.
I wanna change lives on the big stages.
I wanna move people of all ages.
I wanna say "told you so" to your faces but..

Chorus

I am so tired of this sh*t,
I'm done with it, I just wanna quit.

2nd. Verse:

I've been knowing the stakes.
So I know I got what it takes.
Yet no where close to one of the fakes.
"But this song sound like one of Drake's?"

What, my flow is way different?
I'd say that statement is a little ignorant.
Whatever floats your boat though,
all I know bro is that I'm significant.

I don't like cussin', but this one I swear.
When I start bustin' they shouldn't be near.
They never been accustomed to hearin' this custom-made flow,
they just copy the stuff that they hear.

I don't wanna think about money.
I wanna be thinking about my honey.
Andy lemme be clear, I had to copy
the stuff that I hear, hope you know I'm sorry cause..

Chorus

I am so tired of this sh*t,
I'm done with it, I just wanna quit.

QUIT

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Composed and produced by @808-louie
Written by @bethuelwav

1st. Verse:

I've been dying to write some music, but I cannot get it outta me.
You know just something basic, but my siren kept me dead at sea.
I'm a little angry you see, I don't know if it's at her or at me?
Either way I'm gonna have to forgive what happened, and with that I agree.

How do you handle heartbreaks? I can't give up, I'm still heartsore.
If you feel like that resonates, then I ain't the only one I wrote that bar for.
Half dead, barely wanna live, I guess this is what you call hardcore.
But only because to stay with me for life, you don't know, you aren't sure?

Hold up, gotta sit down. Pour up, need a drink now.
Too drunk, the club threw me out. Doorstop, hit my foot ow.
I'm done with making sad sh*t, that should no longer be what I talk and think about.
But lately, I gotta be honest with it, my current state got me thinking yao.

Bridge

That I'm held up, I'm literally stuck.
Now I'm drunk, but I don't want to be stuck in the between zone.

Chorus

I'm stuck in the between zone, in the between zone.
I'm stuck in the between zone, in the between zone.
I'm stuck in the between zone, in the between zone.
I'm stuck in the between zone, in the between zone.

2nd. Verse:

I guess life just is what it is,
or you could just come back to me, and it could be as simple as a kiss.
I know you're devastated, after all this time has taken a toll.
I'm an oddball, yeah big headed, but I can help heal your soul.

I thought we 'bout to fizz, now there's barely anything to reminisce.
Truth is, I don't want any of this, should I even give two sh*ts?
Cause if you live for people's acceptance, you'll die from their rejection.
What's your decision? This ain't a job for my right hand and erection.

Hold up, headed downtown. Show up, who can I knockdown?
I'm a punk, got blacked out. Gotta stop, same foot again how?
We both know I taught you to love, and you taught me to sin.
So if there is a next time, let's work so history doesn't repeat itself again.

Bridge

That I'm held up, I'm literally stuck.
Now I'm drunk, but I don't want to be stuck in the between zone.

Chorus

I'm stuck in the between zone, in the between zone.
I'm stuck in the between zone, in the between zone.
I'm stuck in the between zone, in the between zone.
I'm stuck in the between zone, in the between zone.

BETWEEN ZONE

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First of all, thank you so much for 500 followers. It feels awesome to at least have come this far, so thank you. Second of all, I think I might start uploading my music onto streaming services like Spotify, Tidal, Apple Music etc. Just a little heads up, I'll keep you guys up to date.

Composed by @ticesbeets.
Written by @bethuelwav x @godmode-on-9172202

1st. Verse:

I scoop that delicious guacamole with my tortilla chip.
I ain't messing with you b*tches if you double dip.
I mag dump everyone and proceed to reload the clip.
Disrespect my guac, and I'm swinging at your upper lip.

My life is like a movie, I don't need a script.
I got no garage, so I don't need a whip.
If I get bored, I grab my board and I go for a trip
I pour a glass of freedom and I just take a sip.

Seen a couple things, been around the block.
Cause time is money homie, and I don't check the clock.
Why you look surprised, yeah why you looking shocked.
When I jump in the water and leave you at the dock.

Chorus

It's a groove, coming through, skip the queue.
New debut, but you approve, I know you do.
Up I blew, outta the blue, but we all knew.
I like the view, stuck to the scene just like I'm glue.

(I gotta move, I gotta move, I gotta move. x4)

2nd. Verse:

Alone, broke and homeless, yeah I was doing that.
I need a raise, raise, raise yeah I need a stack.
Cause I'm here to stay, stay, stay so I need it stat.
Now I live that suite life like I'm Cody and Zack.

I hold it down and keep it real, that's all I do.
Catch me chillin' like a villain with everyone that's my crew.
You just walk around in circles, boy you need a clue.
Yeah I eat, but I close my mouth before I chew.

Cause I'm stacking up the bills, you got bills that's overdue.
Ex on my phone, if only I could still call her boo.
But she did me wrong, but that ain't nothing new.
I gotta focus on my goal, and see my vision through.

Chorus

It's a groove, coming through, skip the queue.
New debut, but you approve, I know you do.
Up I blew, outta the blue, but we all knew.
I like the view, stuck to the scene just like I'm glue.

(I gotta move, I gotta move, I gotta move. x4)

Godmode | 3rd. Verse:

Yes I keep it moving this is really who am.
While y'all been wasting time and y'all flexing all up the gram.
Like that's the type thing that I could never understand.
You say you chaise a dream, but you are not that man. 

You are not that man, you're the one to just get lost.
You will be freezing in the cold, you be bitten by the frost.
Well, we are starting out, really only wariming up.
We are rising like the sun bro, you are falling out so.

So you don't really belong up in the pack bro.
Cause we are making songs, we making raps bro.
Develiry so strong, they can't contest bro.
So first I catch the groove, and then I spit my facts bro.

Chorus

It's a groove, coming through, skip the queue.
New debut, but you approve, I know you do.
Up I blew, outta the blue, I mean who knew?
I like the view, stuck to the scene like I'm glue.

(I gotta move, I gotta move, I gotta move. x4)

GOTTA MOVE, FEAT. GODMODE

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SPOTIFY https://open.spotify.com/track/3tNowfVl19dXhSly36VTHl?si=MidmIRrHRyeJcV9xqCObew

Composed & produced by @dylangrahammrlr
Written by @bethuelwav

1st. Verse:

To the states I'm a foreigner,
and here my traits ain't popular.
So what awaits me in my own country is a war,
good thing I'm a born warrior.

Lemme be a light in the dark,
I don't wanna be a violent sea.
Since most rappers becoming that,
either end up dead or way too tipsy.

The only reason I don’t have any friends in this music biz,
is when I’m in the room, I’m testing all of the elephants.
So what's your opinion? Wait, it don't matter.
I don't want your money or your power, just gimme that ladder.

Strangers support my music more than the people I know.
I hope it's solely because they trust my skill and flow.
Either way I'm gonna have to let others opinion go.
There's freedom in that, and now it's time for me to grow.

Chorus

I practice, I focus, cause I am vicious,
you can even go ahead and quote this.
That I'll be ambitious, and that I promise,
I'm gonna make it, that's even what my ex says.

2nd. Verse:

Look I just wanna relax,
Honestly I just wanna sit back.
Maybe right now you should do the same,
and carefully listen to this track.

Because I love making music.
And I'd love for people to use it.
Yeah please my guest, go ahead and queue it.
Whatchu' think? "I think those shoes fit."

Let's sit down and listen to this, me and you.
Because for this to work we both need to hear it through.
I wouldn't mind a proper DistroKid revenue.
Thirteen years in the making, this is still what I pursue.

I got other plan B's, but music is my speciality.
I've been awake all night, now I got places to be.
Don’t worry I’ll be alright, cause my future is bright.
I like the fight, and there's always something to write.

Chorus

I practice, I focus, cause I'm vicious,
you can even go ahead and quote this.
That I'll be ambitious, and that I promise,
I'm gonna make it, that's even what my ex says.

WHAT MY EX SAYS

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SPOTIFY https://open.spotify.com/track/7vQa35fZNkkfrDHAvD4IfT?si=rqBLkVZPR0SfFHQpA64aMg

Composed & produced by @oddwin
Written by @bethuelwav

Chorus

Underrated.
Bethuel, but 'B' abbreviated.
Underrated.
Coming up my time's estimated.
Underrated.
The long wait got me frustrated.
Cause I'm underrated, I'm underrated.

Underrated, underrated.
Underrated, yeah I'm underrated.
Underrated, I'm underrated.

1st. Verse

Look I've always been hated.
But I'm the sh*t, we both know you can't escape it.
It's everytime I release something you're like,
about time those golden bars got freighted.

It's been debated.
'B' is unable to be outdated.
Cause I looked at you, and you looked at me,
then you said; "Goddamn you made it."

Left and right I see rookie rappers weighted
then beheaded, butt naked.
Up and down I keep climbing clearheaded,
yet some still question my method.

You don't know me or what I've been through.
I live here and you seem new.
Consider this a friendly gesture fool,
move when you see me mic check one, two.

Chorus

Underrated.
Bethuel, but 'B' abbreviated.
Underrated.
Coming up my time's estimated.
Underrated.
The long wait got me frustrated.
Cause I'm underrated, I'm underrated. x2

2nd. Verse

It would make me feel delighted.
If you would share my craft, it keeps me guided.
You're a hater, then why do you still like it
Show it to your friends, they wouldn't mind it.

Some of 'em think I'mma hypocrite,
but I'm sure we all know it's quite opposite.
I'm not popular, but when I step inside
they feel presence of royalty, just can't hide it.

If being dope is a crime I committed.
Then yes dear honor, I'll  be the first to admit it.
It was all me, I was the one, I did it.
Please, gimme and lemme pay for that ticket.

I don't know you or what you've been through.
But I've been here and I've seen the view.
Either way are we gonna have an issue
Cause you're still here and it's mic check one, two.

Chorus

Underrated.
Bethuel, but 'B' abbreviated.
Underrated.
Coming up my time's estimated.
Underrated.
The long wait got me frustrated.
Cause I'm underrated, I'm underrated.

Underrated, underrated.
Underrated, yeah I'm underrated.
Underrated, I'm underrated.

Underrated.
Bethuel, but 'B' abbreviated.
Underrated.
Coming up my time's estimated.
Underrated.
The long wait got me frustrated.
Cause I'm underrated, I'm underrated. x2

UNDERRATED

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SPOTIFY https://open.spotify.com/track/1p1d0x8KGOr50m0RsyvxoX?si=X65q98_dTxmCMsmIiCsQjQ

Composed & produced by @producedbykrs
Written by @bethuelwav

1st. Verse:

"Have you heard this dude rap, he's worth the listen."
"Yet he barely made it through an X-Factor audition,
he clearly has a need for attention."
No not really, I just think I'm worth the mention.

Man I get comments like that from various individuals.
And of course I don't take this kinda sh*t personal.
That makes me a free man, can you say the same b*tch?
You study from eight to four in a fancy college.

Then from eight to four, to nine to five.
Barely eat and sleep, maybe you need the divine?
Don't snooze the beep, com'on homie rise and shine.
Hey time to get up, I don't wanna hear you whine.

Then you flood the toilet and stare at it.
If you can't flush the toilet, scare the sh*t out of it.
That's the difference between you and I.
If sh*t happens, you sit down and start to cry, but me? 

Chorus

I don't give a damn, I don't give a damn, give a damn. x4

2nd. Verse:

If I had a girl, and her dad were to ask me.
"What's your deal? Where do you work? What's your degree?"
Here you go sir, my certificate from the dropout academy.
"This is horrible." Oh now you know all about me?

I made this for those who doesn't like me for no reason.
If we're friends and you spend time with these heathen,
just understand I consider that treason.
So don't expect our relationship to deepen.

Cause I don't wanna waste my time on people,
that continually fails to recognize real, it's simple.
I wanna pop your head, like a great sized pimple.
"Wait what?" Yeah I know, but it's the principle.

Aw sh*t, I just gave a damn.
But at least I'm honest to a fault, you can't say the same.
You won't even admit you nodded your head to this jam.
No I'm about to do it again, you know what?

Chorus

I don't give a damn, I don't give a damn, give a damn. x4

DON'T GIVE A DAMN (RELEASED)

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SPOTIFY https://open.spotify.com/track/1FWDzh1TYUrsHTvt4fSn8k?si=-S6opnQbQcKQcm8Jrdyxww

Composed & produced by @dylangrahammrlr x @evan-cain-57161247
Written by @bethuelwav

1st. Verse:

Would it be okay if I took your time?
Would it be okay if I wrote you a rhyme?
Would it be okay if I opened my heart?
Would it be okay if I took that part,

of being your man and showed you a view,
that only a real man would be able to?
Would it be okay if I made you smile?
Would it be okay if I held you awhile?

Would it be okay if I kiss your face?
Would it be okay if I were to replace,
all the men in your past that just wouldn't do,
and vow to be faithful and always be true?

Would it be okay to look in your eyes?
Would it be okay not to say goodbye?
Would it be okay if I stayed here tonight?
So we can cuddle until the sun rise.

Chorus

When it comes to love and affection,
settling has become out of the question.
Since I used to settle for the ones in my league,
continually thinking that my game was weak.

Have I finally found you, is the question I ask?
We didn't write for long, but off came our masks.
You left me speechless, didn't know what to say.
I just wanna date you, would that be okay?

2nd. Verse:

Would it be okay with a dedicated rap flow?
Would it be okay if I told you to let go?
Would it be okay is all I need to know?
Cause if it's okay come with me down this road.

Would it be okay if we ate some sushi?
Would it be okay if I bought you a bouquet?
Would it be okay if we did that today?
No more bullsh*t, I'm done with the clichés.

I wanna pull you close and whisper in your ear.
That our feelings are nothing to fear.
And tell you there's nothing I'd rather do.
Than spend my entire week getting to know you.

So would it be okay to work this out?
Would it be okay to let you know what I'm about?
For now here you go, lemme know what you have to say?
Can't wait for your reply to be sent my way.

Chorus

When it comes to love and affection,
settling has become out of the question.
Since I used to settle for the ones in my league,
continually thinking that my game was weak.

Have I finally found you, is the question I ask?
We didn't write for long, but off came our masks.
You left me speechless, didn't know what to say.
I just wanna date you, would that be okay?

WOULD THAT BE OKAY

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Composed & produced by @woetices
Written by @bethuelwav

Chorus

Slam dunk, me, my boys we having fun.
Ballin' hard with music blaring from the trunk.
Switcheroo, we'll always be coming through.
At your front yard playing B's barbecue.

(Barbecue ey, barbecue oh. x3)
We'll always be coming through at B's barbecue.

1st. Verse:

Thank tices for this tune if you think its tight.
I had to get it, cause it makes me feel alright.
Grill's lit so my boys came to hear what's new.
Lemme introduce 'em, welcome to my barbecue.

Oh and sorry for the smoke, I like a big cigar.
Didn't mean to make you choke, but there's the bar.
We don't really get drunk, we just drink for the taste.
It brings great delight, we're done gettin' sh*t faced.

Dennis and his girl out there acting a fool.
This blind man came just to put his music in queue.
That's Fred and Phil, they always got my back.
And Alex has been here ever since I made my first track.

Question Mark out tryna spark his career start.
Ølguf's talking rocket science, yeah cause he real smart.
DP the gorilla man straight out of the zoo.
By the way everyone, welcome Hargett to the crew.

Chorus

Slam dunk, me, my boys we having fun.
Ballin' hard with music blaring from the trunk.
Switcheroo, we'll always be coming through.
At your front yard playing B's barbecue.

(Barbecue ey, barbecue oh. x3)
We'll always be coming through at B's barbecue.

2nd. Verse:

Woa I’m a big boss, I’m a big G.
Like Rick Ross, call me big B.
Gotta move and take names, keep making grooves, while playing games.
You can't touch this, like Rick James.

Hey you, see this lady on my lap.
If you do her wrong, I'm gonna have to bust your kneecap.
And unwrap wide wonders of a personalised deathtrap.
Long story short, in two you'll snap.

My bad, I tend to be aggressive and protective.
Unlike Juhl, he's always calm and collected.
Oh right, meet the rest of the boys.
Casper is the best, helps out even when he has a choice.

Jacob and his girl they're so kind and nice.
Max and his girl buy everything to overprice.
We're straightforward, all of us are kinda ice,
but stop by next time, we might just do this twice.

Chorus

Slam dunk, me, my boys we having fun.
Ballin' hard with music blaring from the trunk.
Switcheroo, we'll always be coming through.
At your front yard playing B's barbecue.

(Barbecue ey, barbecue oh. x3)
We'll always be coming through at B's barbecue.

BARBECUE

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Composed & produced by @beatsbycryptic
Written & recorded by @bethuelwav
Mixed & mastered by @trakzmiller
Cover art by @cybr-sensei

lyrics.txt
1st. Verse:

Yo look I'm B, and this is my earthquake flow.
I'm about to see if y'all can handle this payload.
Gun to my head just to see how fast I go?
Almost dead, cause other bitches gotta lay low.

And if I could I would still never live without it.
Without hardships, I would've been on your route kid.
I would always want you to pull that trigger, don't doubt it.
I'm a man of hard times, I don't give a fuck about that your clout shit.

Bridge

Take it slow, hell no bro.
My time is now, watch me go.
They don't know, 'bout to blow.
I don't care, if they care or what they think so.

Chorus

Uh fuego, fuego.
I do it for the love, don't do it for the peso.
Uh fuego, fuego.
I get my hands dirty, you’ll never see me lay low.

2nd. Verse:

Aight stop. It’s time to get silly, you better get with me or you get a wet willie.
Spin in circles, but don't stop, until you get dizzy. This is stupid, time to get busy.
Bingo, phone in plane mode, no cheat codes, I'm on the high road.
Explode, even though you tiptoe, decode the rap market like its crypto.

Too quick, too slick, hurt my loved ones, John Wick.
You’re too slow, can’t follow, even though it ain’t your first rodeo.
Never heard of me, but you wanna know how a bozo made this happen so,
I told you I was underrated, that's its been debated, call it loco.

Bridge

Take it slow, hell no bro.
My time is now, watch me go.
They don't know, 'bout to blow.
I don't care, if they care or what they think so.

Chorus

Uh fuego, fuego.
I do it for the love, don't do it for the peso.
Uh fuego, fuego.
I get my hands dirty, you’ll never see me lay low.

3rd. Verse:

I'm determined now, yeah I'm hell-bent.
Sorry, but I think this fuego killed your imaginary friend.
Without him my lyrics will still be quoted in all vicinities.
Change music and leave behind a world full of mini-me's.

Not tryna to make a living, I’m tryna to make a life.
I got labels saying I should give in, that’s an unusual strife.
Still think I need will and discipline? I never needed you your advice.
I’m done spending time with my kin, and no I wasn’t being imprecise.

Bridge

Take it slow, hell no bro.
My time is now, watch me go.
They don't know, 'bout to blow.
I don't care, if they care or what they think so.

Chorus

Uh fuego, fuego.
I do it for the love, don't do it for the peso.
Uh fuego, fuego.
I get my hands dirty, you’ll never see me lay low.

4th. Verse:

I'm my own worst enemy cause you see.
Sometimes I rap solely just to glorify me.
Accidentally misleading me, tempting me, teasing me,
telling me constantly what to do, who to be, it's impossible to be free.

Fuck their losses, fuck your bosses,
I’m an independent mortherfucker so fuck your office.
Fuck making money, fuck being liked,
If we don’t share these statements, then get the fuck outta my sight.

Bridge

Take it slow, hell no bro.
My time is now, watch me go.
They don't know, 'bout to blow.
I don't care, if they care or what they think so.

Chorus

Uh fuego, fuego.
I do it for the love, don't do it for the peso.
Uh fuego, fuego.
I get my hands dirty, you’ll never see me lay low.

FUEGO

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Written & recorded by @bethuelwav x @godmode-on-9172202
Mixed & mastered by @prodlasse x @trakzmiller
Cover art by @cybr-sensei

lyrics.txt
1st. Verse:

Look I'm a happy, not having money type of dude.
Designed to make you feel nothing, but uncomfortable.
About to put you in your place, now gimme some space.
Watch the style and grace, while I get in your face.

Who cares where you're from, who you are or what you've done.
I can tell you're born with a gold spoon up your rectum.
I blame your parents, they made you a disgrace of a son.
Fix yourself, they can't help you, the damage is done.

You probably don't even know your own purpose.
That's why I made this song in hopes of it scratching your surface.
Does what I'm saying even make sence in your mind?
I'm just being real with you cause it makes sense in mine.

If that's why I called you phoney? No you proclaimed you know me,
while talking sh*t b ehind my back, yeah that's your why homie.
You gotta admit people hate when real recognize fake.
I saw straight through your bullsh*t at our first handskake.

Bridge

If I don't reply, it's not because we ain't cool.
Cause you're asking why, I just got more important stuff to do.
I'm a hard working man, so I don't mean to be rude.
But buddy I'm independent, and that's a real big mood.

Chorus

Big 'B' moving through your city, big mood.
Moving fast and steady, did a 180, big mood.
Stop chasing the money, and pay to get 'em nude.
Instead chase being happy, cause that's the real big mood.

2nd. Verse:

Alex told me my music reminisce something handmade.
Like Rolex, I know he loves everything from the Swiss trade.
I love my music, even when it stabs me like a switchblade.
So if you're bleeding, lemme help you to some first aid.

No need, in your world you're a God, but is that even fun?
When you're irrelevant, passionless, arrogant and dumb?
Stop listening and change these things you've become.
Or your story will end right here, and your story hasn't even begun.

I know my worth, and I understand my value.
I'm not too high up in the sky, no need to watch my altitude.
You see "I Am Bethuel" is what I have tattooed.
I'm no man of God, I'm imperfect, that's a real big mood.

If you don't know where I came from, time to get schooled.
I was always the kid in class no one wanted to include.
It's okay, cause that made me a really strong brute.
Now I'm thankful for every little thing, real big mood.

Bridge & chorus

3rd. Verse:

Godmode all up on the feature man it's gonna be a big mood
Waste my time na na dawg it's gonna be a bit rude
Couple years up on the platform man i'm gonna be a big dude
So this what i do well i will show you in a bit dude 

Cause i came to kill it man i gotta be the villain man i gotta make it underestimated
Everybody wanna tell me na dawg you will never really go and make it 
But i put the work that's for certain cause i'm finding me and that's my purpose
Man thinking that i am just worth it so i'm grabbing this i deserve it

Like woooh woooh woooh Yeah Yeah
I just think that i deserve it my brother yeah yeah
woooh woooh woooh yeah yeah
I been grinding with the purpose my brother that's the

That is cause we make the big moves
So ima leave my mark i got big boots
So you know when we make a track it sticks dude
Cause this is me and bethuel and it's a big mood

Bridge & chorus

REAL BIG MOOD, FEAT. GODMODE

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Composed & produced by @mb-wav
Written & recorded by @bethuelwav
Mixed & mastered by @prodlasse
Cover art by @wntrgwde

lyrics.txt
1st. Verse:

I don't care what you think of me, I'm worthy to be admired.
Still don't agree? Go meet the people I fucking inspired. 
I spit and burn like a third degree, my fuego never gets tired.
Call it legacy, for years I've been mister 2000 and fire.

Your personal Esquire, lemme know if you need a hand.
I'm always up for hire, no money required, fuck the bands.
Unlike what "modern" rap represent, flows left in the cold.
The level of discontent, the words don't rhyme and no story is told.

Nowadays they're stuttering; "No, you must be mistaking
cause I'm a st-st-st-st-st-st-st-star in the making."
And then they actually make it, that's what I hate about mumble.
Cause they'll do anything, just go take a look at the app bumble.

I love Rhythm and Rhymes, so am I behind in these times?
Cause I value happiness over fame, money and dimes?
I admit my crimes, I fight back, turn my mic stand to a spiked bat.
I get wacko mean, burn your world down with this motherfucking gasoline.

Chorus

These times can't be real, they can't be real.
I do what I love, fuck it, now I gotta lotta time to kill.
I'm way above, bars made of steel.
Prison got me tough, how does it feel?

It feels pretty good, pretty good.
I felt trapped, I had to go through shit I thought you never would. 
But I feel pretty good, pretty good.
I served my sentence like any prisoner should.

2nd. Verse:

It's time for me to stand on my own two feet, time for me to be the man, I'm known to be.
I have a solid plan, but do I have the backbone this time not to flee.
Go ahead world, start testing me, you will never get the best of me.
I know half of the world sees success in me, other half is still second guessing me.

Gonna pick up your world then shake it, throw it on the ground, and laugh as I break it.
Letting you know right now, I'm gonna make it. So you better gimme your world or ima take it.
Am I about to go psycho? Stand back cause I'm feeling like I might blow.
Slim chance, but still I'ma fight though, you cannot stop me now, you never could bro.

So RIP MBWAV's melody, feel my retrieval.
put this song on repeat in loving memory people.
I truly have the best family, man we're all equal.
but y'all are crazy, cause y'all keep wanting another sequel.

But don't get me started with Eminem, don't tell me a sound like him.
There's no comparison, any rapper, don't compare me with any of them.
Appreciate the music I make? Don't make that your first mistake.
If you like my flow, the way I act? Then just fucking tell me that.

Chorus

These times can't be real, they can't be real.
I do what I love, fuck it, now I got a lotta time to kill.
I'm way above, bars made of steel.
Prison got me tough, how does it feel?

It feels pretty good, pretty good.
I felt trapped, I had to go through stuff I thought you never would. 
But I feel pretty good, pretty good.
I served my sentence like any prisoner should.

PRETTY GOOD

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Written & recorded by @bethuelwav
Mixed & mastered by @sanadubs
Cover art by @danielfadee

lyrics.txt
1st. Verse:

Here I am again, alone with my head.
Low self-esteem, man, why aren't you dead?
I seem to feel great, but I'm broken within.
Am I okay? Maybe I should turn myself in?

I'm ugly and hated, I mask that with a grin.
Can't escape it, I'm trapped in my own skin.
Useless, neglected, forgotten, distressed,
alone, afraid, possibly depressed.

Twenty-six year old with a future to be told.
Time flies, but listen while the true me unfold.
These problems of mine, I really need the Divine.
I deviated from God, I'm walking a thin line.

I can't forget the past, the past I can't undo,
My future is all that I can work for, and look forward to.
I've been thinking lately about all that I've done.
Am I a monster, I wonder, what have I become?

Bridge

This is my show, so here I go.
My time is now, to play my role.
Can't take it slow, can't take my soul.
I'm in control, it's fall or grow.

Chorus

I'm dressed to impress.
I'm stressed nonetheless.
But that's just how it is.
My progress to success.

A purpose circus.
I promise I'm nervous
Welcome to my mess.
I'm broken but blessed.

2nd. Verse:

I love the meaning of Bethuel, hate the men of God?
I know what's right, often choose wrong, isn't it odd?
I'm tired of the who's, what's, when's and why's.
Since I believe in something I can't put in front of my eyes?

I don't pray anymore, though I'm not shy to pray at all,
cause you're the first one I run to whenever I fall.
It's kinda hypocritical I made this part about you,
then again in the end you're just always the one that I turn to.

I still react the same, when I turn on the news.
I just look away from it, I should learn from it too.
Am I good or evil? Do people think that I'm kind?
And do I have the wisdom around them to be color blind?

I'm confused since every religion claim to be the only one.
But they fighting each other, each holding a gun.
Shouldn't y'all feeding the hungry and clothing the poor.
Who am I to talk, I got it all, but I always need some more.

Bridge

This is my show, so here I go.
My time is now, to play my role.
Can't take it slow, can't take my soul.
I'm in control, it's fall or grow.

Chorus

I'm dressed to impress.
I'm stressed nonetheless.
But that's just how it is.
My progress to success.

A purpose circus.
I promise I'm nervous
Welcome to my mess.
I'm broken but blessed.

BROKEN BUT BLESSED

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Composed & produced by @beatscraze
Written & recorded by @bethuelwav
Mixed & mastered by @sanadubs
Cover art by @wntrgwde

lyrics.txt
Intro:

I keep doing this, what's wrong with me man.

1st. Verse:

All these kilometers that us separate,
if I get to see you again, I can barely wait.
Because you told me you like me, and I believe that's true.
So made this to let you know I really like you too.

I'm falling head over heals for you, you've got me captive.
Exquisite looks, but your mind is what I truly find attractive.
I'm sorry I went to Poland, but when I return,
I'm headed straight to see you, there's still much about you I wanna learn.

If there's anything you wanna know, then I'm a open book.
Nothing hidden in the shadows, no need to be surprisingly shook
I'm saying that for the simple fact, I mean you no harm.
Although if that ever happened, I need you to sound the alarm.

I wanna know you, wanna know what makes you happy and sad.
Same thing goes with the little things that makes you mad.
Just know I would never give up, even when you would,
and I would never let you go, unless if you told me I should.

Chours

I had to write you this song because my heart you stole.
New years eve was incredible, thank you so much for that stroll.
But now my feelings have grown outta control.
Even though I need to be taking it slow.

I just can't seem to let you go.

Every time I catch feelings for someone, my immediate reaction is to make a song for the person which makes me worthy of their time, right?

2nd. Verse:

There's a lot about you I admire, that phrase fits just right.
Inside me you light a fire, you do that day and night.
We might be opposites, but just the way you smile.
I'm in love with all of it, I just know you're worth my while.

I didn't kiss your lips when I had the chance, so perfectly red.
The thought of them is constantly stuck in my head.
And I don't know if you know, but you're so fucking sexy,
The way your curves move down your body, it affects me.

Our first conversation made my heart beat rise.
And when I looked in your eyes, I saw beauty with no disguise.
Everything felt so natural around you.
But I can only like you from a distance, there's nothing else I can do.

You got your own thing you're doing and places to be.
Of all things you make time for, I wish you'd make some for me.
What are you afraid of? Our intentions are clear as day.
Could this be real love? I hate I'm so far away.

Chours

Now I'm home for a minute with a very specific goal.
To take you out for a dinner or at least go for another stroll.
Alright fuck it, I'm letting my feelings outta control.
Cause there's truly no one else I wanna get to know.

Now grab my hand like last time and let's go, but in case you say no.

Then I ask God to cover you now, and keep you safe.
Please give her your wisdom, and fill her with your grace.
Show her mercy, she's such an incredible woman.
I want you to bless her in absolutely everything she's doing, amen.

Outro:

Amen, amen, amen. Amen, amen, amen.
Goddammit, I hope this is the last time I'm gonna have to make a song like this.

LET YOU GO

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Mia & I met for the first time the 1st of september.
Composed & produced by https://prod7ink.beatstars.com
Written & recorded by @bethuelwav
Mixed & mastered by @sanadubs
Cover art by @cybr-sensei

lyrics.txt
1st. Verse:

I really fucking hate this app called Tinder.
Cause I swipe so hard I hurt my index finger.
Surprise, obviously not a body builder.
But I promise I will still make your legs shiver.

Why am I even talking 'bout this nonsense?
My guy, fuck being sexually responsive.
I just wanna hang back with my own conscious
and die. Wait, I think I like this correspondence.

I think she's one of those with the eyes.
The kind that looks through all your bullshit and your lies.
Now I'm excited man it's difficult to hide.
Cause I really like her, but I don't think she realize.

I want her to get the best of me.
But she's ending the convo with lol, then the brb.
I wanna know you, baby please don't set me free.
Then she hits me right back with the same energy.

Chorus

She hits me back with the same energy.
She hits me back with the same energy.
She hits me back with the same energy.
She hits me back with the same energy.

2nd. Verse:

Oh my, she feels the exact same way that I do.
The guys, based on our texts so far they think she's cool.
Cause I haven't had the pleasure of meeting this boo.
Standby, while I wait for our little rendezvous.

I sigh, cause you said you don't have a lot of time.
So I rhyme, unfortunately you weren't the first in line.
Sky high, is how I felt when you dropped by.
Bullseye, I almost kissed you when you said goodbye.

I was homeless, I had my heart broke.
I'm young as fuck, I still might get a stroke.
My hair's a mess, I feel like a bad joke.
But I think you see something in me other folks don't.

Being in love, to me is a distant memory.
I digged hard to find it, you might be my treasure key.
Don't love and intimacy only bring misery?
Maybe not this time because we got the same energy.

Chorus

She hits me back with the same energy.
She hits me back with the same energy.
She hits me back with the same energy.
She hits me back with the same energy.

SAME ENERGY

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Andreas / Bethuel

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