Vegard-Bedre(With fan made vocals)All credit to Vegard

Bedre

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/5T02lU2F1s2vIlOhKlPyFY?si=098abac985a744fe

Static amv: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=me5okA2uYeA 

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auras: 
feels like every day 
setting fires just to light my way 
back home to my comfort place 
i can feel the warmth touch my skin 
can you see me at all? 
through the smoke and walls 
and im trying to set a blaze 
incinerating memories that are standing in my way 

chrous: 
fire starter 
we’re going higher and higher 
going higher higher
the flames stoke me 
its gets hard to breathe 
brighter brighter 
burnining brighter, brighter 
i dont think i can take it anymore 

bridge:
heart bursting to a farenheit 
in the fire i ignite 

skele: 
its so hard baby i just keep on fucking up 
seditives in my system i just pour it up 
used to think that someday maybe I can be enough
everything fell apart and i’m just leaking blood
i thought this was forever 
i thoughht you were better 
i thought this was forever 
i guess you can’t remember

Fire

fire w/ skele (prod. sinxi)

lyrics

I just think I need a little space right now
cause every now and then I think of them somehow 
don't stay awake
just go to sleep
promise I'll be safe n sound

ur getting lost in the finer things
he risked it all on a wedding ring 
stop and wait
stop and think if it's the smartest thing
but fuck it I'm drunk rn and honestly I can't pretend
I wouldn't lay down my life just to save urs
and when I'm drunk I just say what I'm thinking more 
haunt the walls paint the floors with my brain of course
hear the call put it down I don't wanna talk

1 o'clock by the water front 
just let me know if u had enough
just let me know if I get too much
cause goodness knows that I can be a lot
lips locked up and she say she'd buy my flavour 
baby hope u know that I cannot be ur savior 
heart crossed up and I wouldn't wanna waste her
cause she seen some of my problems and she say it doesn't phaze her 

throw back to the first night
she kiss on on my lips and I get frostbite
its alright 
it's alright
drinking smirnoff straight n ur smiles so nice
I said I'm headed home
she said the fuck u are
ita 4am and a couple hundred miles from ur House
just say if there's something wrong
sit down u can sing ur sing
I said that we don't talk about the shit that we been thing bout 

I think I need a little space rn
cus every now and then I think of them somehow
don't stay awake
just go to sleep
I promise I'll be safe n sound

it's getting late in the night and it's kinda snowing 
so let me know if u figure out where u think ur going 
it's getting late in the night and it's kinda snowing
let me know where u think ur going


kinda snowing. (back2thapast x irby)

produced by killedmyself

completely non profit

lyrics

she wanted cherry blossoms in the front yard
but the ground round here is made of tar
ill work this out and do it from afar
she never really had a broken heart

i have loose seams and wires frayed throughout my being
i have bad dreams still
every night the raven speaks and paints an awful scene
this is not me
lucid in my visions but the outcome stays the same
i have bad dreams
back before my body stopped and it was just my brain

she wanted cherry blossoms in the front yard
but the ground round here is made of tar
i worked it out and did it from afar
i never needed another broken heart

victorian era dialogue (killedmyself)

produced by nevrfall, artwork by @punimonnn on instagram

ive been grinding too long and im tired of waiting
on me
its all about who you know, and nothing else
i dont wanna spend the time to see where im headed
imma quit this shit because i dont like the setting
"you got a new fan", thats what they said, i appreciate it, but,
i..
ill never see the better side
this is a goodbye letter
it was fun, but i gotta get better
and you should know that i cant get it like this
so imma get it somehow else, i swear
its not what i wanted to do, but i have to
lifes pale like blue
youre someone i knew.

a goodbye letter.

mix. @ztope

(prodnxku) 

-non profit-

lyrics -

aye sinking
help me find my meaning
your the only one in
my life not deceiving
girl im barely breathing
i cant fight this feeling
why does everything feel
so fuckin unappealing
everyday i wake up
starting at the ceiling yeah its
just another day i wont cope
with these feelings i
ant fuckin healing i
need time to my self
how appealing never mind
ima die can feel it?
tell me do you feel this?

cuz no one cares
about whats going on
yeah i need help
why cant you tell?

deceive (prodnxku)

originally performed by sewerperson
produced by mags
completely non profit

k_ (mags)

I’ve never made a song about my upbringing when it comes to religion but was inspired to make this one day, maybe you’ll find some solace in this track and thank you for listening ~booj

support https://soundcloud.com/deadspyro



I never said that I was a believer
I don’t try to disprove so I guess I’m neither  

recite what’s on the page I’m not aware of what I’m saying 
my thoughts are on a swing they’re never still it’s always swaying 
hop up right on the scale with all the choices that I’m weighing
there’s just no chance I’m staying 
there’s just no chance I’m staying 

the praise is way too often where’s the meaning where’s the source 
they try to make you feel all safe and sound up in those doors 
I’m not okay that I had no say in what was placed inside my brain 
ironic in the way of how that window pain was stained 
it’s how I feel inside it’s partly beautiful disdain 
but the rest I’ll sum it up it’s pretty much revolving pain 
I don’t look back and see it as helpful more so detrimental
the judgement isn’t justified it’s only supplemental 

they say it’s bad manners 
when you don’t share but I don’t want none of what you got to offer not in there no
they say it’s all that matters 
when you reach a breaking point all that’s left is that you still get to own your share 

2X
recite what’s on the page I’m not aware of what I’m saying 
my thoughts are on a swing they’re never still it’s always swaying 
hop up right on the scale with all the choices that I’m weighing
there’s just no chance that I’m staying 
there’s just no chance that I’m staying

there's just no chance i'm staying (dead spyro)

originally performed by bedside kites
unmixed
one take

stuffed up a line or two but who cares

a sad song about a girl i no longer know

prod me x caves

msitreated, misplaced
scars on my face
smoking so much lately
my teeth got yellow stains

no feelings, erased
hate how people change
bloody knuckles hit the wall 
but life's still the same

over you in my head
in my heart u still there
my body's a mess
feel u eating at my flesh

feeding off of me
ur drinking what i bleed
acting like you love me
then use me like a leach 

how ain't u ashamed of ur-self~
keep on acting like ur the-best
i think u should just let me-rest
stop trynna find where my body-at
  
deep down, covered in dirt 
x marks the spot i got hurt  
under a tree, where the sun won't burn
is where i wrote this song


the pains been way too much for me to ignore
i cant go on like this ill be dead on the floor
and ill never understand how im supposed to endure
everything you do to me when you could never support 

ive been tryna find the motivation just to keep it goin thru my daily schedule
wheres the patience im amazed at everybody tryna talk about their troubles
in a couple days the world will change a war will break and its a shame thats a daily struggle
dont be afraid when the earth shakes and we dissipate into the rubble

casperrr- mistreated, misplaced (etchmygrave flip)

s/o nate give him a follow! 
https://soundcloud.com/nate2timezz
cover: https://soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt

lyrics:
take a couple pills and then i pass out,
shoutout 2 my shawty throw her ass out,
oh my gah,
baby will we ever glo again,
oh my gah,
baby are we rlly more than friends,

parents hate me baby, that’s jus how it is,
can’t take back the words that i said back then,
bigger than myself that what im feeling now,
might just break myself for its over cuz,

i be feeling so worthless \ tie her up around my body just feel a purpose,
i don’t wanna feel this hurting ,
plz jus say its over baby this jus isn’t workin,


passed out/on the floor of my bedroom
floored out/next up, gettin bored now
oh my god,
don’t say another lecture, i be gettin bored of ur shit
like yessir,
an i don’t give a fuck about a teacher, i jus wanna get out of this shit
imma preach it
love me till im gone, by my side
swear i got no-one, by my side
except for my bros can’t lie,
biteki only reason im alive

how it is

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how it is (prod.nate2timez)

(mostly) songs i wrote about a girl i no longer know

victorian era dialogue (killedmyself)

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