falling

friends

STREAM

Written and Performed by Beverley Hill
Produced by Beverley Hill
Mixed by Andrew Barron
Mastered by Justin Wainberg

Lyrics//

Yeah
This that white girl in the bedroom, ukulele, Jason Mraz type beat
(Ooooh)
Hey, hey, hey

Movin' on, oh when we movin' on?
Can we just move along?
What are we provin' on?
Can we just, move it on?
Can we move along?
Movin' on, can we move along?
I'm movin' on

Kinda girl to wear the cross but ain't even religious with it
Socialites and way too many drinks, parents litigious with it
Closet full of Rick and Raf, never knowin' Daddy's business
Hamptons and Muskoka, ain't it nice of you to pay a visit
Pretty little young thing, money gave you twisted vision
Off the blues you breaking bad, credit cards can't help you with it
Cocaine on the table and a lot of fuckin' black cards
Life is really crazy but is yours really that hard?

Movin' on, oh when we movin' on?
Can we just move along?
What are we provin' on?
Can we just, move it on?
Can we move along?
Movin' on, can we move along?
I'm movin' on

I find it kinda funny how you always fuckin' lyin'
Knowin' dirty little secrets always, come to the surface
I'm in, too deep I'm lookin' for ya, screamin' for help
Treat me like that Birkin bag, I'm back on the shelf
You are not invited bitch I'm finding myself
Knew that you were crazy, but you might need some help
All them pills ain't work babe, you need to get well
Told me I should stop but I,I, ain't hear no bell

So when they ask about your boyfriend, tell 'em he's a rockstar
Throwin' TVs out the window, dancing on them cop cars
Private schools and tennis lessons, guess I got the wrong aesthetic
Leavin' you and its for good, to be the man I never could
Cause you used to be my main thing, turned into my secret
But these nights have gotta end, you had my heart but you can't keep it
I'm

Movin' on, oh when we movin' on?
Can we just move along?
What are we provin' on?
Can we just, move it on?
Can we move along?
Movin' on, can we move along?
I'm movin' on

Moving On

mistakes

fake

how come it seems like as soon as i get famous 
that every man want some payment
and every woman is allergic to latex
they send me that late text 
they all on the same shit, my songs in their playlist 
and they tell me they love me but, i swear they must be faking
hollywood is too dangerous, the pills that they taking

i don't wanna make it 

look at me, tell me once, tell me twice, you took the wrong advice

x like 8 lol

how come it seems like as soon as i turn the corner
you feasting on all my friends, give them box, like time warner i'm
alone in bed, just thinking bout what you said
you can fuck me over, but you'll never fuck my friends again

thats a promise, you're so dishonest, 
and i can tell by your eyes, that you wanna cry
your hearts broken (remember me) and its chronic (hanging from the cherry tree)
doctor says only recovery is late nights and ecstasy (remember me)

therapy

Written, produced, mixed, and performed by Beverley Hill
Mastered by Justin Wainberg

lyrics//

You know, I have learned something
I think you're better than I thought you'd be
Thanks
Are you better than you thought you'd be?
This early, yes

Down the road I go again
You spoiled your last friend
You fucked it up again
Last words repent
We try our best
Pledges of indifference
Too far we've gone now
Can't turn our back
(Ooooh oooh ooo-oooh ooooh ooh)
(Ooooh oooh ooo-oooh ooooh ooh)
(Fuck)

I ain't never goin' back (Uh)
I ain't never goin' back (Yeah)
I could never go back
I ain't never goin' back
(That's what I'm talking about, why don't you make some shit that doesn't fucking suck)
Goin' back
I could never go back
(Fuck)

(I ain't never)
Back to my ways I'm just fighting again
It's like every night is a fight we contend
I never wanted to just be your friend
But too much has changed can't you see it's the end
I feel like an animal trapped in my cage
Why could we never be on the same page
You're working against me, I ball up this envy
I'm too green no Benji, I'm gone in the telly
She's yelling out Bevvy, I'm stood on the edge sayin'
Baby don't tempt me, I look to the heaven's pray
Please father bless me, I'm going to hell
Take one last look as I fall down the well
Last thing I see is those eyes that could kill
Now I can die happy knowing that they will
I feel like my words jumpin' off of the page
I guess this is what you call love at this age

I
Never wanna go
Back to how it was
Back when we were young
I
Never wanna go
Back to how it was
When we were young

Down the Road

Written, produced, mixed, and performed by Beverley Hill
Mastered by Justin Wainberg 

lyrics//

Fade away, I don't wanna know that you're not okay
You don't understand what a price I pay
Seeing you means pain, I hate the games we play
I'm sorry but I really hope you
Fade away, I don't wanna know that you're not okay
I know that we're in love but it fades away
The consequence of hatred is replacement babe
So I don't wanna know that

I don't wanna know that
I don't wanna know that
I don't wanna know that
I don't wanna, I don't wanna

Back on the road, always telling me some shit I don't wanna know
Keep it to yourself the only way we can grow
Cause if I'm being honest all the closeness can go
Feel like I'm locked in a chokehold
Trust me, baby I know
The hardest thing about it's moving out on your own
My eyes well as you put on your coat
I don't wanna stop but we gotta let go
I hope you

Fade away, I don't wanna know that you're not okay
You don't understand what a price I pay
Seeing you means pain, I hate the games we play
I'm sorry but I really hope you
Fade away, I don't wanna know that you're not okay
I know that we're in love but it fades away
The consequence of hatred is replacement babe
So I don't wanna know that

I don't wanna know that
I don't wanna know that
I don't wanna know that
I don't wanna know that

Matter fact I changed my mind
I think about you all the time
You say you were always right
What a fuckin' crazy lie

Cause I thought you were perfect, but you took my heart and burned it
I got no more love for pretty bitches that ain't earn it
The secret's come to surface, seems you left me in the lurch (Yeah)
Saw you in his car I bet the money doesn't hurt, bitch
Threw your pictures in the furnace, smiled as they burned, switched
Up on me now you're eating sturgeon caviar with surgeons
Lamborghini's, Rolly's, Birkin purses all the works
Yeah I bet the money's nice, but little do you know it all

Fades away, I don't wanna know that you're not okay
You don't understand what a price I pay
Seeing you means pain, I hate the games we play
I'm sorry but I really hope you , fade away
I don't wanna know that you're not okay
I know that we're in love but it fades away
The consequence of hatred is replacement babe
So I don't wanna know that

Fade Away

between the bars

written, produced, and performed by beverley hill

lyrcis//

i'm waitin for the day when i walk outside and i don't think twice
about what happened last night, the screams and the cries
i wish that you could be there when i die, i hope to see you soon

what happened last night, and whats behind those big brown eyes
i know that you've been lost without me, come on, and put your pride aside
i know that you've been waitin for me, i know you wanna feel alright

pickin up my pieces i come runnin round again 
just to make sure you can't sleep
i know you hate me, but baby
don't you get so high 
(don't you feel so) high when i'm around
i want you in town, high when im in (town)

i know that you've been lost without me, come on, and put your pride aside
i know that you've been waitin for me, i know you wanna feel alright
and i know, that you've been waiting to say it all damn day and all damn night

and i've been waitin all night for you to tell me its mine
givin me digits she said it starts with 5
you're gonna have to work 4 the rest, until the end of the night
i don't wanna be cocky but i'm feelin like you're givin me signs
3 times she told me that i shouldn't even try
2 more drinks to see i'm 1 of a kind

hey

i'm one of a kind
i'm one of a kind 

thats all i got

waitin'

silence

silence - beverley hill & stujø

written, produced, and performed by beverley hill

lyrics//

i know
i know
i know
that you're not the same
i know
i know
i know
that you're not the same

oh, takin’ off runnin’ home again
with your best friend
or at least you say, he is
i don’t know why you try to tell me no
all roads lead to home, with you
tell me nice when you cry
i’m alone, in your eyes
find the pain between
the lines are blurred and i’d prefer to know

i know
i know
i know
that you're not the same
i know
i know
i know
that you're not the same

i know
i know
i know
i know
i know
i know
that you’re not the same

iknowurnotthesame

written, produced, and performed by beverley hill

lyrics//

(hi beverley)

i just wanna tell you how i feel
you should take the day off to see how i feel (yeah, i’m feelin’ you)
look into your eyes
don’t wanna see you cry
took your life from me
i told you solidarity, oh

lay me down
put me to sleep
i’ll be with you in your dreams
you’ll be right there next to me
i’ll see you

(now i lay me down to sleep)
(lay me down)
(and pray the lord my soul to keep)

(thank you beverley)

lay me down

written, produced, and performed by beverley hill

lyrics//

yeah, i said let’s figure it out
i wanna be on the cover
don’t wanna be on the couch, i wanna
talk to ally or sammy or abby or anna or lauren or remi
or anyone that can get me
out of my situation that i’m facin
walkin’ round my bedroom pacin’
every night’s the same in terms of destination
hard to face that facts that you might not be so amazing as you thought you were
embarrassing yourself just to sing your fuckin’ spoken word

i,
i don't wanna try
i don't wanna try no more
i don't wanna try no more
i don't wanna try

i don't wanna

uh, so let’s get back to the basics
i’m always patiently waitin’ for explanations to save it
fact is i’m broken you made it
congratulations, you hate it
can’t take it back once you say it
it’s complicated, i hate it
four in the morning i’m faded
we fuckin, last night was dangerous, fuck it
strobe lights and lasers, we touchin’
arms leadin’ way from the club
and can’t say you don’t know what’s up
bottles and bottles of bub
cocaine and dick is your drug
pussy on a mink rug

i,
i don't wanna try
i don't wanna try no more
i don't wanna try no more
i don't wanna try

i don't wanna try no more
i don't wanna try no more
i don't wanna try

written, produced, and performed by beverley hill

lyrics//

i hate when the day turns into night
i can’t wait to be by your side
i hate when the day turns to night
i wanna see you come alive
see you callin’ in the sky for me when i’m around
i can’t always be there when you’re down

yeah,
yeah, but you just weren’t the same when you came back
thousand miles away in a new class
what a fool to think that we could outlast
all the distance, the fighting and the mistress
the politickin’, the drugs, drinks, and women
so gifted, how could i resist it?
it's not an image, it’s hedonistic
i need a minute

i’m comin’ down
(i’m comin’ down tonight, i’m comin’ down tonight)
i’m comin down
(i’m comin’ down tonight, i’m comin’ down tonight)
i’m comin down
i’m comin down
i’m comin, i’m comin’ down

so you dropped out, and now whats next?
comin’ home and blowin’ all your paycheques?
kickin it with the bitches you call best friends?
yeah, you best put on your latex
because they’ll fuck you harder just to make ends
chillin’ out listenin’ to brakence

i’m comin’ down
(i’m comin’ down tonight, i’m comin’ down tonight)
i’m comin down
(i’m comin’ down tonight, i’m comin’ down tonight)
i’m comin down
i’m comin down
i’m comin, i’m comin’ down

down

written, produced, and performed by beverley hill

lyrics//

now who the fuck said i didn't have it?
i've been workin' hard
something you can not imagine with your stupid life
lemme' waste your time
i don't wanna go
but 25 seasons of the same damn show
got me feelin' like i'm
ready to go
ready to roll
back on the ropes
every time it's like i'm back in the hole
the dark circles start to fade when i come out the shade
please no photos of my synthesis i put on some shades
the doubt, creeps in
and i can't stop myself from cavin' in
we play the same
games i wish that you could change

you'll hear me singin'
woah, woah, woah
i can't let nobody take control
woah, woah, woah
i can't take it any more
my hands are shaking

who the fuck said i couldn't be so confused?
when i'm, feeling like i'm always caught in the middle with you
i don't wanna feel like, that
cause i don't wanna feel like i'm
losing, my self and my soul

shaking [og demo]

written, produced, and performed by beverley hill

lyrics//

tickin’ down the clock i can feel it comin’
i don’t be this way for good
but the truth comes out and i’m still ringin’
hear that clock it seems its singin’
to you, oh, oh

(says)

sometimes that’s the way it goes,
sometimes that’s the way it goes
sometimes that’s the way it goes
sometimes that’s the way it, goes

sometimes that’s the way it goes

sometimes that’s the way it goes
sometimes that’s the way it goes
sometimes that’s the way it goes
sometimes that’s the way it, goes

and it goes and it goes and it goes,
sometimes she comes and goes, it ebbs and flows
oh baby it’s the way that it goes

sometimes

written, produced, and performed by beverley hill

lyrics//

workin' on the weekend
when you're out with your friends all sniffin’ up, tweakin’
i can’t be there when you want me to be, cause i
battling my demons
red lipstick got some tricks up her sleeve and
she’s my weakness
everytime i think i’m done i keep fallin’ back to pieces

(i)
i don’t wanna fall
fall
i don’t wanna fall
fall

workin'

written, produced, and performed by beverley hill

lyrics//

sidelines, hey, why you put me on the sidelines? hey
sidelines, i’m havin’ trouble with these blurred lines
you chose and i know
sidelines, hey, why you put me on the sidelines?
sidelines, i wish that i was in your sightline
can’t take it anymore

i’ve been waitin’ for, things to not be so fucked up anymore,
i know, i shouldn’t be so insecure,
but you make me fuckin’ nervous when i see you walkin’ through that door
baby i’m unsure, yeah, i want more
picture you screamin’ grabbin’ my headboard
you’re beggin’ for more
clothes in the bathroom, my sheets on the floor
showing your tattoos only wearin’ j’adore
i get lost in the reverie, got feelin’s for sure
but the daydream ends, as it flickers and fades
i call you a friend, i don’t wanna be awake
i guess i’ll pretend that i want it this way, yeah
that i want it this way
i guess i’ll pretend that i want it this way

sidelines, hey, why you put me on the sidelines? hey
sidelines, i’m havin’ trouble with these blurred lines
you chose and i know
sidelines, hey, why you put me on the sidelines?
sidelines, i wish that i was in your sightline
can’t take it anymore

don't i make you sad?
don't i make you nervous?
cause it seems like
you're glad i’m hurtin’, of that i’m certain
pull back the curtain, you’re not worth it
cause i’m so tired of bein’ sick and tired waitin’ alone
long nights waitin’ up checkin’ my phone, prayin’
you’ll call me, and you’ll tell me,
that you miss me, so dearly
but those dreams end
and i’m right back in my head again, i’m

sidelines

written and performed by beverley hill
produced by stujø (https://soundcloud.com/stujomusic)

lyrics//
don't tell me that you’re not around
when i come to town, oh yeah
don’t tell me that you’re lookin’ for someone
when i’m right here, oh, oh, oh

(yeah, bev)
i guess it just isn’t right
rings on all your fingers but the knot isn’t tied
and yeah i know, the thought just lingers and dies
picturing you under covers, bodies entwined
(oh, fuck)
so many fucking chances, why couldn’t i just get it right?
i don’t wanna be friends, baby lets just roll the fucking dice
drink something nice, stay the night
take our time, fuck me till the sunrise
see you in the daylight

oh, oh, (yeah)
see you in the daylight
oh, oh
d-d-d-day

so be mine, just for the night
you know the words, those little lies
take a chance, just close your eyes
i pull you close, does it feel alright?
just take my hand and it’ll all be fine
that’s when she looked at me and said the cab’s outside
“i swear to god i dreamed of this” is how i replied
and then i told her that

don't tell me that you’re not around
when i come to town, oh yeah
don’t tell me that you’re lookin’ for someone
when i’m right here, oh, oh, oh

(yeah, bev)
you got it all figured out
i know that i get drunk and crazy, fucked up the house
and yeah i know, that you're riddled with doubt
attitude is bitter like the coke in your mouth
(fuck)
how many times can the choir sing it to ya’?
hallelujah
i don’t wanna think back and wish i knew ya’
i’m true to, the words i say, yeah we can be estranged
or baby we could change it, we could live dangerous

we could live dangerous

we could live dangerous

daylight w/ stujø

written, produced, and performed by beverley hill & friends (shout out to tys, jarry, rubber, peter)

baby, i feel like i’m crazy, crazy
baby, i feel like i’m crazy, crazy

yeah, and i’ve been feelin’ alone these days i wish that you would call
every time i’m on my own i,
start sayin’ that i miss you, i can’t
go down that road it's not my issue, you got
your own time
you gotta figure it out
and be yourself, i can’t leave you on the ground
then i found

baby, i feel like i’m crazy, crazy
baby, i feel like i’m crazy, crazy

we did it freestyle [crazy]

written, produced and performed by beverley hill

lyrics//

what’s a king without a crown, what’s a bitch without a frown on a saturday night
she lookin, tight
twenty-two and throwin’ tantrums,
baby, i ain’t got the answer (uh)
she said i’m lookin’ so handsome (dancin’)
lookin at me like i’m up for ransom (bangin’)
and i hear the trap phizzy rangin’, i answer

art pays, just kiddin’ n-n-no it doesn’t
can’t call you a freak, but i know a dozen

but you don’t know what you’re missin’ babe

been around too much fuckshit, gettin uninvited from the function
showin’ up drunk, pissed, too fucked up
can't show im hurt, yeah, skippin’ all discussion
gettin’ belligerent and holdin’ all my feelings in
yeah and what a mistake, what a mistake that i let you in
only led to pain, you’re so fucking heartless
ain’t wanna listen to my gut but it was right on target
i let my guard down regardless, even though i knew it’d never work
i do this every single time, its like i love the pain and getting hurt
no i’m not a masochist i’m just a stubborn motherfucker tryna find his self worth
truth hurts, and you can never take it back
the whispers mean so much more than the screams
“i love you’s” met with silence, i’m wondering what i lack
timid eyes look back
need to learn to put myself, first

don’t know what you're missin babe
don't know what you're missin babe

there’s too many times to try and count it
i can’t lie i’ve been surrounded
i wish our days were filled with joy
you left me hangin’ in the void
if i get walkin’ don't be coy, yeah

missin'

written, and performed by beverley hill
produced by westle and beverley hill (but mainly wes I just added kicks lol) //

//wes (https://soundcloud.com/westlaird)

lyrics// 

oh, tell you how i feel, oh, woah, oh
tell you how i feel

turn me up

why can’t i? let you go when you fall back
got me takin’ chances just to call back (uh)
first you run away, then you crawl back
i just wanna know
why can’t you look me in the eye?
i think i deserve it,
i know that i gave you a higher purpose (mhmm)
so tell me was it worth it?
to chew me up and spit me out
graduated from me like you’re dressin’ in your cap & gown (aye)
throw it up, but don’t show too much
i don’t wanna feel a way, you make me so twisted

why can’t i? let you go when you fall back
got me takin’ chances just to call back
pickin’ up all my pieces, girl you caught me at my weakest moment
(then she)
yeah i know it
(asked me)
why can’t you look me in the eye?
i think i deserve it
i know that i gave you a higher purpose (mhmm)
so tell me was it worth it?

then she,
asked me,
then she asked me
then she,
asked me,
then she asked me

why can't i? [prod. westle]

written by beverley hill & @axlmellon
produced by @westlaird and beverley hill
mixed and mastered by beverley hill
//
I've been feelin' like I'm floatin' away yeah
I've been feelin' like I'm floatin' away yeah
So high, can't see the ground
So high, can't seem to come down
I've been feelin' like I'm floatin' away yeah
I've been feelin' like I'm floatin' away yeah
I've been feelin' like I can't come down
Every time that you come 'round I

Fuckin' with my feelings
Twistin' up my soul, I'm forgetting what the feel is
I thought you could heal it
Dead wrong, call me Biggie cause them suicidal thoughts is what I'm hearin
Gunshot
Screams pierce like an earring
Yeah, I know this is what you're fearing
Comin' home to blood splattered on the ceiling
Tears well, standin' there reeling

I've been feelin' like I'm floatin' away yeah
I've been feelin' like I'm floatin' away yeah
So high, can't see the ground
So high, can't seem to come down
I've been feelin' like I'm floatin' away yeah
I've been feelin' like I'm floatin' away yeah
I've been feelin' like I can't come down
Every time that you come 'round I

Enough is enough, tough with the stuff
No front, no bluff, just listen
I'm rockin' the talk ain't shiftin
I'm lockin' the box while tickin
In topped off, I drop in and drop off
I rock in and rock off, I pop in and pop off
I feel I've lost lots of me, P's and Q's would offer me (ha)
Gifts just like a lottery, wish my ex would holla B
But that's a lot of me, within' this track like bendin' back
And seein' somethin' else, ain't seeing somethin' else
Come and get what I got to give, got slots with a bid
And I'm still pullin' cherries for this life I got lots to live
Bitch
On no sober shit, flow emotion with
Everything, I'm really floatin' over this
Was given these cards that were dealt
Yo
Too much I done lose stuff, actin' too tough
Missin' you and feelin' cooped up
Chicks in my section now, I be cooped up
But wishin' it was you
When I done pulled the coupe up

I've been feelin' like I'm floatin' away yeah
I've been feelin' like I'm floatin' away yeah
So high, can't see the ground
So high, can't seem to come down
I've been feelin' like I'm floatin' away yeah
I've been feelin' like I'm floatin' away yeah
I've been feelin' like I can't come down
Every time that you come 'round I

Back like I never left
Women swear I'm heaven sent
Walk with aura, bitch I'm never reticent
Wes & Ax & Bev are rappin' out and gettin' stacks
While you just sittin' on the couch and wonder why you still irrelevant

floating away ft. axy mel (prod. westle)

written, produced, performed, mixed, and mastered by beverley hill

for k.

lyrics//

i don't wanna end it
but things aren't workin' like they should
i don't wanna send ya
away from me with what i have to say
it should be the one you want
you can't choose it i'm not wrong
every weekend i'm tempted
to call you up, again i see
the light that we could be 

i don't wanna end it
a life with you is what i see for me 
i can barely stand it
without you i don't know who i would be
you're makin' like a bandit
you take my love then run without a trace
i wish that i could end it
but god be damned, i love the fuckin' chase

(yeah)
tell me how you're feelin' and i'll tell you how i'm not
the apple of my eye, i would hate to see you rot
i'm beggin' for your time, i wish i hadn't caught
all of these feelings i'm so lost
one, two, three, four
days i wish that i could see you more
five, six, seven, eight
times in a row you show up, late

i don't wanna end it
a life with you is what i see for me 
i can barely stand it
without you i don't know who i would be
you're makin' like a bandit
you take my love then run without a trace
i wish that i could end it
but god be damned, i love the fuckin' chase

remember last thursday?
couldn't have imagined you saying those things on the first date
you gettin' thirsty
tellin' me you're gettin' flashbacks in class
you're gettin' nervy
oh don't you worry
we can run it back, till heaven i'll be attached
i want this to last, why can't you see
baby, love is evergreen
pick me

i don't wanna end it
a life with you is what i see for me 
i can barely stand it
without you i don't know who i would be
you're makin' like a bandit
you take my love then run without a trace
i wish that i could end it
but god be damned, i love the fuckin' chase

the chase

written, produced, and performed by beverley hill

lyrics//

I'm all out of luck, I wasted time
Summer funk, I'm getting high
Can't let youth just pass me by
She caught my eye
That's when you called my name for the first time and not the last
But last night I was thinkin
I was

So caught up in a dream
The one of you and me
The forest and the trees
The one in sanctity

Then I forgot to breathe
Then I forgot to breathe
Then I forgot to breathe
Then I forgot to breathe
Then I forgot to breathe
To breathe, breathe
Then I, then I
To breathe

I guess I'm doing fine all on my own
Been so long since you were home
I can't let you off the hook
For everything that you took
I can't be the one for you
Sometimes I forget that you're 22
Sometimes I wish I was back in that dream
And I could fuckin' breathe

So caught up in a dream
The one you say to me
I love you on repeat
And I forget to breathe
I pray to stay asleep
Your lips, the taste so sweet
I wake in lonely sheets
It's all just been a dream

Then I forgot to breathe
Then I forgot to breathe
Then I forgot to breathe
(Go)

So caught up in a dream
That I forgot to breathe
With you and me
The one in sanctity
Sanctity
Breathe
To breathe, breathe
Then I, to breathe

forgot to breathe

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