Lightning Logan

In the i8 singin' Hallelujah
I don't know how to get back to ya
Didn't ever wanna fall in love too young
But I guess that's what you do huh
I don't think I really had a choice you was too much
When the fuck did it get so complicated
I only want your love I'm done with waiting
Yeah I'm still in love with you that's an understatement
It's no wonder that you had to get far away from me

Yeah
Spookybands I made that money and I ghost a bitch
They don't know me they tryna tell me how I'm supposed to live
Been all alone there ain't no way they gettin' close to him
And all along you told me this love was different
I don't live here anymore nah I been evicted
And I hate it when you cut me off I been addicted to you
I thought I was the only one yeah
To pick up all your pieces
And I can't stop them from falling for you
But I'd give you it all if you wanted me to
I'm sick of the lies but you told me the truth and I don't like that better
And I thought I was over you but I called you when I left her
Man I'm so sick of myself
She was the type of love that I don't care if I don't fall in love again
Tell me what I'm supposed to do I don't understand
When the fuck did it get so complicated
I only want your love I'm done with waiting
Now I've waited too long my heart is racing

In the i8 singin' Hallelujah
I don't know how to get back to ya
Didn't ever wanna fall in love too young
But I guess that's what you do huh
I don't think I really had a choice you was too much
When the fuck did it get so complicated
Only want your love I'm done with waiting
Yeah I'm still in love with you that's an understatement
It's no wonder that you had to get far away from me

I'm still in love with who you were
Can you tell me if this time it's gonna work
Yeah
Think I lucked up
Sometimes I get too fucked up
It's crazy how it goes
These feelings come and go
Sometimes I get way too high to see where you fell from yeah
Tell me if there's something I can do to change the outcome
I'm done
This time
I won't ever run when I'm scared
And this time
You can tell that I really care

I don't really wanna fall in love too much
I don't really wanna get back to ya
I don't really wanna get back to ya
Yeah yeah
In the i8 singin' Hallelujah
I don't know how to get back to ya
Didn't ever wanna fall in love too young

back 2 u w/ love jai (p. booch + love matt)

[+] I don't wanna die tonight so ill stay awake
* featuring @emofruits + @lilskeleskrrt * produced by @prodby2k6 + @rxhff *

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#VIPSHIT
Me popeo 3 pills and I walk it out
He vuelto a las mismas baby 
perro abandonao
Tengo perras que me quieren pero estoy numb
Corazón blindao y está pena es mi sound

Wicked voice wicked voice está crack down
No puedo sonar como siempre he sonao
puedo soñar los porros he dejao
No puedo alcanzar lo que siempre he soñao
Frustrao frustrao estoy estancao
El mundo se acabó buscando mi heart
Vip life pero no estoy forrao
c.o.g life por siempre blindao

lo siento baby 
por hacerte daño
se que no quería hacerlo pero lo hago
(fuck)
me siento un extraño cuando estoy cerca de ti
off the drugs ya no se que siento, no
(i hate my self too much)
busco conexión
(voy a disparar)
al espejo mágico
(ya no puedo mas)
go go go go go

drugs en mi sistema
busco lo que quiero lo consigo de forma externa
fuck shit es una mierda
es una pena 
soy una pena 
es condena 
un poema
un problema a mi alrededor
tengo que salvarte como dios
(de mi...)
soy el perdedor

Me popeo 3 pills and I walk it out
He vuelto a las mismas baby 
perro abandonao
Tengo perras que me quieren pero estoy numb
Corazón blindao y está pena es mi sound

Wicked voice wicked voice está crack down
No puedo sonar como siempre he sonao
puedo soñar los porros he dejao
No puedo alcanzar lo que siempre he soñao

Egressing out

Sg444 - Egressing out (prod. nightlight & eruh) #musicadeunperroabandonado

Poison into Medicine

@guccihighwaters
@notmorgn

Lyrics:

(guccihighwaters)
it’s the way you said it
i caught feelings
when you’re gone baby
life is not appealing
close my eyes
the best time is when im dreaming
you’re always in my head
and it’s revealing
the true part of me
please don’t start with me
it’s been goin smooth
spending time on qualities
comes with benefits
but it ain’t always happy
ideas in my skull drive me crazy
if you ask me

i know u have feelings well i do too
imma keep them safe until im in the tomb
every night in my dreams you come and visit me
protecting me from the reaper that is teasing me

(grievingseason.)
baby ive been singing sad songs everyday
put that on my life im not okay
it kills me knowing you dont feel the same
about me
and all the lying never mattered
you can keep my heart
i guess it just gets hard for me to
put it back together when we fall apart

i know you have feelings
well i do too
when i close my eyes
all i see is you
take me back to a time
when i was yours and you were mine
baby please come find me
please come find me

grievingseason. & guccihighwaters - the true part of me (prod. notmorgn)

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gucci https://soundcloud.com/guccihighwaters
iof https://soundcloud.com/iofmusic

My Place (feat. guccihighwaters) [prod. reaper]

lyrics

i got all of these followers so tell me why i feel alone
tell me why my energy has always felt so fucking low
i'm smoking in the rain, all by myself, i've got no place to go
cause honestly, i never feel welcome in my fucking home
my mom is always bugging and her husband don't acknowledge me
he acts like i'm a fucking ghost, slipping through reality
i swear my depression covers me just like a canopy
crying while i fall asleep, i'm screaming in my fucking dreams
anti-depressants but that shit has not been helping me
been thinking about suicide but honestly i'm scared to leave
anti-psychotics but that shit has not been helping me
been thinking about human beings and why they're all so scared of me
black from head to toe, i'm lurking with the ninja blade
baby, kiss me on the face, drown me in the fucking lake
dracula, the way i bite you with my vampire fangs
baby, tell me it's okay before we take our lives today

NESS

slasher [prod. clovtboi]

Make A Wish Ft Shinigami

my mom thinks i'm a failure 
my step dad cannot stand me
friends afraid i'll die soon
that's why they're checking on me
sitting at the damn top
i've never been so lonely
i feel so invisible
i'm in the air just floating
my mom thinks i'm a failure 
my step dad cannot stand me
friends afraid i'll die soon
that's why they're checking on me
sitting at the damn top
i've never been so lonely
i feel so invisible
i'm in the air just floating

if i were to die today, tell me would that break your heart
i've been laying in my bed, cause everyday is so hard to start
schizophrenic and depressed, my life has been so torn apart
i've been crying in my room, just leave me here inside the dark
why can’t i catch a damn break?
dealing with this bullshit
depression and heartbreak 
she took my heart and used it
crying over fake love
she ran away and bruised it 
lurking with a black gun
baby catch my bullet
-
written by lightning logan
produced by discent
samples from: IT

The Night He Came Home

DISCENT

we all float down here [prod. discent]

razor blade on my wrist, i let her cut me
she try to kill me, that lil bitch look like buffy
we some psychos like tiffany and chucky
i know she love me, she just wanna fuck me
razor blade on my wrist, i let her cut me
she try to kill me, that lil bitch look like buffy
we some psychos like tiffany and chucky
i know she love me, she just wanna fuck me

scars on white arm, blood dripping out now
got a bad goth bitch, baby stripping down now
shoes came from louis
white tee ferragamo
she was in some fendi 
thought the devil wears prada
scars on white arm, blood dripping out now
got a bad goth bitch, baby stripping down now
shoes came from louis
white tee ferragomo
she was in some fendi 
and now she wearing nothing 

baby take the blade and won’t you touch me
i just wanna love you, baby won’t you fuck me
vampire in the moonlight, she just wanna suck me
down the slopes we going, cocaine make my nose bleed
i don’t wanna shoot you, but the eagles on my left hip
i don’t wanna bite you but your blood is on my damn lip
i might take the black blade and put it to my pale face
i can feel the evil flowing through my big veins
baby take the blade and won’t you touch me
i just wanna love you, baby won’t you fuck me
vampire in the moonlight, she just wanna suck me
down the slopes we going, cocaine make my nose bleed
i don’t wanna shoot you, but the eagles on my left hip
i don’t wanna bite you but your blood is on my damn lip
i might take the black blade and put it to my pale face
i can feel the evil flowing through my big veins

razor blade on my wrist, i let her cut me
she try to kill me, that lil bitch look like buffy
we some psychos like tiffany and chucky
i know she love me, she just wanna fuck me
razor blade on my wrist, i let her cut me
she try to kill me, that lil bitch look like buffy
we some psychos like tiffany and chucky
i know she love me, she just wanna fuck me
-
written by lightning logan
produced by discent
samples from: the bride of chucky + the texas chainsaw massacre

tiffany & chucky [prod. discent]

everyday i’ve been praying i would feel a little better
it’s getting bad again, the voice, it’s getting so much louder
there’s a ghost inside the attic, i can hear the cries and laughter 
i will just try to ignore it, but that just makes me feel sadder
i don’t think i wanna be here, in my head it feels so spooky
i just want to end it all, my life is such a scary movie 
everyday i feel so empty, seems like nothing makes me happy
i am struggling to breathe, anxiety. it has me gasping 
i don’t wanna hurt myself no more, but something has to help me feel
no one ever talks to me, i’m struggling to know what’s real
the doctors tried to fix me but i honestly don't fuck with pills
just leave me here all by myself, i’ll be fine if i don’t kill
i know there’s something lurking near, i know it’s getting close as fuck
i think it’s made it to my head, i’m thinking about giving up
tell me i’m not crazy, i’ve been so down on my fucking luck
tell me it’s okay before i grab the knife and start to cut
i think i’m off my rocker, lost all sense in my humanity
look me in my face, i feel like michael on a killing spree
kitchen knife inside my hand, reliving all these memories
i don’t wanna feel no more, please uninstall my reveries
-
written by lightning logan
produced by discent
samples from: paranormal activity + dracula

there's a ghost inside the attic [prod. discent]

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lyrics

[lightning logan]

i think i’m losing my mind, i think i'm losing my mind
i think i’m falling behind, i think that it is my time
i’ve been losing my mind, i’ve been losing my mind
i think i’m done for this time, feel like my brain is so fried
i think i’m losing my mind, i think i'm losing my mind
i think i’m falling behind, i think that it is my time
i’ve been losing my mind, i’ve been losing my mind
i think i’m done for this time, feel like my brain is so fried

feel like my brain is so burnt
my heart is broke it’s so hurt
mask of woe on my face
i'm smoking blunts in the dirt
golden chain on my wrist
hidden blade in my fist
yeah i’m dressed in all black
see me fade in the mist

[bewill']

shadows swallow within 
heartbreak once again 
i can’t go through this pain
trapped in the abyss 
black on black with the mask
who is that with the mask 
asked her to the prom night
for one last dance

[lightning logan]

prom night got you on my mind
silver knife in her mouth 
i got cuts on my wrist
and she got blood on her blouse
voices inside my head 
monsters under my bed
screaming throughout the night
they say i’m better off dead

[bewill']

monsters under my bed 
voices scream in my head 
knife covered in blood
from the blood that she bled 
white stained in all red
who made this big mess
i would kill for your love 
it’s fucking trapped in my chest

[lightning logan]

i need to roll me some dope
i need to ease all this pain
feel like i do not belong 
they try to say i’m insane
they try to say i'm a creep
that blade is tucked by my hip
evil inside my eye
i make your baby girl strip

[bewill']

take a trip down the slopes
need some blow in my nose 
when it pour it just snow 
got this necklace on froze 
you were my overdose 
put me in comatose 
left me out in the cold 
in the blistering cold’

prod. by greaf
written by bewill x lightning logan

samples from prom night and dracula

LIGHTNING LOGAN

i think that it is my time w/ lightning logan [prod. greaf]

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lyrics

[lightning logan]

gothic bad bitch, but she a sweet heart
her boyfriend think that he hard
drive slow when we pull up in that street car
bloody in my styrofoam, i need to recharge
wrist cut, but that bracelet goyard
off the slopes; that’s a hunnid dollar snowboard
tweaked out, white mask like ghostface 
up next: top five on myspace

[heroine diaries]

bad bitch, blonde hair, and she love me 
i don’t really care, got her off the molly 
i don’t really care, i be dying slowly 
i don’t really care, used to being lonely 
you can see it in my eyes, look closely 
black jeans, black nails, she a goth queen 
she don’t need a man, but tell me that she love me 
wanna fuck me, both druggy 
nose bloody, heart lovely 
heart lovely, baby, why you love me?
i'm so broken, i can’t be saved 
soon enough i'll be lying in the grave

[lightning logan]

wrist cut, but that bracelet goyard
off the slopes; that’s a hunnid dollar snowboard
tweaked out, white mask like ghostface 
up next: top five on myspace

[heroine diaries]

bad bitch, blonde hair, and she love me 
i don’t really care, got her off the molly 
i don’t really care, i be dying slowly 
i don’t really care, used to being lonely 
you can see it in my eyes, look closely 
black jeans, black nails, she a goth queen 
she don’t need a man, but tell me that she love me 
wanna fuck me, both druggy

children of the night tag made by @gucccifer
prod. @ryini
written by @lightninglogan x @heroinediaries

samples from Scream x Scream 2 x Scream 3 x Prom Night x Cam

HEROINE DIARIES

goyard w/ heroine diaries [prod. ryini]

prod. soundcloud.com/cpt_sad

recount it back from the start
don't know what tore us apart
could be the way that you hold my heart so tight

you walked me back to my car
i wasn't scared of the dark
but you were saying it's alright you don't mind

was i just nothing to you
what else was there i could do to get through this now
when we've both been bruised
& i don't care if they knew
i'd scream it out from the roof
if you felt this too
yeah you felt this too
know you felt this

you're always far from me
so why'd you fall for me
you make it all just feel so incomplete

you make it hard to leave
i'm always down on my knees
can barely tell how to speak cause your kiss so sweet

i'd do anything
just keep it all the same
i spilled my guts onto the floor 
i made a mess of it
 
i'd do anything
don't want our love to change
i spilled my guts onto the floor won't get this surface clean

every time i see you now i'm losing my balance
the pressure always peaking till i blow up i had it
i'll pull my sleeves down on my arms so it'll cover the damage
you drink away the shit you bottle but i know that you felt this too

Damage (prod. yesterday)

Lyrics:
layin on the bed now, while i hear the rain down
lookin for my place now, wonder if im face down
want me to be cheerful, gonna get an earful
when i hit that beer full, solo cup im fearful, im here for

all the days up in the booth, you want me to speak the truth
dont got much to do with you, tell you how im doin dude
all i say is ciphered though, break the code and then you'll know
hear my voice pick up my flow, been so cold im ten below

there's room here, if you wanna cool here
wouldn't recommend it cuz i always lose my cool here
feelin like a tomb here, always in some gloom here
hard to get up out the mud when i be tryna bloom here, aint new here
x2

light in the face now, reached a new day now
who's gonna say now, you've been away now
nobody noticed, when i been phone this
i just been ghost in all of my loneness

sinning at night time, drowning in my life
wonder where i been and yall been hitting my sideline
i be up in my room, nothing to do with you
caught up in my craft im making potions out UV blue

raindown

@childrenofthenightt
8700M🧿
"Save The Planet"🌱

i think that it is my time w/ lightning logan [prod. greaf]

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