imagine feeling so out of place that you legit feel like a board game that some kid has picked up and sneakily put in the trolley until the parent realizes and chucks it out because they are unable to be nice to the people they love because of the society and system we were raised in. The writing is magnificent

im really intrested in how much through thought process goes into some of the lyrics like how hes saying FUCK... AND THEN THANK.... i always thought he was just saying FUCK, FUCK THE SUICIDE LINE AND ALSO FUCK THE UNIVERSE BECAUSE THE SUICIDE LINE IS TECHNEQICALLY APART OF THE UNIVERSE. but its abit more clearear now because eariler on in the same, instead of saying '' whilst i am telling my words about the universe .. '' i thought he was saying... '' well i was (deluded) but the universe (like hes had some mad epiphany) and that would kind of justify why he dad was unable to take him serious. Also intresting in his reasoning for moving away from his mother who he had to visit in refuee camps.. im very uneducated about real world problems but would love to know why she was put in one of the camps.... so he went to clacton on sea to live with his dad then? and thats when he built the garage?

This will forever still be one of my favourite BEXEY songs. I love how much you've evolved and seeing it all happen, but this song just hits not only nostalgically but still so fuckin real

i love you. 

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all of my life, been floating in feelings of misplacement . . 
always wondered why . . 
I was put on this planet to switch to the others 90% of the . . 
TIME it ticks at least thats what we think . . 
Im the board game in the middle of the fruit section . .
not because some lazy kid put me here . . 
when his mother told him no cause the moneys gettin low . .

but the owner was pullin round a cart of new stock . .
snakes & ladders all packaged bottom to top . . 
he took a short cut on the corner of the isle . . 
the game flew out into an unknown pile . . 

[and now Im here] 

[ladies . . gentlemen . . anyone?] 

why am i surrounded . . 
[do you hear me though? see me though?]
[yeah im so alone . . with all these ghosts] 
x2 

i quit my job . . 
was supposed to be building but more destroying . . 
layers of myself from morning . . yawning .. 
till Im exhausted . . i got away . . 
and i know my dad is kinda disappointed . . 
cause he had a similar dream with music . . 
didnt pursue it . . he looks at me . . 

like i am deluded . . slightly foolish . .
whilst i am telling my words about the universe .. 
he sighs and switches on the tv . . 
and puts his right ankle onto his left knee . .
looking around the corners of the room . . 
he thinking . . SNAP OUT OF IT BEXEY.

why would i wanna be anything but me . .
i would never make anyone ever feel that way . . 
so . . fuck the negativity . . simply i had to get out that place . .
now . . Im . . 
far away in a ghost town . . 
was suicidal for many months yea i lost count . . 
well . . . . didnt but . . why would i try remember?  . . 
when the only thing in my history . . 
is : 'whats the easiest way out?' . . 

rang a suicide line . . [WELL I TRIED] . .
and that voicemail bitch said i have to top my phone up . . 
that was the biggest sign of my life . . 
had to do it by myself with the intense focus . . 

FUCK THE SUICIDE LINE 
FUCK THE SUICIDE LINE 
MAKE YOUR OWN PLANET INSTEAD
MY FRIEND. 

FUCK THE SUICIDE LINE . . 
FUCK THE SUICIDE LINE . . 
FUCK THE SUICIDE LINE . . 
THEY DIDNT EVEN LET ME SPEAK . . 
BUT I THANK THE UNIVERSE . . 
THANK THE UNIVERSE . . 
THANK THE UNIVERSE . . 
SHES GOT ME ETERNALLY . . 

THATS RIGHT. 

BEXEY - Suicide Line Decline [Prod.Willie G]

TURNING DREAMS & NIGHTMARES INTO MAGIC. 

BEXEY SWAN, MYTH KILLA, TOMMY MAD FOX, PRINCE OF THE LOST & BROKEN, BABY CYRUS. 

PLANET SWITCHAZ

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