I'm not th one you want to call in love with

bexey

keepme ^EMO$ional^^ &*sped

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DzXEM2beb8g

You can ask me how I'm doing, I'll say fine.
Even though the pain is killing me inside.
You can Ask me how I'm feeling, I'm alright.
You want the truth then you can look me in the eyes.

You can ask me how I've been I'll say okay,
I never gave a fuck about my feelings anyways
You can ask me hows its been I'll say, it's great
I never wanted your sympathy in the first place.

And I know I really mean that in the worst way.
I'd share my side by I don't think you'd ever see it.
I turn my back on everybody even me.
I'd say I'm sorry but I don't know what It'd would mean.

Black Nails, Black Sheep
I was never meant to be
I'm in the dark, but I can see.
This world was never meant for me
 
Should I stay or should I go,
I've been walkin down this road.
As of lately I've been homesick 
but I'm still so sick of home.  

I'm feelin just like a ghost 
I'm nobody, I'm alone
Got no body, Just a soul
My backs been been on these ropes.

My hearts been getting cold.
My skins been getting numb
My minds been getting dull
I see what I've become.

Black Nails, Black Sheep, 
I was never meant to be
I'm in the dark, but I can see
This world was never meant for me

Music Video

Black Sheep (Prod. ʎpoqou & combination lock) [Music Video in Description]

produced by: @saviorrosebeats
cover photo by: @garetmcmackin

November (prod. savior)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BW3nbMKpIsU

Existential ft. killstation (prod. killstation) *VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION*

@DYZPHORIA

I THOUGHT I WAS DOING RIGHT 
TELL ME WHERE DID I GO WRONG IN THIS LIFE
CRYING TO THE SKY 
I WANT MY BRUDDA BACK BY MY SIDE 

STROLLING ALL ALONE 
DO NOT HIT MY PHONE I AM UNAVAILABLE 
MY HEART BROKE, OUT OF STOCK, WHAT YOU WANT?
MY SOUL CLOSED STOP TRYING TO GUESS THE CODE.
NOTHING YOU CAN DO CAN SAVE ME BABY 
I WISH YOU COULD CHANGE ME 
YOU THINK YOU'LL GUIDE ME TO SAFETY 
YOU DRIVING ME CRAZY.

I DON'T EVEN LIKE MY OWN EYE COLOUR NOW MORE BABY 
MY SHADES DON'T LEAVE ME 
AND IF THEY DO THEN MY EYE CONTACTS COVER UP ALL THE PAIN I'M FEELING.
YOU'LL NEVER SEE MY REAL FACE AGAIN 
NEVER THOUGHT I'D HAVE TO PLAY PRETEND
HALF OF MY MESSAGES REQUESTS ARE DEATH THREATS
CAUSE THEIR ONLY BITCH DAYDREAMING BOUT MY DICK.
GOOD LUCK, I DON'T WANT NO ONE.
ONLY MY FAMILY FEEL COMFORT UP IN MY SONGS
KEEPING THE PEACE WHILE I'M FALLING TO PIECES
DIE A LEGEND YEA JUST LIKE PEEP DID. 

I THOUGHT I WAS DOING RIGHT 
TELL ME WHERE DID I GO WRONG IN THIS LIFE
CRYING TO THE SKY 
I WANT MY BRUDDA BACK BY MY SIDE 

STROLLING ALL ALONE 
DO NOT HIT MY PHONE I AM UNAVAILABLE 
MY HEART BROKE, OUT OF STOCK, WHAT YOU WANT?
MY SOUL CLOSED STOP TRYING TO GUESS THE CODE.
NOTHING YOU CAN DO CAN SAVE ME BABY 
I WISH YOU COULD CHANGE ME 
YOU THINK YOU'LL GUIDE ME TO SAFETY 
YOU DRIVING ME CRAZY.

BEXEY - Off The Radar [Prod.Dyzphoria]

Seconds now drag on, but moments seem to fade away,
When I wake up I wait for the end of the day,
but my mind can't make time for my thoughts, so I cave,
Know things change, but I've watched my emotions decay,

Every day try to maintain, I just break away,
And the pain gets so numb that it leaves me afraid,
Now my gaze is something that they just can't mistake,
Losing touch with this world is so easy to me,

Dissappointing how easy it is to delete
Anybody that tries to step infront of me,
Things are different when there's really not much you need,
When perspectives start bleeding there's not much to see,

I feel guilty for things that I don't need to be,
How I've felt, how I should, how I can't even sleep,
How I still have these times I can't help but feel weak,
These are words, but these feelings are so real to me,

These are words, but these feelings are so real to me.
These are words, but these feelings are so real to me.
These are words, but these feelings are so real to me.
These are words, but these feelings are so real to me.

SWEAR

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These Are Words, But These Feelings Are So Real To Me (Prod. GREAF)

CAN'T HEAR WHAT THEY TELLIN ME.. 

VIDEO : https://youtu.be/WN67bFMHYFI

Villain Tears

Stream

BEXEY - VILLAIN TEARS (Prod. stereoRYZE)

BEXEY  - CUTTHROAT SMILE FT. $UICIDEBOY$ (Prod. stereoRYZE)

Take A Shot

BEXEY - TAKE A SHOT

https://bexey.lnk.to/SpookyEP 

1: HELL BOUND 
2: COME ALIVE (@ 2:39)
3: SPOOKY ELECTRICK (@ 5:30)
4: TAKE A SHOT (@ 8:13)
5: PRINCE OF THE LOST & BROKEN (10:41)
6: BLOODY HELL (@ 13:45)

BEXEY - SPOOKY ELECTRICK [EP]

"the two of us are dying" is alive

lyrics

why'd you take so long to get here?
i've been waiting all night for you
i could tell you this song's about you,
but you know that, that shit ain't true

why'd you take so long to get here?
i've been waiting all night for you
i could tell you this song's about you,
but you know that, that shit ain't true

when the sky is finally falling i'm alone in my room
i'll be waiting where i started, i've got nothing to lose
when the sky is finally falling i'm alone in your room
i'll be gone before the morning cause the shit that you do

such a lonely life now that you're gone
i've been slowing time down for so long
such a lonely life now that you're gone
i've been slowing time down, for so long.

the two of us are dying

killstation - isolation (prod. killstation)

A SONG I COMPLETELY FORGOT ABOUT, 
EUROPE TOUR SOON!

:)

BEXEY & GHOSTEMANE - SHIBARI [Prod.Mikey The Magician]

TRACK #2 FROM "THE TWO OF US ARE DYING".

ARTWORK BY KYLE J THOMPSON.

COMPOSED, ARRANGED, WRITTEN, PERFORMED, RECORDED, PRODUCED, ENGINEERED, MIXED, MASTERED & RELEASED BY KILLSTATION.

PREMONITION (PROD. KILLSTATION)

ETERNAL FLOW

song by killstation, brennan save, and wavy jone$. first on soundcloud (first on soundcloud)

Killstation, Brennan Savage, Wavy Jone$ - Relic

TURNING DREAMS & NIGHTMARES INTO MAGIC. 

BEXEY SWAN, MYTH KILLA, TOMMY MAD FOX, PRINCE OF THE LOST & BROKEN, BABY CYRUS. 

PLANET SWITCHAZ

BEXEY - TAKE A SHOT

BEXEY

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