Bexey 🪐

Damage

BLOODTYPE

Walter Payton

MMAYSKU - PROJECT XXX

i love you. 

https://twitter.com/BEXEYSWAN
https://twitter.com/geilliw

all of my life, been floating in feelings of misplacement . . 
always wondered why . . 
I was put on this planet to switch to the others 90% of the . . 
TIME it ticks at least thats what we think . . 
Im the board game in the middle of the fruit section . .
not because some lazy kid put me here . . 
when his mother told him no cause the moneys gettin low . .

but the owner was pullin round a cart of new stock . .
snakes & ladders all packaged bottom to top . . 
he took a short cut on the corner of the isle . . 
the game flew out into an unknown pile . . 

[and now Im here] 

[ladies . . gentlemen . . anyone?] 

why am i surrounded . . 
[do you hear me though? see me though?]
[yeah im so alone . . with all these ghosts] 
x2 

i quit my job . . 
was supposed to be building but more destroying . . 
layers of myself from morning . . yawning .. 
till Im exhausted . . i got away . . 
and i know my dad is kinda disappointed . . 
cause he had a similar dream with music . . 
didnt pursue it . . he looks at me . . 

like i am deluded . . slightly foolish . .
whilst i am telling my words about the universe .. 
he sighs and switches on the tv . . 
and puts his right ankle onto his left knee . .
looking around the corners of the room . . 
he thinking . . SNAP OUT OF IT BEXEY.

why would i wanna be anything but me . .
i would never make anyone ever feel that way . . 
so . . fuck the negativity . . simply i had to get out that place . .
now . . Im . . 
far away in a ghost town . . 
was suicidal for many months yea i lost count . . 
well . . . . didnt but . . why would i try remember?  . . 
when the only thing in my history . . 
is : 'whats the easiest way out?' . . 

rang a suicide line . . [WELL I TRIED] . .
and that voicemail bitch said i have to top my phone up . . 
that was the biggest sign of my life . . 
had to do it by myself with the intense focus . . 

FUCK THE SUICIDE LINE 
FUCK THE SUICIDE LINE 
MAKE YOUR OWN PLANET INSTEAD
MY FRIEND. 

FUCK THE SUICIDE LINE . . 
FUCK THE SUICIDE LINE . . 
FUCK THE SUICIDE LINE . . 
THEY DIDNT EVEN LET ME SPEAK . . 
BUT I THANK THE UNIVERSE . . 
THANK THE UNIVERSE . . 
THANK THE UNIVERSE . . 
SHES GOT ME ETERNALLY . . 

THATS RIGHT. 

BEXEY - Suicide Line Decline [Prod.Willie G]

LYRICS

with everything you left unsaid
i'll never get you out my head
i wish i felt the way i did
but i can't stand the way we live

only way of keeping track is by the blisters on my hand
wish that you weren't so distracted wish that you would understand
only thing that ever mattered was the life that we had planned
but you know that every life will have to end, i've been thinking bout

everything you left unsaid
i'll never get you out my head
i wish i felt the way i did
but i can't stand the way we lived

the two of us are dying

killstation - the two of us are dying (prod. killstation)

Black Dress (Prod. Slight)

BLACKOUT!

BEXEY - TRU COLOURS

LONDON TO 1800 x JACKBOY

BORING PEOPLE

Spooky Electrick

Hell Bound

ETERNAL FLOW

BEVERLY HILLS HEARTACHE

IDK (I DECAY)ft Kiya Juliet

MOLOTOV LOVE

TURNING DREAMS & NIGHTMARES INTO MAGIC. 

BEXEY SWAN, MYTH KILLA, TOMMY MAD FOX, PRINCE OF THE LOST & BROKEN, BABY CYRUS. 

PLANET SWITCHAZ

Hell Bound

BEXEY

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