[Verse]
My head it spins round and round
Heart's a drum
A reckless sound
At just the thought
The thought of you
Making you mine
What can I do

[Prechorus]
If you meet me halfway there
Promise love
Promise care

[Chorus]
But mean it when you say you’ll stay
Don’t just whisper
Don’t just play
Cause promises
They’re not just empty words
Break them once
It won’t just pass 
that could cost you 
don't find out

[Verse 2]
There’s a girl who hides inside
She don’t know light she hides in me
She’s all shadow
All sharp flame
Can’t take heartbreak
Don’t play that game

[Prechorus]
She can’t handle lies or pain
She’ll lash out
She won’t refrain

[Chorus]
So mean it when you say you’ll stay
Don’t just whisper
Don’t just play
Cause promises
They’re fragile glass
Break them once
It won’t just pass

(verse 3)
my head it spins round and round my heart is racing at just the thought of u to make u mine what can I do sit here aching to tell you babe how much I need of u if u meet me just half way promise u love me and ur here to stay
(chorus) but once those words are spoken once u say it all out loud make sure u mean every promise made cause if u break them I don't wanna scare u away but theirs a girl inside who doesn't live in the light she can't handle pain she will find a way to make you pay if u cause me pain (bridge)she's quiet stays hidden wouldn't bother u as long as u stay committed to the words u choose she will stay away but if u faulter if u break I can't stop how she will behave u will meet my other side she doesn't like rainbows she's not to nice she doesn't mind torture or bloody hands  has never been a problem she leaves a mess to clean up for if you hurt me she will make u pay this is a warning mean every word u say 

girl inside.mp3

[Verse]
Words tumble out like broken glass
Shards of meaning
They cut
deeply 
I try to hold them
But they slip on they slice
You dodge the truth
I bite my tongue 
ship wrecked but trying not to capsize this love

[Prechorus]
Why does every step we take
Feel like running in place

[Chorus]
Tug of war
We're pulling tight
Caught between the dark and light
Say you’re here
Then drift away
How do I believe that you’ll stay
Tug of war
It’s all we know
Love’s a game
But if left playing this way       then love between us will never be enough to believe in leaving us in a toxic endless cycle love forever in a endless battle ship wrecked and the tide it's pulling under 

[Verse 2]
Your eyes are storms
They crash rollback look at me and
They rollback feel that thunder roaring deeply inside feel that deliberate breathing a crash in your chest in ur heart the feeling of never fully trusting in me spins your mind in a insecurity storm makes you believe my love is lies but babe don't believe those wicked rhymes convincing u 
I’m a shipwrecked heart playing with your heart  never feeling my truth I love you (yes baby I love you)
Losing control now having to prove to the man I love that he's the only one made for me his arms are the only ones strong enough to hold me all the man I want You say the words yet u decieve me all while 
pretending to believe me But ur words  they feel cold A story left untold could be felt why can't you feel my love deeply within you why must we always gotta question this love between us can't you feel what I feel pulsing electric volt deep in your soul 

[Prechorus]
Why does every move we make
Feel like bending till we break

[Chorus]
Tug of war
We're pulling tight
Caught between the dark and the light
Say you’re here here to stay
Then quietly drift further  away
How do I believe you when you say you wanna stay but your words lack love n honesty 
This Tug of war (exhausting)
It’s the only game we ever play
Love’s not a game but we keep on playing (we keep playing keep playing) like it's a game
But it will not ever grow (no never gonna grow) because of the back and forth you tug I pull (u tug and I will pull) this love is ship wrecked this love is lost at sea (and I feel you more and more ur ha--ating of mee) Noo noo no baby please don't abandon me this love is shipwrecked  (please don't leave me in your insecurity storm) don't leave me alone baby please don't trip(U R All I Want believe when I'm telling you this) this shipwrecked love feels like war you tug and I pull u tug and I pull is it ever gonna be more then an endless cycle can't we just start a new cause I don't wanna lose you

shipwrecked.mp3

[Verse]
Three hundred down on the power this month
You’re out here spinning tales
Throwing junk
stealing 100 bucks got my brother thinking I’m a hundred in the red
While you’re pocketing cash
Enough said
miss shady how in the hell do you sleep knowing the fucked up shit you did and keep doing miss shady bout to learn how if you keep this fucked shit up exactly what it feels like once I cut tyes from you from your cruelty from you wicked hate I'd call you mom but it leaves a bad taste in my mouth when I do so miss shady matches the lady you turned out to be wish I knew the real you before I took all the back lash defending u to my step mom if only I had known your exactly like her one thing I know is my dad has a type and that type hates my fucking guts

[Prechorus]
Why you twist
Why you spin
This game you play
Nobody wins

[Chorus]
I ain’t shady
I pay my dues
You’re the one playing games
Bending the rules
I ain’t shady
Don’t twist the truth
I’m calling it out
I’m so fucking done with you you have done nothing but prove I waisted so many days and all I've given up for you when will it ever be enough ma when will miss shady ever stop making me out to be the one whose fucked up

[Verse 2]
You talk in circles
Leave me dazed got my brother looking at me like I’m crazed
But I paid my share
The whole damn stack
And now I’m here to take my power back I'm sick of you always setting me up so that your lies and twisted truths paint me out to be a lousy mom and a lousy daughter yet those titles have always fitted you best had me call my Aunty to ask to borrow money I'll never forget this betrayal it cut deep I said mom I'll make that call but before I do. do you promise when she calls to check if I'm  asking for you do you promise to back me up you said that you would set next to me while I made that call didn't realize you were setting me up you told her I was lying just trying to steal her money that was the lowest you ever sunk  I felt that blow that's the one I can't forget the blow that hurt the most painted me out to be a thief when my integrity meant the world to me and your sorry hateful ass went and ruined my image to my entire family well guess what miss shady imma make this song to call you out for all the shady shit you have been doing almost couldn't believe you believe you have done something special to earn the title mom ur not a mom just a jealous person I wish I never known 

[Bridge]
You’re on a mission
Breaking trust
Counting pennies
Stirring dust
But this story’s done
It’s getting old
The truth is out
Let the record hold
miss shady wasn't ever. fair miss shady fried my fucking  hair on purpose cause she was jealous I could never do the shit miss shady does to me it's like she's my worst high school enemy use to cut me deeply now I'll cut the tyes for good move so far away from you miss shady ur bout to lose the only daughter you ever had this thought use to hurt me now I feel nothing if I have tears in my eyes don't confuse them with me feeling at all bad for the future were I don't know you that thought alone brings me joy no longer feel the pit in my stomach when I say that out loud miss shady I'm pretty sure that I've finally detached from my love for you detached from every painful memory made with you your hate for me has taught me how strong I truly am and reminded me it's my choice to cut tyes for my own damn good one day someone will bring me up ask you where I am and just before you lie try and make me out to be at fault I hope ur eyes tear up because you realize how losing me was always ur fault miss shady can't say I'll miss you don't have a reason too so goodbye miss shady miss shady I hope it hurts
[Chorus]
I ain’t shady
I pay my dues
You’re the one playing games miss shady always
Bending the rules
I ain’t shady
Don’t twist the truth
I’m calling it out ma I've finally had enough and now I'm finally
so fucking  done with you

miss shady edited.mp3

[Verse]
Born wild raised free
Don’t ever try and control me
I don’t walk the line
I zigzag wide
Tangled up in my own stride

[Prechorus]
Tell me left I’ll go right
Tell me no I’ll ignite

[Chorus]
I’m never gonna live like you or them
I’m never gonna give in like you or them
It’s not personal it’s just how I choose to live
Born wild raised free

[Verse 2]
They say the rules are carved in stone
But I’ve got a hammer of my own
Tried to box me but I cut through
I’m the wave that sinks your canoe

[Prechorus]
Tell me stop I’ll run fast
Tell me never I’ll outlast

[Chorus]
I’m never gonna live like you or them
I’m never gonna give in like you or them
It’s not personal it’s just how I choose to live
Born wild raised free                                                              

[Chorus]
I’m never gonna live like you or them
I’m never gonna give in like you or them
It’s not personal it’s just how I choose to live
Born wild raised free                                                      [Verse 3]                                                                        don't take it personally don't take offence has nothing to do with you just how I choose to live if you can't understand I don't fucking care cause I won't follow suit I'll never listen to you I cant be controlled so just leave me alone Im not the one to follow rules so I'm never ever gonna do what I'm told to do I live how I want  and not like I don't so just leave me the fuck alone leave me alone                                                                         [Chorus]
I’m never gonna live like you or them
I’m never gonna give in like you or them
It’s not personal it’s just how I choose to live
Born wild raised free I'm born wild raised free don't try to control me I'm born wild raised free

born wild raised free

[Verse]
The air smells like a brand-new dawn
Chains are gone
I’m finally drawn
To something bigger
Something real
Yesterday felt like spinning wheels

[Prechorus]
I laid it down
Let it all go
Watched the seeds of faith start to grow

[Chorus]
Cracked the code
Oh I see it now
Letting go’s the secret somehow
Gave my burdens
Gave my fight
Woke up living a brand-new life

[Verse 2]
Clarity hit like a lightning strike
The dark gave way to endless light
What held me back
I just let it fall
Turns out
Surrender’s the key to it all

[Prechorus]
It’s not the struggle
Not the grind
It’s the trust that rewinds time

[Chorus]
Cracked the code
Oh I see it now
Letting go’s the secret somehow
Gave my burdens
Gave my fight
Woke up living a brand-new life 

brand new life

your always lying to me to me
you think I don't notice ur deciet notice ur deciet at one time I did believe in u
believe me I won't make that mistake again
No I'm Not The STUPID BITCH U seem to have confused me with I'm smarter than u oh so much smarter than u
But Babe I'll grit my fucking teeth Nooo 
I may not point out everything But come on baby that doesn't mean I have not noticed just how much u fucking changed did u forget?
Oh I notice Everything I notice Everything and how ..... U always lie to me lie to me U think I will cry for u cry for u Nope I'll never Die for u I won't Die for u.... So go Baby Please just Move the Fuck along Move along ....  U Always lied to my face now u will cry begging me to stay I hope u don't try following me no no stalking less u wanna lose some teeth
And yes Babe I know ur regretting shit I Don't give a fuck about ur Tears so wipe them off ur cheeks off ur sorry cheeks 
And just one more thing before I leave 

Sex with u was the worst for me I now know what u did wrong now that a real man has shown me well for one ur a selfish fuck 
boy ... u were only in it for your nut never showing interest in getting me off 
you always fucking stopped before I got mine
 sex ended as soon as it begun wouldn't even use your fingers they were cramping after only 5 minutes  id spent hours sucking your cock and as soon as u were in u were finished
 (oh my god did you just nut?)
Are u fucking kidding me u just stuck it in? and u say I'll get u next time... only next time never comes No you just lied the fuck again
 Now you cry please don't beg you'll never be the man I need never will I let u in again 
To think about a time when I believed in your love Believed you lied Believe my lowest point I'll never make that mistake again 

Nope I'm not the stupid bitch u seem to confuse me with I'm smarter than u and stronger too 
yes I'll grit my fucking teeth and won't point out everything until I've collected enough buying time collecting evidence of all your lies here's it all laid out your not making since baby please shut up u can't explain shit blubber mouth ur words won't come out cause it's a lie again you always lie to me lie to me 
now baby cry for me cry for me
oh darling cry for me now say goodbye to me goodbye baby

Are u fucking kidding me u just stuck it in? and u say I'll get u next time... only next time never comes No u just lied the fuck againand u say I'll get u next time... only next time never comes No u just lied the again
 
Nope I'm not the stupid bitch u seem to confuse me with I'm smarter than u and stronger too 
yes I'll grit my fucking teeth and won't point out everything until I've collected enough buying time collecting evidence of all your lies here's it all laid out your not making since baby please shut up u can't explain shit blubber mouth ur words won't come out cause it's a lie again you always lie to me lie to me 
now baby cry for me cry for me
oh darling cry for me now say goodbye to me goodbye baby


cry for me.mp3

I thought I didn't have anything else to say to u 
I thought we were in love 
turns out I was just an appetiser until the type of girl you wanted came around (I finally understand)
nothing I ever do is ever enough nothing u say holds any truth the love that we made was only a bluff but I no longer wanna play these stupid love games no no I just wish u wouldn't keep putting me through pain
was it ever true all the words you'd choose was any plan u made involving us ever gonna come true now I really truly see you can't hide behind the mask now that it slipped off I guess I should be glad it's over cause at least now I can call your bluff I don't hold a grudge all the waisted time will now be just memories of the past something I will lock inside a box someday throw them out cause they no longer have a purpose one thing I know I figured out is not to ever fully trust someone claiming to be in love so stop all your bullshit stop trying to keep me on your back burner I already know that what we had was never true I see past your bullshit silence I now know exactly what I need to do I got a I gotta I gotta but I don't wanna still I got a say goodbye to you
nothing I ever do is ever enough nothing u say holds any truth the love that we made was only a bluff but I no longer wanna play these stupid love games no no I just wish u wouldn't keep putting me through pain
 I don't hold a grudge all the waisted time will now be just memories of the past something I will lock inside a box someday throw them out cause they no longer have a purpose one thing I know I figured out is not to ever fully trust someone claiming to be in love so stop all your bullshit stop trying to keep me on your back burner I already know that what we had was never true I see past your bullshit silence I now know exactly what I need to do I got a I gotta I gotta but I don't wanna still I got a say goodbye to you

I gotta

Today I drew a picture of you ripped it out of my notebook declared I love you then set that pic on fire some will think I'm weird babe could you blame them cause even I have to admit that I don't know why I did this it was a great drawing of you but if you could figure out how much I obsess over you would you think that I'm not toxic (I think I'm toxic) so tell me what it is you find attractive is it the way I wear the skimpy clothes I wear or is it my weirdness I'm asking you because I still don't know why your still hanging around dear or why u still love me I know I'm crazy is that it baby is it cause u know deep down how I was made for you oh baby answer me why aren't you speaking oh yes It slipped my mind again why ur not speaking is cause I sowed ur mouth shut forgot that you departed and now ur corpse it wreaks 

Toxic

[Verse]
You thought you broke me but I’m standing tall
Like I was never waiting for your call
The chains you wrapped around my wings
Snapped so fast
Now I’m free to sing

[Prechorus]
Oh
I gave too much
I see it clear
You were the static in my atmosphere

[Chorus]
Unbothered
Baby
I can breathe again
Your exit felt like oxygen
Unbothered
Baby
I’m alive and new
The only thing I lost was you

[Verse 2]
I danced in shadows just to please your pride
But looking back
I never felt alive
You wanted power
You wanted control
But I’ve reclaimed what you stole

[Bridge]
Why was I blind
Why did I care
Why did I act like you were rare
I see the flags
They’re waving red
I should’ve run
But I stayed instead

[Chorus]
Unbothered
Baby
I can breathe again
Your exit felt like oxygen
Unbothered
Baby
I’m alive and new
The only thing I lost was you                                               [verse 3]                                                                               now you leave me and when you did the chaos left with you weird how I never realized how you weren't even my type your attitude was snobby and your judgement of people was rude you were a stuck up person I don't get it cause your not a catch the only think I even liked about you was all the cool things you knew but that's the only nice thing about you everything else wasn't great so I'm glad that we are finally over no babe I don't want you back               [Chorus]
Unbothered
Baby
I can breathe again
Your exit felt like oxygen
Unbothered
Baby
I’m alive and new
The only thing I lost was you


unbothered

[Verse]
I don’t have to read your mind
To know exactly how you feel
Your silence cuts me deeper
Than words could ever heal

[Prechorus]
If this is all my fault
Then I’ll take the blame
I’ll wear it like a shadow
I’ll wear it like my name

[Chorus]
But the quiet between us is screaming so loud
It’s a wall
It’s a weight
It’s a suffocating cloud
I tried to fix me
But I broke us instead
Now the quiet it sits between us is all that’s left unsaid

[Verse 2]
If you could see my point of view
You’d know I did it to get over you
and the sadness your absence left I thought forgetting you would have been an easier thing to do I could outrun the pain
But it chased me until I fell

[Prechorus]
I don’t wanna lose you
Darling
But I fear I’m just too late
I’ll sit here in the quiet
With the echo of our fate

[Chorus]
But the quiet between us is screaming so loud
It’s a wall
It’s a weight
It’s a suffocating cloud
I tried to fix me
But I broke us instead
Now the quiet between us is all that’s left unsaid i don't have to read your mind to know exactly how you feel cause if we are being honest I felt the emptiness and if to you this is all my fault then I guess I'll take that guilt wear it on my sleeve if you could see from my point of view I did what I did to help get over you I don't wanna lose you darling I feel that I'm just to late so I'll sit in the quiet that sits between us hoping this isn't over but still accepting fate even if unseen I still feel your spirit sitting next to me I'd read the novel once but in my mind change the ending at least a million times I'm sorry if my choices killed what u felt for me this sorrow that your stuck in doesn't need words to explain it I feel that emptiness your filled with so I guess this is where we part

Where We Part

[Verse1] if you asked around about me it wouldn't take you long to adopt someone's reasons to hate me if you needed their reasons to hate  reasons to hate me like the rest 
then you weren't truly worth the time it would have taken to realize ur as ugly inside as their lies  they make up about me let those lies be ur battle cry (cry while you hate me it's ur loss ur loss) ( oh-well) if you needed a reason not to like me should've taken the time to get to know me 
I'd have given plenty (thanx for not waisting my time)
[Chorus] but here it goes grab a pen take down notes cause of my outlook on life my perceptions are truely mine and different than u haters think ur judges shame me try and down me always hang around me hate how I carry my light (so bright) I'll never walk in line don't dress like they do say I'm a different type of girl I like to flaunt everything I got I say if u got it better flaunt it cause who knows how long u got til it's gone if their starting why u care( if their talking just means u got what they dont)(Who Cares)
[Verse2] NO NO they say my clothes are too tight my dress is so short showing all of my thigh and I'm so outspoken when I'm higher than clouds louder than the guys  they judge and talk their shit but I'm still walking with my head held high never letting their talk bring me down so talk your shit I'll laugh at the rumors as if they're not about me (hehe haha) no baby sorry (but nothing ever gets me down)
[Chorus]come on gossip's a sin (but haters will keep on talking. always trying to bring me down) and it won't change how I carry my light no no I'll sta-ay bright yes my lights so bright
 I'm a self proclaimed weirdo different than everyone else and no I don't plan on ever changing I like me just how I am
[Bridge] I flirt so innocently I'm always changing atmospheres when  I enter a room all eyes are on me I never notice til someone's gotta point that shit out (I hate when it gets pointed out) it doesn't go to my head cause I don't live for the attention I beat to my drum no one else seems to hear it only drums for me my confident drum solute hating me for always having fun Yea yea I'm always having fun
[Verse3]so if you thrive on attention I'm sure you will die when I enter the room I know that those types hate me the most but I don't care I live lost in my own world so if you asked around about me needing a reason to dislike me should have just taken the time to get to know me you would have had your own reasons (but I guess thank u) I don't like waisting time on fake insecure small minds
[Outro]but if you made it to the end of this song I surely gave you plenty of your own reasons why if you're an insecure attention whore you will never get to know all the cool things about me like I'm an unconditionally loving friend til the end kind of girl and that's your loss your loss your loss would have been a true friend the only one in ur corner something youll never fully understand no u know nothing about too busy hating on me for shining my light bright so brightly authentically me you're just haters your always talking shit gossiping about me with those friends you could never trust truly 
it's your loss it it its your
your  loss...

Your Loss

My name is Becky I'm a legend in my own mind a Master-Debator of my world aka a bitch apparently. I'm also an aspiring songwriter who just wants to put my music out there thanks also I have anothe4 arrest account I got locked out of its BexkyMari this is my other arrest account check me out there if u want 

unbothered

Bexky

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