SUCKER

Writers: Becky Pinnington, Louis Takooree.
Prod.: TAKOOREE
Mix & master: Krzysztof Kessler

LYRICS

Never loved nobody like you
It's like a reflex when I'm reaching out for you
Chemistry, I'm not denying
But I know I can be trying
I get convinced you wanna leave me
I know I'm needy can you put my mind at ease
Yeah I've been erratic lately
It's cause your loving makes me crazy

Am I the girl that you were dreaming of
When I know I can be so hard to love
You're addicted and you can't give up
But I know I can be so hard to love

Hate the way we're going round in circles
All this back and forth makes me feel worthless, oh and I
Always thought we had something worth fighting for
But every time you hurt me I don't feel so sure
You tell your friends that I'm psycho
And now you're looking for a fight so I oblige
All this fighting comes back stronger
I don't think I can do this for much longer

Am I the girl that you were dreaming of
When I know I can be so hard to love
You're addicted and you can't give up
But I know I can be so hard to love
Cause I'll push you away
Then I'll beg you to stay
Am I the girl that you were dreaming of
When I know I can be so hard to love

Am I the girl that you were dreaming of
When I know I can be so hard to love
You're addicted and you can't give up
But I know I can be so hard to love
Cause I'll push you away
Then I'll beg you to stay
Am I the girl that you were dreaming of
When I know I can be so hard to love

When I know I can be so hard to love
When I know I can be so hard to love

Hard To Love

Biggest Mistake

Writers: Becky Pinnington, Joshua Noble, Karl Ziegler
Prod: SOAP.

Mix: Takooree
Master: Krzysztof Kessler

LYRICS

He says I'm worth waiting for
He's so certain we could be something more
Always texting me but I'm not sure
It's everything that I could want but I'm bored

Cause I still wonder, do you wonder, how I'm doing, who I'm under
I'm not lonely, I'm just going through the motions

If you called me I'd drop everything
Run to you when you said
We should be thinking bout one another
It's been months you're still stuck in my head
Next to me in your bed
Still hurts but I guess I'm just a sucker

He says it feels like I'm gone
And he's so sweet but that just don't turn me on
I've got “it’s over” on the tip of my tongue 
It's so embarrassing I can't move on

Cause I still wonder, do you wonder, how I'm doing, who I'm under
I'm not lonely, I'm just going through the motions

If you called me I'd drop everything
Run to you when you said
We should be thinking bout one another
It's been months you're still stuck in my head
Next to me in your bed
Still hurts but I guess I'm just a sucker

Thought you were worth waiting for
Somehow I still want more
Cause I'm just a sucker

If you called me I'd drop everything
Run to you when you said
We should be thinking bout one another
It's been months you're still stuck in my head
Next to me in your bed
Still hurts but I guess I'm just a sucker

Now you're dating everyone i know
I still can't let you go
Why can't I get back up and recover 
It's cute cause I still see your face 
I kinda miss the taste
Still hurts but I guess I'm just a sucker

Written with Zach Benson, Louis Takooree
Prod: Takooree

Mix: Takooree
Master: Krzysztof Kessler

LYRICS

Two months ago I’d see a couple holding hands and roll my eyes
The lovey-dovey shit belongs on the TV, I’d rather die
The lonely lovers look for meaning in empty words
I didn’t need it so I saved myself an awful lot of hurt

Then your blue eyes came right on by (ugh!)

I’ve got three words on the tip of my tongue
Too many feelings, I’d rather be numb
When you come home think I’m falling in love
And it makes me sick, I’m disgusting
Kiss, kiss, kiss as we lie in the park
Things I only ever did in the dark
With just one look you could shatter my heart
And it makes me sick, I’m disgusting

Now you come over when you’re sober just to lay with me for kicks
You play my records while we’re staring at the ceiling, holy shit (holy shit!)
You leave my door completely covered in post-it notes
Maybe it’s cringe but I saved every single word you ever wrote

It’s your long hair that takes me there (I feel sick!)

I’ve got three words on the tip of my tongue
Too many feelings, I’d rather be numb
When you come home think I’m falling in love
And it makes me sick, I’m disgusting
Kiss, kiss, kiss as we lie in the park
Things I only ever did in the dark
With just one look you could shatter my heart
And it makes me sick…

You make me dizzy, my stomach turns
I’m shaking, my whole body hurts
Wanna tell you how I feel but I don’t wanna make it worse
You make me nervous, I’m falling fast
Feels like I’m gonna have a panic attack
Wanna tell you how I feel but they’re words that I can’t take back
And now…

It’s on the tip of my tongue
And I’d rather be numb
Oh god, I think I’m falling in love
And it makes me sick, it makes me sick

Kiss, kiss, kiss as we lie in the park
Things I only ever did in the dark
With just one look you could shatter my heart
And it makes me sick, I’m disgusting

And it makes me sick, it makes me sick
And it makes me sick, I’m disgusting

I'm Disgusting!

Writers: Louis Takooree, Becky Pinnington, Jonny Cheung
Prod. & mix: Takooree
Master: Krzysztof Kessler

LYRICS

Never loved nobody like you
It's like a reflex when I'm reaching out for you
Chemistry, I'm not denying
But I know I can be trying
I get convinced you wanna leave me
I know I'm needy can you put my mind at ease
Yeah I've been erratic lately
It's cause your loving makes me crazy

Am I the girl that you were dreaming of
When I know I can be so hard to love
You're addicted and you can't give up
But I know I can be so hard to love

Hate the way we're going round in circles
All this back and forth makes me feel worthless, oh and I
Always thought we had something worth fighting for
But every time you hurt me I don't feel so sure
You tell your friends that I'm psycho
And now you're looking for a fight so I oblige
All this fighting comes back stronger
I don't think I can do this for much longer

Am I the girl that you were dreaming of
When I know I can be so hard to love
You're addicted and you can't give up
But I know I can be so hard to love

Cause I'll push you away
Then I'll beg you to stay
Am I the girl that you were dreaming of
When I know I can be so hard to love

Am I the girl that you were dreaming of
When I know I can be so hard to love
You're addicted and you can't give up
But I know I can be so hard to love

Cause I'll push you away
Then I'll beg you to stay
Am I the girl that you were dreaming of
When I know I can be so hard to love
When I know I can be so hard to love
When I know I can be so hard to love

Hard To Love (Heavy Version)

Written with Stefan Abingdon
Prod. ST£FAN

Mix: Takooree
Master: Krzysztof Kessler

LYRICS

Quiet corners in the bar, only do this in the dark
We’re running red lights, taxi, inches between you and me
I’ve got time for you to waste again, and I can’t unsee all the texts you send
Even though we play pretend we both know it’s got to end

I keep talking in clichés, “you’re the one that got away”
Conversations on repeat, you’re on loop inside my brain
But we can’t say what we mean, all this talking has a theme
Makes me feel like I’m sixteen

Nobody move! No one get hurt!
Nobody put your feelings in words!
It’s so much easier between the sheets
If it ain’t right then why’s it taste so sweet
Not really friends, not really lovers
Feels so good being bad for each other
You always leave me standing on the edge
I guess we’re doing it again

Steal a kiss, 3 AM, just a secret between friends
Even though I don’t feel used, still a little bit confused
(Still a little bit confused)

I keep talking in clichés, “you’re the one that got away”
Conversations on repeat, you’re on loop inside my brain
But we can’t say what we mean, all this talking has a theme
Makes me feel like I'm sixteen

Nobody move! No one get hurt!
Nobody put your feelings in words!
It’s so much easier between the sheets
If it ain’t right then why’s it taste so sweet
Not really friends, not really lovers
Feels so good being bad for each other
You always leave me standing on the edge
I guess we’re doing it again

I keep talking in clichés, “you’re the one that got away”
Conversations on repeat, you’re on loop inside my brain
But we can’t say what we mean, all this talking has a theme
Makes me feel like I’m sixteen

Nobody move! No one get hurt!
Nobody put your feelings in words!
It’s so much easier between the sheets
If it ain’t right then why’s it taste so sweet
Not really friends, not really lovers
Feels so good being bad for each other
You always leave me standing on the edge
I guess we’re doing it again

I guess we’re doing it again
I guess we’re doing it again

Bad For Each Other

Writers: Becky Pinnington, Josh Noble, Karl Ziegler, Sarah Baker

Producer: SOAP.
Mix engineer: Takooree
Mastering engineer: Krzysztof Kessler

LYRICS

I made a resolution, I’m not gonna call
So instead I wonder if you hurt at all
I’m moving forward but I’m running in your circles
In case you’re in the crowd, I guess I should be careful
I’m sat on my bed, imagining your shoulder
I hope you’re listening to me when you’re hungover
I’m planning futures and it’s always me and you there
Did I say that out loud?

I’m addicted to making a mess
And I just can’t help myself

I hate your stupid face when you’re underneath
Your stupid smile when you show your teeth
Cause I miss your texts when I’m walking home
I feel kind of stupid waking up alone
Hate your stupid eyes in the morning light
Your stupid mouth when you kiss me right
How your voice notes made me feel like home
I feel kind of stupid waking up alone

You were working on communication
When I kissed you goodbye outside the station
Gets me excited, though it’s unrequited
God I wish I stayed you know my mum would be delighted

I’m addicted to making a mess
And I just can’t help myself

I hate your stupid face when you’re underneath
Your stupid smile when you show your teeth
Cause I miss your texts when I’m walking home
I feel kind of stupid waking up alone
Hate your stupid eyes in the morning light
Your stupid mouth when you kiss me right
How your voice notes made me feel like home
I feel kind of stupid waking up alone

And when I miss you makes me hate you more
I can’t be bothered to cry on the floor
I’m kinda broken, I hope you are too
I hate this song ‘cause it’s about you
I’m watching Breakfast Club, I miss your face
Why’d I keep making stupid mistakes
I’m kinda broken, I hope you are too
I hate this song ‘cause it’s about you

And your stupid face when you’re underneath
Your stupid smile when you show your teeth
Because I miss your texts when I’m walking home
I feel kind of stupid waking up alone
Hate your stupid eyes in the morning light
Your stupid mouth when you kiss me right
How your voice notes made me feel like home
I feel kind of stupid waking up alone

I hate this song ‘cause it’s about you
I hate this song ‘cause it’s about you
I hate this song ‘cause it’s about you
I hate this song ‘cause it’s about you

Stupid

Written with Stefan Abingdon
Prod. ST£FAN

Mixed by TAKOOREE
Mastered by Krzysztof Kessler

LYRICS

You had to leave me hysterical
In a place that I can't go no more
Crying in public so stereotypical
Picking myself off the floor

I have to laugh, so I don't cry
Don't have to face the fact something good died
If you're just a joke, I don't have to lie
And I'll convince myself everything's fine

Isn't it funny my worst fears came true
Feels like laughing is all I can do
Isn't it funny the tears come when I'm on my own
Ha ha ha ha, I'm dying alone

Isn't it funny you told all your friends
All of the reasons you thought we would end
Isn't it funny how you've got me blocked on your phone
Ha ha ha ha, I'm dying alone

I can delete all your messages
But I've still gotta walk by your place
Don't wanna feel so pathetic and powerless
With embarrassment written all over my face

I have to laugh, so I don't cry
And I'll convince myself everything's fine

Isn't it funny my worst fears came true
Feels like laughing is all I can do
Isn't it funny the tears come when I'm on my own
Ha ha ha ha, I'm dying alone

Isn't it funny you told all your friends
All of the reasons you thought we would end
Isn't it funny how you've got me blocked on your phone
Ha ha ha ha, I'm dying alone

Isn't it funny, ha ha
Isn't it funny, ha ha
Isn't it funny I'm dying alone

Isn't it funny, ha ha
Isn't it funny, ha ha
Isn't it funny I'm dying alone

Isn't it funny my worst fears came true
Feels like laughing is all I can do

Isn't it funny my worst fears came true
Feels like laughing is all I can do
Isn't it funny the tears come when I'm on my own
Ha ha ha ha, I'm dying alone

Isn't it funny you told all your friends
All of the reasons you thought we would end
Isn't it funny how you've got me blocked on your phone
Ha ha ha ha, I'm dying alone

haha, I'm dying alone

Hard To Love (Tobre's Version)

https://hypeddit.com/bexx-sucker

Writers:
Becky Pinnington
Josh Noble
Karl Ziegler
Sarah Baker
Louis Takooree
Zach Benson
Stefan Abingdon

SUCKER (EP teaser)

written by bexx and ST£FAN
guitar part by Jonny Cheung
recorded on my phone so technically produced by me 🏆

haha, I'm dying alone (voice memo)

Writers: Becky Pinnington, Louis Takooree, Imogen Davies
Prod.: TAKOOREE
Mix & master: Krzysztof Kessler

LYRICS

Never loved nobody like you
It's like a reflex when I'm reaching out for you
Chemistry, I'm not denying
But I know I can be trying
I get convinced you wanna leave me
I know I'm needy can you put my mind at ease
Yeah I've been erratic lately
It's cause your loving makes me crazy

Am I the girl that you were dreaming of
When I know I can be so hard to love
You're addicted and you can't give up
But I know I can be so hard to love

(foxgluvv)
Dream girl, centrefold
Pisces angel, heart made of gold
Tell myself again and again
I try to forget but I can't resist
I find it hard to get out of my head, yeah
I just wanna let it go, oh
Perfection is a thing I'll never understand
How does she hold is so close, oh

Am I everything you're dreaming of
When I know I can be so hard to love
You're addicted and you can't give up
But I know I can be so hard to love

Cause I'll push you away (I'll push you away)
Then I'll beg you to stay (I'll beg you to stay)
Am I everything you're dreaming of (Am I everything?)
When I know I can be so hard to love

Am I the girl that you were dreaming of
When I know I can be so hard to love
You're addicted and you can't give up
But I know I can be so hard to love

Cause I'll push you away
Then I'll beg you to stay
Am I everything you're dreaming of (Am I everything?)
When I know I can be so hard to love
When I know I can be so hard to love
When I know I can be so hard to love

Hard To Love (feat. foxgluvv)

unserious heartbreak pop 💘🤢🪩😈💀

my debut ep SUCKER is out july 28

bexx

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