Behind Hope Lies Failure - Leaving Las Vegas

Behind Hope Lies Failure - State Of Mind (EP-Sample)

I feel like ripping my heart out.
I feel like walking,
away from life.
Walking astray.
Turning your life into gray.
I feel like asking that one question.
Can't stop wondering my thoughts.
Drifting off into a time.
Of unknown.
Expression.
Impression.
Obsession.
Regression.
All good conscience
and all evidence of truth,
come only from,
the senses.
So I will remain.
And on this,
I will fucking dwell.
Until my days are layed.
And if you gaze for long into an abyss,
the abyss gazes back at you.
Back at you. (2x)
I live the life of the free
I will not be intrigued
I stand, now and forever
Welcome, fucking endeavor.

Cabal

Stuck behind these walls,
I cannot move.
I feel paralyzed
This feeling inside me rises
and there is nothing I can do to stop it.
Nothing.
At least now I know what cadged birds must feel like.
So I guess, this is only for the birds.
To spread wing.
And accept thought.
To set free.
And never to be faught.
Close your eyes and let mine drift.
I only have once chance at this.
So, I better not fuck things up this time.
All you touch and all you see,
is all your life will ever fucking be.
Too tired for life.
to awake,
to sleep.
And there's nothing left for me here.
My highs are so fucking high.
My lows, are so fucking low.
I need to feel again.
I need to breathe again.

Highs & Lows

I will never be enough for you.
I will never bow down.
YOU PIECE OF SHIT (2x)
Get fucked. 

Piece Of Shit

It being deep into winter
I can think of no other breath I wish to feel
and no other whisper I ache to hear.
Because my thoughts rest in fear.
Fear of this, fear of that.
There is so much potential in this.
I've got to get out of this state of mind.
We're trapped, bruised, broken
and remain blind.
State of mind (2x)
I'm trying everything to erase,
I'm trying everything to escape,
my own hell.
My own state of mind.
And yet I remain blind.
I’m on my knees
I can't take this.
I'm trying everything to erase,
Im trying everything to escape.

State Of Mind

I cannot believe my eyes
as I see things are being layout here,
right in front of me.
I thought that one said:
“Time heals everything”.
As I begin to realize
Time destroys everything.
This is a part-time scenery
This is everyday.
This is you against me
This is you and nothing (2x)
more.
The thoughts are ripping at me
Nobody remembers.
Life moves on.
Worse.
It's just getting worse.
I’m getting worse and worse at this
Worse, the worst.
This feels like a curse.
Time destroys
Everything.
This feels like a curse.
Time destroys everything.
This was never a waste of time
This is just an uphill climb

Get Lost

Leaving Las Vegas

Break your fucking self !
Break yourself.
It's only for the best.
I've got so much of this inside of me,
so much I feel like I'm gonna explode.
Who's side am I on here anyway?
I feel like I'm completely losing control.
I couldn’t even begin to explain,
what I feel,
what I see,
what I hear,
what I need.
And what I choose to believe in.
Choose to believe in me.
Choose your life.
I will not pretend to be someone else.
Take it or leave it.
It's your word.
Take that fucking step.
I will judge you.
Take one fucking step.
and I will judge you.
Fuck you. Fuck this.
See you on the other side.

Plissken

We live off of our worst misconceptions.
A slip of the tongue.
And this is what shapes our lives.
Where do you go,
when you have nowhere to run?
I feel like I'm the one to blame.
I'm standing in the way of myself.
I'm standing on the edge of regret.
I'm standing on the edge of life.
Why am I, this?
Why am I now?
Why am I this?
Why?
YOUR LIFE IS FUCKED.
What does today mean to you?
Every fucking chance I had, I took and threw
it out of the windows.
Just to watch myself fall again.
Life isn't about getting things right.
It's realizing where you stand,…
Who you are becoming.
And wether or not, to console.
Live life to the fucking fullest.
Or you can just forget it.
Fuck this.
Fuck this World and the next.
I feel the weight of what I am carrying,
is about to come down on me.
9 months, 4 days, sleepless nights and still,
nothing is a guarantee.
So I'm doing what I do best,
taking that step back.

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