Track 10

lyrics: Excuse me! where am I? what am I doing here? I don't understand! what's my purpose? everything is so.. confusing! I need answers!

Purpose

Solar Shadow

Recurrence.FLAC

This sound is dedicated to those brave souls who feel like an alien in this world full of people and rather choose to be lonely than hurting others with their love!

Clastragora

Clastragora_REM

Once Upon A Dream Lana Del Rey COVER by Bhushan Kay.FLAC

Lyrics en Le francaise (the spellings are not entirely correct xD)

Le Coeur (the heart) n'ecoute pas;
Le temps ne s'arrete pas;
La vie continue,
Mais vivent les souvenir!

Je voudrais pouvoir oublier;
Les reves et les promesses;
helas, si cela aurit ete,
Juste un couchmar!

Oui, Je veux aller;
Dans un tel endroit;
ou les reves sont la langue,
et l'amour vive pour toujour!!!

Please tell me how you find it! ...

L'amour vive pour toujour

Retrograde Universe.FLAC

 Cold moon ~ angry Saturn ~ sad Mars ~ glaring Venus!

They say they write my story ~ I feel exotic!

There are so many deciding my momentary life!

After all what is life? And what’s a moment?

An emotion ~ an experience

Shifting holes in the sands of time

Gulp of an oasis ~ or is it just a mirage?

Those drunk eyes ~ glittering vail

Tongue over lips ~ slithering like a snail

Flickering gaze ~ elusive heartbeat

Is she that cruel? Or just tired of heat!

That satiny belly dancer is me ~ don’t steal glimpses

My flesh is what you should thieve

My gyrating hips ~ move faster than my gaze

Only to distract you from accidentally looking into my eyes

Fleeting emotions ~ carnal experience

They can’t stand the irony of naked eyes covering the helplessness

Helpless audience ~ trying to find love in the mounds of flesh

Helpless me ~ trying to save my soul & mounds of flesh is my only weapon

Sands are shifting faster ~ hourglasses now burning brighter

Bursting with new colors ~ their shards are stuck in my heart… deeper!

Deep where the small girl lives ~ before she was a belly dancer

Before she was me ~ she wasn’t scared to dream they were truly free!

She dreams still ~ of the brave prince

Brave enough to face her demons 

Brave enough to kiss her forehead before her bellybutton

She searches still ~ strong arms and shining armor

She dances under the full moon

Running from the retrograde universe!

Bhuman Satraiwat