so tuff man and lexy cassells voice so pretty, reminds me of kaiyko a little

fun song prod @bothhappyandsad
with @fabs4k and @sensuku

@xternalz

here we go again!
its my loss when i can't stand to meet the cost
so i push it away
stop asking me to stay
we both know we won't be the same
every time
“i’ll make it right” were the words that i said
were they even mine?
that's what you thought
and i don't want to fight
i'll do what you want
cause i don't know what's right

@fabs4k

i don't know what's right
cause i'm still finding myself
i put my thoughts on a shelf
because i need some better health
i don't want you anymore
you put my heart on the floor
can't make me feel like that anymore
what was there isn't there
and you still want more

@sensuku

i still want more from you, for us
a back n forth, you break my heart
ive seen it all, ive seen it all
forget, forgive, its all a loss
whats the issue? let me know-
all pain cos i miss u
put aside my voice till im with u
stare the sky for days till i see through

@xternalz

here we go again!
its my loss when i can't stand to meet the cost
so i push it away
stop asking me to stay
we both know we won't be the same
every time
“i’ll make it right” were the words that i said
were they even mine?
that's what you thought
and i don't want to fight
i'll do what you want
cause i don't know what's right

here we go again!

here we go again! + fabs & sensuku (wallflower)

*ark live sample

@donttrustmaey
yuh she tryna beg me beg me
now I'm straight trippin out the ATV oh muy gawd
I'm almost 18
pull up wit a foreign, they been tryna take me
you even tried to break me
on gawd yeah she trippin now
six figures oh my gawd they be wit us now
keep it scary thas the shit they tryna tell me bout
same route different course I been tryna figure out

ah ah, but aint she wit us now
if you tryna talk down ima bring the fifty round
boy whachu playin bout
what if I told u that they wit us now
hands to her eyes and they peel it out
aren't we in the same place
like maybe I'm wrong u seen a different face
like maybe I'm wrong cuz we aint do the same
all I know is that we in the same game so why u tryna play yuh

yuh she tryna beg me beg me
now I'm straight trippin out the ATV oh muy gawd
I'm almost 18 (yuh)
pull up wit a foreign, they been tryna take me
you even tried to break me
on gawd yeah she trippin now
six figures oh my gawd they be wit us now
keep it scary thas the shit they tryna tell me bout
same route different course I been tryna figure out

breakme #e3 #sclr

19th vibes mate, prolly some off key shit in here i also dont care

sorry for lack of uploads but this my life

2:04 esprr
5:21 zangel
13:00 zangel
14:10 vinso
18:06 starboyrob
25:11 zangel
26:18 ppayn33 tahu

🎂✂️

https://www.instagram.com/lifegiverr/

@wintress13
####

i swear that these days bae ur words hurt
u put it all onto me
i wish that youd ask me how
you know that you drag me down
and i have no one to drag me out

how do you expect to see me
i have these marks all on my body
girl im bleeding

i cut my name into you
im telling the truth
if you cant be by me
then what will i do

if i really wonder
what else could be after
everythings been terrible
ever since we shattered

pick me up and go on my own
i wish u could know
go on my own 
i wish u could know....

i wish u could know (wintress13)

@1akura @rewind214

its been long enough all the tears dried
I started moving on I stopped asking why 
cuz every time I try to trust you all you do is lie
you wont let me in your heart i should just take the sign
its been long enough all the tears dried
I started moving on I stopped asking why 
cuz every time I try to trust you all you do is lie
you wont let me in your heart i should just take the sign

Im way too wishful
I just keep on getting hurt it adds the insult
and it just keeps on getting worse Im so forgetful
I dont wanna think bout her I get remissful
I keep tripping myself over Im falling down and down
you kept giving me cold shoulder and now youre not around
and even though that we dont talk I just hope youre happy now
cuz what I want for both of us is to be just safe and sound

wishful (akura + rewind)

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/3o2lH0eWJ9KV0BwSQSzpij?si=03378bdc64ed47ab

@lexycassell

Yeah I'm floating
Feeling like a lost cause
Hold me now
Cause my brains bouncing off the walls

Oh, my memory of you can't come back
I hope it stays that way

Yeah I'm floating
Feeling like a lost cause
Hold me now
Cause my brains bouncing off the walls

Oh, my memory of you can't come back
I hope it stays that way

Take me far away
Cause I can't comprehend no more
Take me far away
Where our photograph once laid

I know you see me
And how could you even think that
I can't hold my place no more
Where our photograph once laid

(Yeah I'm floating)
(Feeling like a lost cause)

(Yeah I'm floating)
(Feeling like a lost cause)

(I hope it stays that way)

Yeah I'm floating
Feeling like a lost cause
Hold me now
Cause my brains bouncing off the walls

Oh, my memory of you can't come back
I hope it stays that way

lost cause

candy drop prod @over

hey i made the beat for once :P

ft. https://soundcloud.com/drewalongtheglare

ִֶָ 𓂃˖˳·˖ ִֶָ ⋆★⋆ ִֶָ˖·˳˖𓂃 ִֶָ

[https://soundcloud.com/ritsuzuki]

im feeling numb tonight
i know it all cause i died too much
i dont wanna live again
its like last night
yeah
stay by my side
we'll be alright yeah

"its not that bad"
its exactly what they told me
im feeling sad
and im missing, i miss the old me
you'll never get me like you always do
im always losing
yeah ill kill myself and then ill kill you too!!

yeah my head is screwed on wrong
i said ill be okay, ill be fine!
its alright,
ill see you in my eyes
dont look at me in the face, when i die
ill cry alot, when the suns in my eyes
"go and make some friends"
its what they say to me
i find it hard to talk
slipping from reality
always seem to fuck it up
i cant change at all
fuck my life i think im giving up!

[https://soundcloud.com/drewalongtheglare]

Said I won't lie, you told me it's all my fault
Why can't you realize I don't wanna get involved
Take a step back, I think that you've had enough
I'll take the pen but I don't think I could write my wrongs

Are you sure you wanna go that way?
Insecure you've always stayed that way
I can't bring myself to take the pain
I was wrong, some things just never change :(

((ritsu chorus loops twice))

giving up +drew (me)

Huge thanks to my amazing friends @adrienciel for the instrumental and @totheskylens for the mastering! <3

Lyrics:
(Don’t tell me that I’m wrong
For calling it a lie
Don’t tell me to move on
You know that this ain’t right
You know that this ain’t right,
Right,
Right...)

You say that
Acting like you don’t even care
You’re leaving for good
I swear this ain’t fair
What happened to “us”?
It was me and you together
Through whatever that the world throws
“Believe it, this is it”
Is that all you’ll say?
You can’t even look me in my face
Oh what a shame, is this really how it ends?

Don’t tell me that I’m wrong
For calling this a lie
You said that we’d go on, until the day we die
Don’t tell me to move on
You know that this ain’t right
Couldn’t look me in my face
When you told me your goodbye

I watched you walk away so easily, oh God
I lie awake, every night I think
About the fact that you are gone
And I can’t stay strong no more
There’s a gaping hole in my heart that I cannot fill
There’s nothing I want anymore
If I can’t have you then I guess I’ll have these pills

walk away (adrienciel)

Master: @soreu_u
Prod: @ripwarheart

lyrics

@reflem
this is our love story
we can make it whatever we want it to be
i never felt this love before
ik ur overthinking bby but i promise u im all urs
im looking over and i see u in my rear view
paint a picture and ofc it consist of u
this is our love story
this is what i want it to be

@1sunsuu
I just want us be together bae it's only me and you
riding through the storm no matter what we going through
girl i give you everything I'm promise that I'm staying true
I can't focus on the scene cause you're still all up in my view
I don't want to lose you
cause I don't know if there's somebody out there love me like you do
and I'm so scared of losing you and I don't want us break in two
I let my heart out for you and now you know its the truth

our love story w/ @1sunsuu

Mm… almost asleep…
Almost asleep…

[Hook – near-whisper falsetto, layered harmonies like breath on the mic]
Almost asleep… but I felt you breathe
And I knew I’d love you… even in my dreams
Almost asleep… and your hand found me
Like we’ve always been, like we’ll always be

[Verse 1 – slow, airy phrasing over deep sub-bass + rimshot reverb]
Your chest against my back, counting every rise
The rhythm of your heart syncing with mine
The world could fall apart, but right here it’s still
Your warmth is the only thing I want to feel
Even with my eyes closed, I see your face
Even in my dreams, I can’t replace
That pull, that peace, that quiet flame
That whispers my name…

[Pre-Hook – sparse percussion, vocal reverb swells]
And I’m floating, somewhere between
The night and a love I’ve never seen
But it’s you, it’s always been you
Pulling me through…

[Hook – fuller harmony stack, more low-end weight]
Almost asleep… but I felt you breathe
And I knew I’d love you… even in my dreams
Almost asleep… and your hand found me
Like we’ve always been, like we’ll always be

[Bridge – breakdown to vinyl hiss + Rhodes + whispered ad-libs]
Even if the dawn forgets our names
Even if the day don’t feel the same
I’ll find you… I’ll find you…
In the quiet, I’ll find you…

[Final Hook – layered call-and-response vocals, log drums swell]
Almost asleep… but I felt you breathe
And I knew I’d love you… even in my dreams
Almost asleep… and your hand found me
Like we’ve always been, like we’ll always be

[Outro – heartbeat log drum fading into silence]
Mm… almost asleep…

ASLEEP

for the love of sound #diary #plugg

listen on Spotify!

bostonlobstergang on discord
bianlee2004@gmail.com

lost cause

bian

Recent comments

sensuku

promise

cubiwish (はい)

xene

Related tracks