Name: memories of the past by bian
Duration: 1 min
Description: Spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/5QHoUe5kwjvOfjfHrbVTBY

trying (rubbish + silver + april21)

guitar palying kinda rough around the edges + p much unmixed vocals 
;3
[LYRICS]
talkin about me like im a fool (im not stupid)
i'll hold my breath till my skin turns blue
paint me a picture
show me all of ur shades
the red blue and white ones
just dont give me gray

canvas [acoustic demo]

@domerrz
@jonsve
@pw4prez
@popilization

[@domerrz]
it's you, it's you, it's uUu 
I do every little thing for you 
for you, all for uUu
never thought I would have made it through
for you, for uUu
I'd tear myself apart for you
and after all the things we've been through
I'd do everything to get to you

you x1000000
make it back 2 u
my path always leads back 2 uUu

[@jonsve]
don't leave me by the wayside, girl
i know that you're my place in the world
praying it's a phase and your words aren't true
loving has a face and it looks like uUu
you're a part of me
everything i say is outta honesty
stop calling me
if you're not for me
please just leave me be if this is curtesy
you're all i need
i know i'm alright
you still give me butterflies
but i'm hurting baby i still need you by my side
if you're leaving me
just leave me in a ditch to die
im not your enemy
i just want you in my life

it's uUu x3
i do every little thing for you
for uUu x2
and i'm hoping we can make it through

SPOTIFYE

for uUu w/ jons (sochi + pop)

prod @tores and @jichuuu

lyrics one day :p

feather [prod. tores & jichu]

prod @decago + @1rokit

i miss making music
thanks @fabs4k for finding the cover art

lyrics:

you know i cant lie
this past is haunting all my life
twist your knife into my side
cause i dont care ill be alright

its all done for you
one more second and ill lose
why cant you just say the truth?
im tired of doing this for you
for you

say what you want, i wont give you it back now
the letter in my house now
you wanted me to change how i felt
i wont do this with you
its all no use
we're crashing our heads against the wall again and again
im seeing the end
no place for us would prevent this from happening
im falling down
girl, i cant think
face to the ground
lost everything i had to begin with
when i think i just want to end this
end this all

when i saw
what you said
it took a second for me to even address
every flaw
in duress
you pointed out and left us in this mess

you pointed out and left us in this mess
yeah you left us in this mess

you know i cant lie
this past is haunting all my life
twist your knife into my side
cause i dont care ill be alright

its all done for you
one more second and ill lose
why cant you just say the truth?
im tired of doing this for you
for you

twist your knife into my side

twist your knife into my side (decago + 1rokit)

pasrah (wallflower over)

@lifegiverr @1akura @decago @kyoakyo @afterstoryx
i dont expect u to change
but pls hear me out
the noise & the pain
is getting to loud

can u hear me now?

scratch and tear at my seams
but i dont think u know what it means
all the bruises and the cuts how they sting
its like you dont see a thing

its like im wrapped with a string

and i cant tell if u love me or hate me
cant seem to save me
all that i said 
was it all just a waste thing

cut me apart && 
my memories paste in
to the end of the earth
youre my doll im ur plaything

life - love&hate (akura, decago, kyoa)

call me w/ counter (16kibo)

@angelonmyshoulder @injurie @kggn

yea i wnt it all
i wnt evrything i cn think of
no i nvr stall
kno i overtake u in a instant
ur loss 
always knew we gon b winnin
max ##swagg when we step in
gainin weight
but its cuz my pockets swollen
yea i up my stax
yea i double my motion
make him wait 
if he aint got no devotion
cut her off
if she play w my emotions

stayin quiet
leave him clueless
y u keep on lyin yaa??
no u cld nvr do it
he tell me he in 1st place
but tht aint where the truth is
i dnt c u on the bigger picture
gotta zoom in
he jus played anothr move
its a blunder
w evrything he do
it jus gets dumber n dumber
its like he stuck in a loop
gettin stunned yea
no he cnt improve
always gon b under

yea i wnt it all
i wnt evrything i cn think of
no i nvr stall
kno i overtake u in a instant
ur loss 
always knew we gon b winnin
max ##swagg when we step in
gainin weight
but its cuz my pockets swollen
yea i up my stax
yea i double my motion
make him wait 
if he aint got no devotion
cut her off
if she play w my emotions

devotion

devotion (attachxd injurie kuru)

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memories of the past

@gskyo
@sensuku
@tores

gens:
as time flies my heart decays
my only wish is to see your face again
girl im so tired of playing pretend
im tryna see this to the end
ive been lost without you near
and i cope with all the tears that have fallen down
will you hear my shout when i call you out

kishi:
and i hate it
i dont wanna lie, i miss the feeling of your fragrance
let me die in peace, while im dying on the pavement
it feels amazing
still got your voice in my head, i can’t take it
just move on, forget about me
im already dead, psychologically
what the hell is wrong? with you and me
april gang, love my bros, live long without me

and i can’t change
how i think, whats on my mind
i know you’re just wasting my time
few years gone by
hopefully got kids and a wife
thinking bout my future makes me cry
cause i wont be there, to live it all
do you even fucking miss me at all?
no you don’t, it aint fair
i feel so alone
i just wanna go back home

sensuku:
i js wanna go
dont let me seen at all
crying, i cant breathe alone
i know that i shouldve known
time goes by and im alone
time it just wont stop
n now im on my own (my own)
all this time ive lost

and i hate it i dont wanna lie
i miss the feeling of your fragrance
let me die in peace while im dying on the pavement
it feels amazing
n the voice in my head i cant take it

peaceful +gens, sensuku (tores)

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