Name: To The End by Bibo And Beyond
Duration: 2 min 30 s
Description: https://brutalforms.bandcamp.com/album/bibo-and-beyond-underneath

To be Released 25.04. on Storage Records / Stanze Fredde Records (CD, Tape, Digital)
Mastering by Gavin Weiß

Wachstumsschmerzen

09. Abe Schwartz - 00

https://brutalforms.bandcamp.com/album/bibo-and-beyond-underneath

My Only Way

From the 'Desire Kills' album by No, available on Limited Edition 12 inch vinyl on TONN Recordings Bandcamp.

Mastering by Wellencocktail at Tonstudio Hanover
Cover design by Nieuw NDG
Image by Eugene Schlumberger ©

FEELS LIKE MIDNIGHT

This took a long time to finally manifest. I did some edits, wrote the additional synth, percussion and lyrics around 3 years ago..

I was blacked out and unknowingly had recorded the demo vocals also at this stage. My life took a very different turn for the next 3 years and I gave up on creating things(and things in general) for a while. I accepted being a disappointment to KP like I always do & retreated inside and poisoned myself as much as I could for the next 1009 days The lyrics paint a clear picture that I was on some kind edge and at a point of utter dissolution

I kept promising KP I would finally finish off that track, not knowing I had already done it.

I somehow found my way back to this track a few weeks ago, it was far more complete than I ever remember it being..
I re-recorded the vocals, remixed it and mastered it best I could and here we are in 2025.

So here's a fragment of that journey crystalized now to be exposed to the air and sunlight to sting the wound again.
lyrics
THERE IS A WOUND
THAT GROWS WITHIN ME

DISSOLVING EVERYTHING I WAS

A POOL OF DISEASE
BREEDS WITHIN ME

NO LOVE OR THOUGHTLESS JOY
SHINES THROUGH OUT ME

I WILL PREY UPON MYSELF
PICKING AT EVERY OPEN WOUND
SHATTERED AND APATHETIC
I HAVE A WOUND THAT CANNOT HEAL
oh yeah!

I WILL PREY UPON MYSELF
PICKING AT EVERY OPEN WOUND
SHATTERED AND APATHETIC
I AM A WOUND THAT CANNOT HEAL

Knownpleasure X Chlorine Gargoyle  - Wound

To The End

mourning never ended
let the dead rest in peace
my tears on their graves 
the biggest lie i’ve heard is nothing stays the same
its always the worst things that do 
the things that slowly kill me and you
this poison can’t kill us fast enough
cant make me forget 
the pain i thought i never felt
creeping in
deep inside my skin
it all comes out  
when i least expect it

special thanks to fab for including me in their weekly list:
https://www.whitelight-whiteheat.com/wl-wh-weekly-post-punk-darkwave-dark-synth-tips-30-25/

Tears on their graves

Hacked

8 deep dark mixes , for the Sunday service!
concluding with , deep blended layers of darkness 

The conclusion!!!! 🔥 🔥 🔥 🔥 🔥

These tracks were made at different times, but they all come from the same place — the air, the sea, and the noise around me.

N2O_v3 starts calm, then breaks apart, like pressure building before release.
Eterno_Jungle_Break carries that early jungle energy I love, raw and alive.
Nuvens [170] closes it off, built from recordings of the ocean near my city, drifting like clouds.

Written, produced, and mixed by Arelzee
Artwork by Arelzee

N2O_v3

The genesis of DERNIER VOYAGE (Unreleased 2017)

UNDERNEATH:
https://brutalforms.bandcamp.com/album/bibo-and-beyond-underneath

THE WORLD YOU WANTED:
https://biboandbeyond.bandcamp.com/album/the-world-you-wanted

To The End

Bibo And Beyond

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