“Lost Files 2017” Free EP
Fully Produced By EyeDee Beats

3. Up The Ladder

Hood Stories

Small Thing to a Giant

The Lost Pack

Livin' Like That

HOLDAFUKUP (REAL NIGGA INTERMISSION) feat Al Doe

Produced By Sean C & LV for Grind Music
Recorded and Mixed by Chris Tabron at Red Bull Studios, NYC 
Additional Engineering Keith Parry
Assisted by Caleb Laven, Mike Bloom, and Marion Ross III 
Mixed By Blair Wells
Sequencing edits by Blair Wells
Mastered By Tony Dawsey at Phantom Mastering 

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06 HolDaFukUp(Real Nigga Intermission) Feat Al Doe

Code Red* Feat: Big Twins Prod by: Twiz The Beat Pro at Mobb Life "The Double Album Godfather Pt.3

[Intro]
It took me years to look in the mirror and not flinch,
To stop blamin’ myself for what I couldn’t fix.
I carried guilt like gold chains, heavy, cold,
But tonight, I’m done lettin’ pain take control.
This one’s for anyone who ever hated their own reflection,
Who tried to love someone else before learning self-connection.

[Verse 1]
I remember the nights I replayed every word,
The silence after love, that’s the loudest I ever heard.
You said “forever,” but forever had a limit,
And when it crashed down, I took all the blame with it.
I told myself I wasn’t enough,
Built walls ‘round my heart, tried to act tough.
But deep down I was drownin’ in regret,
Tryin’ to fix a heart that wasn’t mine to protect.
You left me on read, but I still wrote prayers,
Still begged the universe to make you care.
I was sick of tryin’ to heal you while bleedin’ myself,
I was savin’ everyone else but losin’ my health.
Now I see it clear, pain ain’t proof of love,
It’s a sign from above tellin’ you to rise up.
So I wiped my tears, faced my truth,
I forgave myself… have you?

[Chorus]
I forgave myself, have you?
For the nights we broke, for the lies you drew.
I let go the pain, the guilt, the view,
I found my light, have you found you?
I forgave myself, have you?
For the things we did, for the scars that grew.
You can run from me, but I’ll still choose
To love me first… have you?

[Verse 2]
I used to chase closure like it owed me peace,
But closure don’t come when the pain don’t cease.
It’s an inside job, a personal war,
Where the enemy’s your own heart, not yours anymore.
I had to learn forgiveness don’t mean forget,
It means I’m done bein’ someone’s regret.
I ain’t angry no more, I’m awake,
I learned you can’t pour love from a soul that breaks.
Every scar’s a story, every tear’s a seed,
And growth don’t come without a little bleed.
I ain’t perfect, nah, I messed up too,
But I faced my demons, did you?
Cuz the real flex ain’t money or fame,
It’s facin’ your past and speakin’ your name.
I’m done shrinkin’ just to make love stay,
If it leaves, it was meant that way.
So I breathe deep, I renew,
I forgave myself… have you?

[Chorus]
I forgave myself, have you?
For the nights we broke, for the lies you drew.
I let go the pain, the guilt, the view,
I found my light, have you found you?
I forgave myself, have you?
For the things we did, for the scars that grew.
You can run from me, but I’ll still choose
To love me first… have you?

[Bridge]
Sometimes healing ain’t soft—it’s loud,
It’s cryin’ in the mirror, but still feelin’ proud.
It’s realizin’ love ain’t supposed to chain,
It’s supposed to build, not feed your pain.
And I don’t hate you, I wish you peace,
But I found mine when I released.
I’m still learnin’ to trust my reflection again,
Still learnin’ that loss ain’t always the end.
You took a chapter, not the whole book,
Now I’m writin’ my future, take a look.
I’m alive, I’m new,
I forgave myself… have you?

[Verse 3]
You can keep your silence, keep your pride,
But I ain’t livin’ chained to what died.
I’m steppin’ out the ruins, head held high,
Turned every tear into fuel to fly.
I ain’t mad, it’s growth, not spite,
You taught me wrong, I found what’s right.
I’m grateful now for the fallin’ apart,
It’s how I found the beat of my heart.
So if you ever think of me late at night,
Don’t think of pain, think of fight.
Cuz I didn’t lose, I evolved through,
I forgave myself… have you?

[Final Chorus]
I forgave myself, have you?
For the love we lost, for the things untrue.
I ain’t holdin’ on to what we knew,
I set it free, have you?
I forgave myself, have you?
For the days I broke, for the nights I flew.
You can stay bitter, but I outgrew,
The pain, the past, have you?

[Outro]
This is for the ones who blame themselves for leavin’,
For the ones who stayed when they should’ve been healin’.
For the hearts that gave too much, too fast,
You’re not your mistakes, you’re what outlasts.
So breathe, forgive, start anew,
I forgave myself…
Have you?

I Forgave Myself, Have You

01. Johnny Slash, DJ Hoppa, & Kail Problems - Damn!

TGYKMar is back with another EP, showcasing his versatility and range in "Studio Thoughts".
8 Tracks, 8 Ways to feel.

TGYKMar x JayyKashh - Stuck In My Head

Here is the first single off of Natures soon to be released EP "scrap paper" . Featuring Currensy and produced by the great ALC this is most def a banger.  "Scrap Paper is an EP filled with collabs and production from some all time classic producers...  "it's a little project for the fans I know they would appreciate" says nature..

Nature ft Curren$y- 500 Lbs Of Gas (prod Alchemist)

Stove Tops (feat. 38 Spesh)

Stove Tops (feat. 38 Spesh) (Radio Edit)

2. PAYBACK SKIT

BIG TWINS AKA TWIN GAMBINO

Biography

BIG TWINS AKA TWIN GAMBINO WAS BORN AND RAISED IN QUEENSBRIDGE PROJECTS, A HOOD OF NEW YORK RICH IN HIP HOP HISTORY.
AFTER YEARS OF LISTENING TO FELLOW QUEENS NATIVES SUCH AS THE JUICE CREW AND OTHERS....

THE MOBB DEEP FAMILY BEGAN TO MAKE THEIR OWN SOUND IN HIP HOP. ORIGINALLY BEGINNING WITH PRODIGY AND HAVOC, THE MOVEMENT PUSHED ON WITH INFAMOUS MOBB, BIG NOYD AND OTHER MOBB AFFILIATES MAKING AN IMPACT IN THE GAME, PROVING THAT THE NEW GENERATION OF QUEENSBRIDGE RAP WOULD LIVE UP TO THEIR PREDECESSORS.

BIG TWINS FIRST FEATURES WERE ON THE MOBB DEEP RECORDS BUT HIS OWN GROUP WAS DEBUTED WHEN INFAMOUS MOBB WAS FEATURED ON DJ MUGGS SOUL ASSASSINS VOL.1 WHICH LED TO HIM MEETING THE ALCHEMIST.

FROM THERE, THE TWO FORMED A PROFESSIONAL RELATIONSHIP THAT SPAWNED STREET CLASSICS SUCH AS "DIFFERENT WORLDS" AND "B.I.G T.W.I.N.S", AND INSPIRED ALCHEMIST TO EXECUTIVE PRODUCE THE FIRST OFFERING FROM INFAMOUS MOBB THE 'SPECIAL EDITION" LP.

BIG TWINS WAS ALCHEMIST'S OFFICIAL TOUR PARTNER TO PROMOTE THE "1ST INFANTRY" RECORD AND TRAVELED IN EUROP AND US IN SUPPORT. AFTER TOURING EXTENSIVELY WITH ALCHEMIST AND THE INFAMOUS/G-UNIT FAMILY, HE HAS BUILT UP HIS FAN BASE.

BIG TWINS WAS READY TO DEBUT HIS FIRST SOLO PROJECT FILLED WITH HIS TRADEMARK FLOW, ORIGINAL WIT, AND UNMATCHED VOICE.

THE LP "PROJECT KID" FEATURES VOCALISTS : PRODIGY OF MOBB DEEP, INFAMOUS MOBB, EVIDENCE OF DILATED PEOPLES AND THE ALCHEMIST.
ALSO FEATURES PRODUCTION FROM HAVOC OF MOBB DEEP, ALCHEMIST, EVIDENCE, SID ROAMS, JAKE ONE (G UNIT), AND SEBB.

BIG TWINS COMING SOON IN FALL 2011 THE DOUBLE LP "THE INFAMOUS QB"
WITH NAS, MOBB DEEP, CORMEGA, CAPONE N NOREAGA, TRAGEDY KHADAFI, BIG NOYD, NATURE, INFAMOUS MOBB, BRAVEHEARTS, ROXANNE SHANTE, MARLEY MARL, BARS & HOOKS, SABOTAGE 16's, CHINKY....AND MORE 30 ARTISTS FROM QUEENSBRIDGE.

PRODUCED BY ALCHEMIST, HAVOC, SID ROAMS, LIL FAME, RHEEZO, MARLEY MARL...

STAY CONNECT THUNN!!!


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