Leave the blame on me

lyrics:

Just holidays
And barely those holidays
Our good terms
Are not immune to decay 
I tried but im still away
And you’ve been fucking his brains out 
Don’t look at me as if there was a sorry to say

I would care but
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off
As the bodies grow dry
And I bleed from my eyes
From some shit I shoulda never saw
I don’t need a life line
I don’t need a good night
I just drink until I shut it off

 Ive never met someone so geared on my failure good job
At least I squeezed some meaning into ur shitty life huh
When I die an early death I hope that u can cope when the hatred in ur heart is now evicted with my pulse

Break the home
Breaks my bones and see my soul snapped too
Im alone most the time ur not restricting anything new
I like getting scary I do I know ur tryna be a boss good for u
What the fuck they turn me down for
 I am never going out more
I guess he wasn’t a regular guy
I hope u choke on ur vomit and die
My messages aids I do not open them
Im high as fuck from this bud its like opium
I don’t wanna live to get by
Ur literally here once and its over after that u fucking idiot do what u want ur done after this u fucking dumb ass u suck I fucking hate u
 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off
As the bodies grow dry
And I bleed from my eyes
From some shit I shoulda never saw
I don’t need a life line
I don’t need a good night
I just drink until I shut it off

Im torn apart and I am dirty
If its like this fuck 30
I wanna die right now
Baby im sorry im fucked I can’t talk right now
She lies
She just loves him to death
I dont compare to that hex
I suck the tits off her chest
Times waits
For nobody
Crossed lines
Become common knowledge
Bullshit u were with friends that’s bullshit
I was the culprit before
I feel projection in my point of view
  
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off
As the bodies grow dry
And I bleed from my eyes
From some shit I shoulda never saw
I don’t need a life line
I don’t need a good night
I just drink until I shut it off

better_off_nUmb (splashgvng)

produced by me, inspired by blue eyes by ecco2k
alone pt. 2
the next song will be a hard song

lyrics:

(are you stuck in yesterday)
used to be the main one till they turned me to a sidekick
can you really tell the future or were you just lying again
it's been years since i first talked to you so are we still friends
you were acting like i couldn't use my eyes through the lens

were you sabotaging all my plans, i've been walking hours in the sand
i've been way too long without a stance, i can't tell the clones apart from fans
and it's fuck you today, and if i wake up tomorrow then that means that i'm okay
i don't even feel betrayed, can you tell that i'm insane, if i'm walking through the sidelines then you better leave my way

i watched the rain fall through my window, it was better than before
i fell out with all my day ones now they never take my word
it's a double sided sword, did you get what you wanted, i forgot what i wanted, but i got it on torrent

just like fuck it, i can't see it, not the first time that i lead it, 
if i don't get my props i'm gonna leave it
hate it, and i hate you, i don't need it
stop it, i don't wanna have to go repeat it
do it all the time but i don't even want it
did you like me better when i wasn't myself?
you want me to fix something that isn't broken
when i think about it i get so overwhelmed

sometimes, i can tell the breaker that i crossed the line
if you don't forgive me gotta say it's fine
i can go another day without my shine
it's alright
i can feel through my, spine
i thought of another option
how about we just be honest

i can't tell the situation that i got through my head
when i left my shit behind and then you found out i'm dead
i don't wanna be your friend but you can always pretend
i'll remember all the visits that you couldn't attend
get that shit through your head, i do not wanna talk
and you say that that's ok when you were never involved
they gon bring up all that shit that i don't do anymore
if you never wanna talk then that means that you bored

for someone that moves in silence imma say you talk a lot
how does it feel? you got zeros in your squad
that shit's not real, i still took it to my heart
i was picking out the flowers, do they love me, do they not?
i'm the starter, i'm default
and if i hate you, it's my fault
because i'm always wrong, that means you're always right
and nothing that i do will be enough to apologize
you're looking through my eyes, you're looking at my soul
i came this far without one night up in a studio
you're looking at my face, i'm looking at it back
you think of death and that's enough to give you heart attacks
but i saw death up close
and all the fiction makes you think that there would be a ghost
would you still die for those that wouldn't die for you?
and if this life is just a game i'm not afraid to lose

(i just fake and pause)

again 🔁

Goblin Kid

Instagram Stories (Remix) [feat. Sewerperson]

inspired by lain


tear me apart break me down again
i dont want to think of all the things you said again
and ill take the blame for it all
just leave me be

(just leave me be)

i know its really hard
on you
so you can leave the blame
on me
this time ill play my part
for you
so just go and leave the blame on me

tear me apart again
dont want to think of all the things you said again
and ill take the blame for it all
just leave me be

tear me apart break me down again
i dont want to think of all the things you said again
and ill take the blame for it all
just leave me be

(just leave me be)

i have nothing
except myself to blame
you have something
so leave the blame on me
i have nothin
so it is clear to see
i have nothing
so leave the blame on me

leave the blame on me

@kennedysucks
@killmesumday
@sewerperson
@user-551713846

witch hotel & sewerperson - sirens w/ kennedyxoxo & killmesumday (prod. noahmadethiss x jolst)

https://nfan.link/jolly-wrld
^^^
Dont miss out on any future releases, click the link <3

https://pvnkstxrnation.com/

https://open.spotify.com/track/6jhmJrfaSKn8mEs3YNQ6Zx?si=3658075d5a6c48f3

Sad Chill video - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oRSfLaYdsvk

https://soundcloud.com/sewerperson
https://soundcloud.com/polaven
https://soundcloud.com/s-nset-b-y

Lyrics:

Sewerperson-

Talk about a long night
I was on the phone and even her voice gave me frostbite
I cant feel my face let alone my emotions
I put all my pain into my hands to pour this potion
I was fucked by 9:30
Still I hold a convo
You had done me so dirty
But I kept it confidential
She had tossed me out the window like she was something special
I would hit u back still if it wasn’t for my mental
Give me time
I was one of them I thought I wouldn’t do it
But shit just change abruptly when u going thru it
I still cant believe my dream been more than lucid 
But I just drown the doubts inside these purple fluids
Take me and try to break they never could before
I found a spot to think now up on this meteor
Tell me how I could fix u and I will give it my all
Ill make that my goal until im nothing but a skull

polaven-

What do you want from me
I'm so fucked up, can't you see
I'm so lost in you, but you never lost in me 
What do you want from me
I'm so fucked up, can't you see
I'm so lost in you, but you never lost in me
I know this isn't right, but I put too much time into us
And I will die, if you leave me cuz I'm on the cuff
Of leaving, this earth from breathing
Where will I go? When Im gone? Fuck

Ekeon-

Oh fuck, fuck, fuck
Everywhere I look, I see a ghost
Vision blurry like a nightmare
Oh outta luck, luck, luck
Feelings run deep, like a knife
I could die there
I'm so gone, she's so gone
Take it, I don't wanna leave
But I'm all wasted, I don't wanna die
I just wanna lie, say goodbye to one last night

polaven-

What do you want from me
I'm so fucked up, can't you see
I'm so lost in you, but you never lost in me 
What do you want from me
I'm so fucked up, can't you see
I'm so lost in you, but you never lost in me

Lost in You w/ Sewerperson, polaven & Ekeon (p. JOLLY WRLD x Vesta)

Hypnotic

this isn't my song, just simply uploading because it's not on soundcloud.

9TAILS - never change

Imma go and leave the house again i got my backbone
Watch the ground shatter glass when i walk up on
People only call me when there something always wrong
I see distant memories creepin when i pass by
Hope its the last time
Stay connected like its land line
Watch my footing cause im surrounded by land mines
Never gonna trip cause im allways on stand by
I got ice up on my wrist you know this shit took time

Pills in my system only reason I would fall
Error in my coding so i always reinstall
They always try to stop me but im breaking threw these walls
Still hopin for that call

every night
baby i used to see u bout like every night
now im like
are we alright
damn
i just hold my head and dig my feet into the sand
man i miss my home land
u look like an angel in this candle light ya
the news had said that storm out west been heading over here
we sit in front this fire waiting for it to appear
while my eyes roll back into me as shes thumbing thru my hair
exhausting all my energy into the summer air
i swear i had this in me way before i was aware
sheath this field when im in public cause i hate when people stare
this aura seeping out of me whenever im feeling scared
black clovers
covering my books
im tainted
i levelled before i was ready now its rage i shoulda waited
rippin thru my mind i separate from what i hated
i live in constant fear of my projection in my basement

Everyday thinkful to god that i made it 22 
I be mixin all my pills and with my liquor to
She be fuckin good im keepin all the answers inside the coop
She tell me that’s she wasted i tell her im am to
Markings on her body 
She levitate the room
In my mind i tell her that ill see her soon
I be writing scriptures in these pages
Witth you know i keep it weighted 
Hated
Only show me love when your jaded
New beginnings but im feeling outdated 
Comin home to see nobody waited
Oblivious is stated

Standby ft sewerperson (Prod. APT.102)

xxxtentacion - revenge/hope *sewerperson cover* (fantom)

sewerperson - star signs | Editing.Biteki.YT

Debut album out 10/31 on Halloween!
Thanks for listening friends, this was a really fun track to make
<3
Shoutouts
@sewerperson
@sorrow_bringer
@iofmusic

And on a side note THANK YOU FOR 50K on Loveless
You guys are awesome!

*lyrics by request*

(Fearce)
Cant believe my eyes
Look how far we made it
told to never cry
now we just get faded
might see you at my show
too high to even notice you

someday came suddenly
another feeling gone
always time to leave
timing
dont mean a thing
when everything gets lost
it was just a dream
but 
all of its so vague now
can you help me figure out

so many stories i couldnt remember
when all i could think of was falling asleep
you distance yourself from the past and the present
now all that you're left with exists in a dream

but we're so much farther
than the people we used to be

(Sewerperson)
black ash
seeing thru the serpents eye
whip lash
i could barely sleep at night
breaking the walls of my mind
baby i had enough
chained to the pole by her side
baby im giving up
and i never leave
i just fade into the background
they aint let me breathe but i promise you i am now
 ever since i known her she cant help the way she stand out  
baby ill see you in your dreams and i promise you ill stand down
woah
lights on top these buildings offer shelter from the snow
i cant even decide just where the fuck i wanna go
far away from anybody i would ever know
i could feel this tingle in my hands before they glow

The People We Used To Be feat. sewerperson (prod. sorrow bringer)

@dotmidorii

lyrics: 
if you got a job jus wait for my bros we pull up we stuntin
if he got a bitch she already mine i aint even fuckin 
cap out his mouth talk all that shit cap in his stomach
aint leave a trace without a doubt we got it done ye
my bro pulled up in a beamer said he aint playin
my opps i heard they some schemers they gon do the payin 
his grandma inside of the house i heard her prayin
and bro that we got on packwatch scared at the stay in

he posted on snap that tonight is a movie
he took a xan look like cartoon looney
kicked in too fast like a actor bruce lee
shit a mistake learned later truly
stupid ass boy got his shit rocked 
saw him outside told him kick rocks
knew he a loser he shit talk
stick out his hand got bitch dropped

5s they on 50s the 50s on 100s 
if i got an idea swear that its funded 
9s got him stretchin that boy doin lunges
his face got done jus like my songs punch in
that boy is a pussy but he on his last life
he sippin tussin said it get his mood right
skinny ass arms but he said he'll still fight
left with no evidence made sure he see lights 

said i aint playin aint play when i said that
heard u a L now you gotta pay tax
saw 97 now u got no air max 
im never lackin u know that i stay backed
said im the teacher i taught him a lesson
heard that his dumbass got caught with a wesson
the way that i do it this shit is a blessing
kill wit my flow swear i dont need no weapon

if you got a job jus wait for my bros we pull up we stuntin
if he got a bitch she already mine i aint even fuckin 
cap out his mouth talk all that shit cap in his stomach
aint leave a trace without a doubt we got it done ye
my bro pulled up in a beamer said he aint playin
my opps i heard they some schemers they gon do the payin 
his grandma inside of the house i heard her prayin
and bro that we got on packwatch scared at the stay in

swear that these bitches they got me too mad
but i swear that all of them gotta be bad
opps struggle with hoes they way too sad
said he got money my bitches said cap
she gave me the sloppy i said it was trash
broke ass hoe gave a dollar in cash
saw that im up my ex callin me back
know that she jealous ye maybe attached

said i dont even need you hoe
i jus made a bag and im boutta make more
like what the fuck is u feenin for
do u want me or want me to buy out the store  

looked at her friend she my best interest
i got hella problems she looked like she'll fix it
whispered to her said aint no snitchin
chill out for right now aint no kissin

kissin and tellin fr aint the move
said we got a secret not ready to lose
saw a car outside i aint no fool
now is the time i got sum to prove

said now is the time i got sum to prove

if you got a job jus wait for my bros we pull up we stuntin
if he got a bitch she already mine i aint even fuckin 
cap out his mouth talk all that shit cap in his stomach
aint leave a trace without a doubt we got it done ye
my bro pulled up in a beamer said he aint playin
my opps i heard they some schemers they gon do the payin 
his grandma inside of the house i heard her prayin
and bro that we got on packwatch scared at the stay in

stuntin (prod. dotmidorii)

Feat. @Sewerperson

Lyrics:
I swear your overthinking just go back to bed 
I swear i cant get out of this fucking head 
Every single night i just swim in this sweat 

Swear to god i don't were i went 
Swear to god i just know why i was sent 
On my squad on my mama Im just try pay the rent 
got my fears and my tears all mixed up
and i put it on my life that i wont give up 

and i promised to my pops that id only share love
and i promised to my brodies that ill never grow up

Life gets hard when u want shit quick 
Seen my brodies get caught up in them licks 
Seen my brodies get caught up in these tricks 
I need more than money and these clicks 
Why is Everybody looking for the same damn fix

ya shes your girl if your ready to wreak
but baby i don't live my life off of a guess
lately mostly i just been living off of the gas

Baby take me on my word I think im dying here

Baby take me on my word I think im dying here
Oh my vision in a blur I swear I hate it here
I don’t think I could hold it in another year
They Faces on my conscious watch em reappear
Baby when u left me I was broken
Bullets hit my body in the open
The blood at my shoes start to pool up quick since
The ground in the north so frozen
I think last night I saw an omen
But It was only with me for a moment
I been marked by the path I’ve chosen
It taught me keep on pushing when I am broken
Fate never waits for the soul to come around
Deep in her face u could see she get it now
I cannot feel
I cannot taste
Spewing out deep green toxic waste
Its bright
Watch it all burn
The things ive seen shoulda made me squirm
But im too far gone
U could never handle the shit that im on
It feels so right to be done so wrong
The days too short and the nights to long
Deep brush in the dark scratching up my arms

i swear im just to nice to be that guy 
lust aint nothing let u drip that dry 
hella stormy outside  ya
help me look for blue skys
glass jack bottle but that fifths bone dry 
and i told u theres only a couple things that lemme sleep at night
i dont why u think that i lie

yo, we went crazy on this one man

sewerperson - star signs | Editing.Biteki.YT

JoJo

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