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HELP ME! - JXST NIC
YOU NEVER KNOW WHERE SOMEONE IS AT UNTIL YOU ASK THEM… "HOW DO YOU REALLY FEEL"? DON'T ASK SOMEONE, "HOW ARE YOU DOING" THEY JUST GONNA SAY "IM GOOD, HOW ABOUT YOU" THAT WILL GET YOU NO-WHERE! -NIC 
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First Verse is about the last girl that cheated on me... shit really killed me... 2nd verse i didn't heal properly... and probably mest up my chances with this girl who i think is my soulmate.

Lyrics:
Hook: 
I don't want to love again
Cause i'm holding on to thing that are gone
I don't want to change again
Cause im scared that i might come out Wrong
But i'm not too strong anymore
And i can't hold on
I'm not too strong anymore
So please just let me go
Verse:1
Said HELP ME way too many times… on the high rope... no life line... let me fall i... chose THE END… no one to talk to… i need to vent… been about 2 nights, another BICTH cheated AGAIN, slice my wrist, popping pills AGAIN, FORGET, FORGET, FORGET, FORGET! Fuck that highlight, reply in my head, need the highlife, drugs or my harley quin...need something SERIOUS, or ill pull the pin... feeling supernova, alwyas bin, NEED a coma or a bottle of gin, always hurt, no wins, nothing is WORKING, im blown like the wind, hurt way to many times, bruises on my SKIN words beating in my head, i know im worthless, every single girl said it since!
Hook:
Verse:2
Found the right girl...but i was too fucked up... couldn't believe it...thought i ran out of luck… but i drove her away... I wasn't there… felt like a GHOST… feeling was DESPAIR... I truly love her... i truly care...i need her...like some fresh air...we met on online...wasn't playing any games... but others not playing fair..couldn't BLAME, needed time, so BROKEN hard to share.. tell you the truth, and i take my dares.. but it might be too LATE. Too much damage, can't communicate, now I'm DROWNIN again, HELP ME... 
DO I HAVE TO SAY IT AGAIN!
Hook:
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I'M FINE…😥
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HELP ME! - Jxst Nic
Hook/Beat - eeryskies.
Verse 1&2 - Jxst Nic

HELP ME! (prod. eeryskies.)

November 5th.
Beat by: Beats mode.
Everything Else: Jxst Nic
lyrics:
Man i didn't think the last time was gonna be the last time. Might never see her again and she said. "why you look, like this. Like the last time you'll see me". Gave her some hearts❤❤❤, i love you goodbye. Want it to work, but she went to go see another guy so i took a trip... back home. Wanted to crash my whip and just be alone. My car is fine, but im solo. Pour one up...for my sorrows… don't do it... but i drink and drive. So i'm in my car, with it i dive...Want to be happy... Want to feel alive… She makes me feel that way but im to depressed rn to talk. My past in my head like sirens in my bed; cause i can't sleep, i can't eat, i can't even think. A lot of shit in my space i forget to clean and i lost my chance or at least i think. Can we talk about it, or let me sink. Don't need basic bicth that wears pink... Want one with a mind I can talk to we can link…
It's even crazier how she seen it in my eyes. Like she knew. She probably felt my sadnees too. I'll never forget her reaction, that face she gave me…
Its was like… I'm sorry and glad you feel this way I told her... I'm not ok, even hard to say that. Open up my feelings like a switch blade, quick to the point! I really mean it, i really feel it, but i need a joint. To smoke and get lit. Everything that isnt love really isnt it. Some drink, some smoke, some fuck to feel shit, so i...Did it all. Still dont feel shit. Like a mutt... I'm in the mix... I've bin sick so i need some vicks. I've bin down, almost lost nic…Lost in my world i need a fix…
She...Said... why you look like this like the last time you'll see me but i hope it isn't it; i really like you; your legit; waiting on you to flip the script November 5th

November 5th

virus was made in the house because I cant go outside. stay safe out there everyone! #Virus

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If you do what you love, it will come naturally -Nic
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