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@deadat18
@sshinju

senpai where the fuck is the taco bell?!?!?

Why’d you date me why you hate me?
Where’d you take me why can’t you face me?
Are you still stuck with our memories ?
Now you feel how I feel

Now I’m on my own again
The only difference now is your not even a friend
Texted me it was over I didn’t know what to think
You left my life so bleak

And I don’t know what to do with myself
You left me fallin calling for help
I wanted to tell you how I felt
But now that your gone

Why did you leave me that one night?
I still have no clue I just cry
Why did you make me think we were fine?
I just wanna know

I wonder if you still think of me
Cause I still dream what we could be
I always think about those times
And to this day you’re still on my mind

Why did you leave me that one night?
I still have no clue I just cry
Why did you make me think we were fine?
I just wanna know

i just wanna know </3 [shinju x deadat18]

Produced by @delto & Rosesleeves

Lyrics-
You’re the best sculptor I’ve ever known
And sometimes I wish for an alternate ending where we were still close
In this abyss where a million things could’ve happened
I’m not sure why it went how it did and I can’t help but look back
I can’t find a way, I can’t find a way
To stop that

I got new people in my life and I’m tryna rearrange them
To fill the space you left but I know it isn’t working
I told myself it wasn’t meant to be I’m lying
But I’ll just keep on trying cause nothing stops the hurt

I’m lying but I’ll just keep on trying cause nothing stops the hurt
I’m lying but I’ll just keep on trying cause nothing stops the hurt

I got new people in my life and I’m tryna rearrange them
To fill the space you left but I know it isn’t working
I told myself it wasn’t meant to be I’m lying
But I’ll just keep on trying cause nothing stops the hurt
I’m lying but I’ll just keep on trying cause nothing stops the hurt
I’m lying but I’ll just keep on trying cause nothing stops the hurt

And I’ve tried giving it time
It feels like you’ll always be a part of my life
But for some reason we had to say goodbye
Maybe I’ll find you in another lifetime
And I’ve tried to distract myself
Think about something else
But my head keeps on taking me back to you this is hell
I’m tryna figure out how to live my life without you
And I still don’t know how to
Cause nothing stops the hurt

You’re the best sculptor I’ve ever known
And I’ll always wish for an alternate ending where we were still close
In this abyss where a million things could’ve happened
I’m not sure why it went how it did and I can’t help but look back
I can’t find a way, I can’t find a way
To stop that

I got new people in my life and I’m tryna rearrange them
To fill the space you left but I know it isn’t working
I told myself it wasn’t meant to be I’m lying
But I’ll just keep on trying cause nothing stops the hurt
I’m lying but I’ll just keep on trying cause nothing stops the hurt
I’m lying but I’ll just keep on trying cause nothing stops the hurt

I’m lying but I’ll just keep on trying yeah I’ll just keep on trying yeah
Just keep on trying yeah I’ll just keep on trying 
I’m lying but I’ll just keep on trying yeah I’ll just keep on trying cause nothing stops the hurt

Sculptor (coprod. Delto)

Goat @Chriad mix and master
@kowa1ski helped with drop <333

https://open.spotify.com/track/7c80AkZJqhuFuF0cHM8ZW7?si=a6cd09c51ad5416a

It's Just You (Utaqqq)

I'll decide 
When is right
Am I wrong
Then who is right 
let me decide 

(Something you might like) 

I think I took the wrong pill
Wanna destroy what we built
I don't care how it feels
You reap what you sow
The bar was so low
Im dying inside and im dying to know
How you felt that day?
Was is you? or me me me?
(me)

I think it was me, who broke you
I take no fault in, what you might do
I wont say sorry, cause its not true
Not true, not true, not true 
I dont think I love you, or hate you
I dont think Im nervous, its just you
Never made that promise
never said im sorry 
said I wouldnt drop you
so theres no need to worry
Hurry up

Time ticks by 
I 'lost sight' of who I once was
might be the anxiety 
It just eats me 
ticking slowly as it creeps in
Drugs are the only thing that helps 
These drugs are the only way to hell
Im hearing you talk, Im stuck in my thoughts 
Voices in my head telling me Im wrong
Well maybe I am
I hurt you I know
these emotions are harder to show
Am I really mad? no
Sad? no 
Im trying my hardest to let go

(Stutter Drop)

It's Just You

It's Just You (Utaqqa)

feat. @claudesdiary
prod. dercept x jkei
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(lyrics)

im runnin fast in my forces
i said something but i dont think that its important yeah
i felt some things but i just think that i ignored it
i couldnt smell a thing cuz of the white that i just snorted

im runnin fast in my forces
filled with cracks like some porcelain
i made some racks and i just balled em up and torched them
lookin at my past there was a couple of misfortunes

-claude-

im finna get me a bag
why they gon tell me its bad
i needa get them racks fast
no we ain’t gon make it back
im finna put that on my life
someone come get me high
roll it up touch the sky

i was always on my fuckin knees being treated less
do u understand a single thing? has it been making sense?
don’t tell me that it’s over
don’t tell me that it won’t hurt

i was always on my fuckin knees being treated less
do u understand a single thing? has it been making sense?
don’t tell me that it’s over
don’t tell me that it won’t hurt


:')

porcelain feat. claude

burnout

produced by @janeremover shoutout them for being nice. i mixed this as always . This is the twikipedia soundcloud im twikipedia

I'm in nuclear throne. THEYRE AFTER MY HEAD!!!!

onix 💎 (p. jane)

luv from me and @taylor and @p4rkr and sean kingston

happy birthday blackwinterwells!!!! +osquinn (prod. taylor morgan)

art by 8485

prod @degenerate69

backing vocals by grandee

SPOTIFY https://open.spotify.com/track/5YlSM6ZWbzCfigJzZdcPNU?si=aEljvQ4nTZud-Au20w8h4Q

take loop (dgen)

hi :))))) HELLoE:))))))))

LET GO is now in all stores!

LET GO :(

to everyone new and old who've been supporting me. thank you :)

production: noki @nokiyzu
mixing & mastering: me

instagram: instagram.com/avit69
youtube: youtube.com/c/avit69
streaming platforms: fanlink.to/AViT69

lyrics:
just a while ago, i was callin your phone
hitting you up all night, saying:
“i love you, goodbye”
now all our texts are so dry
but at least my streams going high
i really do not know why :/
it’s so funny you’re talking to me
when you see me, moving like stocks in the scene
don’t act like you know me
if you see me on your feed

fuck you, i don’t need you
you can tweet at me, but don’t expect a follow back ;)
i hate you, i despise you
you’re just a memory to me
fuck you, i don’t need you
you can tweet at me, but don’t expect a follow back ;)
i hate you, i despise you
you’re just a memory to me

yeah i spent all my nights
stayed up, writing these fucking lines
wasting my energy and time
(god damn, i really need a life)
just know that i will never fold
cuz i got me and all my bros
strapped up and ready to fucking go
if u keep talking shit, you hoe
shout out to all my goons
kenny, gage, eric too!
the real adventure was the friends i made so far it seems.
you’re all i fucking need.
you’re all i fucking need.
(except for you bitch. fuck you! :D)

fuck you, i don’t need you
you can tweet at me, but don’t expect a follow back ;)
i hate you, i despise you
you’re just a memory to me
fuck you, i don’t need you
you can tweet at me, but don’t expect a follow back ;)
i hate you, i despise you
you’re just a memory to me

stream <3

twitterloser (noki)

produced by rosesleeves

lyrics-
yeah i'm waking up in the morning feeling down
feels like i'm wasting my days just tryna get found
i know i got time but i'm impatient as fuck
and you could give me the world but it would never be enough
yeah i'm waking up in the morning feeling down
feels like i'm wasting my days just tryna get found
i know i got time but i'm impatient as fuck
and you could give me the world but it would never be enough

i don't really sleep much anymore i guess it's fine
dark sky fills a space in me daydreaming through the night
can't find external love so far in my entire life
messed up all my internals i'm bleeding from the inside
i'm never satisfied, not tryna be a prick
i needa fix myself, i get jealous as a bitch
i'm the problem, don't know how to solve it
sorry everyone, it's not you it's me

thom-
you know it gets bad when you don't feel comfortable in your room
like a flower imma die, like a flower imma bloom
but the point is i'm alive and i feel like i need you
my death is waiting in the waiting room

everything feels so fucking dumb
at some point i will have enough
the grey veil of fall
and i could have it all
i could have it all

yeah i'm waking up in the morning feeling down
feels like i'm wasting my days just tryna get found
i know i got time but i'm impatient as fuck
and you could give me the world but it would never be enough
yeah i'm waking up in the morning feeling down
feels like i'm wasting my days just tryna get found
i know i got time but i'm impatient as fuck
and you could give me the world but it would never be enough

spotify

Impatient w/ Yung Thom

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5ZP1xyDMqSs&t=1s
@careinq

COOL GUY [prod. MAPLE] *video in desc*

music video: https://youtu.be/-LUpKJNiumY

i like the way the lights look in the rain
makes me think about the time u looked me in the face
told me everything was fine and we'd end up ok
it echoes in my mind
i hear yr voice in my brain
i wish u were here but i kno that yr safe
and thats all that it takes for me to survive the day
if u left i would cry but i would still feel the same
if i left i would die bcuz theres no other way

yr my nicotine
yr not my drug u got me clean
and yr all that i need
wut i say is wut i mean
dont look away
just keep both of yr eyes on me
u say its hard 2 be brave
4 me u make it hard 2 breathe

COOL GUY [prod. MAPLE] video in desc

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